Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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July 22, 2008
ok today wasnt a good day.. morning didnt feel good. didnt wanna talk at all.. so is like... chinese... quite boring actually.. nth much? ya.. chapel... erm ya got some talks.. carissa got very frusrtated. so ya... laughed a bit nia la, recess. zzzzzzz. aiya today was boring la, but only the thean yien hyptonising(wdv) matthias tan that part is damn freaking funny. maybe another day thn say. super funny, me and huimin laughed like crap behind.. got my blue crystals today. shiok, damn nice. thn.. aiya very sian la..... yutong helped my buy 2 cheese sticks for my lunch. lol. ya... helped to set up court...today's trng is better somehow... c girls went up set the indoor court like.. 530... ya, thn play there. LOL. damn fun actually. ya... suddenly sth bad bad bad happened... is bad enough.. and now, both parents are scolding me. dad complaining to mum that my tablet pc's batteries are troublesome, like WHATEVER? i also didnt ask you to help me see alr, thn mom joined in and say what, THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DIDNT WANT YOU TO GO FMSS. knnbccb. why must ou control my everything? do u want to control my tears too... thanks jianping... thanks for your encouragements for me ytd night... i thought abt it whole night, crying.. i must thank you.. if not you, i will nvr had mood to go for trainings any more... thanks.. i know what i shld do... an emo music playing on the piano... a forceful smile showed on faces... birds chirping innocently... uncontrollable tears that glistened under the light.... |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |