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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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June 28, 2008
ok today was rather... moodless? ya la, morning, 515am wake up, left hse at 6am... reached je at 620... wait............. thn ele came, followed by jp... thn adelin and kim, thn finally qiyue. by the time they all reached, alr... 655? yupp. zzz. so board train... saw aaron also, so went tgt, thn zhiwei and winson also on the same train, but didnt call them. finally, reached toa payoh. walk..... reached the weird place liao. girls started warming up and stuff. thn boys cameeeeee. happy. so.. trained c girl's formation. the last match was only me and alex playing as opponent. damn fun. but wh keep using balls to throw me cos i didnt run and recive. zzz, did crunches, push ups... and more.. thn cool down... got ppl outside waiting for the court, so faster pack liao thn gooo. some of them seems to be yg and wh's friendssss. then one of them say wh's setting very lousy! LOL la. thn say he old alr, thats why. LOL. and the net they set is freaking high, i can walk under it la, and there's still some space to the net there. LOL... slack in the toilet.... ya... slack like hell la. finally went foodcourt eat. zzz. dont know where he go also, so fast disappear alr. LOL. eat... thn supposed to watch movie? ye... in the end also sont have, just go jec arcade look see look see. saw zhiwei and winson again, yanying also. a while ltr, went up to the ice skating there, and watch. LOL. went home with jp, ele and qiyue after that. damn slpy la. the rest went imm to shop more. dots... actually wanted to go also, to find elmosss and cookie monsterssss. but thn, freaking sian alr la. so went home. reached home, dad and elder bro at home, went do my geog, finished liao, shower thn... faster use hse com. tablet lend glenn, at home also no use right, the freaking wireless kena confiscated, if i take out use, sure got some big mouths go tell my mom wan lo. freaking hate everything now. ltr still got lesson. zzz but after that i will def, faster come back and use, cos mom, dad and elder bro, glenn(maybe) going ah ma hse, so can use for like a while. nth to do now la... dad keep kp-ing to dont know who, keep fk here and there, thn slam the door and went out, 781, think i invisible or what. freaking hell. tmr going order one pair of specs. changing my specs liao la, this specs, the paint all come out, LOL. thn swimming lesson at night, so in the afternoon must get the wireless thing and use for my maths hw. monday maths test... zzz 245 to 345. first time get so scared.. maybe cos got the simply algebra thing. try to online whenever i can la... bye... whenever i see the elmo, it reminds me of him... hmm... but it makes me happpyyy. got on night hugged it all the way to the next morning la. LOL. damn nice to hug. saw him the whole morning today, but didnt talk at all. LOL. regretted somehow? LOL. nvm.... a fake hope that lightens up my day. June 27, 2008
wtf, my mom confiscated my wireless thingy, and i found it, so must post before she came back. damn it. i shld have kept it today before i went sch. wasai. arghhhhh. freaking. damnit. 781!!! thn hse com sure changed pw, so is like, wtf?! argh, ok today was quite tiring. morning, assembly, they forced sean to sit behind me -.- zzz. lame, thn i feel damn uncomfortable la. LOL. eng, zzzzzz. maths.... then... recess.. chinese thn eng again, geog. damn sian. eng was ... all abt news paper article. LOL. damn lame. thn maths, mark the wrksht we did, thn revision for monday's test. recess. saw him at the photocopy machine there. haha. bought food, thn went up, laughed like crazy with reatrds like carissa and sheree. hahah. LOL. chinese.... went hcl room... did some comprehension test. finished just in time. haha. coolll. thn... eng.. yea, continue the newspaper article. geog. i alr half aslp, so didnt really hear a single shit. next week's test sure die. LOL. damn sian lo... abt population and stuff. zzz. erm.... thn sch over! darn happy. went find jp get my shoe bag, thn eat.... yea.. slackkkk until bus came. on the bus, suddenly realise we left the ball bag in sch, called mr lum, thn he brought for us:D LOL. yea... won 2-0 jermaine's service is POWER. LOL, haha. erm... after match, went back sch. find yutong... thn slack a while, went home. took 196. yep... is damn funny la, got 781... :D:D si la te! :D:D hahahah. yea, thats all i learnt today, shall learn more next time:P tmr's trng at the weird place. meeting c girls before going... yea... b girls got the cca booth thingy... so only c boys and c girls. sian...... after i post thn online a while, must off and keep the wireless thing alr. so is like... seldom online alr la. freak her. damnit. is not like i m having my end year exams right, is only they all 2. confiscate mine for what. kns. arghhh. damn irritated la, ok thats all. bye. June 26, 2008
