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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 7, 2008
freaking pulau ubin. screw that pulau ubin man.. freaking tired.... my eyelids keep closing la... lol... siann... ok... reached sch... hais... saw the empty corridor outside yutong's classrm... i m so not used to it... the whole sch is so empty without them... lol. thn find... carissa and the gang. slack in canteen... thn walk ard... go assemble. saw him... but sat behind... lols... thn.... mr lim seow chong asked those going ubin to stay... so... sat down..... lol... slpit into our teams... argh... everything is so boring. oh but lucky my instructor is JENNA. :D she is freaking funny and fun to play with!!! hahas. oh... thn when we split into our grps... i didnt really feel that bad... but thn... max was like pushing him to nicole who is sitting in front... thn he just sat behind her....i was like.... HAIS. my heart super pain. SUPER. i emo-ed all the way.. freak. seeing them like this really make my heart ache.... it is obvious that i m jealous. really jealous... :( eh.. reached ubin... when we got off the bum boat... it is super rocky.. damn damn scaryyy! hahha. thn... we went ice breaking games and all. very tired to post... i onky know we walked a lot a lot a lot. we ran too. it is freaking tired.... LOL. finally, the ' amazing race' was over... went back sch... oh ya... during the time when we were walking in the ubin... our two grps met up with each other... the activity we need to do is like carry each other over to another side... thn the boys all over liao... left girls.. so me n sarah started carrying them... thn me n jaime carry sarah over... when my turn, theres only left okky and jaimie who is the strongest!! LOL. i damn scared okky carrying me man... he is a boy leh!! HELLO!? hahah. ok nvm.. luckily ran out of time. hahhas. oh thats when his grp came... we saw each other again... sometimes we look at each other for very long.... thn is like... i stood there and loook at them la. thn he keep staring at me.. the look really make my heart ache... really. but at least.. i made a smile at him... i cant possibly show him the grumpy face.. went back sch after that... suddenly saw nicole fell down and knee there got bandage!! lols. i m not happy la. not saddist ok... but is like... ok nvm.. i cant describe the feelings. bus was ok... sarah told carissa everything while i was sitting inside trying to forget everything and get a rest.. thn jenna suddenly appear!!! LOL. asking them what they talking... so they like told her everything... saying PLANE. thn she seems to understand la... hahas. but she is so damn nice! XD hahas. thn we stayed on the sky bridge for a little while, looking at 1f boys playing.. he was running like a mad man. thn i asked sheree if she wants go opp lo... thn i tell carissa, if sheree goes, lungs will go, thn the 1f boys will follow too, lols. so is like.. really la.. thn he was like behind... i thought he also taking bus.. but thn.. he stayed outside the sch. supposed he waiting for his mom.. hahas. thn dont really care le. but when i was on the way back... i really hope he is still there... unfortunately not...it was PAINFUL. argh.. i think i cant stand it anymore..... really.... this whole week is really screwed.. my emotions are really mixed up.. first, yutong went OBS, i was super sad and missing her like siao alr... thn next day, ele n jianping went camp... now he is affecting me... oh gosh... i m going bonkers... LEE YUTONG! ELEANOR SIS! JIANPINGGG I NEED YOU....i seriously need you... and oh thks carissa.. though u didnt really manage to cheer me up sometimes... i m really grateful to have you by my side.. <3333333 |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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