Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Adeline!, 12021995 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits 3e'10 Carissa Jermaine Sheree Talia Venessa Venetia Archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	September 30, 2008 i guess. its back to the old square. nth much i could say. dont know. dont feel like posting. just know that 1e is getting more fun. chinese was okay. ms chin say until very touching lols. then chapel. very fun. me carissa and sheree laugh laugh laugh. oh, marikitaya that time. damn funny. cos we went in to shelter, then sing sing sing. then keep on got ppl blow their nose like that. blow in la. then. continuously got that sound. then like become the national anthemn tune la. then i cnt stand it. i laugh like crap, like what they said, i vibrated. -.- then i laugh laugh laugh. see deb's head the hair keep shaking i laugh even more. but then i stop la. LOLS. eng was okay? ah we played games, then 2 rows one grp then ah need to send one representative. so we sent vanessa sim. then ms sheena says, okay, now she is going to read out a list of MUSHROOMS. then i WHAT?! then she says again MUSHROOMS. then me and sheree laughed like mad.then sheree asked again, a list of WHAT?! FOOD? HAHAHAHAH. lols. then me and lyanne ah throw papers at each other. damn funny. at first is shoot at sarah lo. then change target become me-.- LOLS. damn funny. then we shoot shoot shoot. her aiming damn .. HAHA. okay mine is not any better la. then we play like mad. then waiting for mrs tan and ms lee to come. then we run ard like crazy. cos i put the paper inside sheree's uni. then ah. she cahsed me out of the class then i go toilet hide. LOLS! in the end, stuck in her camisole HAHA. super funny. then mrs tan see us running ard. we kin kin run back to our places LOLS. chem was boring-.- do practice questions. then ah. we started again. while waiting for JO. run run run. then i put one big ball of paper in sheree's shirt again. HAHAHA. throw.. then lyanne keep aiming me la! then sarah go throw one wet tissue at her. DAMN FUNNY. throw over her head alr, lyanne still dont know. LOLS! play like mad. then jo came. did quiz. KNS one grp, then when i tell JO our grp name is kns. she stare at me la! ... stare stare stare. quiz was okay. is need to kill ppl one la. then our first target was PPF. then TAS. DAMN funny. i think haven even 3rd quiz, ppf died liao LOLS. then we aimed ppf using the paper la. super funny. cos i stand at her table there, then carissa gei gei throw to me, then in the end, hit ppf HAHA. LOLS. math was okay. sleepy. no mood to play liao. then she gave us WANG WANG. then we were like. walao SOMEONE says she wants to be on diet. then now eating like pig. we just started on the second piece nia, she finished liao. LOLS. PIGGGG. ah.... after sch, went opp buy sweet. lyanne and deb is sweet eaters man. i ate one nia, lyanne finished one tube liao. LOLS. ookay. went IMM. saw clement, joanne, yan jia andddd.... cheryl... all RV-.- go buy stuff. then... went home. went lot one. buy more stuff. then went home. wah i like mad woman like that. reached home, lock doors, kin kin run to the room. pack everything into the bag i bringing tmr LOL! i did everything in like 15 min? LOLS! and the bottle also. LOLS! then suddenly my mom called. i counting half way. then pick up. she says she at limbang. i chua tio. wa faster put all the rubbish in one plastic bag, then stuff under my shelf there. LOL! then gei gei do my pen stuff. HAHA. ok thats all. i go study liao. geog is on THURSDAY. i m doom. not sure why am i doing these. i felt a sense of insecurity. i am always thinking of you. thinking of how we ever met. thinking of the days i had. but now, these things dont matter anymore. cos i will still be there. even when darkness enveloped. September 29, 2008 so sian. today ah.... okay la. went to a super small classrm. compared to ours la. then super hot. but i like sia. cos can anyhow sit. then whole gang sat behind heheheh. so shiok. then... erm.. music and dnt... okay la. boring.... chinese... ya very fun. cos play games. DAMN FUNNN:D i love chinese. ok nvm. then recess. ya. bio.... maths... IT... oh IT very slack today. very shiok. we go see kibum's pics!!!:D:D hehe. then class contact. HAHA. NO TEACHER COME IN. cos ms tai nvr come. then the relief cher ask us do our own things then zao alr! so we ah, walk here... there... go locker... do anything. no one care one la. so ya.... sian la. then after sch, go meet mr lum, abt the jersey stuff. then... we took black for c girls lo. aiya dont feel like posting la. bye. oh ya! i saw grace ang and kit yarn today. totally brightens my day:D but now.... nvm. i shall not talk abt that anymore. bye how i wish i have a time machine, so that i could stop the time when i am with you. how i wish there wasnt a thing called time. so that i could be with you until the day when i die. September 28, 2008 okay, using firefox to blog. kns sia. firefox is so weird. if write broken eng will have red red lines below, saying spelling error-.- LOLS. okay my IE is SCREWED. -.- sian la. dont know what happened lols. today was boring. nth much happened. OH I WENT TO MEET GRACE! :D:D she helped me print dnt stuff. yay! ahhas. she is my saviour u know. i dont know go how many places and try to print, but cnt. only her hse the com can read windows journal. i gtg ltr then post again bb okay back frm swimming. HAHA i nearly choke when i swam. HAHAH. those who know what happened before that will know. hahahah! OMGGGG. HAHHA. i was like laughing like some shit. hahahhaha! OMG! she says he is HOT! HAHAHHA. GAY! LOLS. sian haven been studying. needa mug man! sian.... gtg byebye. i will love you for who you are. love is like being in a fairytale. it always start with once upon a time.... September 27, 2008 5 more post to 300! hahas. actually just nice, 5 more post then eoys. so ya. after that 5 posts, i think i stop until everything is over. then start again. hehe. i finished D&T! whoooo. but not sure if can a not la. i chiong finished ytd night. 12 then sleep-.- yea. ate dinner with yutong, yufan, their mom and friends. thenn.. ok la. nvr eat much. cos like.... not very hungry, though i nvr eat lunch. lols. so ya. hmmm... in the car super funny la. cos like. their mom's friends also took the car, then we squeezed behind. then they started asking him if he interested in their daughters. HAHA. i was like laughing la. lols! yea. so 8.52. hahas. i went off after a whileee. hehe. reached home, only dad at home. ya nth much liao la.. today wake up at 10 :O! supposed to be 8 or 9 la. then 10-.- going do work soon. zzz.... sian. i dont know i can go on 1 october a not.... ... SIAN. :( tags sheree- hahas. thanksss!:D jyjy for eoys! yutong-hahahas! correct what. laugh+breathe tgt will come out snort. LOLS. haha okay jerm-hahaha! hellooooo. hahas. nice ma hehe. send meee!:D hehehe. carissa-HAHA. hmm ya a bit la. hahas. kibum<333!> yufan- dont know leh. should be can la. i try. i didnt expect it to happen. i dont know what to doooooo... hais. sian. maybe i shouldnt care anymore. i gave up somehow. I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. September 26, 2008 hello. ok. today was late. for like ... half and hour. i sat on the bus for almost 1 hour la! hahas. but good. cos skipped attire check lols. shiok la. then me and sarah msgin, then met her befoer i went in to class. hahs. then we still walk one round, then go class. hahas. stupid eng, so boring. do essays. zzz then maths. can die. boring....-.- recess. did geog. in the end nvr collect. zzz. then ah.... chinese. wah. i go back take my dictionary to get the stamp, then when went in to the rom, saw rose and box and envelope. i chua tio. LOLS. hahah. then everyone was like laughing lols. nvm. hahas. so whole lesson, i was like wondering how to bring back la. then yea... partnered okky to do some shitty compo thing. then.. eng again-.- essay-.- zzz anyhow write la. then geog-.-stupid sia, cos before that me, lyanne and sarah were running ard like crazy hahas. then she threw me something after we greet her, then cwl saw.then she like, wah! tsktsk... i realise you and sarah very talkative-.- we also nvr talk! only throw things nia-.