Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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June 15, 2008
1 week in thai has past. the trip most of us has been anticipating is OVER. hmm.... trainings and friendlys are tough, tiring. hmm... c girls are bonded even closer now? think so... overall, coaches said that c girls has improved. but still need to improve more on our attitudes! :D JIAYOU C GIRLS! esp, adelin, eleanor, jianping, jermaine, qiyue and kimberley! for richelle and dione, let's work even harderrr to catch up with the rest! :D 8 JUNE qiyue came my hse and waited for yutong to send us to airport! :D:D airport damn lot of ppl. haha, thn check in, saw shi hui:D bukit panjang going with us. LOL. chatted a bit lo... thn say bye bye to mama and shi hui liao. sat beside lincoln and aaron tan. yupp, reached thailand, took bus to suphanburi hotel, check in thn SLEEP:D haha 9 JUNE to 13 JUNE 9 june, first day of training. didnt really rmb what had happened la. but i rmb every training is tough and tiring. sweat like freak la. hahhaha. and i ate a lot of rice there! hahhahha, i am fatter now:D hahahhaha. the rice damn nice lo. hahhaha. oh and yg has brainwashed girls team like a lot... dont know which day, everyone cried... cos we really disappointed him... and he feels very hopeless and stuff lo.. so we have decided to pin1 during every training so as not to disappoint him again! :D jiayou C and B girls! :D:D 14 JUNE FBT building and MBK:D hehehe, is damn SHIOK. i spent damn hell lot of money on shirts in FBT building lo. haha. thn MBK, left not really a lot of money liao, so didnt buy a lot of things there. oh! and he cried that day! :( damn sad la! i shant elaborate abt that, but i first time see him cry until like this. thn he bought a doreamon for felicia! :O! nvm i m NOT jealous (carissa, SHH! :D) ahahah. he bought an elmo for himself :D damn damn damn cute. he hug the elmo thn yutong take pic, is DAMN CUTE omg. hahahha. reallyyyyy. hehehe. bought thingsssss thn back to hotel. very tired, shop too much hahahha. oh ya! before go FBT building, we went floating market, very sian la. nth wan lo, take boat nia. but got a lot of fishes!!! damn huge! hahah. yea. 15 JUNE packed everything in luggage. yutong pulled my blanket! :O! i still slping! :( hhahha, and she laughed at me when my hair is damn messy. LOL! hahahaha. yea, eat 2 bowls of koko crunch, thn brought luggage out of the room thn check out. borrowed the elmo from him:D thn yutong dont let me hug:( hahahah. but in the end she gave me a while, hehehhe. the elmo damn cute can. hahahhaha. hugged until i slp LOL. reached thai airport. check in. walk walk. realise my 1000 thai baht missing. damnit. i damn angry with myself la. argh. i realised when i wanted to buy a monkey for mama! the momkey like damn hell cute lo. thn i realise the money not in my wallet. bloody hell. didnt talk much after that la. tired also. watched CJ7 on the plane all the way to singapore. damn nice! got one part touching like hell. watched until i cry a little, :( the boy very cute! hahahaha. LOL. thn.... take my luggage, debrief, thn went meet mama liao. didnt see her. waited for a while, yutong damn nice! waited with me seh:D she = best mama in whole world. hahahhaha. thn she went east coast eat. say bye bye loooo:D went home after eat. gave the presents to them liao, father's day today. nth much la. hahaha. wanna slp early today... tmr going chiong all my hw thn i m free! heheh. shall upload pics ltr or tmr. yea. bye ppl! hehe. i not sure if i should do that. i could have done that just now but i dont have the courage... should i do that? hmm.. tags: jermaine: HELLO! jiayou for nats! :D loves! pearlyn: yo! dont call me senior leh, sound very old. hahha. i very gd, haha:D carissa: YO! :D i miss you like freaking lot. hehehe. see you soon! :D:D |
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