Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
|
|
Profile
Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
Exits
3e'10Carissa Jermaine Sheree Talia Venessa Venetia Archives
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
Credits
©Glamouresque. |
March 31, 2008
FUNNNN hehehe. today was FUN. haha. though i am SUPER TIRED. LOL. eh... this morning... quite late. cos of glenn seah. LOL! so SLOW. but lucky not late or else i sure blame him like nuts haha. thnnn.. went find yutong. haha. thn gave her the letter plusss that thingy i bought in indonesia hehe. ermmm... thn found out that both elen and jer didnt come today! gosh... both sick... hmm get well SOON!! :D thn saw aaron tan. he cut his hair!!! LOL! thn i ask him is it put 1 bowl on his head thn cut one. HAHA. is damn toot. LOL. ok... thn no firhad's class! WHOO.. cool. cos the sec2s got the 120 countdown rehersal. hehe. class contact was BORING. SUPER. i nearly fell aslp. LOL. ermmm eng was worse? yea.... need to do a diary post. SIAN lo. FINALLY, RECESS! hahah. nth much leh... chinese is ok... abt that tang shi thing. is so easy lah! LOL. thn they like... totally confused.. dots. make ms chin explain again and again..maths.. boring too. two young teachers came in. and of cos whole class went wild! lol. R n D also damn damn boring. i didnt do much at all. all i did was sit there and stare into the air? yea... fairsian connect... sian. lim xiao chong went scolding us like mad. drag until 230 thn dismiss us class by class. went find yutong again. thn eat with hm. after that... went do retest. saw johnathan kwan. say what i kena scolded so must do retest. what crap he talking lah! idiot lo. action only. i just hope that one day he will fall and break his leg HAHAHHA. yutong and fel came to find me while i was abt to finish that test. hehe. :P ermm thn after that... i went to find jp and hm... but yt and fel went dover first.. so we go there find them lo. HAHA, thn suddenly saw wh when jp was saying WTF! HAHAHA. hm and jp screamed, thn wh was like, ahh what ahh? HAHAHA. eh... yutong and fel went bus stop first... hmmm... thought it will be boring liao. BUT WE GO MEET YUTONG AT JE LIBRARY! haha. we had a lot of fun lah! hahahahha. laughed and laughed and laughed. dots! haha.cos there was a pap girl, who was trying to jump backwards, up to the stage. but cnt lah! hahahahah. so we went laughing out loud. really loud HAHAHHA. so we laughed at her for like... quite a while? HAHAH!!!! thn yutong and hm took out their 120 countdown cap and wear it. thn take photos! haha. er... went macs after that, eat.. thn went home. :D conclude, today was FUNN! :P hehe. i suddenly realise that my whole arm is full of mosquito bites! ): hmm.. indonesia was.. ok lah. i missed the vballers ALOT hehe. first day! went took a mini roller coaster. I WAS DAMN SCARED. closed my eyes thorughout!!!! oh gosh.. SCARY AR!!! haha. second day... competition. first time spent 1 whole hour on MATHS without looking away lo! haha. but i didnt win anything. bleah. i m too lousy. haha. third day!.. some sort of half day tour. lunch was super funny! hahahahh. cos we say a mouse scattering in a restaurant. thn got 1 lady who was abt to help us take photo, run damn fast to dont know where!!! HAHAH i laghed like siao. thn we go tease her, saying that if she go run the 500m, thn put the rat behind, sure got a champion. HAHAH!!! thn second time she shouts' AHH LAO SHU AR!' HAHA I LAUGHED AGAIN LOL! her reaction is super funny lah!!! HAHAH. and i nearly choked onto the coconut drink! HAHAHHA. k... thats all... hmm i had fun with yutong! jian ping! and huimin today!!! HEHEH. March 27, 2008
SIAN. i leaving tmr. dont msg me this few days! AHHH. why does tmr come so fast?? hmph. talk abt today first. met jer on 166. so went sch tgt. thennn, go locker put things first. went find yutong ltr. TO liao. thn i sit there, trying to open my eyes. DOTS LA. thn suddenly call my name to answer TAKE MY LETTER!! but unfortunately she haven write hahha. thn assembly... nth much lah. attire check for sec2s and sec3s. HAHA. everytime kena sec2 LOL. (: SIAN. MUSIC WAS SUPER BORING TODAY. teachers ask questions, NO RESPONSE FROM US. all dont care liao thn suddenly the teacher asked me 1 question. so, i stood up, but look at them blankly. LOL! DONT KNOW WHAT THEY TALKING LO. and huimin was doodling away using ink art. LOL. so sit there for 2 hrs! gosh. i cant believe i did it without falling asleep haha. RECESS!!!! WHOO. went find jer they all. and simin told me what he said. LOL. SIMINN, HELP ME TELL!!!!! argh. SIAN. ros ho lesson's after recess. i was late. so do others haha. i was helpful today!! LOL. at least i bother to help ros ho to call the other retards sitting downstairs, dont even know that lesson had alr began and they went to the wrong classroom. HAHA. soo i ran down to find them. which is wasting time actually. (: i saw them, still sitting on the floor, chatting happily! OMG really retarded lo. haha. lucky i went with carissa, cos i also thought that lesson is at level 1! lol. did boiling of water. super fun! :D it was scary... cos we all thought the water will spill out. HAHA. ehhh... thn maths. did some sort of measurements again. whoo. thn1145! time to gooo. hehe. faster msg yutong, take my letter! :) she wrote it in class. :D set off for competition after a while. super tired. so closed my eyes on the bus. but thn ele used the sweet and "tickle" my face. LOL. at first thought it was a fly or sth. lucky i didnt think that it was a mosquito! or i will just slap my face hahaha. eh.. won queensway 2-0. 