- lols. then... i looking at the rose under my table, then talking to thean yian la. then she was like, ADELINE.. -.- bloody hell la. -.- then er nth much. went to meet yutong then yufan then went homeeee. ya. ltr going dinner with yutong. lols. all her fault. USE MY NAME. lols. siannnnnn. nth much to write leh. kibum is cute. HAPPY 1 MONTH! :D:D sorry didnt buy anythingggg... sorrry. lols. hahas loves!:D i dont know. i feel so stressed. i felt so left out sometimes. i dont know... i am sort of scared? i dont know what i suppose to do. my mind is really blank. i am tired. tired of living on. i just think of the scary things that might happened. and it really sucks. the feeling sucks. i hate being in 1e. why must the teachers give us so much work just cos we are in 1e? WHY WHY WHY. September 25, 2008 yo! okay. i broke my promise again. not suppose to be online one. nvm... ok ytd night was pissed off. first was PPF( pui pui fats) then was parents, LIKE WHATS THEIR PROBLEM LA. DONT HAVE FRIGGING RIGHTS TO CHECK MY PHONE! WHAT THE HELL. DOOM IS WAITING FOR ME LA. -.- nvm shall not talk abt ytd. today, i nvr talk at all. just walk off. then go sch. go locker with mei peng, then... yutong. told her everything, i was like going to cry alr la. -.- but ytd, when i thought of the consequences after she found out ah, my pillow was like wet la. LOLS. then today, no mood la seriously, but after that. kns-ians manage to make me laugh like crazy again LOLS. hahahas. hmmm. sarah also. that crazy sot sot girl hahah! hmm. chinese..... quite fun.... then.... maths. ms ng came and teach... very boring, feel like slping. she gave us mini hamburgers! HAHA. but mini hamburgers are not enought for PPF! HAHAHAH! then.. recess. everyone was chionging work. copy stuff. hahas. then.... JO came-.- bleh. we had fun la! HAHA! started off with sheree lo! she dont know draw who, then, i draw, then charis draw, then we started drawing diff chers. SUPER FUNNY. esp when we drew jo's hair HAHAHA! BROCOLLI HEAD. then mrs choe. that wrinkled prune's face HAHAHA. super funny. then i draw mr chan HAHAH with big belly and high pants HEHE. okayyyy. thennnnn.... mr firhad came, though i seemed to be paying attention, i dont know what he talking at all -.-LOLS... er... geog-.- ZZZ LA. stupid prune. she wasted 15 min HAHAscolding student, but more like student scolding her, cos the student keep talking back to her. then we inside classroom talking hehehe. ahhhh. ya. wrote answers on the board. tim tan damn funny. write liao, erase, write again erase again HAHA the ans dont know write how many times lo. cos we were like wasting time. LOLS. ya then going end lesson liao, sarah loke purposely broke her pen the metal thingy there. HAHAH darn funny. THEN I AIYO! then she laughed until face red red, then i also laugh, then th stupid prune ask me whats so funny. -.- should have said her hair. LOLS. then ah, that loke! go put the metal thing inside my shirt! then we ran ard like siao again, hahaha! damn fun. then..... ah! life skills super funny! HAHAH okay i promised loke not to say. but is damn funny! HAHAHAH SHE IS DISGUSTING MAN OMG HAHAH. and i came out an equation. laugh+breathe= snort. LOLS! hahah. ya went home with carissa and lyanne. he went to buy sthhhh :D then ah on the mrt, SUPER RETARDED. cos carissa wants to conference with me and lyanne, then me and lyanne sitting on the same train, next to each other, then ah, carissa kup the phone i guess, so i was calling lyanne, then become me and lyanne. talking ON THE PHONE. then we like, HELLO, then she HELLO. then I LAUGH, then she laugh, i HELLO, she laughing LOL. then i kup the phone and say, WTH! RETARDED AH! NEXT TO EACH OTHER TALK ON PHONE FOR WHAT! LOL!!! then laughed like crap la. then lyanne keep saying, DID I SMELL FART. LOLS. but seriously damn smelly. lols. ok thats all. nth to write liao. byebye no one or anything can ever break us apart September 24, 2008 yo LOLS. better post before the batt went flat. zzz. lols sian. went school earlier. then ah... wanted to do geog. but the. no mood. so nvr do. went assemble at first period. which is PE! :D:D then went hall lo. talk talk talk. then CAPS!!!:D SHIOK DAOOO. ehhe. so fun!!! hahas. have fun with the guys la. seriously. they are so funnyyyy. lols. then went..... back class.. sat outside class for like darn long. like 15min. then ah MRS CHOE CAME! OMGGG.hhaas. so we were like SHIT SHIT SHIT! cos almost whole class nvr do the geog humanities rox la. so suer funny. thensay until ery soft, so that mrs choe cnt hear. then ah, become SHH. SHH! LOLS the 'IT' cnt hear. DAMN funny. then she dont have the key-.- zzz! so ask us to change first, ya so go change, drag time. then 1 period gone :D:D HAHA. then ah. do work lo. her face so bloody irritating la. zzz. charis and me ask her sth, she gave us that stupid retarded face-.- LOLS recess, bought food up again. then when we reached classroom there, saw ms ng. she saw us with food la. so she was like AH! food! go back class and eatt! lols. but we nvr go la. we sit at the stairs there, then suddenly we heard ms ng's voice again. then maxene says, faster go down! then we stand up CHIONG all the way down. LOLS! then super funny la! we never stop at all. just BOM BOM BOM down. then. reached the first level laughed like mad la! like we stole sth or what-.- LOLS. hahahah maths was okay, 11vips plus mr owyong and mr lim and mr ganesan came. ya a while ltr they left liao lo. zzz. then.... eng-.- sian. did presentation. then.... ya personal recount lo. ms ben's lesson was ok la. talked abt FATS again HAHA. LOLS. needa mug for home ec as well-.- sian... then choy's lesson was slack. nth actually. sarah and me gone mad again. LOLS. went toilet dont know how many times to slack. ahahas. thennnnnn. ya met yutong then yufan then went home. i read sheree's blog i laughed like mad la. HAHA. oh, and deb wrote this letter, abt hw. giving it to ms tai. complain. lols. then like more than half of the class signed. hahahas. yea...... petition. lols. so many hw.. cnt finished la please..... headache la. dont want blog liao. bb September 23, 2008 10 more posts to 300th! hahahs. ok.. nvm morning, left hse earlier. i mean earlier than glenn-.- he is so slow. birthday then big meh-.- zzz. okay, then... nth much la actually. chinese was okay, do revision-.- then one to one with ms chin. she says i must prepare well. heh:D chapel-.- SLEEP. i sit right at the side. with no chers, but very obvious if slp, but dont care la, me, sheree, deb, lyanne sleep. then whole row is all despos, so no one slept except us-.- ahhaha. ok buy food up, then, eat.... OH SHE ATE..... some kind of brownies today? LOLS according to hui min. hahaha. eng was okay. ahhahas. we use the jap name, then ah. laughed like crap. hahahas. er chem.. was okay. ms liang very funny! hahaha she saying abt the, molecules, then ah, say' if i say got remedial, you all cannot ZAO AH!' then she say with action super funny. LOLS. firhad came halfway. then, jo-.- hahahs, quite easy leh. then she asked me vernier callipers measure what. and stuff. zzz. everything i say, she, OK GOOD. VERY SPECIFIC -.- HAHA. LOLS. then..... .... .. . maths, we went toilet as usual. then saw MR PAUL! HAHAHAHA. i first one to jump la! HAHA then carissa was like WHAT. i say PAUL PAUL! LOLS. not our class that stupid paul tall head lo. then he damn funny, see us very happy, then calm us down HAHAS. but actually ms ng got come today, only that she went cca commendation thing. hahas so ya chiong some maths ws again lo. cnt finish last question. dont care la. that mr paul so fast want to zao. LOLS. ya then meet yutong, yufan went home. went lot one shop for glenn's present. I BROKE liao la. zzz. bought one soft toy monkey. DAMN CUTEEEEE! haha and one keychain, bought out of curosity lols. yea... then went home. the monkey super cuteeee! hehehe. then ah..... took bus home. SAW BRYANNNNNN:D:D:D hahas. ok i think he didnt see me la. heh. nvm lo. oh i saw RABBY tan again. ahahahha. zzz she ask me i eat alr not, i say dont have, thought she will treat me la! in the end ask me go home eat-.