Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Adeline!, 12021995 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits 3e'10 Carissa Jermaine Sheree Talia Venessa Venetia Archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	July 30, 2008 ok today was DAMN TIRING. DAMN. cos i m sleepy, zzz. ok went school, at the dover mrt station that time, suddenly saw glenn's bag, the bag strip, got one damn big fly or wdv, thn i was standing damn near to him la! OMG. immediately moved back sia. omg scary! then i tell him, he was like WHERE. HAHA. then he put down the bag, then carry again, still nvr move, then thought dead alr sia so didnt bother much, then we went sit at the bench, he took out a card frm his wallet, then say, eh help me sweep away leh.. then i WHAT! i more scared than u leh! then i take the card, put near that thing, then pause, cos i scared it FLIES onto my head. then i move back again. hahah. then i breathe in, thn SWEEP. LOL! drop on the floor, it is bee. so it struggled, thn crawl.. finally flew away. hahah. ok reached school, find yutong, then assemble. zzz. nth much. pe, play tennis. sian la... today damn freaky sian. maths olympiad. ZZZ boring... recess.............. geog, test. hard like shit. didnt know what to write, but... hope can at least pass la.. eng. ZZZ! oh the eng recount, need to type out, then send to ms sheena -.- 22/30 . LOL! ok.. then D&T sian la........ tired like shit. almost sleep. after school, yutong didnt go trng, not feeling well, so went home.. eat with hm, jerm, and heidi. ya............... 1.2km in 7 min. tired. wh torture me like mad. i was panting like mad alr, he still hit the ball so damn low. zzz... ya la, half dead alr... went home with hm. chatted alot, its alr 940, i haven done anywork. and oh, i just relaise i need to perform the founder's day thing. REPLACE FELICIA. WTH OK...... tmr stay till 10 leh! WTH! AHHHHH. i m dying... i m dead. July 29, 2008 zzz... sian. ok.. today was damn tired. sleepy... chinese. damn lao kui. chen lao shi asked me whats my opinion for one question, then i dont dare say, scared wrong ma, so i keep quiet for damn long, then chen lao shi just says, aiya i explain la. LOL. omg. damn paiseh la, dont even know how to answer that question. lol. ok then chapel. i tried to control myself not to slp alr lo, but.. ok.. hehe. still uncontrollable. lol. recess. went down eat, then went up. study for chem test. eng, compre test. quite easy.... hope can score? hehe. then... chemistry. shan't say much la. LOL. ok then... physics. acceleration. still not very hard. understand completely. yupp. much easier than velocity and others. LOL. then maths.. chiong like hell lo, ms ng rush rush rush. can die ah. after school, went straight home with yutong. ya. saw nicole at cck. LOL! haha ok thats all. end here, needa study for geog. LOL. byebye July 28, 2008 a tiring day indeed, studying chemistry like gay. zzzz. somemore damn slpy alr, nth seems to go in my brain. pathetic. zzz. off to study bye. July 27, 2008 i love her to bitsssss:D woots! hahaah. cutural night day. hohoho. the card i made for carissa, :D ELMO! WINNIE! :D:D:D i look retarded. that adidas logo shiny like crap. LOL i love her toooooo! :D:D carissa tha best! :D haha and of cos LEEYUTONG hahaha! nor! :D the pic alr said! :D:D haha ah... ok feel so much better after ytd's post. everything also spill out alr, feel so relax now. lol. today, woke up at 10am. zzz. dont know what to do, cos hw all done liao, nth to do.. sit at the study table. daydream. lol. zzzzzzzz. think abt a lot of things. yea... then eat breakfast, started doing maths olympiad. finished almost all liaooo. yea... geog, dont know a lot of questions. ya. tmr got ting xie, didnt bring back my tb home, cant study. zzz....... carissa, lungs also cnt. sian.. hope it will be easy uh. ok nth much.................... tuning more blue each day... July 26, 2008 sian. very tired suddenly. just tired of everthing. the feeling is back again. screwing up my tests, parents saying that i didnt put in effort, needa get a scholarship, losing hope in everything, interest in vball seems to be getting lesser, attitude changed. whats going on... i cnt take it any longer. i feel so stressed. i just want to die. it is much better that way. thinking back, i rmb being called as dog. i dont really care much, i dont mind being insulted, i dont mind ppl scold me, i dont mind ppl give me attitude, i dont mind everything. but theres a limit to everything. it is so unfair, i just want a happy sec 1 life, why cant you give me, piles of homework waiting for me to clear, uncontrollable tears to flow down... theres so much i want to say, you doesnt feel hurt, you doesnt care abt me, you doesnt care what i m thinking, you nvr asked what i want. what am i to you? maybe just your dog, being ordered around here and there. when u need me, you come to me, when u dont need me, i m just an invisible person. i realise the importance of me to u, i have been so wrong the last time, being an idiot.. You tell me that you need me, then you go and cut me down, but wait...you tell me that you're sorry, didn't think I'd turn around and say, it's too late to apologize, it's too late, I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late... I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue.. everything is too late. 一切都无法挽回了.. today training. woke up at 8-.- ready at 830. LOL. so read newspaper and stuff. 9am left hse. ya.. ok reached school, cnt set net all that, cos got the leadership crap... so stay outside. ok so.. quite a lot of ppl came.. ying jun came also.. ya then wh called and ask us go run 2.4 first... ok then... yea bad things happened. suddenly the sec2s decided to go home. ya... like that lo.. so is like.. they heard need to run 2.4 then went home? i dont know la, ya but is guo fen lo. dont want bother, want find out go other ppl blogs. zzzz. trng was ok? only that there were just 9 pathetic ppl. service, damn happy. almost all can over alr. everything ok la, after a while, yutong not well, so stayed in toilet, fel and car went the founder's day thing, so left 6 ppl -.