25-8 and 25-13. yea.... after match, 7 of them went ccab watch b boys match. while me, yingmin, simin, alex and qiyue took the bus back to sch. meet yutong in sch! haha. she was stuck with 7 maths questions. LOL. so wait for her to finish, thn went home tgt. went seven eleven, she bought a tomyam maggie mee! haha. LOL. after that took bus 14! nth much liao lo... er... super bored now. talking to yutong online! ... tired, bored, and some sort of sad... leaving tmr... coming back on sun... reach home at least 1030! SIAN. ): haven pack my luggage yet. ... cant see the vballers for 2 days! SIAN. i will surely miss yutong! HAHA LOL. i bet. is a SURE THING. :D ILYY! :D c ya on mondayyy! yea, jer and ele too... March 26, 2008
i ammm happy and sad. :) ): yup. HAPPY AND SAD. yeap. some of you may know the reason hahaha. k. this morning... quite late. cos of glenn. so slow lo. thn met mr leeym at dover bus stop. thn talked to glenn.. i stand there like idiot lo. haha. saw jer on 166. but cnt board! cos it is packed. thn jer go msg me. someone cnt squeeze up. LOL haha. thn waited for other bus. frm 643am wait until going 7. thn come a quite empty bus. so reached sch just nice. cnt go meet yutong. haha. sooo go my class there assembly. saw aaron tan again. boast to me lah! say what win again without wai kit. dots. thn say he is better than jerwin and can thunder. LOLL haha i laughed like crazy haha. thnnn.. go pe lesson. they run 2.4, i go hall find wh. make me serve! haha. serve like... more than 100? yea. thn say what my zi1 shi4 is the same as glenn when he first serve upper hand. DOTS. haha. hmm.... sweat like crazy cos he didnt open any of the windows! haha. nearly suffocated haha:D chinese after that, nth much. RECESS. eh.. ok simin told me everything. and i was happy and sad. nvm dont say that thing alr. soo went up to get things thn go back canteen again to meet ms liang there. do classification of rubbish lo... thn before upper sec recess, go back class liao. haha. hmm english was.. SIAN? got 10 min to complete ytd's test only. obviously cnt finish lah. 3 questions= 6 marks. GONE. sian this test is screwed up. but i dont care alr. really sick of mrs lyann. thn maths. need to hand in the hard copy of the fibonacci thingy! sian. didnt print at all and the soft copy not with me. so do it again. is easy, cos i just copied and pasted haha. soo.. decided to go mr lee's com lab after sch. :D geo was super boring. i just rest my head on my hand, facing down, thn she says, ADELINEE. everyone turned back and looked at me. LOL! thn mrs choe gave me the surprise look. dots lah. only for like 1 min leh. LOL. sooo wait wait wait. FINALLY DISMISS!!!!! WHOO. damn happy haha. so call yutong! and she said she was about to call me. haha. cool. followed me to com lab. thn she used the com also haha. and she go edit the prize giving pic! HAHAHA. LOL. oh ya. and she said that my class ppl are gays. HAHA, yea it is quite true lo. especially joshia seam. gay like shit. FASTER TERM 3! SO I DONT NEED SIT WITH HIM LIAO haha. ehh... thn wait for bus with yutong...haha. thn saw venessa and lyanne. thn she like, omg her again HAHAAHHAH. LOL! boarded 196. thn chat chat chat... she bought potato chips while i bought ovalteenies at the interchange! haha. thn ytong's bus came! just nice. haha. so i walked to mrt... eating ovalteenies ahaha. take mrt home... thn nth much. oh ya. like what yutong said, mr lee said she lead me bad. siao lo. yutong, heck him haha. dont listen to his " rubbish" haha. BORED. tmr got competition. dont feel like bringing teambag.. hmm nvm. i will bring. and tmr will be the last day of this week i coming sch. dont msg me on fri, sat and sun! :D see you all soon! i sure miss them all! March 25, 2008
... ok... rushing now.. dont have time to say so much hahah. summary, i m super malu today... IT class... someone shouted.. ehem. SHIT lo. argh... thn.. in the morning, aaron tan... yutong know what i talking hahahah. SIAN. dont know what to do now liao lah. wth.. hmmm... anw went home with yutong and jp and huimin today. hehe. yutong, dont drink on bus ar! HAHAHAHHAH LOL. yeap. dont use liao. go eat dinner! HAHAHAH March 24, 2008
