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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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January 31, 2008
SIAN Today wear contact... then when want to leave hse that time... i dont know i haven wear my tie mah.. then walk out alr.. haha then my bro ask me where is my tie.. then i still want to point lo...lol haha then forget this forget that... after take my tie walk out.. then realise didnt take my wallet... lol lah.. then walk in the hse again... nearly late because of me... haha saw kit yarn and ying ying in mrt station... then thought will be really late sia... but took the same bus as jermaine sis.. haha... reached sch dont want go locker liao... so locked my phone in jer's locker... lol then assemble in the parade square... saw aaron... then ask me if i could serve upper hand... so obvious lo... lol then go up hall listen to talk.. sian lo keep losing my class today.. alamak... then in the end sat behind.. aaron also.. then we talk and talk ... Johnathan keep looking at him haha... when go back class that time.. timothy asked me if aaron was my bro... haha dam funny lo.. lol then gave us our target for subjects... sian need to get all A1s except science A2... haish... so stress... lol.. then after sch... went to queens.. with ele, jp, jer and aaron. eat macs... then go walk a bit after that go bowling!! haha quite fun actually... got a total score of 64... JP pro lo got 84... hehe then went home with JP... sian dao... haha reached cck that time went to buy ice cream to wake me up... then bus home...haven finish work yet... haish.. sian give so much work.. lol so excited !! going back dlss on 6 feb! yay!! haha finally.... miss them a lot... 1 time saw chen lao shi... she seems to grew older haha... lol ms sam? cant recognised me... or am i too invisible?haha nvm she will see me one time... haha tmr trng... tired.. everyday like that will die one day haha... January 30, 2008
whoo... hehe today cnt wake up... ytd 12 then slp... haix.. then yawning all the way until dismissal lo haha. reached sch ard 7 today... Then PE was running again... alamak... dont know why this few days my shin there pain like siao... sian lo... ltr 2.4 cnt run then suay lo.. hehe then MT... sian push all the work to me.. good lo... first time diao cheryl today... haha cool sia.. decided not to rely on them anymore. haha. then after recess was science(chemistry) quite ok.... then eng... haha didnt do my fantasy story... then go tell her lo... haha say all sorts of reasons hehe... but lucky i told her on tuesday.. or else grey book lo..but if i kena also heck.. i simply hate her... plus after hearing my bro's story abt her haha... then today damn funny...we all hand in our maths work quickly lo haha even before may gay comes in haha then when she comes in we all stood until dam straight haha... and i did a lame survey today..which is what time u all slp ytd..haha all slp at midnight lo..cool sia.. haha then i passed my geog test!! haah 6/10 hehe highest is 9 lol a big difference..hehe after sch did hw then went library do the story... sian lo... then went up to find them... after that went hall a while...saw the boys trng... whoo.. hehe they did weight lifting too haha. actually shld go swiming today but damn tired so decided not to go haha... tmr is damn shiok...10.15 dismiss hahawhoo but got talk... sian hehe bub-buais haha January 29, 2008
lol today took same bus as jermaine. hehe dam funny lo... we thinking if we taking same bus haha lol... then chinese class that time xu lao shi came into our class... dam luo so sia... give us so much pressure... say what if cnt get an a in sec 3 then must well drop...haha lol we only sec1 sia... hehe then... chapel slp again... this time my classmates all look at me..dots lo... haha.. then recess... whoo... forgot to take out geog frm locker... but then nth happen... hehe then eng... SIAN.. haha did nth actually... show attitude to her lo.... haha IMPOSSIBLE right... haha but i did.. then maths totally sux today.. may gay scold us one by one... when my turn.. i thought she cnt find fault with me.. then she suddenly shout at me sia.. say why i wrote like this and that... -.