- zzzzzzz. left 1 bgirl nia. yea.. went opp eat after that. went home. doing work now. sorry lo, spoil ur plan, didnt tell me dont say ma. all my fault la, sorry... July 25, 2008 hellooooo... today.. ok la... erm... ok.. reached sch at like.. going 7? ya.. then, talked to classmates, thn find yutong. asembly, felicia went up and talk. HAHAA. omg the voice i cnt stand it. hahaha. thn she says thank you, damn act cute like that. LOLLLL. ya, attire check. ZZZ. pull up my tie, socks, then adjust skirt, everything neat neat. then ms tai comes, zipper, pull up, ZZZ! i pull damn high alr leh! so zip up lo. zzz. suffocate. LOL. ya, then everything ok liao. went back class, 1 period of eng over. ya, so nth much. maths, do work.... ya thats all. zzzz. recess. went down buy food, thn buy cheese sticks for lyanne. so we all like buy food up and eat, thn walk past the chem lab, carissa asked me helped her hold lyanne's cheese sticks, cos ltr she eat finish. then, suddenly ms liang poped out frm nowhere, thn i stonned there. with the 2 cheese sticks in my hand popping out frm the paper bag. omg la, then she says, AH, why got food here?! thn i like, nonono! not mine not mine! thn i pushed the cheese sticks to carissa, thn say not mine! ms liang says, in ur hands, not urs then whose? thn i say, really not mine!!! thn i say, carissa all ur fault la! HAHA. LOL! then sheree, charis and deb damn good lo, ms liang scolding me and carissa, they behind ma, see us kena scolding, RUN up to third floor. LOL! so like, kena chased back to canteen again. but reached canteen, we took the staircase back up again. LOL! give lyane her cheese sticks thn 'scold' sheree they all. ahahha. they laughed like crap la, cos ms liang describe the cheese sticks as, ' why is the cheese sticks FLYING AROUND here?' LOL! hahaha. ok nvm de.... chinese. test. 24/25:D:D:D happy. lol. carissa, dont be sad ok:D u still can score well in ur other components. cheer upppp:D yea, so chen lao shi asked me if i got score full marks, i say NO! 1 mark nia... then she says, who ask u dont want read during holidays. lol. ya then.. english again.. zzz boring.... tabloid groups again. geog... ok la........... we sit behind damn fun.. point middle finger at her for damn lot of times. thean yien more than 10 times, thn i dare him to hold it there for one min. HAHA. thn me and joshia also point at her. LOL, then he says, she cant blame us if she sees it, cos we got middle finger muscle cramp. LOL!!! hahahah. damn funny la. thean yien best lo, after mrs choe scold him, turn her back, he straight away show his middle finger at him. damn funny. ok then dismissed, went down to find yutong. she best. everyone doing the test, she sit back and relax, everything packed nicely alr. LOL! best ah. ya went to meet mdm toh with her. ya, thn went off. took the COLDEST 196 with carina also. wa seh, we cold until~~~~ HAHA, can die leh! cos i see got condensation, thn we decided to board, and freeze inside. HAHA, thn carina says we 变态 . hahahah. ya, reached cle interchange, my specs. DAMN COOL. WHITE LENS. hahahah. ya, took mrt home after that. sleep sia...... reached home, do work, thn online, talked with nicole. LOL her conversation is the longest so far sia! LOL! ahha damn cool. learn a lot more abt her :D happy. LOL July 24, 2008 today was ok... went school myself, simple because he is too slow. LOL. soo... i took the first class 'stand', right at the door there, if got open, still must squeeze like crazy, not careful maybe leg stuck there. LOL. ya, alight, saw yutong's car. LOL... ok.. reached school, paid money for lyanee's bd prezzie, then went off to find yutong. then, chinese. okky didnt come, went soccer match i think. so left 3 girls. lol. today was abt 人不可貌相, LOL. ya, then need to create our own character and stuff, as usual the work is with me now-.- though it says GROUP WORK. dots.. anything la, i do, i benefit what, LOL. i simply love chinese class. :P everything also i answer then sometimes carissa haha. hahah shiok i tell u. maths next. ok la.. do construction of angles again looo. hungry like mad, so bell ring, immediately bring the yogurt bar out and eat. LOL. didnt went down cos need study test and do work. study...... then physics. test hard like shit. didnt do like 3 questions. sure die.. :( sian diao... then matthias tan got extra time again. wth? stupid retard. hmph. then while waiting matthias to finish his test, we can do our own things. thn suddenly realise my maths wrksht lost, ransacked my everything man. still cnt find, ask sarah if she got see, then she found it on matthew's table -.- scare me like shit ok.. if lost must redo leh! zzzz... ok then bio. mr chan was ok.. didnt really listen much la... ok la have.. a bit. ya then... geog. mrs choe ask me question again, anyhow say yes lo, then ask why -.- wth.. so like.. dots.. gave back test.. passed by 2 marks nia.. 12/20. highest sheree-.- 18.5!!! siao wan lo.. ya.. lifeskills next. super duper sian. damn lame la.. me and joshia talk talk talk, nvr listen. haha. thn he says, seems like all the gays and lesbians are pro in a particular thing.. then i say, YAYA! i go thailand also like that, the gays all damn pro, then he says, ya lo, you see the hairdresser, david gan they all so gay, but damn pro. hahah LOL. ok conclusion is homosexual are pro in something. LOL. went locker, yutong and jianping came find me. LOL. ya faster pack liao then zao. mmmm... nth much after that, saw yufan opp. in the end went home tgt. ya.. mrt with jp.. then... thats all, reached home, do work, do do do do and do. then study study study and study. tmr got chinese test. sian diao. lucky 1.15pm end alr. zzz. tiredddd. oh man... need to represent vb to play vb on founder's day -.- wth? in front of ppl.. siao.. sometimes, i just dont understand u. i always thought that i understand u well... i finally realise i was wrong.. i really wish i could die, no more worries, no more sorrows. headache, kill me.. July 23, 2008 sian.. today.. oh say ytd night first, reached home alr not very happy liao, thn parents still scold me, zzzzzz. msg a while, see his msg, cry. lol. 'u cry, i also will sad.' see alr cry more. LOL. ya thn go slp. fell aslp liao, suddenly heard parents talking, damn loudly. -.- they are discussing abt me. zzz! say what my attitude sucks and bla. my mom still add in that she will cane me one day. -.