today wass FUNN:) haha. hmm this morning... went find yutong, but she haven come yet! haha. so me and felicia go assmbly first. thn i saw him. so ask aaron help me ask if yutong got come a not. thn the stupid aaron to say: eh adeline ask you where is yutong. argh. wth hahah. thn i dont care him liao! omg hahaha. thnnnn saw ele! haha. went lab for the first period... saw yutong frm inside haha obviously cant shout lah! :D did digestive thingys... thn dismiss! WHOO... hehe. thn go toilet! haha it seems to be an everyday routine hahah. but ms mano only allows one at a time.-.- soo i go first! hehe. third floor toilet was in cleaning process so went all the way to second level wan! haha. thn saw jp there. hehehhe. boring lesson... ms mano no voice!! haha. so whole class was making lots of noise... hehe. hmm, thn after eng, ms tai came in a while, gave her the excuse letter. thn saw yutong!! SHOUT! hahah. thn go meet her at second floor toilet. haha such a nice place to meet. heheh. took me and jp's letter thn go recess! haha. hmm... after recess was maths... fibonacci video... thn... write what we have learnt.. SIAN. haha. chinese.... nth much... R n D... also not much.. shouldnt elaborate liao... sooo went ngee ann poly at 145! it was damn damn fun! hahah. some sort like amzing race... heheh. my grpwon a 1GB thumbdrive! hahah. cool! laughed like crazy there lo! hehehe. thn played true or dare. hehhe:P ok bor wanna use... ): BYE! March 23, 2008
lalalalallala. OOOHHH. Ey, sibei cool seh. Why I post that time my page so blank one. Hers got all the align left/right, auto font size, text color! ARGH, WTF. Okay, so you might have guessed who am I alr, so easy what. What the hellllllll. Why my one not like that. I have to type in my own html you know. Thank god have webmonkey. Eh, nvm. Today is sunday, tmrw got sch alr, everybody very sad. But at least got trngs :D Shit, I'm crapping here. I shall entertain myself with nice fonts and nice colours! OOH LA LA. ABCDE Wakao, cool like gay. :D this color damn nice. Omg, why fucking blogger so biased. Damn it luh. Lets see still got what nice colours k. This one leh? Wakao. Adeline, I hate your blogger accnt. Okay, uhhhhhhh. What else I wanto say. Oh ya, I havent write your letter, I havent touch a pen yet :D Hhaahaaa. But nvm, I not going PE rmb, can write. ZZZZ. REDDDDD, oh glorious red. Teehee. :P Gosh, I'm retarding. See, you never should have lent me your accnt, all I do is crap. TRY to redeem myself luh. Oh wait! Yes, I GOT AMAZING POWERS! That defy all laws of physics. MUAHAHAHA. COME, WIND, COME! Okay, she's pissed with ros ho for giving so much work. I'm encouraging her not to do :D waha. Thats all luh. She forever stalking me to come online. Tsk tsk. She encourages people to buy hersheys cookie and creme for yutong! :D tadah. Thats all luh. BYEE. March 22, 2008
tiring... but crazy HAHAH hmm... i nearly overslpt today. haha. no one wakes me up. haha. cant hear alarm also, so slp until 650 like that. thn mom came and smack my arm, shouting, eh what time is ur trng! siao wan lo. make use of that to beat me. LOL so faster bathe thn rush out. haha. reached sch at ard 750. hmm saw someone at the bus stop. with pony tail. but i dont know who! so i faster run down. in case there is bus. but damn suay. miss all buses. LOL! run too slow haha. but a few min bus 74 come alr. hehe. but no air con!!! no choice so just board. reached sch, ele says she saw me. and saw me chase after the bus! haha so i suppose that pony tail girl is her hahaha. thn jp came. claiming that she saw me boarding the non air con bus. haha. yea... 2 ppl saw me at the bus stop. :D played mini court with the sec 1 and old girls. partner erin. haha win all the pairs at first. thn lost to... sarah's grp? ya... but nvm! haha that time i was damn tired alr lo. haha. it was QUITE FUN(: haha... after that, lian dui xing... so me n simin go pick balls, at the same time chat haha. hmm wh saw us chatting thn pass each of us ball to set walls!!! argh. set lo. nth to do also. haha. hmm... nth much after that... oh ya. after a while, i partner si min for a thingy. need to hit 10 points thn can rest. damn tiring! haha. before my turn i was laughing.. i dont why haha. go ask ele and u will know hehe. HAHAH. LOL! thn before fall out, chiong ten times. can die lo. hahaha. hmmm ele, richelle went bathing... so wait for them. thn c boys and b girls also dismiss alr. went lunch with yutong and felicia. eat chicken rice!!! haha.(: thn ele, jp and jer came. :D but went back with yutong and fel. yutong is super LAME on the way to bus stop. HAHAH! me n fel almost choke on our drink HAHAH. it was super windy when we walked towards the bus stop. so she was like, my hair is damn messy lah! fel: so u think u can make the wind stop? yt: yes! STOP! STOP! STOP! omg retard HAHAHA thn a while ltr, the wind really stopped. so, yt: seee stop alr! haah i have magicals power HAHAH! yt: i can make the wind come back, COME COME COME! HAHHA bloody gosh. i laughed like maddd HAHAH. LOL! felicia thn says, i bet u going to write in ur blog: I HAVE MAGICALS POWER! hahaha. DOTS.. and yutong is really writing that HAHAHA! she was super funny on the bus HAHA! ok... chatting with yutong noww! haha. retard man... HAHAH. yea.. met hui min and jp at je mrt.(: went home tgt! HAH. yutong- most impt person HAHAHA! LOLLL March 21, 2008
