Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Adeline!, 12021995 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits 3e'10 Carissa Jermaine Sheree Talia Venessa Venetia Archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	December 31, 2008 1. Do you have any secrets? Yeah 2. Would you fall in love with a boy? lol. ya. 3. Do you enjoy going to school? sometimes. 4. What will you do with $100000000? dont know. 5. What's your view towards love? erm. 6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone? Being loved by someone 7. How long would you be willing to wait for someone you love? er... true love then wait very long la. 8. If the person you love is NOT attached, what will you do? er... nth? 9.Is there anything that makes you extremely happy? yea. actually a lot, but now i m not happy 10. What makes you angry? a lot of things too 11. How would you see yourself in TEN years? 23 years old. i must have ipod touch by then. LOL 12. Who is currently more important to you? Wrbff (: and all other great friends and family:D 13. What is the most important thing in your life? friends and family 14. What if your best friends dropped into the sea and did not know how to swim, who will you save first? LOL. i will call the life guard. LOL 15. What is your favourite color? red, black, white! O: and others la, if the colour nice then i like lo-.- 16. Would u give all in in your relationship? yes. 17. If your ex hurts you badly and wants you back, what will you do? i wont want to be hurt again, i wont go back to him. 18. How are you feeling right now? confused, sad? 19. Love or like? Love 20. Who tagged you? grace 21. How is your relationship with her? WRbff(: 22. 5impressions of her? nice, gay, idiotic!, lame!, funny 23. The most memorable thing she had done for me? hmm... you accompany me to buy books. LOL 24. Pass this quiz to 10ppl to see how they feel about you(for guys, change the questions to "girls","she","her"etc.) dont pass back. 1. carissa 2. sheree 3. lyanne 4. deborah 5. charis 6. jermaine 7. yutong 8. zhenyi 9. lungs 10. yufan Q1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with ? (jermaine) haha i dont know. Q2. If no.2 & 7 are together, is that a good thing ?( sheree and yutong) LOL wait and see(: Q3. What is no.2 studying about ? (sheree) er... same as me? Q4. When is the last time u had a chat with no.3 ? (lyanne) just!!! (: talking abt design hahha Q5. Which band does no.8 like ?(zhenyi) whoops. i dont know :X Q6. Does no.1 have any siblings ? (carissa) yeaaa. one sis:D Q7. Would you like to woo no.3 ? ( lyanne) hahahaha i dont know Q8. How about no.7 ? ( zhenyi) hahaha!! see first la(: but we are siblingsO: Q9. Is no.4 single ?( deborah) haha i think so Q10. What's the surname of no.5 ? ( charis) choo Q11. What's the hobby of no.1 ?(carissa) hmm.... going crazy over dbsk, suju and more:D ahhaha Q12. Where is no.2 studying ?(sheree) fmss Q13. Where does no.9 lives ?(lungs) ah... tiong. 14. What colour does no.10 likes?(yufan) erm.. black.. and red i guess. Q15. are no.1 and 9 best friends?(carissa and lungs) HAHAHA. LOL. not best la. but i think good friends:D Q16. Does no.10 have pets?(yufan) yep Q17. Is no.5 the sexiest person on earth?(charis) charis!!! O: HAHAHA. Q18. What's no.8 doing now ?(zhenyi) mopping floor uh? :X ahhah today damn sian. i slept until.. 10 like that. woke up ate and then helped mom with housework. damn damn sian can-.- then i do design proj. i left 500 word write up, and... and.... a few more. sian-.- dont know when then can finish leh seriously. lols. tmr night, i must sleep early alr. SCH REOPENS!!!!!! O: ahhaha. sian._. ytd i was like, if i got ipod touch, it will be damn shiok laaaa. omg. work hard!!!! December 29, 2008 me and cassandra again:D me, simin and cassandra:D me and cassandra:D HAHA(: oh thats us:D not all cgirls. us(: playing stress on alex's butt. LOL yo okay thats all. LOL. yep. slept till dont know what time, then... woke up and unpacked my stuff, went to do my work. I AM SO HAPPY! I FINALLY THOUGHT OF A FUSHION DISH. HOHOHO. but i haven do the thingy yet-.