- kns. ccb. this morning, not happy also la. mom come and talk to me, ask me why i ytd like that. zzz. me: i also didnt do anything?!' mom: then why he say u dont want help him on the light? me: SIAO AH. he got ask me on light meh. somemore on light only what, need me to help meh. siao. mom: i dont know what happened la, but no matter what, u still must respect him, he come back frm work very tired alr... bla bla and bla. he come back frm work, tired, thn i come back frm school not la! kns. since u so tired, thn dont talk to me la, talk to me sure quarrel wan what. brainless leh. ok enough of him. blogging abt him only pollute my blog. zzzz. today in school was ok... at first damn suck, see my classmates also dao them. paiseh.. then, pe... vent all my anger on the tennis, hit until i lie on the floor. play with carissa, thn debrief. she asked me what happened.. so like.. ok.. tell her half way, cry a little. dots... maths olympiad next. did my geog, boring like shit. saw mr lim againnnn. ok recess, didnt go eat, did my D&T and geog. managed to finish. geog was ok, sat with charis, according to the partner list, so like frm back seat change to right in front. cnt talk, cnt slack, so copy down everything sia. lol. my first time. carissa sat at my seat, kena punished cos of talking. LOL. ahha. thn eng, zzz SLACK LA. matthias tan kena hyptonise(wdv) by thean yien again. hahahha. damn funny, oh and ytd, he flap his hands like wings. LOL! laughed like crap lo. D&T, draw until very shiok, hahah next time post the pic. hahaha. mr choy see alr also happy siaaa. after bell ring, i thought mr choy went off le, so take my hp out, saw missed call frm yutong, so call back, say half way, mr choy appear in front and ask us to settle down. thn i OMG, yutong yutong, MR CHOY MR CHOY, call u back ltr! LOL! damn funny, thn i hide it between my legs. LOL! hahah, ok, so met yutong after that. look at the year bk, then went home, saw jp, ele and kim, went cle tgt. went home with jp. ya..... reached home, on com, doze off in front of it. LOL! mom talk to me, i also dont know what she talking abt. lol. ya, he come back alr. zzz! dont want talk to him. lol. cant be bothered.... sometimes, i dont know whether if i shld continue. there's so much i want to know, there's so much i want to say, there's so much i want to hear frm u. i really dont know if what u said are true.. July 22, 2008 ok today wasnt a good day.. morning didnt feel good. didnt wanna talk at all.. so is like... chinese... quite boring actually.. nth much? ya.. chapel... erm ya got some talks.. carissa got very frusrtated. so ya... laughed a bit nia la, recess. zzzzzzz. aiya today was boring la, but only the thean yien hyptonising(wdv) matthias tan that part is damn freaking funny. maybe another day thn say. super funny, me and huimin laughed like crap behind.. got my blue crystals today. shiok, damn nice. thn.. aiya very sian la..... yutong helped my buy 2 cheese sticks for my lunch. lol. ya... helped to set up court...today's trng is better somehow... c girls went up set the indoor court like.. 530... ya, thn play there. LOL. damn fun actually. ya... suddenly sth bad bad bad happened... is bad enough.. and now, both parents are scolding me. dad complaining to mum that my tablet pc's batteries are troublesome, like WHATEVER? i also didnt ask you to help me see alr, thn mom joined in and say what, THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DIDNT WANT YOU TO GO FMSS. knnbccb. why must ou control my everything? do u want to control my tears too... thanks jianping... thanks for your encouragements for me ytd night... i thought abt it whole night, crying.. i must thank you.. if not you, i will nvr had mood to go for trainings any more... thanks.. i know what i shld do... an emo music playing on the piano... a forceful smile showed on faces... birds chirping innocently... uncontrollable tears that glistened under the light.... July 21, 2008 sian... zzz... rather moodless today, lessons are boring as usual. i guess i talked less than 100 sentences in class today. -.- joshia gave me a chewing gum, i m happy. lol. failed my IT test. ZZZ. 11/25. kns. mr lee says, i m unhappy abt adeline, line ah line.... -.- DOTS. then he says, too much vball is it? thn i says YA. too much, sick and tired alr. zzzzzz. dont care la. fairsian connect, okky and cheryl went up to present our wheel week activities. lol. okky is ok, cheryl -.- disgusting. ZZZ. skirt uneven, ties up, zzz! she represents our class, no wonder ppl says we are nerds. DOTS.... released at 2pm ok. shiok, plus theres no remedial. freaking hell shiok. ran back class, pack things. sheree cried, cos her pic on the presentation is unglam. lol. thn we go scold the ppl who made that ppt. lol. go find yt. waited..... eat.. played laptop.... go find yg.... aiya go yt's blog for more details. DOTS. lazy write. oh today nancy come and ask me that question that cheyanne(wdv) asked me that day. zzz! ok.. i dont know why the hell everyone is asking abt him now. dots... i cant answer right.... felicia best, says we k***** thats why got flu tgt. DOTS..... it is just... 巧合罢了. LOL. 早知今日，何必当初？ July 19, 2008 sian. very tired. is not trng until tired actually. just very not happy. ... zzz. this morning, hse nearly explode. dad ytd didnt off kettle, this morning, kettle chao da, inside no water. LOL. 6hrs leh, duh right. if expolde i wouldnt be here alr. LOL. trng was sian today, weihong came. at first i at zhu gong, dione receive ball, thn in the end, me and dione change position -.- just cos she cant receive ball. zzz! sai la. zzz dont say alr la. the feeling damn sucks ok. after that, play match, i fang 1? shld be la, thn serve, go play again. overall just sian! mr lim train all the sec1s spiking, yg and wh train me and alex receive ball, -.- i m sick and tired of this.. i dont know whether what he said is true... i lost the interest in vball. though i go for every single trng, i m still not confirm in the main 6. why? just cos i m short? and they are tall? if they come for every trng, i dont mind, if they didnt come for trng, and yet can play in main 6, theres no reason why i shld go for trngs retardly. yes, i said that i will work hard. but did the coach give me chance? i dont want say anymore. July 18, 2008 LOLLLL. today was damn tired alsoooo. lessons are boring -.