wootsss. today was quite fun? only in the morning was pissed off. dad woke me up at 430am zzz. AM! zzz! SIAO lo. he says he thought is 530am alr when he looks at the clock. LOL. thn i like, check my hp, 04.27am. suddenly woke up. thn thought i accidentally set the time when i was slping, sooo, went to my watch, 4.26am. ZZZ! thn my mom walk past the radio, thn say, 530 alr meh? why there write 430 nia? thn i shout, 430am only lo! thn went back slp, argh, thn he says what, huh? 430? i thought 530 alr? LOL... thn he says aiyo! sry hor. -.- THOUGHT hor, zzz. but woke up at 530... late liao, left hse at like... 6.12? ya... thn missed the bus, so waited until 620. reached mrt station, missed the mrt. -.- LOL. so like, going late liao lo.. but dont care la. reached sch at 710. just nice, went to form teacher lc, yep, LS first period. soo... talk abt funfair matters and... sales of tickets. LOL... maths. wa boring uh! mrs sharon lim taught for like 1 and 1/2 period? ya, talk abt what ozone layer and stuff la. thn suddenly thought it was a sci lesson instead. LOL. what cartesian coordinate system. dont understand a single shit. LOL. somemore her voice like damn soft, cant hear, in the end, she talk so much, only did a chart-.- zzz. oh! thn after 1 and 1/2 period, she went off! :D:D damn happy la, soooo ms ng took over, damn fun:D cos gerald keep spamming her with heucampus, drawing shit on the 'whiteboard' HAHA, thn ms ng like, ' gerald loves zhouzhi.' HAHA, laugh until crap, thn she plays tic tac toe, but she playing only la. thn she used another colour to represent 'gerald's move', so she sure win, thn she write, ms ng is the best player of super mario! HAHAH damn funny la, went recess after that. bought PINK file for physics. thn went uppp. ms joanna ong came in. yea... ok la... overall, better than ros ho. wrote a lot of notes on foolscap. :D accomplishment. HAHA. yep, malvin chan came after that. went to the first level's lab, did pipette. damn cooool. can measure 1 little drop of water! haha. after that, went back class for geog. mrs choe was lateee. so while waiting, me and carissa talking, thn is like, forgot why i keep laughing, thn cnt breathe like that, so when i try to breathe and laugh at the same time, i snorted again. :O thn carissa, fell to the ground and laugh like crap lo! hmph! but i also laughed like crazy. thn mrs choe came, laugh until my throat very funny, so i cough damn loud, thn whole class turn and look at me, thn i continue to laugh la. omg HAHA. yep, geog was... hmm.. okk la. ya... thn chinese, brought evrything there, haha. erm... did tb. then... ohoh! okky like keep talking to me, but it seems as if he talking to himself lo, cos i cant hear anything. LOL. yupp. after that, went back locker put somethings, thn find yutong. meet felicia, thn me, yutong, felicia and zane went sumo hse eat. heheheh. after that, felicia took bus there, thn me, yutong and zane walked to the mrt station there. LOL. then when i say 'can die ah!' i will like, beat my chest, so she also beat her chest la, thn accidentally whacked the cup on her hand! thn the cup like FLEWWW. hit her eyes, and dropped onto the ground. HAHAHA. LOL LA! HAHAH. damn funny. ok. so i took mrt home... ard bukit gombak, suddenly cnt open my eyes, auto close. LOL. slppp. dont want get off at yew tee wan lo, but aiya, reached home early thn can use com alr. hehe. so force myself. haha. reached hse, mom talking on the phone, i looking at the fairfield bk, thn spot yutong in the cca photo! hahahhaha. yea... ltr doing my hw.. eheh. tmr got match! LOL. gd luck c girls! jia you! match is after school. heheh. yupp, no trng tmr. sat's trng is at... a weird place la. LOL. damn sian. i cant go wath c boys match on mondayy:( cos got maths common test frm 245 to 345. zzz! sian diao, thn he tmr also cnt go, cos got sth on... LOL. okie.. bye! hahaha tagsss: jianping: erm.. i bought it during the june holssss. hehe. yutong: hahah. erm... all kinds? haha! maybe? cos u his sis what! but now he says when he got troubles he come talk to me. hahaha! i council him leh. HAHA:D June 25, 2008
yoyo, damn slpy now. argh.... just came back only... stayed back to do bio project, is damn tedious can. honestly speaking, i didnt do anything. :P who cares la, i dont know what to do and stuff. so just sit there, and act a bit, LOL. finally 450 alr so went home lo.... yupp, this morning... reached sch at ard 7... went yt's locker thn.. assemblyyyy. damn tired la, dont know yawn how many times on the way to sch. ya... pe first period. take height and weight.. thn play tennis-.- mini one. damn funny la, i be ball picker, thn run here and there. thn i cnt control my hand, so hit damn hard. thn the ball dont know go where. haha. thn maths.... maths olympiad!!! woots. damn fun. INDICES. haha. mr lim got come sia! went to call him, but too bad not teaching meeee. :( MRS LIM teach us. LOL. ok la... quite understand... thn me and lyanne like crazking our heads. HAHA. LOL. but is damn fun. thn recess. erm.. bought sketch bk, thn went uppp with carissa and lyanne. they chiong their geog, thn i dont know do what la. forgot alr. geog is BORING. gave us quizzes. LOL la, ask questions like what is the population in 1980. zzz, even if i study i also wouldnt rmb lo. LOL! thn she give 5 questions i all didnt do. damn slpy alr. english. zzz! sheena came, also damn slack la, do newspaper report. thn is like, damn sian.... nearly fell aslp lo.... dnt, mr choy came, draw and draw and draw. zzz. no mood to draw what, so draw like shit. thn ard 2pm, he showed us his masterpieces. ok quite nice. haha. thn he talk until 225 like that! zzz. when i packed finished my bag alr, yutong says she going off liao, so bb looo... needa stay back to do project ma.. didnt eat, cos dont feel like, thn straight went to sky bridge. waited for them, thn statred on it. reached home at ard 540... onlineeee. ya... ltr doing my hw.. sian la, i dont want do sia, but cant la. zzz... oh ya, this morning saw kevan again. he really cnt recognise me lo. hmph, nvm.. i dont care also. LOL. yupp.. actually thought i will stay until... ard 630 to finish the proj? but thn is like... i only one waiting for c boy's trng to finish like damn weird la, and like... funny? so went home, hehe. ya... i will definitely wait.. June 24, 2008