- KNS. LOLS. ok la byebye. SUPER LOT OF THINGS TO DO. SHIT GEOG SUCKS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLENN. lols. i will never write your name on the sand, cos waves will wash it away. i will never write your name on my hand, cos i will wash it away soon instead, i will write it in my heart, and forever it will stay. September 22, 2008 today was fun:D extremely hahahaha. ok morning. nearly late. but reached school just nice. so ya. went to assemble. the stupid mdm beroak talk crap again. ask us who is not singaporeans and why we dont want sing national anthemn. dots la. -.- you go any class, who will sing the anthemn and pledge one-.- siao gina. boring like hell la. then msn hahas. talk to carisssssa. :D then chinese liao. wah super funny la. cos ms chin go to this web, got the talks and stuff, then talk abt JUNK FOOD. ahahha then carissa was like, i think fpc eats all that! LOLS! then the students give stupid ideas say what, ask the canteen auntie, if see fat ppl then give lesser, see skinny ppl, give more. LOL! siao siao. then got one fat guy, he damn funny, he says, aiya! see me like that, is consider, a lot of nutritions de. ppl walk past also say, AH PUI AH! AH PUI! LOL!!!! HAHA we laughed like crap la! cos our minds only thinking of one person. AHHAHA. dots. laughing like mad then ms chin was like, what so funny? HAHA. LOLOLOLOL. recess was okay. LAUGHED again. lols. went down buy food first, so when we came up, we fake that thing again la. then before that, carissa alr ask her abt the JAP GUY. thn foc was like DAMN excited la. she GOBBLED down her food, then scream-.- KNS. then we laughed like some freaks. then ah, she suddenly went behind carissa's com, LOL!!! then the charis SUPER funny, use the laptop bag and block her view. LOLOL!!!! then she like, EH....... then tip toe. HAHAHA! WHAT THE HELL! then carissa still blur blur, then i kin kin put the screen down, then sheree was 'OH SHIT. ' then ah i ran outside LAUGHED LIKE MADDDD. then deborah followed, lyanne, then sheree and carissa. HAHAHA chatis busy talking to her. LOL!!!! then we were like SHIT SHIT!!! HOW HOW. she like know liao! then we laughed like maddd again. HAHAHA okay.... bio was okay? is abt spitting saliva thingy. then me and puay hon spit spit spit. zzz. and sarah laughed like dog. LOLS. zzzzzzzzz. then... ah... maths. we on the way up that time, suddenly in front super noisy. then when we reached outside classrm, saw MR PAUL!!! WHOOOOO!!!! means what, ms ng nvr come HAHAHA. then we were cheering like siao. then we walk past him say, HELLO!!! ahhaah wah, then the whole group of kns and some other girls sat tgt do maths worksheet. LOLS. me and sarah were laughing chionging copying all the way. heh fun! then IT. okay la. nth much....... fc was-.- CWL. she was like KNS. talk talk talk. everything also pink form zzz. ok thats all dont want write liao. carissssaaaa and grace are the best. :D thanks for being there for me.... theres a way out. September 21, 2008 yo okay. nth to post abt. had fun chatting with grace and yutong again:D:D hahahs. okay i left one chapter and i finished GEOG! COOLLL:D:D then can start on sci liaoo whhhhhooo. and ya the scrn shots cant be clicked T-T sian la. hahahas ok byebye! there's so much i want to say, yet i dont know where to begin. September 20, 2008 HAHAHA i am laughing like some cows and PRUNES HAHAHA. damn funny la! ahahahha! okie, today woke up at 9. eat breakfast, then do hw. did my maths, studied my geog. ltr study more. then online talked to grace love!:D hahas. then... carissa. AHHA DAMN FUNNY. i saw this. i laughed like crap i tell u. then the whole conversation was DAMN FUNNY. HAHAHAHA. and she says everyone says she looked like 18-.- HAHAHHA. DOTS! TOO SHORT AND AT HOW TO BE 18?! HHAH. darn funny, then charis, me, carissa, lyanne, deb, sheree all laughed like siao gina. hahahah! then carissa conferenced me and sheree. laughed like siao again HAAH. LOLS! then charis send me one thing. this: ahhaha wthell man! she said. pain nia-.- dont know how to use the work nia, then dont use la! action! LOLS ahha ok thats all. i go study liao BYEBYE:D I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day that I find it is the day I'll stop loving you. September 19, 2008 yo. i m slackin now. dont know why. i m supposed to be studying though.. sian.. today was okay. mrt was delayed by 10min-.- then ah, cos delay right, then a lot of ppl, so got one cheena woman and ahma quarreling-.-then wahlao eh, early in the morning argue. kns la. then the cheena woman ah, insult singapore. knn lo. say singapore low standard-.- THINK abt CHINA LA. the toilets dont even have doors. bloody hell la. olympics then big ah! kns. say singapore lousy then take mrt for what! can fly in the sky what, dont take SINGAPORE's MRT la. zzz then they say 八婆, 鸡婆 LOLS la... zzz. then we like keep SHH! LOLS. then everyone like shaking their heads. the matter so small, then want to quarrel until like that. 一个巴掌拍不响. dont know who starts to quarrel first, dont know dont care liao reached sch quite late, saw ms ng on the bus. she damn cute saw her falling aslp hahahs then ah, JOANNA ONG behind me T-T i call ms ng dont want call her leh! see what she can do -.- LOLS. ok so sian... assembly, suddenly rain, so went in to shelter. eng was okay? very boring la.. oral oral and oral. then maths. wahhh. ytd the cedar paper can die. i failed by bloody 4 marks-.- SIAN LA. and only 4 ppl passed? highest was thomas and paul. 29 -.-then go through..... ya. nvm peepos. this is just a practice, jyjy for eoys! cant slack now! recess was okay, bought food, then, went up to eat. then ah... chinese... listening compre, got 8/10. my listening skills sucks. LOLS. oh and hor i suspect SHE likes HIM. LOLS. damn funny la. cos me and okky exchange papers and mark, then ah, mark finished liao, we haven give back to each other la, then she like EH, can give back liao. -.- dont need her to say right! so concern for what. hahah. LOLS. eng again. oral oral oral. OH and ah, groups of fourms sheena gave us happy family cards, then go find the person who is same family as me. then i exchanged with jia min, cos like that then same grp with carissa, then OMGGG man. those who took actors cards are, me, carissa, thean yian, puay hon, mark, huabing, FPC, matthias tan. then we damn scared kena the 2 la! so in the end, ms sheena was like, carissa, adeline, hua bing and mark one grp, the others one group. HAHAH WA LUCKY SIA! FPC AND RETARD LEH! combined eefort will DIE one ah! haha. so yea.. geog was.. -.- she wore pink today totally look like a pig. zzz butcher sheet again. her best friend. then go around copy down notes. sian la. slack lo. then she asked me to give out worksheets then telling the whole class, ' okay now adeline is going to give out one worksheet, that is your holiday hw. adeline is very fast, she finished copying!' LOLS. truth is i never even copy-.- i dont know need to copy for goodness sake LOLSi sit down there and wound my ruler with rubber band and play, didnt know the rest of class was copying LOLS. lameo. hahas then pack bag... met yutong, then yufan then went home! :D sorry kns... didnt stay back todayyy SORRYYY. oh and ytd was super funny, sheree went to slam the piano cover, cos paul keep playing-.- then very noisy. then after she slammed, the despos say, OMYGOSH-.- WDV. zzz. hahah! then laughed like crap. and ah, we were saying abt someone's bag la. then carissa says it reminds her of paul's bag, then very heavy like that ma, then ah i say like plucking out carrot. HAHA LOLS. laughed like crap ytd la. hahahahah. LOLS. AWESOME. SHIOK. thats allll. byebye. when i am with you, i lose track of time. September 18, 2008 yoyo! today ah.. quite fun eh:D left for sch a bit later. all his fault zzz. nvm ard 7am then reached. no time to do hw liao. ok. sch was fine. chinese.... hmm.. nth much? then. maths. wah. the test ah. DIE LIAO LA. so many dont know how to do. ont want say abt that. T-T recess. went to buy food. then went up to eatttt. JO came -.- she is damn lame. her voice is damn dull. listen alr also want to sleep. bio. firhads. quite funny eh. hahas. then, geog-.