- as usual. english, ms sheena said she prepared some "fun" things for us to play -.- in the end is treasure hunt. super easy one lo. zzzz! thn maths... hand in work online. then, construct angles... lame la... recess fnally, but didnt eat la, do geog... ya... after recess was chinese. the best lesson today lo... zzz cheyanne(wdv) told me sth, is like.. zzz... but thn not sure if is true not la, but i keep telling myself is definitely FAKE one. so.. ya, then when she says, **** was THERE. freak man... thn he just laughed. -.- LOL. dont care la... is like... just roll my eyes at her lo. LOL. ok, thn got some kind of debate? ya.. chinese one i can, definitely, haha is damn fun! cos need to ask other grps questions until they cnt answer, thn i keep asking. LOL. one question i ask, " what is 背心?" obviously i know right, but thn i just ask. thn whole class laugh hahaha! LOL. damn coollll. thn sometimes only me and carissa rebutting each other. SHIOK. hahah. ya thn eng -.- spelling. she sux lo, today then tell us got spelling. zzzzzzzz! so we learn like crazy. thn like, whole of the back row cheated. hahahaa. except shawn, thomas, nat and thiean yian. LOL. put paper under table, and seeee. LOL. i still look at joshia's paper and talk to him and ask him. hahaha! sheena didnt know. zzzz! ya, full marks man. 100% LOL. after spelling, rachel found out that we cheated. -.- so we were like, she WOULDNT dare to tell cher, but she will tell cheryl, and that bossy cheryl will tell cher. zzzz. who cares, kenna also whole lot of ppl kenna. LOL. sian la... geog next.. DAMN BORING. i sit behind read chinese newspaper. flip and flip, she still dont know. zzz. thn like left 15min, copy some notes, thn bye! LOL went find yutong, helped her escape frm her chem class. her cher very naggy lo. talk and talk, then i open back door, she and karei SNEAKED out. LOL. then eat... training. lim cameee. now they all promote to b girls liao, so c girls like. zzzz. then, today damn lot of ppl came. sun rise frm west ah! LOL. zzz! first day of trng sure all come. normal trng less that 10. zzz. c girls didnt do much lo, b girls09 spike, we do pt. when our turn to spike, they do pt, after that, their turn to spike, we do skipping -.- 1000x. can dieee ah. i did 466. cos i want to grow TALLER. HMPH. and and! i can jump spike a few:D happy. train more sure can liao, i dont care, i must TRAIN HARD HARD. LOL. i so happy lo. LOL. finally get to train properly. ok after trng, went opp with yutong, hm, fel and jerm. go buy bbt, thn eat a bit of food. go home after that. tired.. i now cnt really hear man... ppl say very loud alr, to me still very soft. zzz. ear pain... got air pressure inside. ahhhhh! must make it BURST. LOL. ok.. tmr trng again, 8 to 12, boys 12 to 5. sian. why nvr combine liao ah. zzz. hais... i dont understand... i m empty. July 17, 2008 hohoho. today... are as usual------ BORING. chinese was ok? ya.. but then didnt really talked much... maths... needa redo my hw zzz! yutong helped me draw the angles hahah! THANKSS. recesssss. didnt went down, did my maths, geog, chiong like some crazy. finally done:D thn my cheese stick was brought up by charis. haha! thanks:D geog. zzzzz! very very very very boring. LIKE DOZING OFF. thn i looking at one of my worksheet, suddenly mrs choe says " lets ask..." thn i look at her, thn she says " adeline! " i :O! omg! what she asking abt?! lucky joshia tell me" just say wouldnt." okok. thn i say wouldnt alr, mrs choe says" hmm.. why is it so?" thn i :O what the hell she asking abt?! then joshia tell me say cos many years past. ok then after i say, she says, hmm ok.. sit down. LOL! phew man... i not even listening. only heard her saying ytd test got a GOOD numer of ppl fail. lowest is 3/20 ! :O! scared is meee. :( physics. boring also. ZZZ joanna ong is hopeless. her voice is simply monotonous( spelling shld be like this) ya. can die ah. SLEEP. next was mr chan. at least today's lesson not bad, he keep saying abt SPERM, the flagellum HAHA. LOL thn can swim and all that. LOL man! he today quite funny lo, thn gave us 2 mins of break, do what ever we want. thn i act as mr chan again, sheree laughed till face red. HAHA. LOL MAN! his favourite pose. hehe. then, eh geog supposed to be after bio, ya, thn last peeriod was lifeskills. boring zzz. before that, went toilet, thn i ran back. hahaha. then suddenly, when i ran into the class and turn left, i banged into JOSHIA. WTH?! super pain ok, his hand hit my specs, thn my specs hit my face LOL. thn whole class was like looking? -.- ya sat on the floort cos of ONE wang wang wrapper found in the dustbin. ZZZ. nvm lo, sit then sit. talked abt teens' clothings nowadays. ya.. lame la... released us late lo. but gave us ice cream eat. so dont blame her. HAHA. typical la. :D:D find yutong, then took my worksheet and find ms ng. says cnt, thn stand there and add some things, then can go leee. :D go opp eat, thn went home. LOL. tired. haven do my work yet. hehe. ltr la. ok thats all. BYEBYE :D i dont know which word u said is true, but i realise being a gd friend is better. i hope i wouldnt regret. realising the truth isnt good. i would rather being kept in the dark... it hurts somehow.... why am i jealous when i heard that? or maybe not jealous... more like angry? she is over the moon now, not cos she is able to do that thing, but to be able to get close to him and discuss abt the thing. i may seem that i dont care. but.. theres just a weird feeling that hit me. is it a crime to like you? i didnt mean to, and i dont want to. but i cant control... July 16, 2008 yooo. today woke up a little later, but reached sch before 7. damn tiredddd. went assembly, mr ow acknowledge a lot of ppl, lastly is volleyball c girls, thn ask us to stand -.- of cos i didnt stand right! didnt even play frm zonals until nats, stand for what? ltr ppl say i action -.- so didnt stand la, yufan ask me, but dont want, paiseh. hahaha! only the main ppl stood up, main FIVE. :( after that was pe. play tennis lo. very sian la, i set up the poleessss! :D:D thn carissa and sheree wore fbt-.- they wear the wrong shorts. LOL! yea.. after that, mathsss. i damn guai okkk... i did all the problems! :D teacher says i diligent. HAHA. yea.. but 2 questions wrong ... -.