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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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November 14, 2008
LOL just read sheree's blog. she 300th post, i 348 liao. LOL HAHA. today was... OKAY. hmmm... trng. i cant wake up. cos apprently... ytd... i feel as if i didnt sleep at all. LOL toss and turn. cant sleep... maybe just thinking abt a lot of stuffs. nvm lols. then trng outdoor today. goodness-.- freaking hot. now my arm got 2 shades LOL. hahha. hmm... trng warm up, ran for 25 min. legs aching. cos was really running DAMN SLOW. is like walking. lolol. thennnn. lines..... blocking stuff. OMG man. SO TIRING... nvm.. then aiya nth much la. same old stuff. kena scolded for not setting properly. sometimes just miss-Q ma. aiya heck lah. coach ask me is it dont want be setter alr. sometimes i REALLY dont want be okay. but came to think of it, i came fmss just cos of this. how can i give up. go on lo. aiya i also dont know. very tired. after trng, went home. bathed. went for the workshop thingy. freaking boring i tell you-.- charis and me were like talkinggggg. i stoning sometimesss. LOL. and sarah was busy copying notes. i guess lyanne also stoning. maybe she listening, but dont understand. LOL. like almost all are jc ppl. we only sec1s-.- BLEAH. and got one nus girl behind us. KEEP TALKING AND TALKING-.- bloody hell. 'SO NICE!' 'I CRASHED ONE BEFORE TOO!' ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. as if i want to know. then i keep TSK-ING. and SHHH-ING. LOL!! hahah cnt stand it. then......... went to walk walk. explore the stuff. went home with charis. mrt damn lot of ppl-.- and got one bloody man. he frm navy i think. FREAKING HELL. ASK ME DAMN LOT OF QUESTIONS YOU KNOW. FUCK.-.- he frm mrt, keep staring at me alr lah!!! ZZZ. then i alight at cck. then he also. then he ask me, frm what sch. i say hua fei wei li. cos i thought is dont know who la. then i speak chinese. then. OMG ASK DAMN LOT OF QUESTIONS!!!!!!! ask i councillor not, sec what, everyday need the tie is it, ZZ!!! NONE OF HIS FREAKING BUSINESS RIGHT. ask ask ask. -.- OH and i saw cheryl twice today, came home frm trng, and came home frm the workshop LOL. trng tmr. 8 to 12... hais. tired. tired. seriously DAMN tired alr. bye. wow. great actors indeed. mediacorp missed out them. poor fellows. what can i do now? i have tried my best. if you did that on purpose. i guess nth left for me to say and do alr. whats the point of talking to you everytime, when you are not with me? you dont know the pain at all. is just so unbearable. i dont feel like the past anymore. not anymore... |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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