-lll yutong coached me wan leh haha and i also got checked wan lo.. still find fault... sian la... say our class's work not up to her standard.. lol then when she scold nathaniel that time dam funny lah.. 1 short wan scolding a tall guy.. hahahaha we all giggling away haha then trng after sch... whoo.. supposed to hand in a compo tmr.. but show attitude mah dont want hand in tmr lo haha... got home ard 815 like that... sian dao... haha when got down bus, saw bryan sia....!! cool lah... i thought not him at first... cause he like shrunk... haha no offence... then look closely is him!! haha then smiled at him then walk away haha he cnt recognised me( i think) cause my hair is dam messy.. haha then nth liao lo... ya.. yew meng was the first teacher who say my attire... dots lo... say my tie very low... whats his prob?haha then i pull dam high... after that pull down again haha its damn hot.. not my business... hehe ok bye nth much to say liao... January 28, 2008
whoo...ytd maths competition was like shit!! haha didnt do much of the questions... all hard like siao sia... after that socialise with some of my friends that went overseas with me... one of them went raffles instituition sia haha... then got a headache... dizzy... then tell mom dont want go swimming haha thats my intention.. hehe cause i can use the time to do my compo!! hehe but its really headache lo... then slpt early... today was ok...saw cheryl in mrt... then jermaine msged me ask me where am i... she just behind my bus only lo... haha lol... then go sch together...then nth much... recess did maths... i rushed until siao lo... then ms ng says tmr then collect... dam irritating sia... haha then today timothy and sean were talking... this was their conversation... timothy: i know who sean likes in this class... sean: ( glare at him) timothy:she is sitting beside him.... sean:(glare at him again) wadde lo... i sitting beside sean sia.. like that insult me... lol i then dont believe lo haha... then after sch stayed back to do work... yutong taught me how to look at vernier calliper sia haha... then coach me in my maths... she damn sounds like my mom lah!!! haha ask me to concentrates... haha no offence... then went home... on the way... went to eat eggtarts with jian ping!! haha lol...then slp a bit on mrt... hehe then nth much to say liao... bye January 26, 2008
whoo WHOO!! haha some one claims to know me ytd sia.. still add me in msn!! lol i dont even know her lo.. then she ask me if i am frm de la salle. then she says u are adeline right? diao lo.. am i that famous in de la salle?haha but i found a new friend! hehe... i went home after trng ytd and go do the ORCA.. but cant find the file... and its dued... heck lo...excuse... say cnt find the file... haha today's trng was... sian? lol keep on dashing... then underhand with steffi... haha accidentally hit the ball to hard then hit yufan's head... haha dam funny lah...then we were like purposely hit the ball to the water cooler there then go drink water hehe... then i tell steffi i want to drink ice lemon tea... thn yufan tell me go toilet find... GOOD!! lol today still shouted.. dont care my throat alr... haha no one shouted when ADELIN shouted hahahaha... cool... then after that, weight lifting and some other physical excercise... went to eat luch with eleanor jian ping richelle and kim after that... then went home lo.... need to do work sia... sian.. tmr still got maths competition!! OMG... sure die wan.. haha must go revise le.. bye January 25, 2008
.......... wl!!! today dam sian leh... except in the morning... went sch with grace lisa they all... then met carina and aaron on the bus sia... haha but then after that was like shit... sian dao!!!! hahaonly chinese lsn is not bad.... dam disppointed... didnt get the highest in class for a short compo...ahh!!!! damn it hehe...then trng today was not really fun.... but then got one thing made me laugh until siao!! haha water still spray out of my mouth...hehe thn after that was boring.... keep tsking after that... dont ask me why... then went dinner with papa... let all my bu shuangs to jian ping after that... then finally felt relaxed... nothing much to say...actually got 1 thing i want to say.. but i forgot sia!! nvm then... ermm... tired now... cant find the ORCA thingy... which means dont need to do lo haha... i must train up myself.... January 24, 2008