yoyo. LOL today reached sch damn damn early.. ard 645. thn go locker.... thn suddenly okky came! thn like only me and him outside locker lo.. so.. aiya nvm. thn wentdown to find adelin... she haven reached... so went up to find yufan.... gave him the shirt and i got my ELMOOOOO:D:D:D i damn happy. hahha. thn went down, saw adelin, took my letter and went find yutong. LOL. yea, chinese... thn chapel... sleep like maddd... cos sat behind. thn.. recess. bought food, thn went up, classrm locked... so me, carissa and lyanne sat outside and talk? haha yea lo... nth much la. thn eng... ms sheena came. we like discussing who is SHE la. HAHA thn felicia says is ms sheena, and i heard cheena, so i thought is a cheena cher. LOL. aiya... thn chemistry... when chem lab. thn 1145 left classrm. against sembawang. nice game. but yg says didnt play really well... so went back sch and trained. also didnt train very much. went opp slack after training. thn yutong finally out, soo she went buy bbt, thn... her 196 came, so she boardddd... thn me, jianping and eleanor waited damn long for the bus, in the end, also took 196. LOL. ya, they laughed like crazy on the bus, cos of oe guy, face like swollen like that. HAHA lol. thn they keep laughing lo. LOL took mrt with jianping, thn.... reached home, they eating dinner alr. so went shower.. thn eat. thn online. dont feel like doing hw at all lo. damn sian.... maybe do chinese, cos is after PE, thn recess... do eng hw... ya... sian la, damn tired. msged him like frm, ... after match.... until now! going 10pm alr sia. omg..... at least over 50 msges. lol. dont care la, hahaha. but i found out sth terrible la. terrible horrible. but... i hope it wouldnt affect me? i really hope la... but gd thing is... he says that he will come look for me if he got any troubles... yea, thats cool. but. i think i am getting affected.. shucks.... June 23, 2008
yoyo, first day of school today. damn tired, reached school at ard, 7 plus. thn go parade sq. attire check. ms tai pull my tie again. LOL. -.- thn go back class.... arts first period. sian la, mr choy came in, thn brief us... chinese liaoooo. realise didnt bring my zuo wen! zzz. thn i didnt bring my textbook also. LOL. thn changed sitting arrangement, same grp as okky tok. LOL. hehe, nth much la, recessssss. :D saw yutong. she PE. thn go canteen buy food eat. LOL! thn went back class, go level 2 toilet and find her, call her, no response, thn kick her feet also no response. LOL! so msg her say go liao lo. LOL. thn..... mr chan came in. wa as boring as usual. zzz. maths next, didnt do a lot of questions la. all dont know how. dont care la. she went through some questions then hand in the paper. damn boring. zzz. thn CCITP. okok la. fairsian connect after that, first time nvr late sia:D ahha. but damn boring, at first control myself not to slp, in the end, cnt stand it alr, doze off. until 2.10 thn wake up. went back class to pack my things and bag. went homeeeee with yutong and fel. saw missed calls frm jianping and ele. thn msg frm adelin. :O! rmb today got training. but thn i on the way liao, so must well go home. LOL. hmmm... reached home... no oneeeee. thn mom came back, chatted with yutong. damn sian, nth to do. tmr still got school. nats tmr! jiayou c girls! :D feel like slping oready. zzz. oh and he changed his specs! hahah. sian no more chicken little. hahaha! his specs now make him look like a nerd, nonono! a guy with loads of knowledge. HAHA. LOL! now that i am in the same ___ as him.... i felt rather awkward whenever we do grp work or wdv. what should i doooo? June 22, 2008
yo.... dont know what to say la but i woke up at 1130 today, damn tired, ytd dad kpkb me, wth, ya la, thats all lo, tmr sch reopen alr, ltr going popular buy things, so yutong, if u are reading this, u can help me post more things if u want lo, can crap all u want, bye ppl.. June 21, 2008
tired. trng 8 to 5 today. sian. did not many things only but i cant rmb a single one. second round of training, more fun, cos got a catching game, thn free ball over to c girls. hehe. but thn after that, become ball retriever, sian dao... can slppppp. ok la, but very tired, so feel like slping all the time. after trng....... ate pizza, helen chong ordered for c boys! hmph. thn got extra, so gave us. LOL. thn went home.... zzzzzzzz. reached home, shower thn went for lesson. lesson, QUITE boring la, still ok nia. thn chatted with shi hui.... like 1 hr! standing down there and talk, cool lo. LOL, oh and she says that, the jun hao guy is actually the coach of the team. -.- she says his blog also got say abt felicia. LOL. dotsssss. thn went home, eat dinner at 930pm? LOL. tmr sunday alr. damn sian la, got swimming, plus monday study liaooo. :( 5am wake up leh! wth, can die ah. first day of sch i sure fall aslp in class one lo. lol. and sheree said that if first day she didnt come means she overslept and decided not to go. LOL! he didnt come training todayyy.... i cant force myself not to care......hmph. i really wonder what if things are not like this, but the other way round? what if i can change everything.... what will happen if i m not in fairfield... and what if i nvr met him. :o i cant imagine at all.. now.. i am waiting for that day to arrive. actually i really feels... sandwiched, as in dont know what to do...it is hard to choose. he really damn hell long nvr go online alr lo. lol. arghhhhhh. dont want care! HMPH. i m hopeless. :((((((((((( tagssss: geraceeee: yea saw u that day uh LOL jerm: that post not i post oneeee LOL yutong: YEAAA :'(((((((( .... June 20, 2008
