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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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February 28, 2009
 LOKE(:alright thats the somehow the only part happy abt today. trng was tiring. and it rocks so much that i loved it-.- after trng, went to eat with cass.. went home. bus ride with bgirls, saw okky and nigel. brightens up the day though. msg him, talked a while. then ya.. slept for 2 hours. and ltr doing some work... ahh.. and the present we gave simin:  sorry simin if is ugly. seriously damn sorry. friday went home straight after trng ytd to do this. and at first I CANT FIND THE FRIGGING GLUE. used double sided tape. omg tear dao siao. fingers damn pain. so i went to look for glue. in the end found(: wait till its 12, then wish simin, then went to sleep. didnt sleep well. therefore today cmi. ._. February 27, 2009
ARGH. i feel so. . . dont know how to say. wth. gayshit. like some volcano erupting anytime. bleah today was fine. debate was fun. didnt get to finish everything, but at least finish most of my speech. fun fun fun. chi test was gay. zz i doubt i can do well this time. free period. slacked around. then, went to change. find ms ben, went ikea eat, and back for trng. didnt know trng starts at 230, we all still sat at the foyer. slacking. lolol. so reached sports hall at abt 245. set up net all that. blah. trng starts. after trng, went home straight. cos got sth impt to do. just finished anw. and it looked kind of.. ugly :( anw. tmr got trng again. and simin's bday(: okay i go liaoo. bye. February 25, 2009
today won.. 25- 6/7, 25-5. not bad.. but i kind of went wrong during second match. i keep stoning. LOL. ahh nvm after that went back sch. then went clementi eat kfc with simin, jerm and yingning. then went homeeee. slept. then online. okay i nearly went crazy just now. finding materials for dnt-.- LOL. ya... okay la bye. February 24, 2009
tired. tmr's nats. vs jurong. okay nth much to say bye. there isnt like any hope left for cgirls. we cant get back to the fighting spirit we had last time. i dont blame anyone. is okay, just try our best for every match. we wont be in cgirls anymore. jiayou. February 23, 2009
hi ppl. wed is nats. jiayou cgirls:D hahaha tmr not going for service learning. got trngg... hope everything goes well yea. HOPE. February 22, 2009
yo. today was boring. nth but do work. -.- sian aiya nth to post. BYE. LOL. jiayou for nats, cgirls:D February 21, 2009
yo! training today. it was.... alright i guess. hais. nth much to say though. ermmmm. after training, went opp eat with ppl. went home after that. reached home, omg i immediately fell aslp on the sofa man. like shit-.- lol! until i really dont want get up. then... like 4 plus, woke up bathed.. did my work, and then online now! while facebooking, i saw... photos of councillor. omg. okky is inside for A LOT of photos. laughing like some retard cos he looks super farney. hahahah! gay. LOL. hahahah! i shant be so bad. post them here(: anwww. i made up my mind yo. :D hahaha. okay byeee February 20, 2009
 oh man.                               yoyoyo. today was finee. met simin, went to school. eng was lame-.- did some debate thingy. then... sci. went downstairs to watch some video. i dont really understand, yea. watched until i slept-.-. gay. then... went back up for lesson. after that, went for chi, did gong han test. it was fine. but i dont think i did well. zzz. erm... then.. went for recess. ate, went up, then free period again. after that went for chi again. yaaaa. nth much. after sch, went to take my prize for coming in top 20 in the cross country-.- LOL. go find the water coolie guy. HAHA. LOL. after that, met cassandra, went to eat subway. then went ikea. saw simin, belinda and ashley. ya and omg. my phone was 'lost' ._. nah. i knew someone took it. anw, went home with cassandra after that. yupp. photos are quite long ago, consist of, birthday, orchard and katong trip. oh ya, ytd went to the.. chi compo shit. damn frigging lot of cheena. and the cheena teachers are having an illegal gathering there. LOL. anw, the compo was quite okay.... yea.. tags- grace- ahahha ya la. first valentine(: ahahha LOL lungs is an organ of an animal. ahah thanks(: <3 zhenyi- YO! ahhaha. yea meet up soon yeaa. yutong- O.O HAHA. i didnt know. haha heck man:P ahaha. LOL encucumber. omg. LOL. i found out is encumber. HAHA. i know my eng lousy laaa charis- ahahha YES. :D desperate for toilet. HAHA. lungs- LOL. organ yo. carissa- ahahha. LOL punny. February 17, 2009