today dam sian... fairsian connect that time i slept... dam embarrasing la sleep until saliva dripped out then bag damp damp wan haha... then home econs!!! baked pizza....mini wan... then brought down to recess... then yutong saw me then ask me what was that... then ask me if edible a not?? of cause lah!!!! haha its 100% edible lo... then jermaine greedy lo (no offence) go eat my rest of mini pizzas haha. before jermaine eats, jian ping go shake the container until siao then the toppings of pizza drop out haha dam funny lo... after recess is physics? ya... dam sian... then nth much lo... after that was maths!!! haha then when ms ng came in all of us scream and cheer for her!! haha then she says us siao wan... but then... after that she asked us to hand in corrections sia... but i didnt do lah!! i put in locker lo... i forgot totally ... then i dont dare tell her hehe... cause got some ppl nvr do properly then kanna scolding so i scared... haha then did some of my eng hw during maths lesson. when timothy saw me doing he shocked tio haha then ask me need to hand in today? haha he also didnt do... so we copy and copy lo haha after that i think mrs lyann saw us then asked us who didnt finished our work. lucky we just finished lah!! haha then nth much ltr lo... stupid Matthew woo ask us to stay back... then i 1.30 then released... stupid lo haha after lunch went library with jer and ele, dont know why they so good want to pei me haha thanks a lot seh!! hehe then jian ping also there cause she doing project... do my work there lo... then... i suddenly rmb i need to put my corrections in ms ng's pigeon hole!! she said to the others that must hand in by 3.00 sia then is like going 4 alr lo... haha then dam nervous ... tmr get scolding then die ... hehe after that went home with jian ping.. dam tired lo.. sleep on bus... lucky didnt oversleep lo or else ltr miss the stop... hehe nth much after that, msg ben dont know how many days ago, now then reply... LAME!! haha oh ya!! i will forever rmb aaron sia...first boy who says me short... still pull my bag's stripe... GOOD!!! lol January 23, 2008
lol hehe sian diao... sent me virus sia....sorry to those i sent to!! accidentally de...!! haish... no mood liao lo... nvm i will still say abt today... first...PE was dam tiring today la... but lucky i didnt run.. leg dam pain lo... i mean shin... then dont want to run haha... oh ya!! before PE saw yutong haha she climbing up the stairs...every time sees me shows the same action wan haha... then eng class that time... mrs Ly-ann go pull the screen down too much then kanna stuck there haha then everyone laugh until dam hard haha ms mano still says spoil alr haha then mrs ly-ann's face dam pale lah haha obi!!! hehe then after that we thought the screen stuck there forever alr so we told ms ng that cnt pull up alr,then she bent down then pull a bit,then the screen went up lah!! haha then our class cheer for ms ng sia!!! we like siao wan scream n scream haha...tehn ms ng says we are too stressed alr then become mad !!! haha i agree lah!! ok next... GEOGRAPHY test, haha anyhow do lah!! Okky and Hui min also didnt study hehe so maybe i not the only one die haha...after sch went qifa pri watch match... dlss senior girls vs nan hua. dam funny lo they all violent until siao!! haha then dlss senior boys ok lah at least win hong kah 1 set... not bad!! hehe actually can win wan... if i m not wrong... but then got 1 ball the refree inexperience wan lo say what cnt like that... shit lah haha. jyjy!!! dlss!! haha met my juniors!!! long time didnt see them... suddenly feel like hugging them lo...hehe ok... haven did my work yet.. go do liao bye bye(: January 21, 2008
haha saw yutong today in sch also she like dam funny lo then i keep looking at her direction hehe cause nth to do mah... but then mr malvin chan scold me cause i didnt line up properly haha but i didnt realy care haha haish.. heck lah!!!! haha hello !! dots... ok starts frm this morning...met my nan hua friends!!! haha but didnt talk much lah.. but i missed them a lot lo...haha then i met jermaine on the bus lah!! dam sudden lo hehe then dont know why she laugh and laugh so i also laugh...haha dots right?? haha then she asked me how i squeezed up wan cause like a lot of ppl mah then i say u dont know ar i very good at squeezing wan haha but its obvious no right!!!! haha i got line up wan ok... then she asked me where glenn was... thn he like climbing up the stairs lah dots lo... hehe then went locker after that... lesson was quite boring lo... didnt know need to bring a book today then borrow frm one of my frens lo... stupid lah!!! i hate eng!!! grrr... but mrs lyann gd lo let us off early for recess haha then maths lesson that time, ms ng asked us to take out hw mah but i obviously dont