didnt want post at first, but.. nvm.. just wanna say... nth can cheer me up now? freak it. i m tired. i think only carissa understands this kind of feeling? dont know. i dont want talk or wdv. argh. yeeheee, its me. adeline doesnt feel like posting today, so im just here to crap. eh give you one lame joke k, whats a box with 7 holes? its your head. Ownself go think why la. Er anw. Todays trng sucked for me(adeline) cause got this jintai number 3 come. p6 only, so action! Keep on spiking me and make me pick ball. Then the stage so hot, no fan leh. Stayed there damn damn long. She service also damn action la, the hand like a gay. Hmph. yutong ask me to slap her, how i wish! ehehehehhhhh. but cant la. yg will chop my head off. ahhhhh. obviously im just crapping la, gonna post nowwwwwww. June 19, 2008
woots! woke up at 1030 today:D thn eat breakfast, ONLINE:D ahah. yay! ltr going outttt:D sian my tablet's battery overcharged, i think IT died liao. argh, if ms mano found out, i sure DIE.. hmph. yutong just did the quiz. HAHAHAH! LOL la. nth to do nowwww:( i shall find more quizzes to do:D hahahah! bloody hell! buay song me for what, SIAO. lucky i going out ltr, or i will go mad. mama didnt tell you got popular voucher also not my problem right! say i didnt tell you, you ownself got mouth dont know how to ask is it. shit you. say i only know how to online, sit there and relax, as if when i study u got see. everytime come home so late, can see i got study? at least i passed all my tests, not like you, fail so many still say what whole level also like that, what a lame excuse. didnt study say didnt study la. hmph. and i stay at home and play com is better than going out like you and dont want come back ok. damn you, u have no rights to scold me when you urself cant even take good care of. phew, freaking pissed off. i dont know why i bought the fbt shirt for him, waste my bahts. hmph! i shall bother abt him, like what yufan said: a way to cure sadness is shopping! woots:D June 18, 2008
woots! today... trng at 8am. SUPPOSED to meet jp and HuiMin at 7. thn.... i thought i late liao, in the end, jp msgedme at 7, says she just woke up. LOL. so waited for her and hui min until... 720? thn jp ask me go first, reached sch at... 745 or sth like that. thn. jp came, suddenly hui min call me, say she just woke up. LOL! wa piang, damn cool. hahahahah, hmm... so her excuse is that she thought the time is thailand time -.- hahah. after warming up, go set outdoor court. thn the net is like damn saggy, so we adjust that thingy, hahah, thn felicia go take out the dont-know-what-shit. thn dont know how to put back. -.- LOL! hahah. so keep the outdoor net and poles, went up again. oh oh! got 2 guys came today, one of them looks like the damn fierce guy who went dlss last time. hmph! that freaking guy. LOL. thn... did lots of stuff. me, simin and jia le one grp. woots, finally managed to xia di without my kneepads. :D hahha. thn... oh! i pick balls, thn sometimes go play with felicia. ahahah. damn fun lo. hahah. after that, fmps ppl go liao, thn i play with yutong and jia le:D:D:D hehehhe. did the fan gun, damn hell pain! go down netball court, did 20 laps of fan gun-ing, but i not fan gun-ing lo. my knee cnt take it alr. hahah. walk like 80% of it. hahha. went up, they played match with c girls, i picked balls again, thn play with felicia again. HAHAHAH. damn fun actually, cos we anyhow take the ball one. hahah. went opp eat wan ton meeeee. thn go home. rain like crazy. tired... reached home.... no one. thn on my computer first. suddenly is like nth come out when i press the on button! omg, try a lot of time, still cnt, thn switch battery. at first can, thn the battery's edge alr dented, so dropped out, switched off again. :O i thought spoilll! scare me. but i think the battery really spoil liao lo. :( chatted with claris a while. she, grace, yueling and yan jia coming for our sch's funfair. LOL! hahahah. she bought the tickets frm... my bro's friend. LOL. after that, took my jersey and went dlss. they were jumping the mattress. HAHA. LOL! but is bloody low. hahah. pass to yg the went home. tmr no training/ friendly. FREE. ahha.maybe going out with mama. dont know yet. hmm... or maybe go out with pri sch friends. :D i damn happy today, dont know why. LOL. hyper like freak. but now tired. zzzz. nats in 6 days time! c girls jiayou! :D hahah. sian! sch reopening soon... hmm i dont want go schhhh! hmph. so sian. heres the quizzz:D A.) Have to say 10 random facts about herself B.) At the end, choose 10 ppl and tag them about this quiz Answer A: 1) i m a girl:D 2) i m a human:D 3) i frm vball:D 4) i love dlss:D 5) i love you:D 6) i frm fmss 7) i enjoyed the thailand trip 8) i love elmo 9) i love cookie monster 10) i love travelling on plane :D:D:D Answer B: yutong, gerace, sue mae, kit yarn, celestine, lyanne, charis, carissa, sheree, jian ping. Name 20 people you can think of right now. Dun read the questions before writing the names.(no order) 1) jianping 2) yutong 3) carissa 4) jermaine 5) eleanor 6) felicia 7) grace ang 8) sue mae 9) zhen yi 10) celestine 11) lisa 12) benjamin tan 13) bryan danni 14) charis 15) sheree 16) lungs 17) okky 18) jet 19) grace lee 20) yue ling QUESTIONS: How did you meet 14?(charis) fmss:D class chairman sia.:D What would you do if you never met 1?( jianping) :O i think i will nvr survive. haha! What if 9 (zhen yi) & 20(yue ling) dated? HAHAHA! LOL! i will laugh to death, cos they are not les :P Will 16 (lungs) & 17 (okky) date? haha! sheree will def kill okky ahah! Describe 3 (carissa): she is hyper, always same state as me:D trust worthy! :D Describe 7 (grace ang): she is the best!:D the bestest of the best man. nvr ever forget her:D first best friend:D Do you know any of 12's family members? (benjamin tan) hmm.. i know his sis, his mom, saw before his dad only. What would you do if 18 confesses to you?