argh idiot day. today was... good friday. which is equals to nagging day. LOL. ytd night alr sarted nagging... -.-''' I was alr ABOUT TO SLP. thn dad came in and guess what he did, WOKE ME UP. WTH. SIAO WAN LO. just because i didnt off the main switch of computer. DOTS. like that, wake me up. IDIOT. but i didnt care him. continue to slp. HAHA. WHO WILL BOTHER TO STAND UP FRM SLPING POSITION JUST TO OFF THE MAIN SWITCH OF COM?! IDIOT. he there nagging, i slping. haha. this morning woke up at 11 plus... damn slpy. haha. soo like what i said, parents continue to nag. first thing mom came back frm market is NAG. really dont understand them lo. whats their problem! it is PUBLIC HOLIDAY. wth. soo they nag and nag, thn i show them black face. LOL. i really didnt talk much today. 1 or 2 sentences only. i thn dont want talk to them lah. ltr say one thing, thay say million things to me. LOL. so did some work, thn ask mom can use com a not. and she started nagging AGAIN. say what, u better dont keep msning hor, if i catch u msn again i dare to switch off the com immediately. -.- SIAO. thn say, go read books instead of sit down there and chat lah. this is worse ok. they are hopeless man... but lucky until afternoon both parents are taking nap. giving my ears some peace. LOL. so chat with yutong on msn. haha. After some time, bro came back.. say he wants to use... sian lo. went to on my tablet, try can work a not lah. in the end can! hehe. so chat a while more lo. (: time's up for swimming lesson. SIAN. ok nvm... go swim liao came back. dad started nagging again. idiot. i just ate mash potato thn ask me to faster go bathe thn eat dinner. SIAO. so full how to eat. ok NVM. i ren. so i went online after i came out frm bathing. hehe i was damn happy after seeing sth. :D he talked to me!!! finally can add him alr! whoo!!! hehe. so i chiong to eat. thn come back and cotinue talk to him. but sad lah. he says he need to go liao. ): talk another time...hmm nvm.. haha. feels so happy now! hehe.... tmr got trng! 8 to 2. yg says cnt late so must wake up early!!(: What shld i do noww?? it is coming again... HOW? ): confused.... March 20, 2008
today was quite FUN(: hmm.. today morning... went find yutong hehehe. thought she wouldnt come today... but in the end, saw her! :D thn go assembly tgt.... so after a while, started to rainnn... soo, faster dismiss us to go back class for national anthem hehe. first 4 periods were boring... mrs lim n ms ben did briefing first. thn went music for this term. argh. it will def be boring. can die lah haha. i dont even have any interest in music. want me score well? no way i can do it man. haha. RECESS TIME! haha. actually today recess was not a gd one. some unhappy things happened... ahhh dont elaborate liao lah. forget those unhappy things! :D so went back class... moody...emo.. damn worried... haha and this only c girls of vballers know why. :D nvm. in the end still can go play!!! :D won outram 2-0. until last few points, yg put me in. ALSO no use haha. i go down didnt touch the ball thn we won alr haha. LOL. dont want straight go home after that. so go back sch with them! :D go find yutong to take jp and my letter. after that, think think think, must well stay a while more to finish napfa test. it is damn damn cool lah! haha. whole class of girls cheer for me when i did sit-ups! HAHA. PEER PRESSURE. haha. so moved on with my class ppl. haha. i was damn happy there. thks for all the cheers for me! 1E girls HAHA. so my napfa results are like this: sit-ups: 44. HEHE standing board jump: 162 (only) haha. sit and reach: 42 cm! OMG so lan. haha shuttle run:11.01s haha ok lah. i think mostly A's :) after napfa, went play ball with yutong toot toot! haha. quite fun... hehe.(: but damn hot.. after playing for a while, go slack with yutong at the flag pole there. while waiting for jp n ele. haha. so we were like comparing our report bks. HAHA. UNDERLINED. hehe. talked a lot with her today. hehe. thn we talked abt fun fair tickets. HAHA retard. she says " i buy frm u, u buy frm me lah!" thn i still say yes ok HAHAH! LOL! after a while, damn sian, bored. so she wants take pic. HEHE! LOL! take liao... went canteen use lappy. haha. she use, i see. haha. so use until jp n ele are ready to leave. went opp. thn took bus with yutong, jp and hm. HAHA. huimin's hp dropped out of the bus at the bus stop there. LOL! haha. too crowded downstairs. so went up! :) had fun up there!!! HAHAHAH! took random pic. damn bloody funny hahahah! LOL! laughed like MAD. haha. me jp n hm alighted liao, yutong still up there take pic of us!!!! LOL! hahaha. damn funny. so take mrt with jp n hm. thn go home lo. haha. sian i love yutonggg! HAHA. other vballers too. :) tags: chloe: LOL! okok. now u have make me speechless..... jermaine: HAHA LOL twit!!!!!!! yutong: haha. yea... it is SIMPLE. HAHA eleanor: haha ok! yeap. Ily a lot too! HAHA. ya i know, i understand! haha i aslo damn tired.(: carissa: haha. yea k thks! u also too!!!! it is coming back... more and more.. though i am quite happy that now he knows me.. but... nvm.. shall not go on. hmm... i dont want all of the past to happen all over again.... March 19, 2008