- LOL thought of it only, dont know how to write out. lols. then... slacked like crazy. tired. talked to joker on msn a while. fell aslp-.- LOL. ahahaha. then.... I SURFED THE NET. IPOD TOUCH IPOD TOUCH!:D:D:D i am in love with it. HAHA. or maybe i buying ipod nano. see first, thats my present if i score well for next year's eoy:D ahhaha MY TARGET:D so now, i am going to buy a school bag. :D yes, a good choice rightttt.:D hahah so i must work hard!!!! :D only way to get me study. hahaha. so yea, i have been staring at that page for damn long, until i moved to ipod nano page. HAHA. LOL! hehehe. okay thats all:D December 28, 2008 yo man, i am back from camp. lols. damn damn damn damn tired._. actually.. ya tired. or you can say, sleepy LOL. but i nvr sleep!!! i only dozed off a little in front of com. then i go study table sleep. LOL like a little while only, my dad come ask me go eat dinner alr-.- yea. so now using la. ltr then sleep. i think i 10 plus sleeping alr. if i cannot take it. LOL okay reporting day- jocelyn's dad didnt fetch me, i eventually made my way there myself O: my arms like almost broke. ahhaha. anw, yea, reported. bgirls brought damn hell lot of titbits. HAHA. then they went to keep in the lockers before jiao lian came. thennnnnn. yea. trained, went to room. haha ya train train train. lunch was.... chicken rice! quite nice, but after eating, i am still damn hungry. friendly against shuqun after that i think. lost 2-3, but coach says last set didnt count, so 2-2 actually, i guess. nvm. yea. then.. i forgot, i think we rested. ohoh shuqun friendly, i played horribly, sorry. sorry. hais. anw, after resting, went for night training. yep. quite tiring. but.. okay la. then went to bathe. i cant sleep-.- though i am like quite sleepy. yea, finally, SLEPT. but mosquitoes are like CRAZY. bite here and there!!! wtf. i woke up a few times, found ou that i am not the only one kena bitten, since jocelyn was also scratching like madness, then we were like doing the same action WHEN WE SLEEPING. LOL! nearly burst out laughing, but didnt. no strength. haha. okay. thats all for first day i guess. OH YA, dinner was.. .. ( i forgot) nvm second day- woke up like... 530? not sure. forgot, went to change, morning run. 24 rounds in 10 mins. and we didnt slacked at all!!!!! LOL. we ran and ran, like there's no tmr. cool lo. ahhaha. but until like last few rounds, like damn cmi alr sia. LOL. then went up, trained service and chionged court._. omgly tiring. then rest, breakfast. ( wanton mee ) erm.. soggy wanton mee. then, trng again. i forgot what we did.. really forgot. i think friendly with bp is it. saw cheryl, but not shi hui, in the end, both nvr play, dot-.- so the game not as challenging, but they put some bgirls though. yea...... then i think we trained a bit after that, then ngee ann ppl came... pei da a while, won 25-16. ewnt to rest i think. then ate lunch.... i think is... fish thingy. yep. then slacked like mad. play like lol! ahhaha. then we went our trng, ahah damn fun. i partnered with shu mei, then play against jerm and jiaolian. ahha damn fun i tell you. HAHAA. then jean and jiahui just won us by ONE point! :D ahhaha. super fun. then trained, until 7 plus 8, then cool down and rested. bathed, and ate some FREAKING RICE, without spoon you know. HOW TO EAT LA-.- then we asked jia le and stubborn pig to go take opposite. HAHA. then pig go attitude-.- DOTS. i didnt know pig got attitude one. LOL HAHHA. thennnn. nth much, OH OH, alex discover one cockroach. she kicked like soccer ball!!! LOL then jermaine, cover it with paper, and stepped on it. omg-.- open up, the intestine of it came out. SO GROSS. -.- then she went to find chopsticks, HAHA WHILE WE ALL RUN AWAY. LOL. like playing catching. damn funny. LOL then went... to gather.. yea, then rest, went debrief, thn went back room and sleep. ahhaha. laughed like mad, i dont know for what, just laugh, LOL. then 12. 11am me and cass slept. LOLOLOL. this morning, we were like late for morning run, both divisions sat there, the sky, literally from dark to light. LOL. then coaches went to buy breakfast for us, while we sat there for like more than an hour. yea.. ate, rest train, didnt really train much though, trained my setting abit, and rescuing the ball. tired, then accidentally spilled wh's coffee-.