- did her bestie butcher sheet again. our grp is screwed up. nth except my article. zzz. then.. lifekills was okay. shant post much abt sch. so boring. ah then ah! the pie of life. i tell thean yian, i think ah fpc, the whole pie chart is EAT. LOLS! hahahaha. eat sleep eat sleep LOLS. sian, went for the art thingy when we dont need to go. ate with kns. then went chess table there do work. hahah! took one pic of carissa SUPER FUNNY. cos her pencil just nice poke into her nose , then me and sheree laughed like crap. then we ran ard like crazy. then ah saw mrs PEAR. she gave us that what are you doing look. that i laughed even more la! HAHAHAH! PEAR PEAR PEAR! LOLS. carissa's mom sent me to je, took mrt, damn squeezy... didnt went home with him today. cossss he got lesson. hahas. ok thats all. BYEBYE!:D tags- jermaine- LOLS haha yea. 5 more days i guess:D ehehe One day it finally came true, the special someone that I loved, loved me too, and that special someone was you September 17, 2008 yo yo! hahas today was fun. totally FUN. :D hehe. captains ball with same peepos. SHIOKKKKK:D hahah. caps ROCKS:D though we kena thrashed again. :X laughed like crazy then maths. cnt concentrate. whole classrm stinks. then recess. went to buy food then came up. do hw.... ya. geography was idiotic. -.- HAHA. but is fun saying PRUNES in front of her. haha. cos she says no plants, so no vegies, then thean yian says, got meat what. then gerald says, dont know what la. i forgot. then after that, i say. can eat fruits what! LOLS. then deb, charis laughed like shit. cos PRUNES! and APRICOTS hahahaha. eng was okay? quite boring. oral reading. then ah dnt. mr choy came in, went through last week the test paper. then, ms ben came in. HAHA i tell you is damn FUN:D hahahaha. cos we doing on ws, got abt diet one. then got one table is abt servings. so thean yian and me were discussing.. ty: i think v.sim also like that me: haha ya ya!!! ty: nono.. maybe not enough.. me: :O! ty:(started changing everything) ty: hmm.... fried kway teow... ONE POT! me: HAHAH. ya ya! ty:hot chocolate... ONE BUCKET! me: LOL!!! hahaha ty: chicken wings drumsticks... ONE FRYER! lols!! me: LOL! HAHA. ty: papaya.. me: ONE TREE! ty: HAHAH ya! me: LOLS. laughing like crap. ty: kangkong.... one BASKET! me: hahaha. then. milk ah. one carton? ty: yea... eh no la! ONE COW. AHAH me: HAHAHAH. WTHELL! then we do our worksheets. then he go write on one paper. then pass ard let everyone see. HAHA actually when see the paper, we only thought of one person. HER! whole class okay! then we were laughing like crap. cos the paper pass pass pass. then pass until like half of the class alr. then when ms ben reached that question. we all burst out laughing la! HAHAHA. HAHAH then behind i all nvr do corrections-.- too funny alr. hahah. then ah got someone go write on the paper, dont underestimate her stomach! LOL! HAHAHAH damn funny. then after school, we ALL talking abt that, and POOR HER, she dont even know a single shit. LOLS! hahaha. ohoh! and we say, also can put ONE PLANTATION of kangkong. HEHE! after school, find yutong, then met him:D yea. thats all.... dont need elaborate much behind. LOLS. oh and timothy tan says, should have let her read what! then maybe she dont know who. read alr, laughed WITH us, that will be funnier! HAHAHA. LOLS damn funny. now everyone's pm is servings- papaya- 1 tree, kangkong 1 basket .... LOL! HAHAHAH all thanks to thean yian la! hahaha. funny. oh and carissa BEST BEST. tio cheated by her. :@ kns. why i so slow ah. LOLS and then leh, lyanne's pm, the adeline penguins are in danger because of global warming =) wah. good lo. say i penguin! still say i WALKED like penguin! BEST! LOLS everyone poking fun of me today lols. but i love today though. lucky i went sch today. didnt plan to go at first. ahahs. ok thats all. i shall study now. byebye. I CANT WAIT FOR 13TH OCTOBER! :D CAPTAINS BALLLLLL!:D and of cosssss 1october:D hehehe. happy birthday dad-.- tags- charis- HAHA ya ya! esp with the specs! LOLS grace- hahas! HAVE HORRR. LOLS. hahas! ltr ur bill bao ah! hahas okay. see ya soon kayyy:D carissa- AHAHAHS! dont say me nia! you also! >:[ yutong- LOLS hahahas. I wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes came true, cause in my dreams I'm always with you September 16, 2008 hahahah ok reply tags first, since it is quicker. LOLS. carissa- LOLS! ahhas. no la. why brain failure? jyjy for eoys!:D lovessss! yutong- LOL! wah seh. since WHEN u become so lame. HAHAH. nono it tastes like coffee without sugar to me. LOLS haha. bitter. LOLS today was okay. laughed quite a lot with my clique peepos again. lols. yea. ok morning.. hmm lucky didnt see JO again-.- then ah... find yutong... ya aiya skip that part. went assembly. got one guy from 1d damn hell funny la! he keep saying got one cher stole his pen. LOLSSS! hahaha. ok nvm. carissa says i siao, cossss i laughed at everything-.- true. lols OH YA! happy birthday charis!:D hahahas. we gave her erm. one pig bolster. hahahs. then we were like trying to fit her specs on the pig. LOL! and it seems to look like her. hahahah. k nvm. chinese was okay-.- letter writing.. then... ok seriously, today's chinese was boring. oh and ms chin says eoy for hmt is hardddd. :( hope i can do it manxzx. lols. chapel. LOL! cos we went chapel quite late. and all the seats alr gone. so left 3 seats which are... all the way at the end, nearest to chers. -.- so me, carissa and sheree walk walk walk. then sheree realised only those 3 seats, so kin kin rush there. LOL!!! then i also faster run, then they chop the inside one. stupid sia! so i faster sit the middle one. HAHAH. damn funny la they all. ok so carissa went to sit with shawn low. accompany her lo. not so bad okayyyy. ya. so grace sent me dont know how many empty msges AGAIN. LOL! grace ah grace beware of your bill man. hahas. hmm ya so after the chers left, i took out my hp, cos vibrate ma. then put in carissa's pencilcase. want to take out that time, got one pen kena stuck at my key chain there. LOL!!!!!!! faster pull out and keep. joshua saw everything, but he wont say.. i guess? lols. recess.. oh yea. erm ate ham and cheese. ya. went up.. er ok eng. do practice papers... marked. then ah ms sheena was like calling out names la. then she call.. maxene, sheree, carissa, rachel... then when call sheree and carissa, i alr know is attire-.- then faster sit in a way such that ms sheena cnt see my tie. then they go shout ADELINE. then sheena says, is that how you sit everytime, adeline? wthelllllll. haha nvm. so stand up la. go in front. then we were laughing like mad. zzz. then sheena ah, ask us to stand beside rachel-.- then say, when u all stand beside her, u will find that you need to zip up. no lo. is feel like pulling hers down-.- then she still asked rachel zip all the way is it hot? not hot for her what. she not human. cold blooded ma. we warm blooded sure will feel hot right. zzz. nvm la. kena showcase nia. then ms liang and ms lee outside looking. sian la. now like they will look more closely at us.. bleah. chem was okay. sang bd song for charis. hahas. and ms liang is so nice!:D i rather ms liang teaches us than ms lee... ms lee like soooo boring.. physics was zzz. did graphs again. was okay this time. she was late for 15mins. then when me and lyanne was abt to go out and walk, she came. LOL. faster run in. then she says, eh! change place ah-.- brain lagging. sian la. sit in front. but graphs are like quite easy so can understand. then ah she suddenly, what you think adeline.. i HUH. -.- trying to test me. zzz. but still got the correct answer eh. tooo badddd. oh then after class, she was like staring at me, then say, hmm. so you sit in front cos other teachers also want to monitor you? i say. NOOO. then roll my eyes. then she like ,huh no ah. zzz not every teacher like her la pls. but she is a lot better than roslind ho or wdv. went off, so we went toiletttt. maths was.. okay? very tired la. then want to slp but cnt. then mark was lying on the table. then she shout MARK ah. sleeping ah! hahaha. damn funny. then mark still give that blur blur face. lols. ok thats all. went to find yutong after that. went pigeon hole. so ya. saw okky on the way. and yutong calims that he 暗笑 when see me-.