yoyoyo. today is shiok. no hw(: hahaha cool not! LOL. anw. ya today was funny. but tiring. i did eng test until wanna slp. AND. IS FRIGGING HARD. like wth! so hard. but i am like.. slping? LOL. the voocab is like shit. i NEVER. NEVER see the words before you know. what, emcucumber. or wdv. stupid cucumber? LOL-.- chapel was nice(: ahhahaha. history was okay. ahaha after school. went home.... yea thats all bye. February 16, 2009
oh man. today sucked a lot. sch sucked. match sucked. we got 2nd for zonals while guys got champs. let's jiayou for nats, play the matches as cgirls 09. all the best cgirls. February 15, 2009
for that moment, things started to become blur. is it because it has always been like that, or is it because everything is changing? today is boring. has been listening to music like mad. went lot one for kfc. then library to borrow some books. bro bought new moon. lolol. they finished twilight O.O frigging fast. erm. do work. yea. tmr sch again. oh and tmr is our finals. jiayou cigrls(: really hope. really really hope our team spirit is back again. jiayou. all the best. February 14, 2009
yoyo. came back from training. quite tiring, but for monday finals, i will not complain(: woke up at 8 am. soo.. slacked. then left house at 9. bloody early. OH, ytd night, stayed up till 12am to wish ppl happy valentine. LOL damn lame. but then. hhahah nth to do. so... ya. i was like asking someone where is my present. LOL. joking only la. ahhaha. then the omg lungs, sent me TEN msges of, 'test' -.- didnt dare to reply cos scared he zao m'sia liao. so bo reply uh. msg more. LOL. then... training. at first.... ya, coach talked to us, then train lo. we played so badly that coach doesnt want to train us and asked us cool down and go home. but who wants to do that, monday is our finals. how can we just go home like that? so just like, find wh, then wh go talk to yg, then started to train again. after trng, went opp eat with simin, cassandra, jerm and ying ning. went back to that fateful place. erm went home after that. ltr going meet grace i guess(: ahahha. continue from ytd, we went orchard to walk ard la, then... LOL suddenly i feel damn high. i laughed like crazy at dont know what also. but i see charis's face, I WANT TO LAUGH. LOL. she was like desperately looking for toilet la. then the expression on the face is like. LOL. cant stop laughing at all. oh then while we eating, we played shoot shag marry. funny though. lyanne and i dont know how to use the knife to cut the half chicken we ordered. LOL so she was like.. RIPPING THE CHICKEN. HAHAHA. LOL. then forgot what happened, me and carissa both knocked our heads into the glass behind us LOL. hmmm.. after a while.. we decided to head home. LOL. from heeren, walk/rush/run all the way to takashimaya? then ya from there all the way to mrt, cos lyanne rushing home. LOL. so me and charis were laughing at her, cos she like damn pekcek. LOL. frigging funny, by the time we reached the mrt, we were sweaty, and tired. took mrt and talked. finally reached home, NO ONE AT HOME. how great is that.-.- so online... until 12 am... yea.. hhaha pictures later! February 13, 2009
yoyo! i am 14 alr(: hahahah oh anw, want to thank ppl who rmbed my birthday!:D hahaha went to sch happily ytd lols-.- hahha. then... went to locker. i saw kns. LOL. they like damn funny. they brought my huge huge present. but i dont know how they get past me. damn dua. then when they gimme, lee chee peng and shamsiah came in liao, suddenly lcp shouted, i give you 10s, pack your things and get out outside... then we all omg rush here rush there, then sommeore the big big stuffed toy. damn dua. dragged outside. HAHA. ermmm. then she lectured us, gave us like 10 min to clear up the classroom. lolol-.- then lecture again, went back in to have our lessons. after maths was history. not that bad. she is getting like better nowadays. copied some notes. then she released us early for recess. eat and stuff.... after that was lit-.- had my test. sat outside for like... 2 periods. i finished also sit outside. then dont want go in. then alex they all walked past me. LOL. farney. erm.. after lit was dnt. fun fun fun. i bent my acrylic. it is done! (: saw some wood. okay it sucks a lot. but anw, dnt rocks. hahah. ls was boring. i practically stoned for 2 periods. then went to find simin they all (: oh sze ting and deb came and find me, gave me their ards and gave me joanne's present to me. took it, lol-.