- no brains, put in plastic bags, still put on table, like who wont spill la-.- then i cleaned up. zzzzzzz. zzzzzz. then they do some physcial thingy. after that, coach suddenly say dont train? zzz. dont know whats his prob also. but he like damn sad, damn disappointed with us like that. hais. nvm, went to eat with yutong, and his mom and yufan. the food is damn nice(: ahhah. though vegetarian lo. then... went home. on the way, i was like sleeping, PIG SIA-.- cannot stand myself. LOL. reached home, then.. go bathe and stuff lo. i damn tired alr, tmr then post pics, sian. tired-.- tags- yutong- LOL AHHA you in your dreams ah. LOL AHHAHA. grace- O: COOL LA, not scared of me! AHHAHA. kidding. :D ahhas, wahlao, i nvr solo la. i bluffed you. AHHA. carissa- LOL AHHAHA. SORRY LA. omg means got new one uh:D joker- YOYO. LOL. ahhha HuiMin- HELLO. ya lo! like never come my blog one. ahhas, thanks(: you all jiayou too! :D charis- AHHAHAHA YA! LOL! I AM BACK TOO!:D HAHAHA December 25, 2008 TEN ARE YOUS 1. Are you single - nope(: 2. Are you happy - not very. lols. 3. Are you bored - yes. 4. Are you fair - fair as in.. ? skin tone? LOL. not really. 5. Are you Italian - Nope 6. Are you intelligent - no. i am stupid. 7. Are you honest - yes(: 8. Are you nice -haha yes! LOL bhb. 9. Are you Irish - no. 10. Are you Asian - yesh. TEN FACTS 1. Full Name - Seah Ningsui Adeline 2. Nicknames - wdv. LOL. i only know one, aladdin-.- 3. Birth place - Thomson Hospital 4. Hair color - Black/dark dark brown. 5. Natural hair style - more of curly. 6. Eye colour - Dark brown/ black ( i dont know) 7. Birthday - 12 feb 8. Mood - okok 9. Favorite colors - black, white and red:D 10. One place you'd like to visit - australia, visit wayne and tim tan!O: TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 1. Have you ever been in love - yea.. 2. Do you believe in love at first sight - yea. 3. Do you currently have a crush? - LOL. uh oh? 4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - o.o 5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - LOL. (grace! you dare to say you dont!?) 6. Have you ever had your heart broken - o.o 7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - yes. 8. Are you afraid of commitment - yes. 9. Who was the last person you hugged - O: i dont know. 10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? i forgot. LOL. should be yufan. LOL. SHOULD TEN THIS OR THAT 1. Love or lust - Love. 2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard liquor. 3. Cats or dogs - Dogs 4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends. 5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy. 6. Pencil or Pen - pen 7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out. 8. Money or Happiness - Happiness. 9. Night or day - Night. 10. IM or phone - IM TEN HAVE YOU EVER 1. Been caught sneaking out - Nope 2. Seen a polar bear -no! T-T 3. Done something you regret - yes. duh. 4. Bungee jumped - nope.. 5. Eaten food that fell on the floor -Yeah. HAHA 6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - dont know whats that. 7. Been caught naked - LOL NO?! 8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - no? 9. Cried because you lost a pet - No. 10. Wanted to disappear - yes. TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 1. Smile or eyes - Smile. 2. Light or dark hair - dark. 3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs. 4. Shorter or taller - taller. :X 5. Intelligence or attraction -Attraction. 6. Topman or Zara- zara. 7. Funny or serious - Funny 8. Older or Younger - Older. 9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing 10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet TEN HAVE YOUS 1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yep. 2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - no? LOL. :D 3. Ever tried walking on your hands - No. HAHA. cant even handstand. LOL 4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope. 5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - no! 6. Ever been on a dance team - nope(: 7. Ever been on a sports team - yes! ahhaha. volleyball!