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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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February 26, 2008
today is not my day. today wasnt my day. i m pissed the whole day. bloody hell. start off with a bad bad morning. first, suddenly realise my fantasy story corrections gone missing. thn i find n find. solding vulgars the whole morning. thn nearly late. 720 just stepped into the sch. thn i ran to the class. In the end, i found it in my locker...-.-''' if mrs lyann collected it earlier that day, nth would have happened. idiot. thought i will alright after that... still ok... until the time when we dismissed. students leaders said that our class is disqualified because we handed in the form late. so cnt play... after that, say we can play again. thn cnt thn in the end can...... WTH lah. n we are the only sec1 playing there.... totally irritated that time alr. so so so pissed. suddenly, mr lum stood at the second floor there looking at us. after that, came down. so he like stared at me. so i say huh? thn he gave me attitude lah. say what, huh what huh? wth. u look at me unnecessary, sure will ask u wan what. WTH. continue play my captain's ball. play finished, carina asked me jp n eunice to go find mr lum. saying that coach n him is damn angry. dots lah. i do sth for my class also cnt. OK FINE, NEXT TIME I WOULDNT PARTICIPATE IN ALL THESE CLASS ACTIVITIES. I DONT CARE ALR. happy? i go trng is equals to wasting my time.. always be a ball picker.... i would rather do my hw. some more, call us up to the hall, dont want us do anything. coach dont want to train us. -.-'''' dont want train us, still want us to be there. i m totally fed up. so just slack there like retatrd. watching them play.... when fall out that time, coach asked me why i m not with mr lum there... of cos lah, duh, he was talking to b girls. i go there for what? still suan me say i not in the team playing friendly match. i know how to listen wan ok, dont have my name means dont have lah. still say out for what? WTH! damn frustrated. dismissed, just take my bag n go. dont care. when reached home, got a bad stomachache. TODAY IS NOT MY DAY. ya right, the "person in 1E" is correct. i sux totally. i came this sch cos of vb. now i m just a useless vb freak. i can do nth. coach dont want to train me. i got no talents. so why m i still having hopes that i could play well? i must as well give up lah. i hate myself. i sux. i sux. wth. stress. Giving me a headache. i just want to relax. why cant the teachers give us this? homeworks are like free of charge, endless stream. one fine day, i will just dont do n get scolded. I WANT YG TO FASTER COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! I SUX. i hate myself to the core. |
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