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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 13, 2008
:'( ok... it is freaking.. 930pm alr... and i haven do anything yet... -.- i m very moodless nowwww! argh... wtf is affecting meeee?! is not him if i m not wrong... is sth else that i dont really understand... argh... what should i do now? i m tired... morning meet jianping and went sch tgt. reach sch at ard 7... quite early la... thn, chinese. went lab at first. thn the lab cnt work... so went back class again. 15 min ltr, 1e peeps need to go down take photo-taking so didnt really did anything during chinese. photo taking was ok... sat right beside ms tai... kena caught by her to pull my tie and zip all the way uppppp. was late for chapel. cnt slp cos ms tai keep watching our row... recess. ate cheese stick. bought one for yutong too. she got a headache... plus cnt go recess ltr to do her test... so met her in toilet. chatted... did silly things... stay there until 10.15 like that. quite happy to see her regain her ownself again la.. at least like not moody. ya.. thn ran back class. choe inside alr. just came in.. i think.. did geog speech. cnt hear a single thing. so bloody boring. IT was.. ok? ya la. nth much. even if have i cant rmb a single thing. eng damn slack. went archive. look see, look see. first period was.. talking and asking others to hand in what they had not handed in. ya.. slack. thn dismissed frm there. the kns grp was tickling me all the way frm archive back to the class. lol. ya... maths. gave back our test. i am bloody pissed off. really hate myself. 8... all cos of.. what? table write wrong column, didnt write my title for graph. wtf man. or i could get a freaky full marks for that stupid easy test. started off banging tables. arghhhhhh. dismissed at 2pm. went eat thn foyer assembly. bus ride was okay. not that fun. listened the music in carissa's phone... :( sungei buloh. net face to face a lot a lot of times. sarah saw everything.. if i m not wrong. lols. ya. and he is telling max sth abt me.. i dont know la! i dont want to mention anything abt him alr la. wtfreak. i was in charge of the mini tpc. had fun scanning those things to the com. lols. when finished... went the 'library' to slack, kena by a lot of boys to say all sorts of things to me. LAME. so i just went out. thn went back sch. bus ride back was more fun la. lol. i think hyper is the cure. it is true. i was hyper with carissa.. saying all sorts of cheers. despo cheer, short cheers. bimbo cheer... all those funny funny wan la. aiya nvm... i cant really cheer up now. ARGH IRRITATED. trng... nth much la. cos left 1/2 hour only. but i can see they are damn tired. lph came. frm the start until end, cnt drink water.. my gosh. after trng, went opp. thn went home. reached home, dad was like.. ??! argh. shant talk anymore. i want to slp. ARGH, why am i like this now? i just feel like breaking down. when no one sees it. what is affecting me?! i cant even smile right now. i just feel like nth. nth at all. maybe just slp. i m tired of all the things. almost all. is it maybe most impt person? MAYBE. i only think that theres only a few ppl in my life that listens to me really carefully. maybe my classmate? my heart is hollowwwwwwwww... argh. i shall break down tonight... |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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