hmm ytd didnt post. cos chionging my chem hw last min. thn glenn waititng for the com, giving me black face. so dont dare to use too long haha. anw. won amk ytd haha. i m kind of slow in posting hahaha. hmm.. today, got the rehersal for sch crest thingy. hot like siao. somemore is black shirt. absorbs HEAT! haha. but had a lot fo fun there! haha. laughed like mad with sarahhh lokeee. HAHAHA. we are like playing the childhood games like retard hahaha. OMG is damn fun! haha. but is hot! somemore my class is the one that needs to squat! argh. so leg pain. plus HOT! haha. went recess after that. 1 hr!!! hehe. damn coooolll! haha. ok.. slpy in class. haha. cos sit behind damn sian. haha. ms ng didnt come today. so an indian came today. HAHA. he gave us a worksheet thn asked us to do only lo. somemore say can do in grps HAHA. so whole class went moving ard. AHAHA. so sarah came join me. sooo, we on music!!! HAHAH! but vry softly lah! LOL!. it is damn fun that time. like free period haha.(: but thn 2 periods of maths gone. so mrs choe came in... argh. thn started lesson. damn damn boring. FINALLY, dismissal haha. so faster pack! thn GO! haha. meet ele, jp n jer. thn go t-zone. hmmm, ele suddenly play childhood games with me... WEIRD. sth has happened... HAHA LOL. nvm. haha. so went home with jp. saw dessy! haah desmond soh! haah. he didnt change at all lo. haha. ok... nth much for todayyy.. c girls: JIAYOU FOR TMR'S COMPETITION!!! U ALL CAN DO IT!!! YUPP. JYJY! YUTONG: haha ok. i also controlling my smses. ya. i will msg u less often lah! dont worry haha. toot toot! (: take careee. Ily! (: and oh ya, the feeling is backk. i dont know why tooo.. argh. i was given false hope. but... at least now and before is different! hehe. i am damn happy actually. YAY! i cant wait for tmr!!(: maybe i had thought through.. and maybe not... i am confused now. :( we cant add each other on msn... maybe thats my fate... March 17, 2008
yutong toot toot and jp!!!!!!(: morning dont want to wake up. haha. damn tired! ok... so went to find yutong toot toot! HAHA. get my letter thn go parade square tgt! haha.hm... firhad's lesson was ok. thn eng.. spent 1 and a half period to talk abt tpc.. HAHA i damn happy lah. sit there n listen to mano's yakking only HAHAH. got back grammar test anw. 25 only( not upon 30 ok.. is 40 -.-) haha. did badly!!! gosh. and the forum got only 4/10! LOL. recess, chiong some maths questions. thn go eat. haha. chinese... informal letter got only 16... argh.. must jyjy! hahah. R n D sux like siao.didnt listen much... fairsian connect. slp a while. at first i dont feel like slping lo. but thn the hall so cold. so ended up slping soundly haha. trng at 3 but in the end. starts at 330. didnt do much. only train dui4 xing2. JIAYOU C GIRLS! u all can do it! champs waiting for us! haha. JIAYOU! jian ping!!! dont worry ok? JIA YOU! and the rest! :D and ya! since toot toot categorised me as her most impt person, she is my most impt person tooooo! haha. yeah. we kept each other company online! haha. my life will be damn boring without her!!! haha.(: ily! the other one! is jp!!! yup! :P ILY:) both damn nice to me lo! haha. not saying the rest are not nice to me lah! LOL! March 15, 2008
tiring this morning was... irritated. i left hse at ard... 11? yup. thn went downstairs alr, saw the bus coming, so i ran lah. haha. but only 1 person boarding so the bus driver was like opened n closed the door in just 1 min. I was just waiting for him to open the door 1 more time for me to board only lah. thn he just drove off.-.-''' wth. so waited for 10 min for another bus. rushed lo. cos i thought i was late. haha. but anw b girls thrashed acjc. win all 5 matches haha. congrats b girls! haha n toot toot said she spiked a lot of balls today! HEHE. scary.. haha. friendly against evergreen today. at first me n adelin did ball retriever. haha. thn second last match me, dione, adelin, twins n heidi go play! argh, i can vomit blood there, bored to death. it is... OMG. dont elaborate liao. make me more sian. haha. go opposite eat curry rice with eleanor sis, cmm n jer. haha me n cmm were like drinking bubble tea everytime while eating the curry! haha maybe not cmm that is always. is ME! haha(: so... went home after that.... sian... LOL! a lot of work!!! sian. wonder how will i finish. haha. slack!(: jer: the kawaii girl is my junior hahahahaha(: cmm: haha THANKS! u rocks! HAHA March 14, 2008
TODAY! today was tiring? ya... vry slpy... haha. tmr still got friendly match with evergreen. haha. hmm today mr lim trained 6 of us... LOL! i swam a LOT of times lah! hahaha. cos i cnt sit down thn faster come up n catch the ball.. i dont know why!! haha simin n CMM like vry easy like that lo! HAHA. maybe i really ah ma alr hahaha. my elbow just recovered. now swam again.. damn pain AGAIN lo. LOL! ard 5 like that, yaohui came. haha lucky i playing in the match lah! haha so me n rich were like... phew... it will be damn tiring lah! haha. but playing in the match is not a fun thing either... frm where i playing, i can see all the c girls with err not vry happy look lo.. hmmm.. JYJY! competitions are really reaching! jyjy! (: ok, as what jer said, wee ang was an angel today haha. he really damn nice today! haha. somemore today sec 1 trng play mini court! whoo. quite fun lah! haha. but jer, dont be so pissed with her liao lah! haha. she really cnt play wan lah! hahaha! n ya yutong toot toot: ur spiking is seriously scary to me ok... HAHA. yupp jyjy for tmr's friendly! SPIKE SPIKE N SPIKE! haha(: c girls: JYJY! thats what i could say, i could do nth but giving u all moral support? haha ok... JYJY! ok... why m i like holding on to false hope? i m just wondering what had happened...... it just happened too suddenly for me to realise. maybe i must get used to this... it is far different frm pri sch... it is COMPLICATED. March 13, 2008