- where got lo! yutong anyhow think nia. lols. ahhahs. went to meet him, and went home. doing work soon. headache T-T Three seconds to say I love you, Three hours to explain it, and A life time to prove it. September 15, 2008 today is damn sian. except the part when going home. heh. ok... last night. damn hell lot of MOSQUITOES. T.T whole night like nvr sleep like that. -.- ok. soooo. today i look at my hands, arms legs. all got red red. bleah. kayyy. today left hse quite early, but missed the bus, so we took the one that goes cck. then OMG 3rd bus stop from MY HSE, JOANNA ONG board the bus. :O cos someone blocking me, then i see the reflection, see her face. i was like. OH FREAK. shit. LOLS. then i kin kin look down lols. then reached bus interchange, wah that glenn ah, walk super fast. so i also walked damn fast, then walk past her, i just zooom past. LOLS. hahaha. then mrt there, i saw nicole, but she nvr see me, yaaaaa... ok.. after a reached school, it started to rain, luckyyy ah. or else today drenched again. so as usuallll. art was BORING. -.- first ART lesson i sit in front. bloody hell. then, need take down notes. sooooo wrote on foolscap. then ah. write write write. she asked questions, no one answer de. HAHA. who cares man. and she damn lame la! before national anthemn that time, she was like. sing ah! must sing! then in the middle of the national anthemn, she like. can you all open your mouth and sing? you not opening your mouth means you are not singaporean! -.- zzz can. i was like controlling my laughter. HAHAH. then. ya. she keep looking at me and nod her head. dots. so i just nod lo. then she ask sheree she understand not. then she shake her head. LOLS. then mdm lim like, HUH u dont understand ah?! HAHAHAH. damn funny. ok and she got STM seriously. ask paul's name dont know how many times-.- hahas. chinese was okay. hahah laughed like mad again. carissa la! damn lame HAHA. cos got one page is 万里长城 then, she ask ms chin, is it at beijing? then i was like laughing like crap alr la! LOLS! cos u know why, that page is 101 so BEIJING 101-.- the hair treatment thing LOL!!!! hahahahahah! then whole class was like laughing like some mad dog. ahhahah! siao alr. then ms chin give us that diao look -.- heh. recess. ok.. went buy sandwich. OHOH we went to see the councillor name list. actually all got in -.- even that VANESSA SIM, TIMOTHY ASHBY STRAUGHN(wdv) LOLS and.. CHERYL -.- wthell la! omg, then charis was like, imagining vanessa with that tie-.- then i say, sure stuck in the middle one la! LOLS eheh. kinda sick but who cares. she sucks and thats it, everyone cares abt that. hahah. hmmm... went back class. went for ecoli's lesson. its okay. went totally disaster with sarah loke. laughed like mad cow. and she tore my cover page of the file out-.- LOL hahah. and that a bit retard sarah, went to staple it. LOLS maths was okay. ms ng a bit off today. keep making mistakes. hahas. ohoh! and they keep laughing abt my pencil case. bleahhhhhh. hehe ccitp was... okay la. do dreamweaver again. a bit lost. cos gastric damn pain. then fairsian connect. sat with him again. hahas. ok talk talk talk. laughed like siao with carissa again. hahahah. after that. went back class to pack stuff went off. so ya... went canteen bought sth to bite, then met him. hahas. okayyy. shall stop here, the rest are private. :D okay, when reached cck, got ppl fight-.- they from mrt pushed their way down then tapped their cards, then cornered one patheic guy and beat him up wa i see alr. chua tio. they kicked that guy frigging hard. malays are malays. disgrace to their religions-.- didnt dare to see so, just stood down there like retard, then after they left, went off. ok byebye. There are only two times that I want to be with you... Now and Forever. September 14, 2008 HAHA ok... i m kinda high. I FINISHED MY WORK!!!!!! :D:D okie... but maths some questions left blank. IT IS HARD LIKE STONE. not piece of CAKE for some ppl like LEEYUTONG, hahaahha. ok. abit the high la... woke up at 11 today. damn tired. ytd slept till 11 plus going 12 u know. lols. ya so eat breakfast then msgggg:D do work. then done! so online. saw yutong's post. sooo. msg her, then, she came online-.-waste my msg uh! LOLS haha jkjk. ok.. she now in her mom's office. dont know doing what. but she claims that she is bored. heh. he msged 1250 msges liao.... so cnt msg so much. like i last time like that. hais.... ok. nvm i frm ytd think of him think until now saddeddddd. nvm tmr got school liao. hehe. :D ok thats all.... BYEBYE. tags- charis and joker- HELLO LOLS. :D yutong- LOLS SIAO AH! ahaha. someone HIGH alr la. hahahahahah!!! omggggg HEHEH. my world really needs you. ti amo. Meeting you was fate, becoming you're friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. September 13, 2008 ok today... slept until 11 plus! whoo. shiok la. no trng. but then.. so weird without trng.. like sth is missing. lols. ya kay. trying to do my work. but then msn is distracting me. lols. sian. ok i m ... HYPER NOW. seriously. lols!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. ok done lol. feel like going out and study.. who wants to gooo?! zzz tags- grace- haha yea like a finally lols. haha. okay. but i will try to meet u all la. hahahs. :X good luck for eoy!!!:D:D carissa- HAHA YA LA! stupid one leh. is not like i eat ONE TINY sweet, then will dirty the WHOLE bus right. that auntie is damn BLOODY zzz! 10 more days to one month! :D if theres no one there for you, i will be there. forever. September 12, 2008 hoho. ok i m back. did some questions for catholic high paper. haven finish. lols. yea. so tired. so decided to play racing instead LOLS. ok then.. today! LOLS. morning... supposed to wait for yg and wh one. then rain-.- so must go back class, then cnt see they all. zzz.. so is damn funny. he say, so here with us now is___, goh yong kwang and tan wee ang. ahahha! i hear TAN WEE ANG. i laughed la! LOL. hahas. then.. eng.... erm.. do finish practice paper... then watch finding nemo. maths. go through algebra paper. whew... got quite a number of them wrong.. hais. tried my best liao la.... then... ok now that i sit in front, i can see clearly ms ng, then hor, i realise sth, her shirt belt all that. all very tiny! LOLS. hahahah no offence la. lols. recess. went down to buy food. then come up. went hod room there check if my name is on the cca award list. the what colour award. lols. so ya... so need to stay back for rehearsal -.- lols. eat in class... then.. ya. chinese... talked abt chinese words. damn interesting la. hahaha. ok.. then. eng again. change the introduction of finding nemo, then go through test paper. zzz la thean yian. he took sean lim's paper. then, i ANYHOW take one from the pile then pass, then is okky's one. so thean yian see liao. he say. I WANT KIKKY TOK WAN! LOLS... then switch with me. then he say what. u are suppose to mark sean's! -.- HELLO.. i feel like telling him i m attached but then.. nvm. so ok.. his words are damn hard to read, but all correct -.- DAMN SMART LA. zzz ok.. so ms sheena cant finish go through-ing. soooo. KEEP THE PAPERS UNTIL... TUESDAY! argh! took THAT paper back home -.- wth.. nvm. so she wanted to meet the design team which is meeee! and the other kns-ians. LOLS. yea. so she wants us to... decorate the notice board further eh... ok lo. then we ask her if we can buy class tee. and she said YES!:D:D WHOO!!!! but then leh.. must see if they want a not la. but we dont care la. we just going to tell them, buying class tee, hand in___ dollars. LOLS. so yea. we came up with the colours combination... design. ya. numbers! i took 7!:D:D heh. actually wanted to take 6. but nvm haha. ok half way while discussing with them, mrs choe haven come, so i faster go write a little for summary. -.- write the word 'summary' she come in liao -.-wth. so nvm, cos i think she wont ask us to hand in the book. heh. i was right la. :) smart. haha. ok jkjk. so ya. she not happy with our greetings to her again-.-retarded la! zzz so damn funny. she wants us to greet her more lively. then before changing the sitting arrangement, i cant say anything, now sit in front.. can die. lols. so me and thean yian were like just.. gd morningggg............... drag drag until no more HAHA. damn funny. then deborah said she heard someone say gd morning mrs prune, so she laughed like crap. then she tell me that time mrs choe caught her taling-.