(JET?!) LOL! DOTS, i didnt purposely put his name on number 18. really. but NO WAY:P What language does 15(sheree) speaks? tamil:D ahha! eng la! duhh Who is 9 (zhen yi) going out with? ahha! with meeee:D no la, i dont know leh. How old is 16 (lungs)? shld be 13? or going to be 13 lo. When was the last time you talked to 13 (bryan danni)? oh... hmm... he said hi to me nia, :( the day when i met up with my old mates What is 2 (yutong) fave band or singer? hmm.. i dont know? simple plan? i only know she listens to ENGLISH songs:D Will you ever date 1 (Jian ping)? ahhaha! nah, she is my sister sia, :D and a gd gd gd gd friend:D Will you ever date 18 (jet again?!)?(what kind of question is this?!) HUH?! LOL! i shant answer this. :O! make a joke out of it nia! :O! Is 19 (grace lee) Single? idk? shld be la, that study freak where got time to stead. HAHA XD Would you ever be in a relationship with 11 (lisa)? ahha nah! i not les:D School of 3 (carissa)? my classmate leh, fmss la. Where does 6 (felicia) lives? i really dont know. haahah sryyyy What is your fave thing bout 5 (eleanor)? haha, everytime not in gd mood can go find her and talk. Have you seen 2 (yutong) naked before? LOL! never! i not so pervert lo. LOL my mama leh! pleaseeee lo. June 17, 2008
omggggg. yutong in love with armwarmers, i in love with elmo and cookie monster! :D:D hahahaha! i dotn care, i m going IMM one day to buy, :D:D:D hahahah! :D finally done with reflection. :D  edited on the boat :D the elmo that never was. guess who is this:D hahah see the bed :P jermaine:D yutong's hand kena waxed! hahah:D the elmo is damn cute. :D :Dhehe. today was ok? yupp. woke up at 1030am again. thn eat breakfast. KOKO CRUNCH:D heheh. thn slack on the sofa for a while, thn online:D mom called. thn realise got 1 msg frm yt. lol. i knew she will be online:P hahha. thn msn messenger sot sot. com hang until.... all not responding. restart com also cnt. LOL. so.... just off the main. :D hehe. oh! ltr i post his pic again. freaking cute. damn damn damn cute. hahhaha. jianping also cnt stand it leh. hahhaha. omggg. hahha. i bet yutong laughing at me now. :O hahha. maybe going with mom to orchard on sunday to buy bag:D:D:D yay! hahah. training tmr... everyone let's ping!! :D hehe. nth to do la. damn sian. June 16, 2008
woots. woke up at 1030 today. early liao. hahah. thn eat breakfast.... watch spongebob :D hahha. thn onlineeee. posted pics. to me, damn lot liao, but yutong say very little! LOL! hahah. oh and my parents say i very fat now. LOL. true la. hahaha. i dont care. i must not eat so much liao! hahah. ltr doing work? yupp. 8 days to nats! :D jia you c girls! hehe. nth to say leh. haeven eat lunch yet. heheheh:D just finished reading yutong's post. and yes, she keep clutching my fats la. hahahha. and i love the elmo. :D:D:D is damn cute. thats the only reason ok... hahhaha. i m still consideringgg.. wondering if i should give, but is like very hard. treating as a normal friend. maybe i should forget it, thats the best way.  jia onn! hahha yufan and leonard (cute lo) hahah took at the airport hahaha. jermaine seezdah and yutong mama! haha took this from the hotel window  LOL aahahhah see the face! hahaha! felicia ah ma! mr lum! what a weird hand yutong has hahahha the diff between my hand and yutong's hand haha yutong's eye. damn nice:D
LOL. hahah.  yutong's eye again haha
wee ang hahaha  jermaine! haha teeeheeeee:D June 15, 2008
1 week in thai has past. the trip most of us has been anticipating is OVER. hmm.... trainings and friendlys are tough, tiring. hmm... c girls are bonded even closer now? think so... overall, coaches said that c girls has improved. but still need to improve more on our attitudes! :D JIAYOU C GIRLS! esp, adelin, eleanor, jianping, jermaine, qiyue and kimberley! for richelle and dione, let's work even harderrr to catch up with the rest! :D 8 JUNE qiyue came my hse and waited for yutong to send us to airport! :D:D airport damn lot of ppl. haha, thn check in, saw shi hui:D bukit panjang going with us. LOL. chatted a bit lo... thn say bye bye to mama and shi hui liao. sat beside lincoln and aaron tan. yupp, reached thailand, took bus to suphanburi hotel, check in thn SLEEP:D haha 9 JUNE to 13 JUNE 9 june, first day of training. didnt really rmb what had happened la. but i rmb every training is tough and tiring. sweat like freak la. hahhaha. and i ate a lot of rice there! hahhahha, i am fatter now:D hahahhaha. the rice damn nice lo. hahhaha. oh and yg has brainwashed girls team like a lot... dont know which day, everyone cried... cos we really disappointed him... and he feels very hopeless and stuff lo.. so we have decided to pin1 during every training so as not to disappoint him again! :D jiayou C and B girls! :D:D 14 JUNE FBT building and MBK:D hehehe, is damn SHIOK. i spent damn hell lot of money on shirts in FBT building lo. haha. thn MBK, left not really a lot of money liao, so didnt buy a lot of things there. oh! and he cried that day! :( damn sad la! i shant elaborate abt that, but i first time see him cry until like this. thn he bought a doreamon for felicia! :O! nvm i m NOT jealous (carissa, SHH! :D) ahahah. he bought an elmo for himself :D damn damn damn cute. he hug the elmo thn yutong take pic, is DAMN CUTE omg. hahahha. reallyyyyy. hehehe. bought thingsssss thn back to hotel. very tired, shop too much hahahha. oh ya! before go FBT building, we went floating market, very sian la. nth wan lo, take boat nia. but got a lot of fishes!!! damn huge! hahah. yea. 15 JUNE packed everything in luggage. yutong pulled my blanket! :O! i still slping! :( hhahha, and