- erm. then... went cass's uncle's restaurant to eat. heh. the food there is NICE. :D:D took pics. went to meet mom and got my new phone:D ahahhahah went home slacked. then slept. oh its the best day ever so far(: today, cross country! LOL my position was 16th. losuy i know. tried my best. nearly died on the road. LOL. erm slacked like mad la. then... OH my deisgn for our class mascot won yknow. cool or not la. LOL. went home. slept until 3-.- then woke up bathed online. then out to meet kns. LOL. supposedly meet at 4.30 in the end leh. i reached at 5, someone else best la. reached at 530 like that. LOL. went to.. orchard. blah blah. on the way DAMN FUNNY(: so erm reached there. went to... kino___ the bookstore buy some mag. then... ate. omg is damn ex-.- so... went to walk around. oh had fun. real fun. hahha. oh continue tmr. byeee February 9, 2009
yo! TODAY WAS FINE. lols. ermmmmmmm. ccitp was okay i guess. OH. SHEREE AND CARISSA KEEP MAKING FUN OF ME -.- zzzzzzzz. then laugh like gay. cos charis keep on, CARISSAAAAA. ahahhaha! darn funnaye. then mr lee go ask, oh is that carissa? then charis go say NONO, is carissAAAA. HAHA. imitating one person. super funny. erm... lit next. okay is boring. -.- then recess. ah RECESS IS FUN WITH 2f kias. LOL. we make all the 2f girls clique come and sit with us. thoguh the round table can only fit 8 ppl, we made a total of 13 ppl to share seats with us. leaving SOMEONE alone at their original 2f seating. FUNNY LA. then we all laughed like gay. ermmm. then she went to find her some other friends. some weirdos. then we like, eh she zao liao. let's go. LOL then all stand up and leave. is kinda obvious but who cares. cos the 2f ppl like one by one join us. damn LOL. in the end we also pull crystal kong and jamie. AHHAHAH FARNEY. chionged up to mdm chong's class. okay la. not bad. lols cos i dont even frigging care abt her. she keeps on ROUND ROBIN ROUND ROBIN. OH BUT THE FUNNY THING IS mano came in. and charis is so pro that she imitate mano's voice. omg we laughed like mad. seriously MAD. AHAH. okay i shall record down how she says, and let you all hear, the script is sth like this: okay class, please turn on your laptop, and loggg in to heucampus, then .... 3 deeeee-meeeerit points. AHHAHA OMG. i will ask charis for the script one day. lolol. then.. maths. i forgot do A LOT of questions.-.- so i chionged like mad. and my heart pounds like crazy. so 1145, i went off for competition. won outram, 25 - 5, 25 - 15. watched cboys match, went jurong point slacked awhile, then mrt-ed home. reached home at like.... 5 plus 6? saw glenn at lot one, and all his friends. then saw jodie lee. talked. yea. i finished my work. fast not! LOL. hahah okay bye February 7, 2009
 LOL SEE THIS FACE. HAHAHA EVERYTIME I SEE. i just want to laugh LOLOLOL. AHHAHA lyanne the gay shit. ahhahaha. okay random. HAHA omgay. lyanne! WHY YOUR FACE SO GAY. AHAHAHA went for training today. ermmm. met esther. then go tgt. ermmmmm. okay la nth much actually. but damn damn tired though-.- i yawned accidentally, coach ask me eat the ball up-.- wthhhh. lolol. then dismissed! like finallyy. erm went opposite with cassandra and jermaine. didnt eat cos i didnt take money from dad and left only 20cents-.- lolol. oh then i stoned there for a while. saw okky O.O LOL. omg man. jermaine YOU ROCK. lolol. she ran to the bbt there and started talking to him. OH OH before that, the part between her nose and mouth kena chilli, and is hot/pain/red. LOL so when she talks to okky, she covered her mouth. HAH. then he was like asking her why she talks must cover mouth one. HAHAHAH. omgawd. LOL. omg man. shant write the WHOLE story here. so paiseh omg. LOLOL. jermaine still laughed like some gay. LOL. okay okay. went home. i fell aslp on the mrt like.. zz. then reached cck. waited for the bus for like eternity. some accident took place. so the queue like damn long. saw jeremy teo. O.O he taller than his mom alr. ahah. okayy. saw glenn too. went home tgt. bathed do work until slp again. ahha. okay.. go do work alr. byee. carissa- ahahha LOL thumb war. I WIN YOU OKAY! though your thumb so freaking long. February 6, 2009