- recess. almost WHOLE class were doing geog. chioning like some mad ppl. only i there walk here and there. -.- haha. cos i can say joshia didnt tell me anything :) it is a fact. haha so geog test.. not bad la, hope i can get quite high? haha. hope sooo. english was damn boring i tell you. SUPER. i want to sleep but cant. zzz. dnt was WORSE. cant hear what mr choy talking lo. thn draw this draw that. eyelids alr closing still need to draw. zzz! finally bell rang, but mr choy didnt let us go -.- so i play solitaire. play play play, thn he come and look at my work, i gei gei write sth on windows journal -.- after that still didnt write anything. -.- mind alr went blank how to think? zzz. went eat a little, thn went to yio chu kang sports hall. go take medal. bpgh c boys got champ. LOL. cedar champs for c girls. saw celest, shi hui and valerie. wootsss. damn funny la, they keep hiting my leg. LOL. sian... thn 5 plus then reach sch. went home with glennnn. ya... now chionging work. ahhh! a lot of hw to doooo! i loved you. July 15, 2008 hoho... today won xin min got nats 3rd. very long nvr post alr. very tired, qiyue left... hais... this feeling very sucky... sian... hw undone. i tmr thn post a proper one. i wanna slp alr. bb somehow, i realise nth can save me anymore, i cant regain the feeling, we are just normal good friends that are quite close. i m trying my best to regain it... yet i failed... last time, i had been trying to forget him, now, i forgot him, yet i want to like him once again.. whats my problem? hais. July 13, 2008 today woke up at 1030am. saw yutong's msg, LOL. she at yew tee CC having baby comp. hahah, so faster eat breakfast, changed, thn went down. damn LOL. hahah, her cousin damn cute! hhaha. but still didnt win anything :( nvm.. so went jec watch hell boy 2. damn nice:D ahah. damn cold inside lo, thn keep passing the jacket ard. hahah. oh! before we watche movie, saw yan ying again, at the arcade. she like everyday go there lo. LOL. thn we make a card and play racing. -.- i damn pathetic la, last position leh, ZZZ! first time play-.- hahhah! after movie, go homeeeee. didnt go swimming, cos my throat pain like shit, voice also a bit squeaky. LOL. ltr going ah ma hse eat! :D haha, finally finished making the card for carissa. hahah. also finished my zuo ye:D haha, ok thats all. bye. yutong's blog song damn nice lo... agree with the lyrics man... ' what makes her so much better than me?' zzz. maybe i shldn't. July 12, 2008 yoooo... tired... very... training today, cant wake up lo.. thn.. saw huimin at cck mrt station so went school with her. trng, quite alck lo, coach train c girls nia, thn we go join boys. -.-do a lot of stuff, finally can go up, suddenly dont know what happened, yg dont want train c girls liao, so train b girls spiking, i jie qiu -.- so freaking scary la. esp hui min and yutong's ball. LOL. after a while, we play match. FUN. LOL. go opp play setter, walao very confusing mannn. but ok la, run here and there. zzz. went eat with yutong, fel, and huimin. thn we took 99 with yutong, LOL, 3 plus then reach home. veryyyyyyyyyyy tiredddd. ltr got lesson again. ZZZ! my blog is serioudly dead la, but i dont care la, this blog is meant for me to vent my anger/sorrows, everything. haha so no one comes tag also nvm :D hahah. damn siannnn. LOL. nth to post abt... if i knew things will turn out like this...... if i knew that i will regret..... if only i knew.. then things wouldnt be so bad... 我绝对不会重蹈覆辙。 July 11, 2008 it has been a longggg time since i posted.blog seems to be dead? LOL. hahahha. all cos of the freaky e learning! LOL. today was TIRING. slept at 12 last night. woke up at 530 today, damn damn damn tired. yawn like crazy on the way to school.. reached school, find carissa they all, thn yutong's locker. damn sian la... today was a suay day, my thermometer just nice no batt -.- wth? thn ms tai ask me go down, thn i tell mr ow, he says, ' do u think i can switch with you?' i also didnt mean that right! the answer is so obvious -.- so spend FIVE bucks on that thing -.- mr owyong wants to talk to us, so go parade square gather, thn first 2 periods GONE. hahahah. LOL. maths after that, gave back test... hmm... it is BADLY done. i need go remedial.. hais.. pathetic... see the marks also sian ah. hmph.. no moooood. recess. ate yutong's salad! :D:D thn chinese... suddenly, i saw a black black thing'rolling' on the floor, thn i thought is ball of dust, so i just look away, thn i look again, faster stand up and point la! OMG. thn i say COCKROACH! thn after that, i realise is chinese lesson, so shout, lao... lao.. shi! ZHANG LANG. AAHHAH LOL! thn the girls sitting near me all jumped up. HAHAH. thn ms chin use the dust pan and squashed it. SQUASHED IT. LOL. thn i say, lao shi, very can2 ren3. HAHA thn she says, u want that cockroach to crawl here and there? LOL la. 1 period of chinese over, we go out of class liaooo. go eat and stuff then went for match. lost to cedar again, 2-0. but c girls, jiayou for semi finals! you all can do it! jia you! you all played really well today.. just keep it up! :D jiayou! haha went back school, took bus tgt with, alex, simin, ym, jia le/hui and jing hui. super LOL. cos got one bee. thn alex pull my sleeves! LOL. thn she scream like some mad woman. HAHAH. DOTS. reached school, saw yutong.. slack a while, looking at her maths and chemistry.. super harrrddd. LOL. thn play ball! :D:D ya, play damn long, tired. went opp, eat maggi mee, thn go home. talk and talk. went home... slpt like gay in the mrt. omg la. i think everyone is like looking at me, cos my head keep tilting here and there. LOL. reached home, eat jelliesss:D thn online. yea, trng tmr, 8 to 12, going slp soon bye bye. i really dont know what to do... this feeling isn't right. i dont know whats going on... July 8, 2008 yea, training this morning. didnt do much la, thn went ccab for competition, saw quite lot of ppl! celestine, wei cheng, owen, and noel. haha, yup, won 2-1. against jurong. first 2 sets very close! but third set like thrashed alr. LOL. tmr trng, jia you c girls! st hildas next! jia you! lol. went home after match. took 67 straight reached cck. but journey was damn longggg. zzz. reached cck, buy mr beannn to eat, reached home, glenn at home liao. LOL. oh and, today my mom woke me up at 530. -.