she laughed at me when my hair is damn messy. LOL! hahahaha. yea, eat 2 bowls of koko crunch, thn brought luggage out of the room thn check out. borrowed the elmo from him:D thn yutong dont let me hug:( hahahah. but in the end she gave me a while, hehehhe. the elmo damn cute can. hahahhaha. hugged until i slp LOL. reached thai airport. check in. walk walk. realise my 1000 thai baht missing. damnit. i damn angry with myself la. argh. i realised when i wanted to buy a monkey for mama! the momkey like damn hell cute lo. thn i realise the money not in my wallet. bloody hell. didnt talk much after that la. tired also. watched CJ7 on the plane all the way to singapore. damn nice! got one part touching like hell. watched until i cry a little, :( the boy very cute! hahahaha. LOL. thn.... take my luggage, debrief, thn went meet mama liao. didnt see her. waited for a while, yutong damn nice! waited with me seh:D she = best mama in whole world. hahahhaha. thn she went east coast eat. say bye bye loooo:D went home after eat. gave the presents to them liao, father's day today. nth much la. hahaha. wanna slp early today... tmr going chiong all my hw thn i m free! heheh. shall upload pics ltr or tmr. yea. bye ppl! hehe. i not sure if i should do that. i could have done that just now but i dont have the courage... should i do that? hmm.. tags: jermaine: HELLO! jiayou for nats! :D loves! pearlyn: yo! dont call me senior leh, sound very old. hahha. i very gd, haha:D carissa: YO! :D i miss you like freaking lot. hehehe. see you soon! :D:D June 7, 2008
yo. training was ok today? no fan gunssss. cos rained. lucky... wh gave us our polo tees... thn he says size s wan go and take first. so i go take, thn yufan also. thn i dont know what they saying la. i cant hear a thing, but they suddenly burst out laughing. thn i say what they laughed even more. DOTS. i only heard wai kit says what kiss the bride or something like that. -.- i dont care also. LOL thn. mr ow came. everyone sat properly, thn he asked all sorts of questions la. bloody hell, answer liao, thn shoot u back, kns. thn in the end, is like a debate session with him, thn we cant rebutt back, so he wants to cancel the trip. -.- and he left just like that, asking mr lum to call the vendor to cancel tmr's trip. wth?! thn we think of all the possible answers, thn go call him. thn he say what, meeting. -.- so we trained first lo. LOL. stupid la. volleyball is all abt experience and skills what, thn ask what kind of experience. -.- zzz! nvm trained. underhand plus touch floor, 100 1 set, do 5 sets. -.- i did all but is 50 per set. do until die. before i finished my 5 sets of underhand, mr ow came again, bringing his daughter. his daughter is damn damn damn cute la. lol. thn dione started giving a 'speech' hahahah. lol. thn she rebutted him! hehe. cool la. thn he says what, only she can go tmr, the rest all cnt. -.- rubbish. thn his daughter like walking round and round him, squeezing his packet of drink. LOL! i giggled a little la. thn jia onn saw me, laughed also. lol. thn continued to train. thn yg ask me go receive their fang qiu. is like dying alr thn still needa jie. plus i cant bloody guess where they fang-ing. LOL. after a while, yg trained their spiking? yupp... keep the nets, thn... the boys swim frm red line to the other red line while we set up the net for old girls. dots. thn wh and yg briefed us for tmr. and our slping arrangement, i slping with dione! LOL. haha. ok la. not that bad la. thn, yg briefed us again after the boys left, saying that boys cant go girls rm, and we cant go their rooms, lol! of cos right. dots. went changed with qiyue in the other toilet. changed half way, i heard her scream. i thought what la! thn she say got one big big beetle IN her bag, so we like... kicked the bag, and did all sorts of things, thn suddenly it came out! omg la! the shell is like shiny! damn shiny! like armour like that. haha lol. we both freaked out like retards hahhaha. so we went find yutong, jianping and HuiMin. went opp eat. i drank sweet talk only, dont know is, not hungry/ no mood/ too tired to eat liao, so must well drink only. thn went home. super tired somehow. doze off a little, thn too mrt home with jianping and HuiMin. reached home.... only brothers at home, eating lunch-.- thn i go fridge take jellies to eat lo... thn online. nth to do la, i m seriously not really excited la. yutong's mom coming to fetch us. qiyue coming my hse there too. hmm... i think i shld finish my work ltrrrr... ytd night was moody. i found out that my maths textbk and my fei chang yue du are soaked with water cos of the small 'flood' happened a night before. and inside my textbk got my worksheets that are nicely DONE. DONE LEH. thn soaked with salt water. fei chang yue du, got one page i write a zuo wen, also smudged! damnit la! my hard work all GONE. ask me do again? NO WAY. i freaking piss off la. and now is like anytime will tear off like that. argh. heck, i went slppp. the more i think abt all my efforts went down to the drain, the more i m pissed and sad. how can u accept the fact that, u did the work, and a flood make it all go down to the drain. is damn piss off wan ok. argh, heck, i dont care, he didnt even say a freaking sorry to me, hmph. tmr thailanddddd... glenn is banned using the com. muahahha. LOL. June 6, 2008