(: 8. Ever been in a drama play/production - no. 9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - no?! 10. Ever been in a rap video? - no.. AHHA TEN... LASTS 1. Last phone call you made - carissa(: (grace! when you call me! HAHA) i didnt know:O 2. Last person you hugged - dont know. 3. Last person you went out with - Grace(: 4. Last time you worked - dont have:O 5. Last person you talked to - Grace(: 6. Last person you IM'd - Grace(: 7. Last person you texted - yufan 8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - i forgot. 9. Last person/thing you missed - nothing. 10. Last website visited - facebook TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE QUIZ: 1. carissa 2. lyanne 3. sheree 4. jermaine 5. charis 6. deborah 7. yutong 8. lungs 9. zhenyi 10. grace- do again. HAHA.(: yoyoyo! ltr going out lalala. ahhaha:D sian diao. talking to grace now. sian. tmr camp lo! (: tmr 4th month. hehehe. tmr boxing dayO: ahhaha. bleah so sian. byebye. December 24, 2008 yo!:D ahha merry christmas! ahhahas. today went fmss with grace YAY!:D ahhahahah. damn funny la. then.. slacked ard, went lot one eat subway with her. hahah. okay, the quiz i do another time. ahhaha. going sleep soon. oh, just now tim tan talked to me. ahahha. so funny :D oh i saw colin loh. LOL. lyanne's bro, and i saw weiting and cheryl!:D:D so happy youknow. haha. and we saw. EHEM AH, grace:D AHAHHAHA. LOL. okay i update tmr, going out with yufan tmr!(: LOL. hahaha. lalala. just want to type this: coke, you cheer up can? i beg you la, dont so sad. i know very heartbroken, cos i also cant imagine, my best friend doing that to me. yea. still got me, still got a lot of your friends, still got the team! (: cheer up! dont think too much ehh. December 23, 2008 ARE YOU: 1. Perfect: Nope 2. Tall: okay, NO. 3. In your pajamas: no... 4. Left handed: Nope. LAST: 1. Friend you saw: volleyballers 2. Talked to on phone: simin :O thats so long ago. ahha. 3. Person to text you: yufan 4. Place: food junction QUESTION & ANSWERS : Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? A: erm.. open my eyes? okay la... slacked. Q: Do you have anything bothering you? A: yea loadss ah. hahaha Q: What was the last movie you watched in theatres? A: oh i forgot.... Q: Where is the last place you went? A: OMG same as you grace! TOILET. LOL Q: Do you smile alot? A: erm.. i think so. Q: Do you wish upon stars? A: yea.... sometimes, when i really really wish that sth miracle will happen Q: Are you a friendly person? A: depends. HAHA. if i see you very nice, i will be friendly. ahha Q: Where did you sleep last night? A: bed la! Q: Why did you sleep there? A: COS I WANT. cannot ah. -.- Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? A: a lot of stuff Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad 10 being great? A: 7 i guess. cossssssssss. of friends and boyfriend(: if not it will be. zero. Q: What do you hear right now? A: nothing. tv. Q: Does anything hurt right now? A: no... Q: What's your favourite month? A: FEBRUARY:D Q: Are you missing someone right now? A: yes): badly Q: Are you tired? A: not really. 1. What is your current ring tone? haha dont have one. silent mode. 2. What is your current wallpaper? LOL. 3. Do you own a picture phone? whats a picture phone? phone with cam? LOL. yea. 4. If so, what was the last picture you took? i dont know! i am camera shy. HAHA. like real. 5. Go to your text inbox, who is the 10th message from the bottom from? OMG i thought is yufan, in the end was lungs-.- 6. How many contacts do you have in your phone? ah.. haven reach 100 i guess. 7. Go to your last miss call, who was it? mum 8. Do you have unlimited texting? no. 9. What service do you have? singtel 10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? whats... BARS? 11. Who's on your speed dial? OH OH. I GOT! haha. yutong. i forgot the speed dial anw. HAHA 12. How many contacts do you have that start with the letter D? 5 13. Do you have a voice mail? no. 17. What are the last 4 digits to your number? 