- she thought i got sch. zzz! thn i stand up and off the toilet light, thn dad come and ask me, zzz! slp la, dont care, suddenly, 830, glenn wakes me up -.- ask if i got $5. LOL. dots ok... nvm, so i cant slp anymore, so went living rm slackkkk. glenn seems to be rushing to sch. LOL. if he got sch, is like 830 alr leh, walao, late like siao. HAHA. heck, so eat breakfast liao, bathe, thn left hse. doing e learning ltr. siannn. tired liao how to do. sian... tagss: yutong: yes u better laugh now. laugh! :D smilee! :D cheer up u toot! LOL, nah, not u:D is my real mom. hahas, ltr really tian da lei pi, BOOM BOOM BOOM. ahah! carissa: yea.. i m quite ok leeeee. thanksss. welcome <3ss! jodie and alena: okok. i that time add pics u all didnt come. LOL. i try my best to find pics. haha jermaine: yea:D i love you too:D July 7, 2008 hellooo. ok first my 200th post! LOL. yupp, trng today lo. at spans again, simin suddenly dizzy, so in the end didnt go. so only me plus main 6. zzz felt damn extra... nvm.. so like take mrt there. damn lot of ppl. reached there... warm up... thn yg ask me pie4 qiang2 lol. he says no more underhand, learn spiking. LOL. but i nvr try before lo... how to spike and all that. LOL. try lot of times but cant give up ma.. so try try try, he come teach me, thn says i next year spiker. zzz LOL. though very happy la, but... i dont think is true? aiya nvm... thn improve a little. thn drink water. after that, adelin and qiyue joined me, thn wh come teach, woots, finally can pie4 liaoooo. happy la duh, thn wh says i can drink water liao, hands red like shit, painful. now ok alr la. thn... play game. fun? quite la. cos only me, jiao lianssss and mr lum. walao, thn they say i traitor, cos a lot of balls die at my position there. LOL. ya thn after trng, they went bathe. after that, lobang jiaolian car go hdb hub, eat burger king and go home. while the rest went.. causeway? ya... very tired. reached home, no one at home. online... then... bathe, mom came back liao. bought sth for me to eat:D but after that she damn irritating, say what, u just reach home ah? why take so long, just now u msg me say u eat thn go home ma, take so long? go where? WTH? i eat and went straight home ok, u dont believe is ur f---reaking problem, none of my business what. i say, i didnt go anywhere what! go eat burger king thn go home alr! like that very rude ah? SIAO. i also didnt say, ' u siao ah, dont anyhow say me' if i said that, u say rude, i speechless leh, ok nvm thn after like a min, she says where and what u ate? i say BURGER KING and hdv hub there alr, ask ask ask, bloody hell. wth, i alr damn fed up alr ok, thn continue to say, u talk to me better talk nicely, dont regret after i beat you. -.- beat la, freaking hell, u want beat thn go ahead la. is not like u need my permission to beat me. kns. 781. no energy to angry anymore la, dont want talk to her lo. -.- save my breath. argh. ok, ltr got the vball showwww. cool. shld be watching, tmr 1130 trng. until 1230, eat, thn competition. soo. yutong, not going online le.. unless u online at night lo. LOL. my this week damn packed la, like tmr, whole morning and afternoon gone, so left at night to do my e learning. sian.. wednesday also got trng, so morning and afternoon gone. zzz. thursday got competition. wth... sian la. bloooooody hell. she scolding me again. ccb. i cnt take it alr. i really cant, theres a limit in everything. i wanna die. July 6, 2008 yo! hah, ytd's funfair was quite fun. hehhe. reached sch damn early, so went to yutong's locker, haven come yet, so.. went up see if classroom is locked, thn went down find sheree and lyanne. after a while, cheryl came, says go to our classroom, go up, classroom is locked what, tell her alr thn say what, ms tai says wan. DOTS. nvm la, so... went down with carissa to our food stall to set up, thn ms tai ask me and sheree go up take all the things down, in the end, all taken down liao, so put our bags instead, LOL. ya.. thn shift 1 started their duty, thn me, sheree and lyanne went walk here and there. slack, thn shift 2 starts, me and lyanne went games stall while sheree went food stall, thn is like damn lot of ppl helping out there, so we 2 slack, go pri sch buy drinks frm 1f's stall. LOL! hahah. damn slack, conclusion is that i didnt do anything abt the games stall. haha. but i got help a bit at the food stall okay... run up with deborah and get the cutleries leh. hehehe. yup, thn walk here walk there. after that go see teachers get dunked. thn got one boy DAMN CUTE LA. uber cute! eyes big big wan! thn he keep looking at me ma, so i give him the lollipop, thn he wants to give me one mouth of corn sia. HAHAH. thn me and charis play with him, damn cute la, thn she took pics of him, next time thn post. hehe. thn he going off soon, so his dad ask him to hug us, omg, haha! thn he come and sit on my lap :D hehe. cute dao~~ haha! haha. thn haunted hse! omg damn scary la, i hold deborah hole until damn damn tight. wa. scary la. dont want describe anymore. LOL. thn find yutong, go ard playing games lo. LOL. tried a lot of times to win the ipod, but is damn difficult la. LOL. sian diao. thn a while ltr, yueling, grace, yan jia and claris came, thn ms tai up there waiting to get dunked, so is like, 1e go bid lo. we got to bid first, thn, 20 tries all didnt get leh, thn mr lee ask if we can dunk another 5 tries, thn she says must raise money, thn ok, 5 tries, also nvr. wth la! thn another person come and dunk her. got a few times, thn our turn again, 12 tries. thn only i hit the thingy! LOL! out of 37 tries only 1 kena hit leh! LOL. thn like ard 4pm, go use all the tickets. hahah! cos 5pm all close liao ma, thn use like crazy. LOL. after that, yutong's mom ask if i want go movie with them, so ok lo, can dont need go lesson ma, so wanted to go up and take bag, thn the staircase way all close. so ran to find ms tai, thn she asks me go find ms sheena, so chiong there, took the key, thn run to the staircase near staffroom there and go up to 3 floor, took my bag, thn run down through the long way and run to the games satll give back the key, thn run back to canteen and meet yutong. wa, super tiring man, no stamina. hahah! ya, thn went je, eat pizza, thn watch hancock. quite nice. haha. yutong sent me home, thn bathe and slp. today woke up at 845! thn continue to slp until 10 lo. LOL. carissa and celesine's birthday today! :D happy birthday u two! :D CELESTINE, bestie for years. hehe. :D gd luck in all you do, and stay happy forever! :D loves! CARISSA, my hyper and gd friend!! hahas, u nvr fails to cheer me up too! thanks for everything u did for me! :D loves! mom just now asked me how i get online, she seems to be suspecting i got the wireless thingy, LOL. but i tell her i using other ppl wireless thing, thn she like dont believe. dots. now asking me to do chinese newspaper. -.