- so mrs choe was like.. DEBOORAHHH... LOL. HAHAHA then i laugh. LOLS. do grp work. sian la. ONLY GIRL. zzz. and and. that johnathan kwan changed place with sean lim, so now johnathan kwan is beside me. kns..... he bside me, thena yian ok la. then gerald behind me. can hear them quarrel to death -.- lols. then ah..... oh mrs choe caught hua bing eating sweet. then kena cmf. LOLS. lucky that time i alr eat liao ah!!!! or else i first cmf in the entire sec 1 life sia. LOLS. so ya. deb says that when she saw hua bing get caught she kin kin swallow the seet in her mouth heh. lols. hahah she very cartoon manxzxz. LOSL yea.. then i went ard asking for glue-.- purposely one la. then dont want sit there. everytime stare at me and smile... freaky. lols. hahha. then i walk until where, she look at me everywhere!!! WTHELL. then i look at her. she smile -.- wtf? lols. so i gei gei ask for glue. LOLS. then somemore i leader of the grp -.- i m the oldest. -.-BLEAH. after sch.. yea. discuss somemore abt the class tee. then went down. find yutong yea. she is sick also. lols. get well manzxz. the LEE family. hahahha. lols. ok went for rehearsal...... also nth lo. mr ow say what. we can leave except for the individual awards. kns.... so leave lo. went home. hmm ok msg him:D then. took bus back. WA PIANG EH. got one auntie and his son or grandson la. DAMN KPO CAN. zzz. cos i bought sweet, then i eat on the bus ma.. then that boy tell that auntie says, he also got eat the sweet.-.- WHO CARES. ok nvm, then that frigging auntie say, you go tell her la! say on the bus cnt eat. go go go! WTFFFF. i turn behind and roll my eyes at them, freaking hell. whats their problem la! only i nvr say shut up only lo. zzz still continue to talk leh they all, say what, go say hi to jie jie la! WTF! ppl wants to continue to slp then they talk talk talk! kns. siao la! then i diao diao diao. zzz. then beside me, the glass there got one comic, then that FREAKING BOY keep asking. WHATS THAT WHATS THAT! then bend over and look at my face and the comic. KNS LA! then his father/ grandpa come sit beside me, then say. its a comic.. comic.. wthell. feel like asking him to tell hs son or grandson to shut up la. then that boy oh..... then his father/grandpa continue to say.. it says... DO NOT EAT OR DRINK ON THE BUS. WTHELLL. like indirectly telling me ok. sucker. LOLS. zzz so i faster get off that frigging bus-.- oh and i took same bus with augustine. lols. he went a bit botak, and he went sji. so yea.. went home. bathe, slack. ya byebye. i want go sleep. cnt take it liao... yoooo. dar is sick :( so sian. so he never go sch. yea.. went school super early today.. then ya.. starting checking answers for ytd maths hw with lyanne. whew... so many diff answers de.. yea.. ok then class la... ltr then post again.. do work first... bye. September 11, 2008 hais... today was tiring. morning. i cant even open my eyes la! lols... went school early. so reach sch damn early. lols. teaching carissa maths ma. ok then.. same bus with lyanne and sze ting.. then ah. aseembly. wa i use stone scribbled fcuk you. hahahs. lols. chinese... cnt be late for chinese liao. if late then dont need go in. lols. maths. do graph.... and some other things... recess. buy things to eat. thats all la. nth much. physics was gay la. jo keep calling me. call me liao, then after that, call reg 31 again -.- then i TSK her. lols. hahah. bio was fun. mr firhad told us one lizard story damn scary and gross hahaha. LOL. geog-.- lame shit la. dont know greet her how many bloody times lo. zzz. say we like want sleep like that. -.- of cos right. hahas. then ok... find articles on net. then do some stuff. lifeskills. hhahah thean yien damn funny. ms tai say, 'ok today we are going to talked abt a very interesting topic, called.....' then thean yien say, SEX. LOL!!!! ahhahaha! some more the timing is damn nice la! LOL. hahaha. ok then... is map of my life... ya. do do do. CHANGE SITTING ARRANGEMENT.. WTH?!!!!! i sit RIGHT IN FRONTTTT! :( just in front of teacher's TABLE! AHHH! 3 weeks... :( carissa gd la. sit with sheree. lyanne with sarah-.- i it with thean yien. -.- charis poor thing. sit with lionel lo... lols. nvm charis. ahhh... things i cant do like last time anymore: eat, sms talk like mad scold teacher point middle finger play games on com copy work do other things SEE SO MANY!!! omgg. maybe also gd.... can focus.. then maybe can do well in eoy. yea... think postively -.- lols. stayed back to study. then met him. sorry lo.. my fault la my fault. lols. hais.... nvm.... bye. September 10, 2008 i realise, no matter how hard i try, you all wont realise. you all dont understand at all. anything happened that made u all angry or what. i m the first target you all shoot. why am i the one everytime? dont you all get sick and tired? i just feel like giving up. here i am now, trying to work hard for eoy as what u all wanted. but yet. there you are, scolding me like some fuck, saying that i am useless, saying me that i dont help, whats that for? you are the one that wants be to do well in my studies, yet u want me to help to do the chores as well. do you think i have the time. you are also the one that said that i dont have much time left, i really dont understand. if i helped you, and stay up late at night to finish my work, you will just scold me, saying that i did not finished everything in the afternoon. i only got one question, WHAT THE HELL EXACTLY DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? when i am doing my project, you dont believe me, keep asking me if i m really doing my work. i skipped my dinner for a while, just to complete the project, yet you said i only want to play computer, dont need to eat, can be immortal. wtf? i just feel like telling you, can u please check before you say such remarks. but i know. if i say that. i will be scolded. it will be worse. so what for. i shall just keep quiet and pretend you didnt say anything. but when i do that, you said that i was rude. not responding to you. fine. i surrendered. i gave up. i dont care any more. i shall be a mute at home. i dont give a freaking damn. and you, you tell me that if you see me playing solitaire again. u will bomb/crash the screen. fuck you. i wasnt even playing please, please make your bloody facts right before criticising me. ahh forget it. write so much also no use. no one will understand. how i wish i could die. whats the point of living? you dont understand me so why shld i live anymore? hais... today was boring. i was damn tired. but is all for eoy's gd.. so must 撑下去uh. lols. sound gay. ok.. morning. i cant wake up man. i turn off the alarm. then continue to slp... zzz... went sch... msg. sit with them.. then.. ya.. went to first period learning center to get our report bks. got 4As and 2Bs... hais. sadded... i must get all As for eoy man..... but how.... hais.. sometimes, i feel that i deproved a lot after going to secondary eh.. just feel a bit.. hopeless. i have been thinking whats the reason... not hardworking enough? or is the tpc distracting me..... ? but then. i feel happy for chinese. top level. shiok.. but then. my target is to get all As!! ... pe was great. at least it energised me. played caps with the inter games players. damn fun. we kena thrashed by the guys... again. lols. its okay la.. at least we played until very happy. then omg. cos i thought joshua wants to throw liao, then i frm... somewhere la. jump all the way. then land directly in front of him! but is actually, not in front. is... ok nvm i feel so disgusted once again. lols. nvm... maths olympiad. got 3/24-.-! bleah... nvr do a lot of questions.. of cos get this kind of marks. LOL. that that! sheree got.. 10!!! argh! she is such a genius man. LOLS. recess. do work. went down to yutong's locker get my letter then, buy food. damn gd la they all. ask me buy so many bottles of drink. then on the way up, saw ganesan. me and sheree chua tio. chiong all the way up. LOL. then laughed like mad. LOLS geog was irritating-.