know what hw lah haha then its like me and timothy tan looking ard to see which hw lo haha then its one worksheet which i didnt do my work lah!! cause ms ng gone through it the previous day then i thought it was the ans so i didnt really go check it out haha then my whole grp all didnt do lah cool right!! haha so me and the other girl laugh and laugh la haha ...nothing much then...after sch... went to find the girls...then jermaine and steffi want to go yingmin's hse do candy floss but dont want so i follow jian ping they all go tiong bahru eat then go back clementi treat hui min and jian ping eggtarts. haha but jian ping says she very full sia so i treat hui min first lo haha next time then treat jian ping!!! hahathen saw yu fan and a girl there then we thought is his gf mah so we want to take pics lo haha then show yu tong but then yutong says not his gf but his frend's lol lah haha but quite fun... heehee and today is felicia's b'day!!! haha made her a PLAIN card lah!! dam plain lo hehe hope she dont mind(: hehe yay!! going to watch dlss vs nan hua pri this wed!!! haha going to meet my meis!!! lol also going back dlss on cny eve... omg!! i really miss dlss!!!!! it rocks sia!!! haha ok... January 20, 2008
haha the star thingy in my calendr thingy is get frm yutongs bloggie dam funny haha hello haha sian lo... friday got trng... sweat until siao... then go home that time keep sleeping... dam tired that day... then yesterday's trng also like shit... my sweat drip one after another lo... dam the whole body was dam warm... jiao lian still keep asking to shout and shout... now a bit sore throat alr voice a bit weird.... haha still got hw to do sia... ah!!!!!!!!!! stress... haven even exam alr stress... imagine i went to RV... even worse i think...haha at least fairfield is better... only because of the osp class which i dont want to be in!!! lol... haix jermaine i next time then change my skin... i too lazy to change alr... haha after trng went shower then go ying min's party... quite sian there... me and qi yue went home early...after that on the way home keep on msging... this month sure die wan !!! haha must rmb to treat jian ping egg tarts!!! hahaha anyway... conflicts are evittable.. c girls jyjy!!! can do it de...(: going back de la salle on 6 feb? haha yay!!!! can meet my teachers and friends!!! celestine, zhen yi, grace!!! haha i realy miss them seh... we should have cherish the days we had together!! but nvm we still can be besties!!! haha:D January 17, 2008
can i say today was fine??haha morning was home econs... quite fun actually haha first time cook seh !!! hehe put wrong spoon of oil lah then garlics and onions all chao da haahaa!! the guy which i pair with was... slow mo?? haha then we smashed the garlic until totally smashed haha we laughed untill siao lo haha after that was physics lesson dam boring... didnt listen a word at all only hear what zero is very important in science haha then maths... boring too draw my vball friends' name the whole lesson haha and continue drawing when eng lesson...then i dont know that the bushmen comics must draw in the geog book mah so i drew on foolscap paper then i just slot inside the book then the stupid teacher ask me to see her say what this kind of work is unacceptable wad la!!! i spent the night drawing then she ask me to redo leh dam it lo... i dont care i just going to anyhow draw again lo...hehe after sch... went shu qun with jermaine and eleanor... very sian dont know why no mood mayb is tired?? lol after that went je to eat then meet jian ping there... eat cheese fries then go home with eleanor n jian ping... now still trying to complete my homework lah!!! stupid teacherSS give us so many work... think we robots ar??haha tmr got trng!!! cant wait 4 it(mayb) hehe got to go bye..(: January 15, 2008