8544 18. Go to your sent texts, who is the eighth message sent to? yufan 19. What about the 15th? yufan 20. Who's the last person you called? dad 21. Last person that texted you? yufan 22. Last person you added to your contacts? forgot. LOL. 23. Do you like your phone? not really?! LOL but is okay(: 24. What brand is it? sony ericsson 25. Wanna give out your number? no.. OKAY DONE. quiz from grace! ahhaha:D okay, trng was slacked today. quite slacked, wen to meet simin at clementi, then ate sumo house. 1245 we still eating happily. HAHA. then rushed there, met alex at bus stop, waited for heidi, in the end, asked us to go in first. then... saw them at back stage. LOL. a while ltr, went to gather, coach didnt want to care abt us at first. then... yea. ask why we late and stuff. did physical. then we did some fun running games. HAHA. LOL. and one needs to memorise where the cones are!!!! and second person placed them back!!! and JUST NICE, me and simin second ppl, OMG. ahhaha. stm ppl. tsk tsk. took quite a while to place them back in order. HAHA. yea. dismissed, went opp buy gulp. then.. went to meet alex and heidi, then.. jerm came. ahah. after that, we delivered the water kachang back for coaches. LOL. talked with them! quite long you know. LOL. talked abt boyfriends T-T yong guang was like asking this and that. and weihong thought simin was yufan's HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAH. but i cant believe i told yg that we still tgt. OMG. LOL. hahaha. and mr lim came!!!!! OMG. and yg keep like want to tell him-.- see my reaction is what. and shout my bro's name. my gawd. LOL. ahaha. went home with alex after that. went lot one buy textbooks, then ATE NEWYORK NEWYORK!!!!!! YES:D finally. ahhaha. i drank the soup, inside got something, plastic thing. got words on it, i think is like.. plastic packet, dropped inside, i still cant read the words, sth sth... HALAL. LOL. HAHA. my mom tell the person, and we got free dessert! HAHA(: lalala. went walk ard, then went home. yea. thats all for today. tmr going fmss with grace, she acting as my mom. HAHAHA. LOLOL. ahhaa. oh ya, my mom just scolded me for buying the books from popular, without bringing the discount card-.- which only save like one bucks. and i buy alr, WHAT SHE WANTS ME TO DO! LOL. okay yea. BYEEE. merry christmas:D December 22, 2008 Name 10 people: 1. grace 2. simin 3. carissa 4. lyanne 5. sheree 6. deborah 7. charis 8. cassandra 9. yutong 10. jermaine No. of questions :20 Q1.How is 1 related to 2. ( grace and simin ) dont know each other at all. Q2.Say something about 9 ( yutong ) HAHA. retarded(: Q3.How is 7 related to you ( charis ) kns!(: Q4.What if 1 & 10 ever dated each other? ( grace and jermaine ) haha they dont know each other(: Q5.Does 3 like 8? (carissa and cassandra ) LOL. they are not les? Q6. Does 6 likes to eat candy?(deborah) HAHA. i think so? we eat candies as if they are free of charge(: Q7.What is 5's nickname( sheree ) i dont know. HAHA. sher? LOL. nvr create one nick for her leh. Q8. Is 4 single?( lyanne ) HAHA. YES. she dont look like she will want a stead, right!:D Q9.What does 1 like to do?( grace ) HAHA. helping ppl do CPR. LOL. or wdv it is. ahaha. Q10.How is 4 related to 3? ( lyanne and carissa ) oh, kns:D Q11.Would you like to date 10? ( jermaine ) we are not lesbiannnnns:D Q12. What if 5 likes 7 ? ( sheree and charis ) :D LOL. i got no comments. Q13.What do you like about 8?(suemae) she is very nice. ahhaha. one i can pour out my troubles to:D Q14.What colour does 6 likes? ( deborah ) HAHA i dont know. :X sorry. i think is. . . . . . white? black? LOL. Q15. Who is closer to you ? 7 or 2 ? (charis and simin) i think same leh. lols. i think.. simin more close.... yep:D Q16. What colour does 1 likes the most?(grace) HAHA I KNOW. PURPLE:D Q17.Who is 3's Crush? ( carissa ) HAHAH I KNOW I KNOW! ((((: Q18.What is 10's hobby? ( jermaine ) haha. whoops. i dont know? i guess play volleyball. ahha Q19.When is the last time you met 5? ( sheree ) erm erm erm. the day we got lost tgt. LOL Q20.How is 2 related to 8? ( simin and cassandra ) classmates.. volleyballers.. thats all i guess.:D hoho i am done, grace! :D provide me more quizzes leh. hahaha. nth to do leh. no more tang yuans to eat. LOL. ahhahahha. okay. ytd was mad. supoosedly, is tuan yuan fan, after that suppose to go home right! stupid uncle dont allow. like wtf-.