YAY! today is a slacking day... woke up at 11 plus.... still dizzy like that lo.. wth.. but no more headaches! haha. so the whole hse only got me n my elder bro.. sian lo... faster on computer... a while CMM went on yay! hehe so chat n chat. thn tablet suddenly no connection. so faster switch to home com!!!! HAHA. yutong toot toot going online soooon! HAHA. yippee. but thn celest n shi hui suddenly cant go back dlss...sian but nvm we will meet 1 day! hehe. to CMM, yutong toot toot, eleanor sis and jer, thanks for speaking up for me!!! though i mentioned in my previous post, i want to say it again! haha. u all are really true n best friends.. i will nvr ever forget u all! Ily! (: toot toot: er ya... i think eleanor helped me? haha. i think so. :) March 12, 2008
i love CMM, yutong toot toot n eleanor sis! jer! hmm ok... today is wednesday? yup haha. trng... went off at 1 o clock! LOL! for the maths.. whoo.. now got a headache and dizziness(wdv) HAHA. super uncomfortable lo... like fever like that.. argh.haha 1 more day!!! i get to to see celestine liow!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! hehe. i m damn excited lo! WHOO! hehe. tagboard thingy... HAHA ok LOL! yutong told me everything alr HAHA. n i said it was childish. HEHE! i must thank yutong toot toot!! CMM!! jer! and eleanor sis!!! HAHA. (: HAHAHAHAHA(: Ily all! hehe. u all are damn gd to me. i really appreciate it! millions of thanks to say to u all!!!! yutong, hehehehehe i using for a while only ok? hahaha i want to give u credits what HAHA.(: eleanor sis! haha thanks jie! waking me up frm a dream! i m ok (i think) HAHA. but still need to thank u for waking me up!(: jer, thanks too! thanks for being my listener! yipppee! hehe omg i m high now HAHA. yay i m waiting for tmr!!!!!!! yippeee:) the photos are edited by my eleanor sis!!!! whoo!!! thanks a lotttt!(: hehe. cheers for her!! HAHAHA(: damn nice! March 11, 2008
hmm ok.. today is damn tiring.... train for whole day.. until c girls trng, i m alr half dead. pissed at the same time... i really really hate my grp. they sux like dont know what shit. cant the boys just cooperate?! omg i shall cool down.. my tolerance got limit wan ok... wth... nvm i shall relax as yutong said. no point being pissed with them, just wasting my energy only. -.-''' and now.. i cant sign in to msn... keep lagging.. argh. sian. i dont wanna continue anymore. i want to thank yutong! yup! :) i miss you alr. shit. Ily((: eleanor.... ya ok..... jp too........ i really got nth to say...... i m damn tired.... =.= March 10, 2008
whats the problem with my pathetic grp? came back frm trng long long time ago.. haha. spent time settling my idiot english project. the boys dont wanna to cooperate n i cant understand whats the problem with them. they sux. i alr sacrificed my morning to this idiot project. but the boys dont want to do it in the morning -.-'' whats the problem lah! saying what" which means i have to wake up at 7? fyi u wake up at 7 i need to wake up at 6. afternoon still got trng... dont understand them at all, cant they just do sth for the pathetic grp? n just because of this, i scold 1 time, eat 1 mouth.. now i m really FULL. damn pissed with them. hate them to the core lo... but now i dont care anymore. me n sarah will do ourselves by replacing them with animations. and telling that luggage woman that the boys did nth. ok heck this. it makes me unhappy. trng was okok lah. did some fun matches. haha. n the three 'a's are in the same grp! hahahaha. hmmm.. ok... i m better alr... hmmm... but still crying a little bit... i hope this will stop... (: yutong- haha nvm lah! i dont mind actually! hahaha. ya! i will nvr fell for him la! omg... Ily!(((: eleanor- hehehehe. ok... thks for your encouragement!!!!!!! haha(: Ily! (((: jp- haha yup mrs lyann sux u rock! HAHA.(: i will def jump if someone says she rocks hahahaha. Ily all! hehe! thks for everything.. i got a million of thks to say(: March 9, 2008
ok i m quite piss off now. dont ask me why. no one is supposed to know. chionging as much hw as possible now... ok i got nth much to say. this is not a post. i m trying to vent anger. March 8, 2008
TIRED trng was tiring today.. a guy trained me rich jer n heidi setting today... damn tough lo... wth... saw -- this morning.... is him the reason why i emoed??? argh... nvm... nth to say... no mood to continue either... trng starts on monday.. so see all the volleyballers soon! lastly... i love toot toot!! thks for all the encouragement!!(: eleanor sistah!! u know what happened too, right? ok thks for being there too!!! jp!! n all the volleyballers! i suddenly realised why i came to fmss... my gratitude towards them is really cnt be described! love them loads.... DE LA SALLE rocks!!! i will nvr ever forget the time i spent in there!! i miss my besties!!!!!!!!!! lets hope we ALL will meet in dlss AGAIN!! March 7, 2008