stupid empty promises. i wonder what is next. oh i forgot, parents are born to make empty promises to children, i am just too stupid to believe and make myself happy for nothing. i wonder, i really do, what you gonna promise me again. oh man. 2009 is a bad begining. this feeling sucks. being told that you are buying sth, yet after a day, poof, gone.'oh sorry, i cant buy for you.' you suck. you dont know how it feels. yo today was damn damn slack, somehow. erm. eng was zzz-.- okay nvm abt it. sci practical was purely fun. :D super cool. burnt magnesium, then mized sulphur and iron filings. ahah. took videos of it. but is with sarahh. hmmm chi. compo test. i guess it is alright, only that i went out of correction tape. and i used carissa's, after a while, carissa also went out of correction tape. so we both were like. ARGH. LOL bang table. LOLOL. test was alright.. i guess. not sure if i went out of point. but anw, first time finish my compo before time. xu lao shi wen up to me and tell me i need to go with crystal toh, for some compo competition on 19 feb-.- zzz gay. ME AND CRSTAL TOH. weird combination. we both like never talk one la please. somemore... omg -.- and is xu lao shi bring us. FAINT-.- i will die man. ahhh. okay i must try my best to win sth:D ahah. oh ya, soccer was thrashed by serangoon gardens ytd. 0 - 8. how pro was that LOL. ahhaha. anw erm chi class after free period was fun. free period, mark was playing arm wrestle with matthias tan HAHA. then i played with him. omfg he somehow twisted my arm. LOL. HAHA. then. went to hmt room. played with okky. HAHAAH. okay la he won of cos. farnei. his hand was super big, or is it my hand is small, mark's hand was big too. and like... very.. secure? i dont know how to say, like got a lot of meat la. then you ready that time. can feel you losing alr. LOL. OH OH finally with lungs too left hand. i dont dare right hand la deh. LOL. his hands omg BIG._. hahaha. funnn. erm. after sch went find cassandra they all. went ikea eat. ahahhaa. went back sch. received call from simin that trng was cancelled-.- so stayed to play ball a while. HAHA. and basketball too. then went home with esther. reached home. SLEEP-.- wasted one hour just like that. ate and online. ltr doing maths i think. sian..... oh and i super miss grace, zhen yi and suemae. omg._. when can we meet again?  just like the air, i need you.living each day, being buried by the works, oblivious to the time, that is ticking off unknowingly. February 5, 2009
oh long time no post ah. LOL. anw. today was funny. okay i forgot whats so funnny. but anw, until science. my mood was spoilt-.- ummmmmmmmmmmm, went school with simin, then........ mass run. oh okay mass run. damn funny. LOL. cos thy say what sports cca one behind. so i joined the vballers. ran behind. LOLOL. actually not run la. is walk. then the francis ng come. LOL. AHHAHA WHOLE BLOCK OF PPL STARTED RUNNING. HAHAHAHA then he will summoned ppl la! if we walk. so he come., we run. freaking funny. then jermaine was like shouting. LOL. I AM A FIT GIRL HAHA started chionging. LOLOL. mass run is funnnn. then.. maths. okay forgot took my notebook out from locker. borrowed meipeng's sci notebook and use a while. LOL. hahaha. history. BORING-.- but is slack. cos copy notes only. now sit in front, wah sai. cannot dont copy, cos left right up down all copying. LOL. so die also must copy but quite fun la actually. sleepy... recess. ate.. then went up. lit i think. okay is kinda lame. i forgot what we did. but is boring. um. design was fun!:D hahahaha. smooothened my edges. hohoho. my acrylic piece was done. hahaha. oh and mr choy described my work as the zhao cai mao-.- erm. sci. the home econs ppl dragged for quite long...... so started the test late. okay screw sci test. i think gonna fail or what. i tikamed most of the questions -.- zzz. went opp eat with kns. then they got cca. went to find uncle. gave me 3 packets of nasi lemak. ten went home. waited for yutong at dover. then went home with her to clementi. ahhaha. so long nvr talk. okay go revise chinese liao. byeee, tags- charis- yes. hate school-.- yutong- xu zhi wei. LOL. sorry la lazy update. yingmin- OH OKAY. SORRY. LINKED! :D grace- ahhahahaha. go memorise your chem bio and geog laaa. LOL. hope your brain brst some day:D HAH sheree- AHAHHAHA. YES SHE SUCKS. LOL NUCKING FUTS. oh you like the. sick one :X:D carissa- EH!!!! LOL. i nvr act tall okay! IS THEY SHORT. :X AHAHHA. joking. LOL |
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