- so help until 12 am plus. damn shit can. then this morning my elder bro go help again. zzz. take us for granted. if not for grandparents, i die also wont help la. wth-.- then this morning... did nth. slacked :O i think i need to go study after posting! :O lols! hahaha. design project ._. I DONT KNOW HOW TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOO. someone help mee. shit. zzz. 3 more days to christmas, 4 more days to camp, 4 more days to fourth month:D everytime anniversary, got volleyball trng._. zzz. lols. okay done byeee. okay, is quite weird i am still up at this moment. -.- just came back from ah ma house ZZ. damn idiot, was asked to do some work. from dont know what time until now. wtf la. i nvr do, kena scolded, i do also kena scolded-.- cos they claimed that i do very slow. ZZZ. then might as well dont do right. do also kena zzz. fucked up. hoho. tmr going watch movie i guess. with parents-.- HAH. LOL. yes man, or the fighting movie. LOL. hahahaha. at least better than nth uh. okay tmr then post, i mean.... later in the morning.. yea. byeee. December 20, 2008 yo, today's trng not bad. woke up at 7am today! i jumped up. lols! then faster chiong out. met grace at yew tee mrt! HAHA. i was like, look up at the escalator... then saw one big red crumpler... then i was like, wah quite nice, like i saw it before... LOL then i realise is grace, so chiong up the escalator. HAHA. LOL! :D reached sch. haven started yet. lucky. then set the net.. blah blah. trained, bgirls came, did physical alr lo. then.... went opp buy bbt, went home. damn tired. rest a while, bathe, rest again. sian la. cos nth to do. LOL. played some games. omg man, use all my brain juice, cos need to is like puzzle. LOL. hahah. damn fun la. chatting with grace now! HAHA. LOLOL. damn funny. lols. okay yea. bye. if there is love, there is hate. December 19, 2008 helloooo. today's training was like okay? met simin at clementi, went tgt, then reached there, run like one min only? then ask us to take out net alr. LOL. then ran the cca block one.... after that, skipping, then setting. then.. i set again, the stairs' highest level! i finally did it:D happy ahhaha. ohoh. did the lie down then set thing. OMG. I CANNOT DO. the rest can!!! i cant even come up you know! i come up, back freaking pain. no strength AT ALL. AHHA. LOL. sian la. now also pain-.- after trng, sat down and briefed us abt in camp thingsssss. ahha then went achor point to eat kfc. LOL THE CLEANER DAMN ATTITUDE LOL. AHAHHAHAHAHAH. but damn fun making fun of her :D HAHAHAHAHA. HICCUPS. LOL. damn hell funny. then.. went queensway for fbts. and stuff. walk damn long went home with jocleyn and esther. thennnnnn. swimming. swam 8 laps of free style. OMG like going die man. i dont even know how to swim free style. hahaha. then we were like struggling. LOL. then 10 frogs. easyyyyyy(: after that went home lo. ate and bathed. sian la. i realise this is the longest post during hols. ahha. oh yea. i forgot 17 dec, one month tim tan gone. aha. and the day when so many things happen. O: dont want mention le. haha. and today, 7 days to camp, 6 days to christmas, i am excited for camp. yet i dont want it to come so fast. cos camp comes, means sch reopening, camp coming, means christmas coming, and i dont have money to buy gifts alr! i am broke. seriously broke. :( A broken heart, Mended with sweet words, Just to be broken again. December 16, 2008 yoyo. ytd i go bathe. wah sai. jump like crazy. LOLOLOLOLOL. kao eh. now at least got skin alr(: LOL. but still pain lols. ltr going dlss. hehhehe. play ball. quite boring uh. i feel like sleeping. today mom woke me up at 10.14-.- ZZZZZZZ. bleah. and my tpc the taskbar still cant work. i gave up alr la. so irritating!!! i going repair. ARGH. siannnnnn. carisssssssssaaaaaaaaaaa. faster come back from taiwan. LOL. quite random. haha i want sch reopen! omg-.