haha today was quite ok haha dont feel like going sch today but still got up haha i wont pon 1 haha then chapel that time was very very sleepy then i close my eyes then slp a bit haha after that i realise i didn't do my geog work!!! wa seh every1 did except me la...-.-lll haha lucky my class hui min lend me an atlas lo... hehe thanks!!! haha i spent the recess doing it cos after recess is geog but then the teacher didnt collect lah still give more lo... stupid...waste my recess time dots la... then english period... gave us back my diagnostic test... then i dam sad lo every one surrounding me got higher tha me la grrr... haha but lucky i not lowest lo so heng haha then did a story in grps of 4 dam fun haha after that was maths!!! hehe fun also.. oh ya!!! dunnoe why i dun have an acc for fmss lo then mr lee says i m deleted frm the sch ...dots lo...lol after sch stay at sch.. thn after that go library study haha thn meet the yutong, hui min,felicia,carina they all. hehe after a while they come join us in the library haha. dam funny lo we talked dam loud lo.. not me is them haha still laugh until dunnoe what lah!!! funny lo we talked abt who and who very pei then say until vry funny laugh laugh laugh until the librarian say" one more time i will call the security" haha then we dont dare to laugh lo but after she gone we still laugh n laugh haha.Hui Min still say before we leave the library must laugh three times... lol lah!!! heheafter that went home lo... then now then realise tmr got geog again shit lah!! nvm ok bye... January 14, 2008
haha today was okay...yawn lots of time in class too... haha dont care the teacher lo... english was boring today too... dont know what the paper talking about sia... haha chinese was quite fun today.. only that the class was a bit quiet not enthu enough haha like i am the only one answering the teacher's question lah dam paiseh haha... in the end of the day... was a talk which i didn't even listen haha what i did was only close my eyes and slp haha still got air con sia hehe then after sch go IMM with jermaine eleanor jian ping they all then on the bus jermy lie on my shoulder i like ermmm cant move? haha stupid jermy still say my shoulder not shu fu... i tried my best alr ok... haha jkjk hehe then went back home with jian ping... reched home then nag again haha ok do work alr bye... January 13, 2008
... wa!!! i haven do finish my work.... totally stressed out man... duno what is the meaning seh... alamak!!! lol feel like dun want to do ... haha ok... today wayne come my house!!!!!!!!!!hehe 1 year alr still so cute la!!!! haha but 15 jan going to leave for australia again... sobs): dont leave!!!!! ... nvm... will try to keep contact!!!! anw zhen yi... u must jyjy hor!!! i m waiting to b in the same jc as u!!! u can do it de wor ok gtg bye January 12, 2008
lol today very sian at home lo no trng... all i need to do is WORK ...-.- haha. jermaine!! u see la tell me the journal is next week then hand in then i stupid go listen. haha forgot u not same class as me hai... then now still need to do ...but it is still my fault lah haha i m not blaming u hor jerm.(: i m going crazy alr haha... yay !!!! if i m not wrong i can take HMT alr !! yay!woot haha(: bye got to go... January 11, 2008
:) haha today quite fun lah haha only bag dam heavy !!!!! then my chinese teacher say hor if in her class speak english hor must pay $1 leh !!! siao one haha but she vry nice... today geog is ok mayb coz we go humanities rm take quize call'Gingo" haha fun (: hehethen english shiok lo go library borrow books then 2 periods gone alr hahahaha maths.... also ok lah coz Ng May Gay is quite nice to me... like every time also look at me one duno why lo lol then i cnt fall asleep like that grrrr.... haix...but then .... weekends hw is like... a heap lah !!! shit!! haha still have chinese compo lo... eeee aiyo sian lah hehe i just love fridays !!!! whooooo... then... trng was like physical??? ya tmr sure muscleache one... haha tmr no trng 4 C girls more sian... hai.... now my locker was like ...nth??? hahaha duno what to put inside.... scared ltr 4got that work ned to do then put inside... haha..:) January 10, 2008
-.-lll wa today i nearly fall asleep in class lo -.- we watching the duno what movie lo watch watch watch until the eyes dam heavy lo. every day also like that especially eng lesson lo haha o.O tmr got trng alr.... .... .... haix i want to learn higher mother tongue!!!!!!! grrr.... every thing is dam complicated... dun understand a thing... agrh!!! January 9, 2008
..... wa this few days when lesson time duno yawn how many per minute lo dam tired lah... aiya still need do loads of work lo... sian like shit...i now a bit confused...why every one bcome like dat? aiyo... sian... must jia you !!!!! all the vballers in fairfield!! especially c girls !!!! ... moody ...i guess u all cant c that i m moody.. hehe January 5, 2008
hi aqain hi every 1 today was fun hehe nice lo btw i dun feel lonely in fmss ,sue mae hehe there quite fun la haha ok nth much to say liao hehe bye c ya!! |
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