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Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test haha LOL i m only at level 1! :O i dont know what to doooo nowwwww. i m confused/sad/irritated/moodless?/dont know how to describe la. hais... hohoho. trng was... hmm dont know how to describe la. i can only say i think i am waiting to sit bench next year? hmm ya... dont say training alr la. so sian. last part was physical... thn wei hong come ask me, am i very fierce? actually no lor, yg fiercer than me. LOL i everything say dont know thn he walk away hahahha! LOL. thn they went bathe.... went dover eat after that. thn huimin's parent like keep calling her, making her feel so irritatedddd. is like, i think every parents are like that lo, sometimes, they are so freaking bossy, sometimes they dont even care abt u when u are in need. -.- i cant even be bothered to talk to them now. so tired of.... -.- thn... took mrt back home. on the way, got one number call me. thn is like, shld be either kit yarn or who lo. thn. i dont want answer, so huimin went pick up, hahha! thn talk... jianping go take thn like damn fierce! hahahaah! LOL! went cck mrt station to meet them. whoooo. so long nvr see them liaooooo! hahaha. thn we went lot one, to meet. -.- kirsten and the un-wanted peeps. i like damn bu shuang la. wth, invite them like for what?! LOL. still go action and extend a blue hair? dots. what one strand 1 bucks, thn me and grace were like, wa! think what? one carrot one buck ah? HAHHA thn now is blue carrot. LOL! dont care them la. thn they play arcade, me, grace and zhen yi went food court eat. :D:D haha! thn went home. chatted a lot a lot a lot! we were litterally gossiping abt other people la! HAHAAH! damn hell funny. hahah! woots! oh ya! i saw BRYAN DANNI. MY GOSH. :O zhen yi ask him to say hello to me. thn i dont know what to do!!! omg la. thn they all stare at me, cos.... last time... ya.. so... nth la, saw his mom after that, he now in sji... hope he is doing well? :D saw a lot of dlss people. but all diao them hahahahha! went home, chatted with graceeee :D we were like talking abt friends in sec sch... all is like... will backstab u anytime lo... yea. nvm... i hope she is well in nan hua? goooood luck in ur studies! ahhas ooo. tmr's trng will be tough.... 15 laps of fan gun. -.- 8 to 1... all divisions. oooo. and oh sry yutong for making u wait. sorryyyy. :P hahas, i think thats all? 2 more days to thai! i m not really excited now... June 5, 2008
hehe. hellooo! :D ytd trng was.... a bit siao. hahha. fan gun damn damn lot of times! argh! now whole body aching la! plus a big big bruise on shoulder and knee :O ltr friendly:D:D hahah. oh ya! ytd, went u-19. lost again. thn that wei hong debriefed for 1 hour!!! omg la. talk so much -.- thn took mrt back home. hahahs. reach home... big mess. luggage here and there -.- go bathe thn slp. morning, suppose to wake up at 8, wanted to do some work, thn.. no alarm. slp until 10! :O faster wake up thn go bathe.... eat breakfast... meeting jianping at cck! LOL. sian diao la. oh ya! before u-19, we went library to slack. not slack, is read books:D hahaha. thn the character inside is call yifan. hahahhahha! thn got the other girl. :D:D haha! nice! heheh u-19... got 1 damn fat. hahah! thn jianping go near her, is like... CONTRAST. hahahhahaha! sian... nth else to say leh... the quiz i next time thn do. now going out liao. bye ppl. LOL. zzzzzzzzz June 3, 2008
 hahaha c girls:D:D:D c girlssss:D our reflection:D yutong mama! yutong mama again! hahaha carissaaaaa! :D:D bf:D (boyfriend):D:D:D hahahah. we two again. i talking on phone with yutong that time. hahah cos... i think she just came back frm OBS that day! hahah:D eleanor sistah! <333 :Dhaha i think thats all? next time thn i post more pic:D hahha. i cant find all my pics!! LOL. hahaha. hohoho. tmr's friendly cancelled:D LOL. hahhaha. fri going out with grace, suemae and kityarn! WOOTS. hahahah. i think can go la. i will try to make it:D:D:D hahah! i m happy nowwww! :D:D:D hahah! raining a little now. hehhehe. muhahahah. hahaha i love geracee omg. hahahha! so long nvr see her! she is like so niceee:D [a=1][c=0]GERACIE[/c][c=29]♥[/c][c=47]--GEExFaith[/c][/a] says: they dam hiong de ADELINE(: COL! ;D nvm at least i still got yt mama... says: hahah! YA! [a=1][c=0]GERACIE[/c][c=29]♥[/c][c=47]--GEExFaith[/c][/a] says: my bro last year kana trashed by GIRLS there [a=1][c=0]GERACIE[/c][c=29]♥[/c][c=47]--GEExFaith[/c][/a] says: ;D the 'they' refers to the thai ppl. ahaha. oooo. :D:D:D yo. today morning totally freak out. mom keep calling me for more than 3 times ZZZ. i was like slping thn come and call call call. stupid. i alr ignored u for like the past 3 calls, thn u still continue to call. argh. hellloooooo. this is a holiday. -.- wake up, she call again. -.- answer lo. LOL. thn say uncle coming to take sth. -.- wake me up just to say this. ZZZ. but she says, if uncle went to work alr must ownself take the thing to ah ma hse. wth?! treat me as what? maid? or deliver woman? so in the end, i went to ah ma hse... ZZZ. come back, online. started doing my work. thn talked to carissa on the phone. thn she went for danceeee. LOL. MAYBE posting pics ltr... maybe only lo. lol. so sian diao. glenn came back frm nepal last night, bought a lot of bags? yea, those cloth ones. some quite nice la. LOL. siannn... trng tmr... thn friendly... not sure if i m going to watch u-19 a not. aiya... tired. hahaha. 5 more days to thai... ahhh... so sian at home. i must finish... zuo wen, both summaries, orca july:D thn i will be happy. LOL. sian most prob i cant go watch u-19 tmr!!! HMPH! June 2, 2008