- i just finish my eng, thn now she asking me do chinese. cant i rest? argh. stupid la. ltr got swimming again. tmr got trng, adelin says i need to go. hmph. 720 at je lo.. sian... ok la thats all byebye. i could never rest... you keep forcing me to do what i do not want to... it's forever. July 4, 2008 hehe ok.. today was funfair preparation again... haha. didnt slack today ok... touch up the banner they did ytd leh... me and lyanne do the final- final touch up. wa nice until! hahah. happy! cos everyone says the banner very ugly, esp the games stall ppl. hmph. show them what is NICE. LOL. so in the end, they see ours, damn nice, not happy with us la, HAHA. cos they still need to climb up the ladder and colour, thn redo. muhahahah. i m evil:D who ask them dont want ask us to help. neh ni neh ni poopoo. hahahha! so is like spend the whole morning doing that banner... ya, and hanging up the banner... like that lo... thn in the end, me and lyanne nth to do, so do the class notice board which is another piece of pathetic board, thn we pluck everything out la. HAHA. use construction paper and stapler. damn colourful la. hahaha. so.. after that, we draw the ' class matters ' thn cut out, by the time finish, sch over liao, then ms sheena debrief. 145 thn dismiss. hehe, so is like, ms sheena says, the board is better alr uh, i say OF COS LA, me and lyanne do wan leh. hahahah! too thick-skinned alr:P hahah. thn she give me that bimbo face. hahaha! after that, went find yutong, go eat, thn play ball. hehe. ms ng is frigging cute la! hahahah! cnt stand it alr la. hahah. too bad cnt dunk her. sadded. LOL. ya.. so play ball with erm.. yutong, hui min, cheryl and latonia, and mr weee. thn go home with yutong. hahah. ya. headache again la. sian diao, but now a bit ok liao, i frm cle all the way until cck, didnt wear specs. hahah. cos headache thn dizzy lo. saw glenn at cck, so went home tgt. on the bus, i slpt like retard la! head keep tilt here and there! omg. but seems like after i slp on the bus, my headache went off a bit. :D:D gdgd! haha. reached home, online, thn bathe, eat thn post. hehehhe. ok tmr is FUNFAIR liao, i dont care, gonna win all the ipods and stuffs :D hahah! try luh... yupp. thats all. BYEBYE! oh! i saw gerace today also! :D:D:D thats why i m happy the whole day. hahaha! :D July 3, 2008 yup, today was a boring dayyy... just funfair preparation. is damn hell boring la. i sleep, thn wake up, nth to do ma, so walk ard, go find yutong, thn help her with her stuff. hahaha. damn sian lo... class in chaos lo, then, go back, started drawing things on whiteboard. thn i saw the word BEE HOON, so i write, SEAH in front, cos got one guy in our class call, puay hon, thn sound like BEE HOON, thn laughed until MAD la, so like.. add surnames in front of BEE HOON, NUGGETS! hahah! damn fun la! thn 1245 alr, went down. eat thn went for competition. lost 1-2 to dunman. nvm girlsss! work hard for the next competition! jiayou! u all can do it! :D thn... went back sch.. slack, thn go find carissa they all. cos they doing the banner thing for funfair, so i go extra. HAHA. bin kai also there lo. LOL. so like, they paint the thing... thn keep liao, got paint on the floor, so must help to srub off... ya. use a lot of effort thn scrub la. after that, went back class. talk to ms tai and ms sheena. thn ms tai ask me to help her wash the brushes properly, is like omg la! i dont know how they washed them at first one lo, so many paints left there! LOL, so wash until damn clean, thn go home. hahah! with carissa and lyanne. took mrt with carissa. damn funny la, cos like, the mrt very squeezy ma, thn she says, u not so fat ba... can squeeze de la. thn i say ya la, but if ur friend, what clarabelle ah, come hor, thn cnt liao la. thn she laughed. HAHA! say i very evil. LOL! fact what. ahahhaha! ya, thn... reached home, elder bro at home only, so use com... thn... bathe... thn mom came back. ya. very tired la.... tmr still got the funfair preparation again. so damn boring... zzz. ya, after sch got the video watching again, i think i dont need go ma... coach that time didnt tell me.. LOL. dont know.. if not watching thn play ball lo. lol. damn sian.. tired.. everything has changed now... it is not like before... but i will nvr forget those times. i dont know what has happened between us that changed everything. but i really hope we can be like last time, sharing the same laughter... but i know, we could nvr go back like this... theres an invisible wall that broke us into 2. we scant communicate as well as before alr.. i dont blame you, maybe is my fault? i miss you... July 2, 2008 yoyo. :D hahah. i secretly keep the wireless thing in my drawer :D hahahah. hmm.. today saw gercae ang and kityarn!!!! went sch with them:D best thing on earth=see gerace:D haha:D today was a bad day at first, cos.... on the bus, realise i forgot to bring my geog workbook. ahhhhhhhhhh. i first time do so nicely, thn forgot bring. zzz! thn... forgot bring thermometer! gosh... ok.. dont care la. thn forgot bring kaya or wdv. LOL. and then, dad didnt give the concession(wdv) money, thn i use my fri's lunch money to top up my card. zzz! ji dan. nvm lo.. reached sch.. thn go yutong's locker. form teacher's LC.. i go in, i tell sheree i forgot bring damn lot of things, thn she laughed at me la! hahaha. LOL! thn she went find me, carissa also, so is like, tell them, i no money to go sch at first, thn they laugh, ask me fly here. LOL! haha. they very funny lo. haaha! thn after that, sheree says, SILVER WINGSSSS, thn the hand move as if she really got wings, thn carissa also do, thn joshua behind, thn accidentally slap