???? today morning was like moody? because of some particular reasons... nvm... i will forget. and thks toot toot yutong anw. (: tired.... went through our test... waste a lot a lot of time on heu campus! HAHAH. LOL. thn english... did our presentation. whole class laughed like crazy for the last scene HAHAHA. going back on thursday to film!!! HAHA. recess.. eat a lot. HAHA. zayne came our table n wanted us to buy.. HAHA. jer bought 1 HEHE. if he asked me i will buy 2 lo! haha but he just walked ard. HAHA. geog... did presentation again.... but i just stand there hold the paper up while thean yien helped us talk. hehe. chinese... not bad.. walked past AGAIN. ): nvm i shall diao. haha. gave us lots of hw.. thn gave us our results.. got a1! hehe but not top...): n not second.. is third! ahh.. somemore first is frm 1F.. i told 1E pupils that no matter what, me n jaime will try to beat crystal HAHAH. i dont care!!!!! n btw, sth happened in the normal chinese class... i not sure.. but sarah said that it involves discipline case. n need to stay back... wth lah. our grp planned to stay back n do the idiot eng project n now sarah n tim tan has to stay back cos of that. n left me n shawn who is not staying. wth.. so nvm.. sarah helped me!(: so nice of her! HAHA. trng... coach dewen came. ok lah! HAHA. at least i not so nervous anymore.(: went back home with jp eleanor sis n jer.(: saw ng may gay n eleanor sis freaked out hahaha. ok these are examples of fun times!!! they rocks! hehe. anw i got a1 for both chinese n maths! but a b4 for sci! HAHAHAHA. i gonna chiong for next term! concentrate!!! haha. n i chiong eleanor's letter during may gay's lesson hehe. lastly, i love toot toot!!! eleanor sis! jp! LOL!!!!! tmr trng at 10! go zzz alr! BYE! March 6, 2008
:P today morning was damn sian n irritated. on the mrt, got 1 woman got off the seat. thn want to alight. so i move to let her squeeze out lo. so i moved towards the seat. thn suddenly got 1 ANUTIE chiong here. den sit down. as if i will sit that place lah! WTH! siao. so i dont care her..... wth. early morning leh! siao only. took same bus as eleanor sis! hehe. let me try her brownies!!!! it is super NICE! OMG! hehehe. did cream puffs during home econs. but ours... not really successful. cause didnt expand.... but still ok lah. HAHA.. chemistry was hmmm.. fun? did boiling of water... thn venessa's BOILED water spilled onto me! damn HOT LAH! haha some more spilled some on my head. HEHE. i kena shocked thn woke up.. cos before that i feel like slping lo... HAHA. but it is alright now!(: maths... a bit sian... nearly slpt.. using tpc to cover my face. HAHA. eng... other grps did presentation... tmr our turn! gosh haha. life skills... oh ya. asked ms tai if can go toilet, thn she asked me to zip my zipper all the way up n pull up my tie. LOL LAH. idiot. but reached toilet, sarah helped me pull down again HAHA. dots. sian.... went for english test.. wth.. anyhow do lah! HAHA. do 1 question, look around. HAHAHA. thn in the end nearly cnt finish hahahaha. went home with jp n toot toot today! haha. happy!(: LOL. tmr got trng.... haha ok. so i love toot toot!! eleanor sistah! jp! and vballers!!! YUP! hehe hmm... can i say i m kind of sad? it is really difficult.... u are near me again n again... what should i do? NTH! i am trying to diao you... but i cant force myself to do it... my heart aches...): March 5, 2008
today was emo. haha. ok.... pe did inclined pull ups. thn we played among ourselves. damn fun lo. played arm wrestle.... haha.chinese was ok lah. gave back our fei chang yue du. got 19!!! yay! highest again hehehe(: recess... zayne finally saw my face..HAHAHA. so long alr still dont know who am i! LOL. got back our chem n physic test. 16/30. at least i passed. but i m the lowest i think...): i cant make it for science n english n geog. but maths n chinese still can... ahhh.. how? must wake up alr! haha. english was boring also. damn boring. did grp work again. supposed to show mrs lyann our presentation. but thn we haven even started yet! HAHA. our grp is slackers... haha. maths... did an online test. damn hard! got 21/30. sian. geography... did grp work also. find out abt volcanoes... yup. went eat lunch with jp n jer. thn planned to go back. but in the end wnt jurong point find ele they all. stayed at chevron's hse for a while. thn dad called me, asking me to go home. LOL. but eleanor went first.... thn followed by me n jer. so took train tgt with jer... after that went home alone! this is my first time going home without jp? haha ya....... saw him again n again.. forcing myself not to look at him.... it is HARD but i will do it....): lastly, i love toot toot! eleanor JIE hahahaha n jp! hehehe(: 1E'08 rocks HAHAHA!(: March 4, 2008
i can trust toot toot! HAHAHA ok...starts off with this morning... hmm... reached sch just nice? yup. thn went chinese class for assembly. do informal letter... thn chapel was ok lah... sarah loke was siao again.. jumped when singing... gosh. that song is suitable? HAHAHA. fell aslp after sitting down. thn suddenly hear high heels noise, woke up immediately lah! HAHA thought that teacher gonna scold me... in the end just walked past me. haha. recess..... thn geog... damn shit lah. cos i didnt do the brochure thingy. and it should be a pair work. thn timothy did all lo. so i like oh man... damn paiseh.. and sorry! gosh... thn when mrs choe came n collect, she asked me if tim has done his work.... omg lah i felt so BAD. it should be another way round man.. in the end, i asked tim if he can write 90% done