walaoooooo. ffff her la. ccb. cant u see that i cant even be bothered to reply u and talk to you? and you say i cant hear what you are saying. -.- whats the problem with you la. i alr answered u, how many more times do u want me to repeat myself. sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux i think yutong is freaking right, i m fking corrupted today ccb. i dont care anymore. CCB!!!! F*** yoyo! hahahah! though i m tired, i m like happy? :D:D:D hahahaha. cos i've got a wonderful family. yutong mama! muhahha. they are better than real family lo! :D:D hahha hmm. ok. start off with trng today. tiring? hmm... ya... me, jianping, qiyue and carina one grp, thn we need to like hit two times, thn run the chair. thn is like, a lot of balls died on ehem's hand!!!! thn me and jianping were like, eh NVM, NVM... ren3! wei2 chi2 xiao4 rong2!!! hahahah! damn funny, in the end, we manage to do until 93!!!! thn she go hit into the net u know, lucky coach say break, or else i kill her la! omg. hahahha! hmm... slack... thn... jump the mattress thing again. LOL. i go try the table one, cnt make it!! hahah! i jump one time, my foot cramp one time HAHAH. me= lousy:D hahha. went shower!!! hahah! thn slack with jianping, eleanor and jermaine outside the toilet while waiting for yutong they all. went opposite eat.... thn went je library. do A LITTLE bit of work only... cos the homeworks i left all online work. -.- thn i slp.: super hell cold la. omg. hahha! slp.... thn HEHEHEHEHE:D i love them! muahah! we went out of the library thn went kopitiam and talked:P hahah! cool right. hahha. thn got one auntie come and kp us. SIAO. dont sit there thn dont sit lo. like we care:P hahah! uh oh... m i getting more evil? heheh. reached home. mom nagging again. :( stupid, thn ask abt the ang pow my ah ma gave me ytd. siao lo, also not HERS right, ask so much. surely asking me to take that money to change to thai money lo. SHIT her. everytime cope money frm me. u all dont want save ur own money is not my fault what, come and ask me for money. -.- i WANT YUTONG BE MY MAMA! HMPH! :D hahha. they rocks like hell man! :D haha. YAY! at least my mama cares abt me, not like the real mama. :D LOL. i cant believe she dont even know how to use the com. ask this ask that, and i must say it TWICE. is she deaf or what. -.- zzz.. tmr.... no trng! whoo! hehe. wed... trng 8 to 12.... thn... friendly match. thn under 19. woots. hahha. bye peeps! :D tags:D carissa: hahah. LOL! not yet:D hahah. hmm.. at least i think he is fine now? ahah maybe... hehe:D <33333s!:d gerace: hahah! yea. u too uh! dont slack le uh! hahah! yutong:D hahah! yea! LOVE US! :D:D:D! June 1, 2008
stupid freaker. i only ask wheres the towel only right. thn say i mess up YOUR cupboard. -.- i where got la! siao. u so pro come and look yourself, where are the extra towels. -.- action only. everyday not at home alr, thn still say i what, tmr go study doesnt mean can come home late. i didnt even say i m coming home late. i just said that after trng i m going study, THATS ALL. u all didnt even care abt me these few days, still want to scold me? i rather leave this hse. say what, better finish all your homeworks before thaialnd trip. thats exactly what i m trying to do right, thn u still give me the sec4 eng for what? stupid. i hate u. hohoho. back:D ytd was tiring. trng jumped canteen bench plus 6 mattresses! jump until i die. my legs are like so short ok... thn the stupid wei hong ask me jump:( LOL but at least i prove to him i can do it HMPH. haha, me, yutong, jianping, huimin and felicia bathed. HEHE:D went opp eat after that. slacked very long... have loads of fun HAHA. cos is like 3 generations! HAHAHAHA. when reached AMK hub, yutong like ma ma like that, scared i lost, thn hold me. HAHA. LOLS! so i can slp while walking:D hahah! thn after that, she hold me and jianping's hand. LOL. thn felicia walked damn infront! hahah thn we were saying that even AH MA walk so fast! HAHAHAH. thn we finding the library, in the end, some sales women say this building dont have. -.- so we went cinema there wanting to sit on the benches. but dont have. so sat on the floor. thn the stupid security keep coming and say, what cnt. -.- LOL! so we walk..... thn go foodcourt and sit. HAHAH, thn huimin cleared her bag. HAHA LOL! so we went up the cinema there again. go use the toilet. hehehe. thn when we walked past a ... room? jianping was like ... ' hmm.. whats that?' thn she looked inside, thn saw a bangla! thn she screamed and ran away, thn huimin went to look also, thn also screamed and ran away! HAHAHAHAH! LOL LA! HAHAHAHAH. thn we waited outside the handicapped toilet, thn the security come and say what, waiting for ppl also cnt sit down, must stand up. LOL! so stand lo. thn we went cheers. go buy sth to eat. me and jianping bought ice cream! hahaha. thn went presby. watched... thn old girls cameeee. warmed up.... thn start match. kena thrashed by them lo... LOL. they very b**** lo. stupid. keep, ' hoot ah!' LOL! just shut up la! LOL. hahahha. went home after that. reached home very early. hahas, thn mom and dad went out to buy sth... left me again. -.- heck alr. HMPH! did my maths to numb myself. thn went slp at 1130pm. today... woke up at 1030. thn do finish my maths. WOOTS! :D did my june orca also. ltr doing zuo wen:D hahahas. erm.. thn.... go ah ma hse and eat dinner.... now left me at home again. -.- tmr night glenn coming backkk:D but i dont think i can go airport... cos is like.. 11 plus? yea.. sian diao. HMPH. trng tmr at 8:D hahas, lol!!! hehe. 7 days to thai trip. hehehe. cool. hahas ytd he said that he was sick... hahah. lol i dont know la. hahah! lol, ytd trng, my heart suddenly ached like siao. i dont know why. .... everytime do vigorous exercise thn will pain. lol! hmm... bye peeps! do work alr. hahah! i love yutong mama! jianping sister? HAHAH! :D huimin papa! HAHAH:D they are great!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOTS! :D:D:D:D |
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