- she is sucha bias cher. everytime give thomas highest. kns. 19/20. ._. i got 9.5 nia. zzzzzzzzz.... damn sian la... eng was ok.. ytd the test. my compre got 34/40! :D happy. lols. today do cloze passage. ok la... then dnt.. TEST again... zzz. i didnt have enough time to do finish. but i continued to do after he said pens down. LOL... i hope can get.. like.... above average? hope... sian..... daphene lim came in at like 115. zzz. talk abt music. wapiang. hear until i want slp sia... baroque and classical again. whole class also like not listening la please.. everyone like surfing net.. then me and lyanne laughed like crazy at her. lols. her action is damn funny lo. lols. and and. some ppl frm our class going japan this dec ... -.- bleah. sadded.. didnt get to go. i wont get a chance to go japan in my entire life de lo. zzz... nvm. damn tired... yutong called me, find her, then go find yufan. went home tgt. we were like looking at each others report bk. heh. so kewl. ok thats all. fell aslp on bus 99. tired. bye. like the tree needs the earth like the night needs the moon like the stars need need the sky like the guitar needs the tune my world needs you. I love you, more than you know and when you forget that we had a date or that look you give when you show up late baby I love you I love you anyway September 9, 2008 yoyo! so sian la today so tired.. oh and ytd i watched incredible tales. omggg super scary. womain in red. :O:O:O i scared until... then after the show end, i dont dare go toilet LOL! ahahha. ok.. morning... reached quite early.. so ya. find yutong then assemble. wah, then ms ng went row by row to check if sec 1s brought their storybooks. LOL. damn lot of ppl didnt bring la.-.- lucky this morning i just throw in my bag. hahha chinese was okay. talked abt eoy stuff. didnt feel very gd.. damn restless. somemore my nose keep blocking. -.- chapel was.. okay? LOL. slept a while. ms tai called us up -.- bleahhhhh. so shiok to sleep man. cos that mr lim hor, talk until so.... boring. recess........ buy food, went up.. nth much eh. eng was okay. sheena said that this few days will be revision, revision and revision. everyday test paper i guess. -.- ok la. at least time will past very fast during tests. yea...chem was ok? did chromatography. fun. my ink didnt go far. :( 4 cm nia. that sarah loke is like bloody 9cm hahah. LOL.ok physics was boring....... had in report, then, presentation -.- jo sat at my seat ._. gay, cos i went to carissa there, then she just sit at my place wth? then my com there, then i go take, she say, let me sit a while, then i ok.. thn i take my com, she say, and dont play with msn ._______. msn PLAY -.- i wonder if she got one. -.- LOL. ok... maths.. ok la. explained algebra. i foud out sth. actually my answers, almost all are correct. but i just dont know why, i dont have confident to get algebras right -.- bleah. ok thats all. ate in sch with yutong then find yufan and went home. 196 went off route. drive us one big round then reach clementi. at least took 45 min frm sch to clementi. hahah pro right. hahaha. yea.... ok thats all. must start doing work liao. byebye tags : jermaine- hahah! i think you all also ba, cos go LT ma, then cnt do anythng, so mr lee let us watch mr beannn! hhaha! heidi! LOL!!! hhahaha. LOL! HAHAH ur teacher danced?! omg LOL. hahahha! siao ah ur cher! haha. yufan- hahah okok. i also dont mind, but then, my friends hor. laugh until the head like dropping like that. ahahas lols. sheree and carissa- LOL!!! shuudup! LOL! hahahaha. u two hor.... wapiang eh LOL! hahahahah. ok nvm see ya hahas i promise my love wont change. And my promises wont be broken. September 8, 2008 hahaha ok. i post first eh. :D hehe. today was fine. a little tired. yawned damn lot of times before reaching school. but then also nvm la. went sch.. saw deb, lyanne and gang. joined them. then.... msgggg. saw yutong and yufan liaoooo. soo.. yupp. went to find yutong. then assemble at first period learning center. music sucks. as usual. really really sucks manxzx. it is boring like HELL. then right. give back the test paper. expect them to scream like mad dog. in the end, mrs lim still say this time not so bad. better than last time. HAHA. LOL. lame shit. i scored ZERO for one of the components. i m so proud. but honestly speaking. i thought i would at least get 2 marks la. ._______. chinese was ok. ms chin let us listened to jay chou's ting ma ma de hua. heh. i know the lyrics alr what. so quite easy la. then... yea... do some exercise. spelling. got full marks:D shiok. recess was okay.. eat and laughed with kns. though its only... 4 ppl. yea. still okay. bio was er.. okay? we didnt do anything for the report yet. zzz. must chiong liao. .__. then maths.. ok la. learnt gradient. a bit confusing. hope it will be fine soon. hahas. then.. ccitp. SLACK. went LT watched mr bean. damn kewl. then the sheree damn funny la! she like no coordination de leh!! omggg. at first she thought her table top is spoilt. cos if let go, then the who thing will drop, then she use the table top beside hers. then carissa, do do a while, eh can liao. so she use back lo. then she want put back the table top ma. wah. damn funny la! she push push push. eh like stuck eh.. then she squeeze out of her chair, then go the seat beside hers, put back the table liao, then squeeze back to her own seat. LOL right!!! then mr lee was like. staring at her, wondering what she doing la. LOL!!! hahah. then ya... went fairsian connect after that. sat with him:D ok la. is they switch places and ask me and him move here and there de. ._. ok nvm talked abt a lot of things la. but i wasnt listening... zzz... so boring. after that. wah my legs numb diao. went back class take my stuff and went to find yutong. bought cheese stick then went home? ya. on the bus. i realise inside my bag damn damn hot la! then i suspect my tpc nvr off ma. so i kin kin take out and check :O!! really nvr off!! stupid com la! end program liao nvr auto off! then al CRITICAL BATTERY. hahah so ya. before that. frm ccitp until 215 alr nvr off eh! then after that still on -.- LOL. took 99 with yutong. ohh. theres some acs guy. zzz ask me sec what. then ask yutong sec what -.- then some fairsians tell them to look at the name tag-.- zz ok then then... went cck. go home. msg somemore. then bathe. ya doing hw soon. ltr at night then game:D hehehe. oh fpc sucks man. we copying what she is doing ma, like twirling the hair and some other disgusting acts, then mr lee stare at us, then we laughed like crazy. LOL hahahah. ok... hmmm... nth much kk. byeee. tags- yutong- LOL!!! u ask so many bloody questions sia! LOL. my bill haven come. and i maybe buying the prepaid card. and i MAYBE offering to pay only lo. if she says very ex, then i will offer to pay, if not i wont be so stupid to offer. LOL! hahaha. September 7, 2008 yo! heh. 7th september eh. bill day. mom haven go leeterbox take YET. bleah so sian.. woke up at 1130! :O too tired alr.. slept like pig wake up ate brunch.. packed my table. read newspaper. and online! and yay! bro pass me his hp alr:D:D but then, all the msges are kept in my laopok phone-.- soooo.... then new phone dont have alr la. :( a lot ehhhh! nvm :) hehe. i m so happyyyy now charging:) hehehe. ok thats alll... at night got swimming -.- i hope it rains. plus thunder LOL. ahahs. i m soo boredddd. eoy cominggg. i really really really hope i can do well. so that mom can trust me and let them happy eh:D and i just found out that. bros are getting 100 bucks for ONE a1 :O OMGGG. so gd!!! if 5 a1s then 500 BUCKS eh. sian i dont have. mom says for OLEVELS AND ALEVELS only... aiya nth to write alr la. byeeee... oh, tmr sch reopen loooo:D K.N.S returns:D hahaha tags- grace- hahahah me tooo!:D forever manxzxz. haha random sia u! okok. i go listen:D heh. thanks. i have been hoping since dont know when. LOL sheree- LOL hahahas. haven go take frm letter box eh. ahahas. see ya tmr:D i cant live without you.. September 6, 2008 ok... first my phone a bit screwed up. ._. keep saying insert sim card. zzz... trng was okay. very tiring.. i dont feel like moving lo. setting setting and setting. oh and got one, yg smack the ball damn hard, then the ball can fly until the door there, must go and save-.