- ohoh, sch reopen i going sch myself. quite sad._. LOL haha oh ya, ytd's lunch break was damn fun. cos jia hui hit the ball until the stage up there. LOL. then we all climb go peek where is the ball. HAHAHAHA. SO FUNNY. then go close the curtains, if not coach scold LOLOLOL. ahhahaha. damn fun. ahhahah. but trng quite slack. hehehe bye. December 15, 2008 yoyo, training today was okay? just got 3 blisters in total on both hands. effing pain-.- LOL. shit man. OMG. my taskbar got problem it went crazy. same as charis and carissa-.- bloody hell. reboot? or repair? i dont want reboot!!!!! argh. shit la. spoil my mood leh. freak. ARGHHHHH. December 13, 2008 yoyoyo. LOL siannnnn. -.- today friendly with shuqun, first went je waited for simin, wah, stomach super duper pain suddenly. then jermaine called, hers also pain. LOL. then simin reached, suddenly hers also pain. LOL quite cool hahahah. then played with shuqun. lost. heh. no one was really in the mood i guess? yupp. took lum's car to imm. at long john's with cass and simin. walked around and went home. watched tv until i slept. :O LOL. then woke up cos my hand numb. LOL. went to bathe, then used comm!!! :D:D until dad comes back, then a while ltr, went lot one to eat dinnerrrr. after that walk ard. bought 9 dollars worth of hairpins and rubberbands? LOL. yes. quite impossible. but is ex uh. LOL. hahaha. sian i thought tmr got volleyball. phew. nightmare. ahhaha. tmr nth to do. swimming only. bored. going shop for in camp someday. hohoho. bye go alr. byebyebyebyebyebye. graceangshiqi. i miss you not. i hope is enough to break your BO LI XIN. HAHAHAHAHAHA December 12, 2008 hello ppl. trng today was okay. quite slack actually. LOL. haha.tired now. but no one at home. going sleep soon. sian. tmr friendly against shuqun-.- ZZZ. okay bye. nothing to write. haha December 10, 2008 yoyoyo. sian=.= nothing to do eh. morning, finished my eng homework!:D:D:D now only left the stupid project-.- sian. nothing to do now alr. slacking. tmr 11am at dhoby hohoho. going watch movie. LOL. sian lehhhhhhhhhh zzzz. nothing to write. byebye December 9, 2008 yo ppl. haha. sian. today boring day. nth to do at all. read chinese tb in the morning, then...... online. until now-.- LOL. played games. lame ones. then chat online lo. sian la. faster thursday la. then can watch movie!:D:D:D hahaha. okay byebye. nothing to write alr. LOLS. anything goes when every thing's gone. December 8, 2008 hello. quite long nvr post? dont feel like. cos nothing much happened. shoulders are aching siannnnnnnnn. ytd swimming was disastrous. LOL. wdv it spelt. hmm.. went to cut my hair today. dont really like it? the hairdresser go cut until quite short. and hair is falling all over my face. LOL. tmr got nth to do. thursday maybe going with kns watch wildchild? lols. damnit la. so boring. i finished watching the video that simin lent me. fri then got trng._. lols. bye. nothing much to write. yutong- LOL i really thought is chinese lan bei. ahahha. LOLOL December 6, 2008 sian, now whole body aching like mad. tmr still got swimming haissss. today friendly with shuqun bgirls. hohoho. quite okay? LOL. but quite scary when yanqi spikes. hahaha. after that physical a bit lo. wah, arm cant even go my head there. pathetic not? LOL. ahahha. ohoh! saw weixuan at sumo house there, hahaha she blocked my way! i thought which ahlian block me. scaryyyy. hahahahhaha. so funnny. then went home la. next week no training!!! until friday!! :D:D:D:D happy. hahah. sian dont want type alr la. my shoulder very pain._. byeeee December 5, 2008 yoyoyo! training was not very very very tiring. just. okay. LOL. yupp. morning part is more tired than afternoon one. hmm... morning, we did defence, firstball... sth made coach angry. i forgot what. LOL. hmm. lunch break! went opp eat. ate.... minced meat noodles. lols. okay la. 2 dollars. what you expect. drank bbt. then went back rest. LOL we went backstage 'sleep'! LOL ahhaha. nvr sleep lo. laugh and laugh like mad. hahaha. thennnnnn. afternoon session. 7 cgirls plus boys. did defence a while, then do physical. do the 20 kg thingy. OMG THE BAR HAVEN EVEN REACH MY SHOULDER WHEN I GO UNDER IT. then yg help to take 2 chairs out. hahahahah. in the end, cannot take leh. the weights like rolling backwards. cant balance? LOL. ah.. then do quickbar lo. with esther. 