his butt la! HAHAHHAH! omg, laughed like damn siao la! damn funny! HAHAAH! thn she was like, OMGGGGGG! wipe her hands here and there. HAHAH. ok thn ms tai explode. HAHA. so went back seat. ya, thn she keep on talking la, kns, talk talk talk, until 8am leh, 15 min of pe GONE. sai. retarded lo. pe... play a little of tennis nia, not fun at all. thn shawn low go hit one ball directly to my face. wa super duper pain la, thn my specs like crooked. LOL. is small, but he exert damn lot of strength la. LOL. nvm. volleyball is worse. hahah. came back, mathssss! :D mr lim came again. hahaha. so today is abt arithmatics. indices easier lo. LOL. this one very complicated sia. didnt listen what the teahcer talking la, so boring. LOL. recess... eat, thn went up. geog, mrs choe lost her voice, shiok, geog workbook dont need collect lol. just set up the projecter(wdv) for damn long, used up almost 1 period, thn watched video for another. thn BYE! hahah. sheena cameeee. erm... OH! damnit la! we were told to take sweets out of the bag without looking in ma, so take, i took a purple sweet, cos got diff colour, thn after that, go find grps of 4 or 5 with same colour of sweets, thn me and huimin found each other, so is like, omg grp of 4 or 5! thn matthias tan also purple! OMGGGG. we freak out la! thn in the end, we say we dont have a grp, soo... matthias also dont have, thn is like.. ok confirm 100% he in our grp, nvm, ok... thn lionel lo also purple and dont have a grp! OMG thn walao eh! useless freak, plus a retard! kns! is like, equals to only me and huimin doing all the work ok. freaking hell. so damn hell pissed off la, that matthias tan... ARGH! hate him la! kns. dnt... ZZZ! SLEEP AH. copy everything we drew to our tablets, thn... watch a video. wa.. watch until i sleep, really fell aslp la, cos mr choy behind me, so cnt see ma, so slpppp. thn wake up suddenly. hahah. damn sian, eyes keep closing lo. hahah. so like slack like hell la, dont want do what he asked us to do, too tired alr la. thn 215, finally over! WOOHOOO. shiok. pack my things, zao! go toilet, thn saw jianping, huimin and eleanor, thn wanted to go home tgt with me and yutong also, thn they says they will drag a bit, so went meet yutong. went dover eat, thn mom called, ltr at night thn go specs shop liao la. hahah. soooo... after that, took bus... to interchange. thn damn funny la, cos i told her how joshia tells me what the drug free key chain is made of. then she laughed until siao. hahahahah. took mrt... nth much after that. reached home... bathe, thn... eat a bit, thn online. ltr going finish the homework. hahah. damn sian la... talking abt next year c girls la, dont say alr, make me feels more sad plus angry. hmph. okie, thn saw his msg, c boys lost... thn, not in top 8 alr. wa sian diao la... thn msg... talk online... yea la, thats all...bye ppl! tagsss: carissa: HAH lol. YEA SIAN. LOL! wa suddenly got ppl say i wonderful. HAHAH. :D July 1, 2008 ok i m back posting againnnn. ok after that was fineee. haha fun la actually haha. still got headache wan, thn laugh until no more. HAHA. LOL. cos after trng, we went opp buy bbt... thn took bus. 196. thn yutong was looking at my inbox ma. LOL. nth to look at also what! hmph! let her see to prove my innocence. :D haha. thn suddenly cnt find the elmo msg! :O! sian diao la! wth! i think accidentally deleted it :( nvm. HAHA. thn we talked abt 781 and stuff again. HAHHA. damn hell funny, cos got one whole paper full of that, thn got one is ma de fa ke. so... i read la, cos i only saw the 'fa' so thought is fa dou, thn read, think... OH SHIT. is that bad word! HAHA. walao! thn yutong laugh like crazy la! no choice ma! i slow. haha lol! damn funny can alr la. took mrt with huimin and jianpinggg. hahha. ok la, nth much after that. so reach home, faster bathe then eat. online, thn do work:D hahha. very guai hor. haha. took the wireless thingy out secretly wan la, cos mom not at home. :D haha. damn sian la, tmr got dnt. ZZZ! now i hate it la, maybe cos is like freaing TWO hours. argh, and draw bo liao things. LOL. got hw, but i dont knw what to draw, maybe tmr just scribble sth la. hahah. oh and tmr got maths olympiaddd:D damn happy. hahah paiseh la yutong, hahha. ooo! somemore got pe. LOL. thn...geog, eng and dnt. hahah. tmr, after recess all very sian wan lo. ... not staying back tmr. going make specs i think. :D hehe supposed to do proj la, but i dont want go lo, tim.s also everytime didnt go. ZZZ. oh! in class and grp works were GREAT with the K.N.S grp man. HAHAH laugh like some retards lo! HAAH. esp, sheree. laughed at almost EVERY single thing. HAHA. thn is like, i go act as mr chan, go slam the bks on the teacher's table, thn shout sheree's name, thn she laughed like some crap alr lo! HAHAAH. cos thats they way he always do. HAHAAH. damn funny, thn show off his belly:D ahhahahha. mad la. super mad la. HAHA. one word to describe them: GREAT. :D hahahah. shiok la. HAHA. did some grp work with carissa, okky and johnathan kwan. zz. haha damn slack la, just walk ard the room and take pics. ahhahaha. thn we keep taking ms ng la. damn hell funny. HAHAHA. thn took FPC. OMG she kneel on the floor with butt facing the sky, thn sheree go take la. OMG. HAHAHAHAH! laughed like mad la. LOL! ya la, thats all, ahhahahaha! ma de fa ke! HAHAHHAHAH tags: gerace: Haha okie, nvm la, we shall meet up next time ok. haah. sre will have chance, teacher's day coming ma:D ahhahah carissa: ahhaha LOL! ok.. lessons are getting more boring lo. hahha:D in school now. training for sec1s is over. damn sian 530 over leh! zzz. previous days dont want post abt it alr la, is either, piss off, sad or what, no happy wan. LOL. only in class then laugh like mad. zzz. training today was damn slack la, just do some underhand, take weights, then... dismiss. zzz. damn freaking not happy la. sian. class today was damn damn damn damn boring la, oh, didnt bring back my zuo ye home ytd, so didnt do, haha tell ms chin, i forget bring. LOL. yea. chapel was... ok. just keep laughing. then recess. after recess, all the periods boring like siao. chemistry... physics... then maths. maths, slack 2 perods. zzz. thn sch over, eat thn training starts, try to post ltr at home, byebye.
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