by him n 10% done by me. LOL lah. n he agreed. OMG he damn gd lo.... i promised him i will do the next project lah! HAHA. so i kept quiet for the geog lesson. got back our tests. die like dont knoe what. 3/10, 7.5/10 and 8/20. all failed except 1.... lucky mum didnt scold me when she signed the papers... did ccitp test today. anyhow liao HEHE. thn grammar test. quite easy...... maths was okok la... overall today not so bad. dismissed us early to eat lunch cos after that rushing to ngee ann poly! yup! i m early actually but thn.... i cant find my class! all dont know go where. so hang ard the foyer with sarah n venessa. saw miss call frm lyanne. faster call her ask where was she. thn she said she on bus alr! alamk so many buses there how i know is which!... finally found one that is full of people. so board it lo. thn mrs ho saw me. questioned me why i so late.. idiot lah. i really cnt find the bus what! wth. still shout at me asked me to sit down.. go die lo. but i dont know that she shout at me after she finished her sentence... HAHA. cos her voice suddenly increase HAHA. idiot lah.... i thn dont care her lo. the lesson is damn boring. but cnt slp. in front, besides all got teachers. how to slp! HAHA. so kept awake for 2 hrs. hehe... went google my name.. HAHAHAHA nth to do what...HEHE.rushed back to trng after that. trng was FUN! haha me rich n simin laughed like siao lo! OMG! HAHAHA laughed until my stomach damn pain. hehe.... ok.. went home with toot toot jp n hm.. n one more person glenn. LOL! haha. ok gtg alr. go slp! HAHA. love toot toot! eleanor sis n jp! ya i can trust toot toot!!!!!(: March 3, 2008
... er... today was tired... took back our bio test... got only 21/30... gosh lah! highest is 27 leh! OMG! but the only thing i m satisfied is i got full marks for the cell parts! YAY! hehe. but the rest is like wth la! LOL. english was hmmm sian again. mano came. sian actually dont know what she taught. forgot! hehe. recess.... hmmm didnt eat lah. no money alr. haha. went back class early to play. thn ms ng came. so taught us factorise.... sian lah. sarah kena caught for msning today. suay shit HAHAHA. scolded. hehehehe. went for chinese class after that. forgot to take out my chinese tb... so went chinese class without chinese tb... LOL... hmm... R n D was quite fun too. sarah n me were laughing(again) hahahahaha. omg. making matthew damn pissed off with us..HEEHEE... who cares abt him lah! dots.... faisian connect was abt laws? didnt really pay attention to it... slp until drool a bit.. gosh! hehehehe. idiots woke me up... LOL. went watch b boys match after sch. damn exciting! shoudn't elaborate further... damn tired. tmr cant go trng unless i rush! but i will try to go lah! hw haven done yet... i can trust no one now. lastly, i still love my toot toot! eleanor sis! n jp! and all the vballers! hehe(: c ya soon.. SIAN March 1, 2008
Cant use com ytd. cos bro dont let me...-.-''' yts was damn happy. got back two tests. one is chinese compo n maths.. compo got 38/50! highest in whole class! maths got 28/30! whoo... YAY! LOL but the worst nightmare is going to come... physics, chem test plus geog test haven give back.. i m gonna fail this two tests.. sian.. ytd went vivo buy team bag. but in the end only 5 sec 2s got. so me jerm decide to go buy tmr! took cab back to sch. cos gonna late for trng. haha. trng was nothing actually. train A BIT only. thn after trng, sat at the chairs there n slack with jp, qiyue n jerm. laughed like mad at some jokes. thn went home with jp n qiyue. we were super duper high lah. LOL. reached earlier than me dad for the first time. which will be the last time lah. haha. i will nvr be earlier than him lo. LOL. went home cnt use com. so slacked on the sofa. damn slpy. friendly today at shuqun. woke up at 615. mom slapped my back twice to wake me up. LOL damn pain lo. so took my own sweet time to prepare. thought i will be late. in the end, only 4 ppl reached including me. LOL. so wait for them for a while. that time we got a feeling that jp is still slping, so richelle called her mom. n it is true. haha. so eleanor n her went themselves to shuqun. simin msged me today, saying that her bro sick. keep vomiting thn no one take care! so cnt go shu qun! wth lah. so suay lo. some more all relatives lived so far away frm her. LOL. friendly was.. hmmm nvm. went imm to eat n thn buy team bag. thn rushed back to trng again. on the bus laughed like mad. haha abt the terrorist on the loose! hehehe. n i cant carry the team bag like handbag!!! OMG. i look like pure auntie that knows how to bargain.... LOL. ok i can feel the team spirit now! i dont want to be libero! alex u must do it! LOL. damn stress in there. tired. went home with jp n eleanor sister. sian lo. reached home faster on the com. when dad opened the door, started nagging at me. WTH where i do wrong! ytd i didnt use at all thn now dont let me use. idiot. nvm no use wasting my breath on him. going for lesson ltr. woots. homework haven done yet... stress like shit. why they give until so much! wth. i love eleanor sis! toot toot! haha n jp! LOL. (: i have chosen the right school in some way... though i m bloody lan in vb. |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |