Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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June 7, 2008
yo. training was ok today? no fan gunssss. cos rained. lucky... wh gave us our polo tees... thn he says size s wan go and take first. so i go take, thn yufan also. thn i dont know what they saying la. i cant hear a thing, but they suddenly burst out laughing. thn i say what they laughed even more. DOTS. i only heard wai kit says what kiss the bride or something like that. -.- i dont care also. LOL thn. mr ow came. everyone sat properly, thn he asked all sorts of questions la. bloody hell, answer liao, thn shoot u back, kns. thn in the end, is like a debate session with him, thn we cant rebutt back, so he wants to cancel the trip. -.- and he left just like that, asking mr lum to call the vendor to cancel tmr's trip. wth?! thn we think of all the possible answers, thn go call him. thn he say what, meeting. -.- so we trained first lo. LOL. stupid la. volleyball is all abt experience and skills what, thn ask what kind of experience. -.- zzz! nvm trained. underhand plus touch floor, 100 1 set, do 5 sets. -.- i did all but is 50 per set. do until die. before i finished my 5 sets of underhand, mr ow came again, bringing his daughter. his daughter is damn damn damn cute la. lol. thn dione started giving a 'speech' hahahah. lol. thn she rebutted him! hehe. cool la. thn he says what, only she can go tmr, the rest all cnt. -.- rubbish. thn his daughter like walking round and round him, squeezing his packet of drink. LOL! i giggled a little la. thn jia onn saw me, laughed also. lol. thn continued to train. thn yg ask me go receive their fang qiu. is like dying alr thn still needa jie. plus i cant bloody guess where they fang-ing. LOL. after a while, yg trained their spiking? yupp... keep the nets, thn... the boys swim frm red line to the other red line while we set up the net for old girls. dots. thn wh and yg briefed us for tmr. and our slping arrangement, i slping with dione! LOL. haha. ok la. not that bad la. thn, yg briefed us again after the boys left, saying that boys cant go girls rm, and we cant go their rooms, lol! of cos right. dots. went changed with qiyue in the other toilet. changed half way, i heard her scream. i thought what la! thn she say got one big big beetle IN her bag, so we like... kicked the bag, and did all sorts of things, thn suddenly it came out! omg la! the shell is like shiny! damn shiny! like armour like that. haha lol. we both freaked out like retards hahhaha. so we went find yutong, jianping and HuiMin. went opp eat. i drank sweet talk only, dont know is, not hungry/ no mood/ too tired to eat liao, so must well drink only. thn went home. super tired somehow. doze off a little, thn too mrt home with jianping and HuiMin. reached home.... only brothers at home, eating lunch-.- thn i go fridge take jellies to eat lo... thn online. nth to do la, i m seriously not really excited la. yutong's mom coming to fetch us. qiyue coming my hse there too. hmm... i think i shld finish my work ltrrrr... ytd night was moody. i found out that my maths textbk and my fei chang yue du are soaked with water cos of the small 'flood' happened a night before. and inside my textbk got my worksheets that are nicely DONE. DONE LEH. thn soaked with salt water. fei chang yue du, got one page i write a zuo wen, also smudged! damnit la! my hard work all GONE. ask me do again? NO WAY. i freaking piss off la. and now is like anytime will tear off like that. argh. heck, i went slppp. the more i think abt all my efforts went down to the drain, the more i m pissed and sad. how can u accept the fact that, u did the work, and a flood make it all go down to the drain. is damn piss off wan ok. argh, heck, i dont care, he didnt even say a freaking sorry to me, hmph. tmr thailanddddd... glenn is banned using the com. muahahha. LOL. |
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