- CAN DIE AH. run until pek cek, plus. like cnt breathe. so die lo. ooook. then coach ask me set wall. 1000. wthell mannn. siao eh. 1000. i 50 got difficutly alr eh. still ONE THOUSAND. LOL. nvm so i stand at the end of the hall there and set while the others split into 2 grps take turn underhand. yea... a while ltr. they go drink water. except for setters. so yg train us run then set. i stand on top of 2 chairs and catch balls lo. ya.. set set set. my turn liao. i cmi. yg ask me go set another 1000. .____. lols.. set lo nvm. then they go drink water... wah sian la. set set set. pick balls. then.... play game ah? dont know la. got play game. i flip score and stuff.. play setter. wa my setting is damn lousy. cnt set to zugong there. -.- after that. JUMP the stupid cones. bleah.. jump like 3 laps. wh ask me report him. train me setting. ok ehhh.... hahas. then must stand on one leg and set. ok la. omggg jian ping is proooo. jump set eh! :D:D hahahas. after that continue jumping. jump liao. go down chiong. like...4 or 6 laps ba. then cool down liao. went opp eat with ppl. then went home with cheryl and jianping. ya saw carissa!!! :D omgay. i didnt know was her. cos she wear outside clothes then the hair nvr tie. suddenly heard someone call my name. for a moment i thought is... last time my senior -.- LOLS. ok nvm... took black and yellow straws frm bbt. ok.. nth much liao. ytd night stay until 12am:D send msg to jp. heh. very very very tired la. zzzzzz. oh and yutong and jermaine get well soon eh:D rest early~~ sch reopening soon. must take care! :D and lastly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANPING! :D:D tonight will be the night i will fall for you.. i swear its true... September 5, 2008 argh. i feel so sick now eh. but i m not. zzz. :( i miss you. i want see you nowww... i want to hear your voice nowww... ... hais. and i just found out that my bill comes on 7th... zzz... yoooo. suppose to go library with yufan and yutong, in the end, yutong not feeling well. so didnt go liao. tmr got trng 8am to 1pm. my hands haven recover ahhh. pain like shit. the wound open close open close. how to heal. zzz. ok... finishing my hw. projects are irritating. dont know la. if they send me on sunday, i m not going to do man. siao. oh and i dreamt that my smses are 8994. but then, i wake up that time i know it isnt real, cos frm.. jan until now. my msges only 5000 plus, now reaching 6000 lia0 :( damn funny, then jermaine ask me go buy 4d. if really open ah., i gonna kill myself. LOL nth much liao lo... sian... i go play liaoooooo. bb tags: seezdah- LOL! haha NOONE LAAA! u think what YOU AH?! hahahhhah! grace-:D:D yay:D hahaha imy too!!! :D:D meet up sooooon eh.. :D:D loves! one step at a time, theres no need to rush its like learning to fly or falling in love.. September 4, 2008 yoyo! LOL. so sian... friendly today was ok... played 4 matches. all setter-.- zzz yea.. so won.. dont know how many matches. zzz. got one set i serve until damn shiok sia. in the end, i serve out(side line the out la) LOL. yea nth much..as usual shout like mad also no one shout. zzz. and got one ball, near the net, i tried to jump and push the ball over. in the end eh... zz. LAUKUI SIA!!! omggg. :( short... hais. then after match, ran 10 rounds. then ya... a while ltr went down to their outdoor court to play. the yuhua ppl also played with us. wa, the net is bloody bboys net. LOL. after that, went up, hand pain la... then.. debrief, stayed back to watch boys playyyy. aiya nth much la. oh and ytd right. me and carissa were talking abt death note2 then she saying abt the, light and misa amane hugged and kiss. then i said. ooo.. then she say, NOT THOSE LONG LONG TYPE LA! THEN I LAUGHED LIKE CRAP LA! LOL! long long type! then she still say must say until got innocent accent like that. LOL!!! hahaha! damn funny, act innocent la! hahahah! can straight away say FRENCH KISSING LO!! hahah! oh and he says he dreamt abt us:D ahahhah! dreams come true! :D:D i go race liao :D hahah! 日有所思，夜有所梦 tags: seezdah- HAH ahem ahem ah! LOL!!!! haahah! siao eh she. say YA YA! hate u la. then she ask why, then just say, we hate u cos we hate u la cos we hate u ask us if we hate u ma. LOL! so many HATES. HAHAHAHHA joker- YA LA! FRENCH KISSING hahaha!!! next time race with u ah! damn hell fun i tell u LOL yu fan- hahaha! LOL. :O i cant believe the yuhua ppl shout at ur number and say u cute-.- LOL! hahahah carissa- hahahaha siao eh. frech kissing. death note rocksss! and u rmb, send the print screen thingy to LUNGSS!!! HMPH. yutong- HAHA LOL. u everything also angmoh. hahas. yea, their eyes very cool sia. LOL. blue blue de. :D haha September 3, 2008 ok i m died. LOL. trng at acjc. outdoor. zzz can die. oh i took mrt, then meet yutong. then right. got one man, at je board the train la. wthell sia! he damn freaking retarded. he went in the train, then stand in front of me. then SMILE TO HIMSELF U KNOW. DOTS!!! somemore he is damn fat la. ok not DAMN but QUITE OK. then he listening to music i think. then KEEP SMILING TO HIMSELF!!! like today is the greatest day of his life like that!! WTH!! damn retarded i see alr also want laugh. LOL. so ea.. walked to acjc. is like bloody 0.6km far u know. zzz. warmed up. 2.4-.- nono... 2.8km cos i failed the timing. zzz. chiong one more round. cnt blame me right! block nose how to run! zzz... nvm 撑下去 lo.. then... setting. reported to shu mei. wa... 2 feet behind the 6 pointer there. set into the basketball ring, DIRECTLY in. cnt touch the board then go in sia. 100 balls must go in-.- one ball nvr go in, one finger push up. do until my hand bleeeeeed. zzz. but nvm la. only very pain. its okay. cos i m happy, one period i every ball go in u knowwwww! LOL. then can keep away frm finger push ups. LOL then shu mei keep touching the ring, bounce back. LOL hahas. ok then set for jia le/hui to spike. thats all... set more...... play friendly. zzz. win until cnt win. tmr is the real friendly lo. sian la... ok went to their toilet after that LOL. damn bigg!!! ok they showered. then went back school. yea.. ok after that went eattttt. with someone and someone. LOL! yea shant elaborate. went back homeeeeeeeee. no one at home, but a while ltr mom came back. yea.. online online. talked to carissaaaaaaaaa :D she is damn funny. i forgot what i wanted to post abt her -.- LOL. oh and we talking abt death note that guy la. light yagami. then say say say. i went to find his pics LOL!!! ok i dont want say liao. ltr she laughed until she die. LOL. then ya.... bathed. waseh, i dont know spent how long lo. put the water on my fingers, i scream but no sound come out la. CAN DIE. pain daooo. then the soap ah. i put on my palm, then suddenly, move dao the wound there. wa, i like, eh why so pain ah. then i see. wa kin kin, rub on my body. LOL! zzz ok nth liao. i m freaking bloody fuming now. zzz. why the bloody msges so fast exceed. wtf la. zzzz freaking headache please kill me now. i promise, i will do anything for you, no matter what happen, i will be there. And i will love you till the end of my life. September 2, 2008 hello. today is a boring day. zzz. wanted to go library study wan, but thn, yutong got class so nvm. woke up at.. 10 again LOL.. mssssgggggg ahhh. when is the bill going to comeeee?! 它一天没有来，我一天不安宁 LOL. ahahas. ok ya.. eat breakfast liaoooo. do some work lo.... actually quite done alr eh.. dont know la.. sian. ee that time the cut on my foot right, i nvr touch, now the skin still there, still got blood-.-disgusting. LOL. watching death note. ahhhh damn scaryyy. hehhe. sian. got projects. zzz. ok that all. dont know what to write bb crapping -.- September 1, 2008 tags: sheree- hahas thanks, take care too:D today, woke up at 10am exactly. check hp:D msggggg. eat breakfast, do work then online talk to darrr:D hehe. then... yea planned to off when the batt goes flat. hahas. nth much ... oh and today is the 7th day:D HAPPY ONE WEEK:D hehehe. ok. nothing to write eh... forgot whats the hw alr. sian. doing maths... bleah. bro and dad going west mall ltr, getting new hp i guess? -.- everytime like that, they have i dont have. zzz. dont know if i m going, so sian. MAYBE GETTING BIG BRO'S OLD HP!!:D:D it maybe old to him, but not me okayyyy! :D at least got what, camera:D:D hahah! ok thats all byebye!:D its true, so damn accurate, i sick he also sick, hahas. get well soon:D ily:D byebye!
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay