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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 15, 2008
zzz hey, :D today was quite happy.. until going home that time.. ltr thn continue... morning... reached sch at 7.. went yutong's lockerrr. sit and slack. thn went assembly. sat quite behind. beside 1f's max. thn me and carissa saw his personal recount for the fairfield history. is like... they only need to write so little lo... we need to write like 250 words... -.- thn read his personal recount. conveniently flip through his file HAHA. thn we were like wondering whats his chinese surname and name. thn when turn the file the other way, saw his chinese papers. name is: tang zhi ning. HAHA. thn carissa's chinese name is huang yuan NING. so is like her bro. HAHAH. thn he kena scolded by ms tai, cos not reading his bk. haah lol. music... music was damn sian.. heard that venessa, hui min and jia min stayed till 1am just to finish the music project.. and i was slping thn. LOL. cos when i m on, venessa was not on, thn ytd dad kpkb again ma.. so cnt stay up too late.. so in the end they did everything. LOL... but i dont really care la.. peer evaluation can ask them dont give me high marks one what... lols. as if care abt the subject DESIGN. and is MUSIC. -.- SLACK for 4 periods. thn recess. deborah helped me take my prac bk.. hehe thksss. thn after recess went lab do experiment. very slpy by thn.. quite fun leh.. cos keep stirring the thingy. thn the copper sulphate went into sean lim's eyes. o.O LOL. thn my solution spashed on my hand.. thn the feeling was... very hot like that. LOL. hahas. oh ya, told us our overall marks for sci. got 81!!! A1:D mark damn pro la. 91-.- won thomas! hahah. thomas also not bad la.. 89.5 leh... okky tok 88! my gosh. haha. yea.. happy abt sci results. went back class for maths test. maths test was kinda hard? but they say easy leh. dont know la. i just need a few more min to complete the last bar! thn time's up. argh... think wouldnt score very well uh.. thn matthias tan got a lot more time to finish that paper! so unfair la! wth. now whole class seems to hate him.. cos every est he will definitely got extra time to finish.. lols. the time chers give him is enough for us to check a lot of times and do corrections if got mistakes leh! wth man... pissed off. told us our overall marks again.. got a B4. still can be improved lo... hmm... but improved a little bit. last time c5/6 hehe. now not that bad. thn watch movie! the movie is damn funny. hahah. stopped halfway cos dismissed liao. continue tmr. hahas. forgot the title alr. hahas. thn lifeskills. slack again, give us all our subject's marks. scary.. but is damn inaccurate lo.. my maths B4...-.- geo b4! lol! geo b4 leh! i got a bloody 18 for the test still get b4. at least b3! argh.. i didnt approve the marks so didnt sign. hahahaha. went eat with the KNS grp and stayed back to do lifeskills project. but didnt really do la. just slack. after eating.. went the bar near fmps. played ard there. haha. lungs, yiyuan and martin also there, so we did our cheers. HAHA. laugh like madd. oh ya! that yiyuan is damn strong man. did 7 chin ups! my gosh... hahas. laughed like siao when they did their dance steps. haha. charis is like damn cool, thn suddenly when she finished, she says, my gosh, my milo dinosaur like flowing out. HAHAHAH. damn funny la! HAHAH. went back class. thn took our things and went out cos classrm closing soon. hahs. went library thn. took our tpcs inside. thn when walk past the censor thing, they BEEP BEEP BEEP! lol! a lot of 1E went there. jianping also inside. hahas. thn.. huimin joined me. used my com, thn i sat beside carissa. hahah! is damn FUN. really fun! HAHAHA. cos is like we went AQUARIA'S blog, thn carissa act as starbeam, sheree act as sunny and charis act as angel. thn they go tag la. HAHAH they claimed that they are not frm sing. HAHAHA i see alr laughed like?!!! hahahhahah! thn AQUARIA wanted to link carissa, so carissa go put her link as blogger.com,thn blogspot.com thn finally a proper blog but not hers! hahaha! we laughed like siao there la! thn suddenly, dont know what happen, carissa go say: charis! go love your okky tok la! HAHAH. thn charis was like damn hell angry HAHA. thn charis threatened to shout who carissa likes out loud la. HAHA. thn carissa bom up frm her chair thn stumble to her seat, just nice, librarian there, thn she like" OI! KEEP QUIET! " HHAHA. LOL LA! is damn funny lo. a while ltr, charis left, thn sheree closed her laptop and says: i reading bk. thn me and carissa looked at each other and burst out laughing la! HAHAHAHAH. accidentally, i snorted again! LOL!!! carissa laughed even harder la! thn sheree started laughing like hell also. hehe. BLOCK NOSE MA. what u want me do? haha. eh thn, carissa leaving, so i also leaving with huimin they all. thn left despo grp and lungs and sheree there. hahas. went downstairs, saw yutong. went home tgt thn. went opp to buy bbt. thn went home. tired like shit liao lo. laughed too much sia. HAHA. but is not only tired.. the feeling of... sick and tired is back. the feeling that occured when i broke down that night came back. that feeling damn sux la. dont know why.. so just slp.. when reached cle. dizzyyyyy. like fainting like that. argh.. didnt taqlk much on the way back. mrt is squeezy. so just played 'snake' until yew tee. doing physics project now. ltr doing zuo ye... tmr is jerm's bday! haha! happy birthday in advance a little uh. haha! jerm: hey! happy birthday jerm sistah! may all ur wishes come true! study hard!!!u definitely can do it! :D smile always! :D love yaaa! :D |
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