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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 14, 2008
i m addicted to one of the sweets ok.. today was fineeee. tired. this morning woke up a little later. cos didnt hear my alarm and my mom's shouting. really nth at all, until she came and slap my leg. TWICE. is really HARD. after that, i realise that part was RED. i immediately jumped up leh. HAHA. LOLS. thn waited for bus for... 10 min-.- bloody bus so slow. reached sch at ard 7. went find yutong... thn assemble. sat behind me.. but i didnt really care. i m too tired to even turn and look. oh ya, carissa said that her dad doesnt seems to allow her to stay close to me. just cos ytd i spilled out all the vulgars, and he just happened to spot chek on her conversations. LOL. is only once in a blue moon i will do that lo. LOL! haha dont care la. went to 2nd floor to change into pe. saw yutong again. lols. haha. chatted a while.. telling her that i dont want to go trngggg... very tired.. and maybe sad. but i cant possibly dont go.. cos he came so early just cos of me. so forced by myself to go... trng was TOUGH. first time, i ran 10 rounds in the hall and chong 10 times. thn did jie qiu.. ran AGAIN. i was practically out of breath alr.. is sth like asthma attack like that lo. breathe damn harddd. like fainting like that la. after that.. service. one ball not over, do weights. all sorts of weights action. damn tiring la. FINALLY BELL RANG. faster run back uh. by that time, half of my shirt is alr wet. saw jian ping on the way. hahas. thks jianping for fanning me! very WARM UH! went to chinese class. half dead. didnt take out all my chinese bks. sooo... ask ms chin. after a while, i m recovered. :D told us our total marks for chinese. so damn unhaooy with thomas yip!! LOL. 0.1!!! argh. at least win me by 5marks la. thn i will not be unhappy right, 0.1.. omgosh, cant stand it, ms chin still emphasise on the 0.1!!! nearly fainted... recoverd but still tired lo. changed. thn went down to eat, went back class after that. saw... again. heard frm lyanne and deborah that he nearly fall into me, thats why they laughing like crazy behind. LOL! whats so funny lo. -.- he was peeping into our class in a small corner. thn when i m out, he went the other corner, thn went back to his class. hahas. chem was ok... :D i love ms liang:D she is damn nice! hehe, but heard frm her that next term we are changing chem and physics teachers. chem to eunice lee and physics to joanna ong.. i dont want eunice lee to teach us!!! i want ms lianggggg! :( bad... it seems like confirm changing liao lo.. hmph. anw, gave back chem+bio test. got 29.5!!!! YES! whooo.... i m satisfied. totally! hehe! i m so damn happy! YEA! thomas got 28:D hehehe. anw, lost 0.5 marks at bio.. nvm hahas. at the end of lesson, ms liang asked me to share with the class the things i did not enjoyed during the WHEEL week. didnt know what to say... WANTED to say abt seniors leaving.. but in the end, say abt trekking cos tiring.. which is not true la. cos i love the walk in pulau ubin! haha. eng next. went library. borrowed 3 books for may, june, july ORCA. took any 3 and borrowed, thn mrs lyann came and asked us if we were reading.. dots. thn asked her if can go toilet, she answered me, u may go to the ladies. -.- as if i will go to the men's.. -.-''' LOL leh. action. thn dismissed frm library. thn maths. gave us our journal, got 6/10. ok la. didnt expect much. cos didnt put in effort to do ma. yea. tmr got maths test. studyyyy. :D needa get 22.5 to get an a1 for maths. try my best! :D geog next. did post test. thn gave back our test. i m so happy:D mrs choe announced to class i got 18/20!!! YES. hohoho. :D got hersheys if one of the question got full marks:D hehe. mrs choe niceeeee:D thomas got 19, :) but i decided not to care him cos i m really satisfied with my results. after sch, went meet yutong thn went IMM:D now think back, first time went out with her. haha! :D funnnn:D hahas. thn went home. damn hell tired... :D now.. "doing" music project. i m not doing la. lols. so sian. oh yea... study hard everyone! :D esp, yutong, jerm, ele and jianping! :D can do ittt! :D I love yutong, jianping, eleanor and jerm! :D two more days to jerm's bday!!! oh.. YUTONG: cheerup:D i was like this ytd also. it feels very painful suddenly.. but nvm! cheerup! :) love ya!:D |
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