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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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November 18, 2008
still dont feel very good. dont know why. sth is missing. oh well... carissa msged me this morning, i was like damn happy. cos i got a lot to tell her... but too bad, she is in camp.. hais... talking to simin now. LOL she just went off. yea. nvm. so boring... ... ... dont feel like talking to anyone. hmm... timothy tan has went australia for a day alr. ahhh... everyone is leaving. so sad. tmr got match.. actually i dont feel like seeing anyone though. just want to stay at home. bleah. so sian. why why why. i dont understand. i really dont. what makes you think that i did that? i got nth to say... seriously.. trust, is a simple word, yet is so damn hard to trust someone. or make someone to trust you. now tell me, what must i do, so that you trust me? i feel so lonely now. ytd was shit, only simin was there, carissa was in camp, cant contact her and i dont blame her, yutong was in thai, at that moment, i realise i was all alone, i scrolled down the contacts in my handphone, none of them give me a sense of security, the only person i can talk to is simin, but i was just so pissed off after sth happened, ignoring the calls, today was better. but not as good as ordinary days. my heart is aching like mad. thinking abt what had happened, just make me feel like jumping off the building. now, i am all alone again. memories just keep flushing back to my mind now. why cant we be like before? why must so many ppl come between us? why?! i dont want mention any names here, but is just so unfair. she may be your only friend you can trust, what abt me? cant i have opp sex friends i trust too? this moment, i feel like burying myself into sea of tears like i did ytd night. a frozen lines , a single tear , is harder than i ever feared . |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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