10 times 30 sets. sounds crazy. LOL. but okay? only my arm damn wobbly after that. hahahah. damn slack leh after that, do back lift. now i stomachache. ._. jermaine says my hair smells nice. ahahahhahah! LOL! erm... then dont know do what alr, jump cones...? nothing much alr. lols. cool down, then watched boys play game a while. cool man. thunder here thunder there. ahhahaha. LOL went home. damn siannnnnnn. fell aslp on bus. then... reached home, no one at home-.- so sian. bleah bleah. nth much bye bye. December 4, 2008 hello. i cant use at night alr la-.- zzz ltr dad scold again-.- wtf._. at night then ppl come online one what. sian-.- tmr trng 8 to 5. hohoho. good luck. LOL. haha. OMG HOLIDAYS ARE BORING. .______________. everyday also nth to do. no one to talk to. sian la.-.- aiya go liao. ltr mad dog come scold again-.- December 3, 2008 yo ppl. today friendly was okay? won 4 to 1. but still okay la. lols. then went to eat at north point. haha yutong treat((((((((((((: cos didnt bring enough money :( LOL. yaaaaaaaaaaaaa. then go where? LOL.. ah. go queenstown library meet carissa, charis, lyanne and sheree. and lyanne's bro. ya. omg he damn action-.- cannot stand it LOL. then go home la. tmr going dlss. play ball and help lyanne's bro return sth-.- LOL. yupp. okay now. my father is being crazy, scolding vulgarities at me and glenn. no one is bothering abt him. but he still keeps scolding. i dont know what the fuck is his problem, cos my ears are damn irritated by his voice. so i am damn annoyed. but he keeps scolding dont know abt what. think only he knows vulgaritites like that. SIAO-.- continue tmr-.- December 2, 2008 hello dumb. lols. nth to do-.- dont want to post actually. but nvm! LOL. tmr friendly agains chung cheng high yishun. hahah jiayou c girls!:D sian sian sian. dad is crazy. angry over chargers-.- siao gina. chargers tangle only what! SIAO. scold like mad-.- also not yours. zzz. then angry like siao-.- bang this bang that. crazy. oh ya, this morning, i wake up then watched th video alr. LOL! i watched until disc 11 alr okay! LOKE SIMIN. LOL! by the time you come back. i think i can finished disc 15 lo. hehe. LOL. sian._. no one to talk to on msn one la. zzz. homework left - 2 orca, (not planning to do?) newspaper article ( not planning to do?) design project-.- -.- -.- -.- ZZZ stupid design project. stupid design. whats their problem? LOL-.- sch reopen then must hand in. ZZZ. HOW THE HELL TO DO LA! omg-.- what fushion dish?! omg. how to do? anyone knowssss?????? ._. then somemore cannot go out la. mon, wed, fri, sat volleyball trainings, wth? only this weeek like quite free. zz, also not VERY free-.- AHH. what kind of holiday is this? ... bye. December 1, 2008 yo i am back posting. ytd went to sleep early. LOL actually not early at all-.- haha ard 1130 i guess. then. thanks to simin! i cant sleep! i JUST fell asleep, felt vibration. LOL. simin calling me. ya. ask me stuff. shes waking up at 4am the next day and at 1142 haven go sleep-.- omg. ah. anw, msged her after hung up, cos i cant sleep! LOL. ahah. but after a while, auto slept-.- this morning. SO BORED-.- mom scolded three of us. ._. then i packed my stuff. stuff= worksheets. LOL. damn hell lot. but i all say sayonara. go kurung guni alr-.- the chinese newspapers also byebye liao. clear my shelves. now left all the sec 2 stuff. actually still got a little bit more haven clear. ahha. and my pencil case is still the ziplock bag. LOL! very easy to use. ahha but i bought one rip curl one! rmb! nono simin bought one. hahaha. yea. ah... back to ytd's match. mom went to watch! hehhe. so cool. and till now, i cant believe we won. LOL. LOL. it is sucha beautiful ending. after torturous trainings and matches. ahhaha. jiayou cgirls! work harder for next year's zonalssssssss(: sian. nothing to do. no one to talk to msn. SIAN-.- wed got friendly match!(: hahaha. going watch the video now. by the time simin comes back i must watched at least disc 15:O ahhah bye!
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay