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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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March 31, 2009
hi. CGIRLS JIAYOU FOR TMR. against cedarrrrrr. must try your best okay! like what coach said, we got nth to lose, but since is the second last match as cgirl, put in 100% effort okay? i will definitely try to, but i just hope i wont be off tmr. I DONT WANT TO BE. :( everthing is so confusing. i really want everything to end. just end it please. March 30, 2009
WE WON SHUQUN. in your face yea, so stop giving lame excuses, to show why you all lost to us. HMPH. anyway, quite happy we won. ahah. before match was disaster. my stomach is-.- wtf. now also damn pain. like wtg is my stomach's problem zzz. so dont really have the mood. BUT i kept thinking, LOL i kept on thinking we must win, WE MUST WIN. so yes. think until i dont care about the pain, and ping for the match:D and we won! WHOOOOOOO! GREAT JOB CGIRLS:D now lets ping for semis! i really hope my stomach wont hurt that day. the feeling is somehow unbearable-.- wth la. but nvm i will ping for that match. and try not to be off(: JIAYOU CGIRLS! second last match already! so treasure yo(: anyway, school today was fine. kind of sleepy. and sad. or wdv. thought abt kns. it can never be the same. ever again. i really feel damn sad. i mean, why must we become like that. now i know how it feels. when a best friend of yours, angry with you, and dont wish to continue the friendship with you, and that best friend has went through so many things with you. now i know. thought about a lot of stuffs, decided to msg curly. but cos she still in class, cant reply. so yea. at least i told her everything, felt much better. kns-ians, unite? March 29, 2009
just came back from dinner. bro said cos going NS soon, so yupp, go eat-.- LOL. and he said is like blk 13, in the end? is like so far from it. dad, mom and i were like. LOL. walking in circles. trying to find the place. LOLOL. yupp, ate. then went lot one a while, went home. and btw i deleted that post. doesnt mean i am guilty or what, is just simply cos i dont wish everything to get worst. and you, yes you. dont act smart and make up everything. cos it really pisses me off. it really really really pisses me off like mad. LIKE REALLY MAD. and i wonder, where did the 'you' went to? after what lyanne told me, i am trying not to be piss, really, but whatever you said, drove me mad. and like everyone, you think i want to have more enemies than friends? give and take. everyone move back one step la. and from now onwards, i dont have anything to do with YOU AND YOU. March 28, 2009
LOL. heres a funny post (: gonna write in chi yo. 你好， 我写信的目的，是想告诉你一些事情。。。 你知道吗？其实，我很了解你现在的心情。 你一定感到非常难过，不是吗？ 我知道，你不会看到这段话。 可是，我想对你说， 你不必这么难过。 因为，没有人责怪你。 是你无缘无故自责。 我不知你怎么了。 可是，你真是个怪胎。 LOL i cannot take it but to write that. cos is super funny. crystal toh wrote some lines of emo words, and seems to be referring to kns. LOL. but actually we arent referring to her in the first place. LOL. so yea. LOLOLOL. i was half writing, and half laughing just now. OMG MAN. AHHAHA yoooo. training today, couldnt wake up man._. tired like some gay. -.- hmm.. train.... until like 12 plus, go run 2.4 omg. cmi. LOL. even those who jogged in front of us, the timing was... 23 min like that eh. LOL. omg man. i think i will fail that component la-.- anyway, suppose to eat with simin, yingning and cass, but simin and yingning left a while ltr.. so left me and cass. omg la, hungry like ... yepp, ate, then bgirls plus jerm came, so joined us, but me and cass left a while ltr. trained and bused home. so boring. reached home bathed and stuffs, and i found out that i got no hw i guess? O.O! hahaha. heard that mdm lim is calling those who didnt hand in the sketch book. O: lucky i did, but didnt do anything. LOL so yep, didnt call me:D but she called carissa, and she will got a 'fa kuan' (booking) if she dont hand in on monday. LOL FA KUAN. AHHA how pro is her chi man. LOL. funny! hah, kns is having conflicts alr. and is just cos of that maxene tay? oh well, thats so cool.-.- not. well, nothing much to say abt that anyway, like what charis said, dont say back lo, we are not dogs like her-.- zzz. but theres just sth i need to say la, if you claimed that you arent acting cute, then whats with the WAGGY HANDS, AND SQUEAKY VOICE. oh maybe thats the real you, well ppl, thats real maxene tay, sorry for not realising it earlier. yea thats all(: bye ppl. tags- Jermaine- HAHA dick simi son. LOL thats lungs btw. HAHAHA Grace- LOL. yea. welcome!(: rmb to buy me mars bars! O: HAHAH. yea! dick simi son. LOL chilled. but that cheena cher is so unbearable! yutong- HAHA. same. i keep on having the scene when we playing vb on court. LOL. cool uh. carissa- ahhaha thank you very much(: WORK HARD YO. HAHA YES THAT DREAM. THAT STUPID DREAM O: makes me laugh like stupid idiot after i woke up, but in the dream i worrying like siao. LOL charis- LOL yea! she is my idol! O:! sheree- LOL ya la. sad. but is an high A2(: lyanne- HAHA why?! li ah ant! Dickson- LOL. ya open flower. and bear some fruits on your esplanade yo. LOL March 27, 2009
yooo. damn hell angry today la. zzz. okay, is later part.-.- first, overslept ah, then late, missed bus, so reached school late with simin. ahh-.- 2nd time liao. then ah, eng, LOL i slept. seriously, i think i either slept or stoned. then practical not bad la. LOL. i burnt my finger. is quite retarded, so i am not going to say it here. and sarah loke saw me like that, didnt come and help me take that test tube! OMG LOL. still down there laugh laugh laugh. omg. LOL. then chi-.- cb period. went in quite late la, then asked us to sit down lo. then i dunno do what la. she read the ke wen to us, while i was sleeping-.- freaking BORING. okay wait. that freaking max took my seat-.- zzz. then ah, moved all the way in front of cher's table. zzz. so yea, she started talking abt ke wen. sleepy.. slacked la. then she like talking to some wooden blocks one la. LOL no response one, so she one by one ask, what the 5th paragraph talking abt. so yea, as usual, i am the last one to answer. and she even skipped carissa-.- like she not in the class like that. then like WTF, i say one whole bunch of stuffs, then she shoot me back one sentence, ' if thats all you all can give me, i think you all dont understand the article' in chi la deh. so i okay lo. dont understand then dont, you explain la. then that fucking crystal toh, SAY EXACTLY WHAT I MEANT, ONLY LIKE REPHRASE A LITTLE EH, THEN THAT FUCKING CHEENA KIA GO SAY, ' 对了！' then diao me and carissa, cos we both shouted, THATS WHAT I SAID. wah cb man. i freaking pissed off after that la. then she asked what, who wants to help me clean the board, no one wants to at all, then in the end, lesson ended, she ordered dunno who to wipe-.- knn. i alr zao out la. pissed man. cbcbcbcb. fucker. -.- then went for recess. ya, lit lesson. i slept, like seriously, i still dreamt of sth, but i forgot what. yea. then.. FREE PERIODS! woooo. went to look for mano. SAW THAT BITCH. omg-.- SHE SMILED AT ME. cb. acting sibei good.-.- RAWR. went to meet cass, ate lunch with ppl, then training. training didnt went well. hais. shant elaborate, hope tmr will be better, and yes, my black pen is still lost-.- lols. and i dreamt a weird dream ytd. and is kind of funny when i think of it now. LOL. BYE March 25, 2009
hi people. okay today is not good._. this morning went to meet simin, algihted at clementi, chionged all the way to interchange. LOL-.- cos ytd, train delay cos someone faint there, and dropped down to the tracks, and kena by train, and the body split into 3 O: yes. so like freaking scary. then.. nearly late ah. reached on the dot. went form class. took back our report cards. (: As. my art and history got As too. so is like, happy la. lolol. then. went for chinese-.- freaking hell boring. zzz. she spoils my mood for goodness sake. zzz went for history. okay didnt do much as she spent time scolding people again. yupp. supposed to go for recess, but cos of some reasons, we had science. -.- then recess. yea, so left at recess, met jia le they all. went for match. won bpgh, 2-0. 25-10, 25-18. second set was really close. and the court was super cold-.- i cant stop chattering my teeth._. gay. debrief. yea, watched cedar's match vs xinmin. cedar won. lols. and yea, we are in nats top 4 alr. shuqun's match on monday. jiayou everybody, i really hope i can really back to normal on the 2 trainings, and shuqun's match. i really really really hope. went back school, then went home straight as i was damn tired. forgot to take my history from lockers-.- so yes, dont need do my work-.- gay. tmr morning need. zzz. now slacking la. very sian. okay bye. i really dont know what to do. what did i do to deserve this. i am scared, that i will lose all of you. March 24, 2009
yo. today okay. very sleepy. won phs, 2-0, 25- 16 and 25- 13. not bad. first set we didnt play very well. but okay. jiayou cgirls! tmr vs bpgh. JIAYOU AH. for the last games March 23, 2009
YO! LOL today veh happy. maths- A1 82.2 Chi- A1 84. sth sth Sci - A1 76-.- Eng - A2 73.sth sth -.- Lit - A2 73. sth sth LOL. good or not:D ahahha. happy la. now left history and design. pray hard get As also:D ahhaha. anw, today quite slack. ccitp lessons are great. the teacher damn yandao. LOL damn shuai/ hot eh. LOL the hairstyle is like O:!!!! very nice!!! got the. SHAPE LA. HAHA. damn funny. looked like wig to me. ahhaha. then go for eng. recess, lit, maths, sci, pe(: LOL. we tried the pull ups. OMG so frigging hard. none of the boys in our class can do-.- losers-.- hahaha! i did 5, with ppl below pulling me la. LOL but not bad la okay. hahaa. cc was slack-.- we playing childhood games damn funny. then went opp ate with kns. heh. then chiong for training-.- saw jermaine and yingmin, went up with them. played ball. then went out talked with coach. tmr is our first game. JIAYOU AH! :D HAHAHA. GO CGIRLS!!!(: March 22, 2009
Jσυυ is life. Life~ a gift of Nature. Love~ a gift of life. A kiss~ a gift of Love ♥ ♥ ♥ says: i just dun have nothing to do she meant she dont have anything to do, thats why come ask me how i doing, BUT SHE SAID, DONT HAVE NOTHING TO DO, MEANS GOT STH TO DO RIGHT. OMG! the eng is like SOME SHIT. AHHAHAHAH. laughed out loud when i saw this. OMG. funny! not cheem dont act cheem la! OMG! HAHAHA. btw, that smart girl is joanne choy. LOL okay, i am still doing some of my work, so yupp BYE! sch starts tmr-.- March 21, 2009
yo. today didnt want to go trng at first, lie on the bed for half an hour. until 7am, decided to go. cos of nats. training was not very good, we made coach disappointed, and he didnt really train us much. so yea.. until behind, played game. went opp buy drinks, went home. reached home for a while, went to find grace(: so long nvr meet! haha. so we met at 230. talked likeeeee MAD. M.A.D damn cool okay. then until 5.05. 2 and a half hour okay. ahahha! talked abt a lot of stuffs. hahaha. very fun. sacrificed ourselves a little, to the mosquitoes-.- LOL we kena bitten like. zzz. haha but okay la. I BOUGHT HER KIT KATS. ahahhahah. and found out there are other live chocolates are around too! like mars bars. LOL. oh we saw kirsten also. wow, red fbt and black shirt. ahahah. not bad. LOL laugh dao siao. ahhhhhhhh. yep. finallaye, met up before school starts again. (: tmr i must do lit essays, and that eng thingy, which i planned, NOT to do. see first(: see my mood. LOL. ya and read my chi book, and revise sci? not sure la. zzz so yep, BYE. if there was second chance, will you be there? March 20, 2009
yo. i am tired. today's training was okay? i got hit by ball again. zz sian. sian. sian. then we went opp eat, saw kns dudes. LOL talkeeddddd, then talked with ms tai also. LOL ahahha! then went home! HAhaha, i tired-.- i go sleep, tmr got trng. ah bye. March 19, 2009
 always a team(:你的回話凌亂著. 在這個時刻. 我想起噴泉旁的白鴿. 甜蜜散落了. 情緒莫名的拉扯. 我還愛你吶. 而你斷斷續續唱著歌. 假裝沒事了. 時間過了走了. 愛情面臨選擇. 你冷了倦了我哭了. 離開時的不快樂. 你用卡片手寫著. 有些愛只給到這真的痛了. 怎麽了.你累了.說好的.幸福吶 我懂了.不說了.愛淡了.夢遠了 開心與不開心.一一敘說著.你在不捨 那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.我都還記得 你不等了.說好的.幸福吶 我錯了.淚乾了.放手了後悔了 只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著. 要怎麼停呢 你的回話凌亂著. 在這個時刻. 我想起噴泉旁的白鴿. 甜蜜散落了. 情緒莫名的拉扯. 我還愛你吶. 而你斷斷續續唱著歌. 假裝沒事了. 時間過了走了. 愛情面臨選擇. 你冷了卻了我哭了. 離開時的不快樂. 你用卡片手寫著. 有些愛只給到這真的痛了. 怎麽了.你累了.說好的.幸福吶 我懂了.不說了.愛淡了.夢遠了 開心與不開心.一一敘說著.你在不捨 那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.我都還記得 你不等了.說好的.幸福吶 我錯了.淚乾了.放手了後悔了 只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著. 要怎麼停呢 March 18, 2009
oh yo! lol! i woke up at 1.20 pm today. damn shiok:O approximately 15 hours of sleep. LOL. actually thought still 11 plus.. wanted to sleep more la, then i look at my hp. LOL. 1.20, immediately woke up and go do work. lols. did my sci. er 'did', behind a few questions didnt do, cos dunno how to. so i am going do my hist and lit. and i dunno how to do my lit! thats the worst thing-.- omg oh and i rmb, i dreamt that my chi compo thing didnt win anything! sadded-.- and the worst thing is, those who went with me, all got sth, except me! LOL. okay how retarded that dream was. anw, i have been thinking abt vball all day long, ytd when going home with esther they all, still talking abt it. reached home, keep thinking the sence on court. omg-.- lols. can die. okok off to do work. byee March 17, 2009
yoooo. i am finally back from camp. it seems as if like so many days, but actually only 2 days, 1 night-.-.. day one: woke up at 5 plus, then reached school around 720. uhhh. then, we went to our classrooms, slacked a while, and then went shuqun for friendly match with their bgirls, while their cgirls played friendly with our bgirls. not that bad.. we won 3-2. so yep, we took yk's car there. came back, ate lunch, then... waited for afternoon's training. i think we slept a while, not sure. forgot what we did. but i know i was whacked by balls. and the space between nose and eyes bled a little, cos of the specs-.-, and i shall share my feelings after being whacked by the ball real hard on the face, with full contact-.- LOL. the whole face, felt damn hot. the lips like swollen, straight numb. and the whole head like going faint. LOL. yes. went back, i think we slept again? no.. we slacked. then went for night's training. much better. but i forgot what we did. day two: woke up at like... 5 plus! 630 went down for morning run. is damn tiring, after morning run, chiong dunno how many times, then, did jumping jacks, push ups, crunches. omg. then went to eat breakfast. not really hungry though, plus the wanton mee is spicy so didnt eat much, but drank the whole packet of soyabean. went back room, SLEPT. omg really slept. the whole cgirls slept, damn cool. then we suddenly woke up at 845. 9am started training. ahh and we literally dragged ourselves there. trained......... and trained....... and jia hui got to eat 'panadol' like me, i totally understand how it felt la, like really dunno what to do alr, and dont want to continue, that kind of feeling. and omg seeing other ppl cry, i felt damn damn damn sad, until i also want cry. omg. then jia le claimed that her eyes sensitive, so keep tearing, in the end, is cos she got affected too. the scene is damn saddening. ahh.. so we went to eat lunch. went back, half an hour to next training-.- so like. ahhhhhhhhh. tired. but the last part of training was okay, played game at first. funny, but i dont like-.- carry here and there. lols. but is funny la. LOL. then ah.. da dui with lum they all. okay la. but just dont want play anymore! o.o until coach says, we win the last set, then can go home. omg and we ping like mad. ahh. finally, IN CAMP IS OVER. packed our stuffs, and went opp to have bbt. went home. cant bloody walk properly. -.-reached home. say the outside lock is unlocked, in the end, the main gate locked. omg-.- i thougt no one at home, and i nvr bring my keys, and needs to go toilet urgently-.- LOL. so like wth, call mom. in the end she inside cooking-.- lols. slacked on the sofa. omg-.- bathed ate, now online. going slp soon. i think 10 sharp. tmr need start work. and need write reflection on the in camp! anyway, i felt that this in camp is so much better than last year's one, though is more tiring. but at least we put in our effort. until the last day, everyone were so so tired. and i really hope i can improve more. i want to play the finals again, that same feeling. i really want it back. at first, after we lost our zonals finals, everyone felt quite demoralised, feeling that we wont come so far. but now since we made it, i really hope we can endure until the last match of cgirl09. tags- cassandra- hahaha YO. (: charis- HAHA you also lo please!! carissa also! LOL! carissa- LOL. YA YA. damn funny omg. ahhahaa YOYOYOYO grace- MUAHHA. SURE. kitkat date. LOL. oh oh! and i think i can meet you on fri! provided you are not tired(: March 15, 2009
i very sad!!! cos in camp starts tmr, and after i come back, grace is going for hers! until fri. and fri i got my training! ahhh. sian!! so we planning to meet on sunday? O.O how great. if not then fri when she comes back :O dunno yet. ahhh but so sian, i come back she going lols.... okok. off to sleeepp. March 14, 2009
oh nono. long time no blog. okay. elearning, 1st day went to meet kns (: i was late :X actually woke up at 745. then went back sleep. until 10. LOL. and we were supposed to meet at 10. so.. yea great. i rushed my way out. and then met them. wireless@sg is irritating. i spent like.. half of my time in the library to connect. LOL. so didnt really do much? yea.. until like 12 plus going 1pm, we went to eat. wanted to go for sakae. but in the end, we went ajisen. LOL. sheree, charis and i ordered some spicy ramen. (lyanne! my eng imporved! LOL) ya, while the rest ate non-spicy one. OMG at first was okay. until behind omg faint. cmi. charis and i ate until ~~ bonkers. HAHA damn hell LOL. then cos got drinks also, which is ice lemon tea, then ah, me and charis, haven even like finish 1/4 of the ramen, we finished the drink. while sheree was happily eating. LOL and my lips totally went red. HAHA. damn LOL. we made so much noise, that the waitress served us iced water. and within mins, i finished the water. and drank charis's(: finally! i managed to finish it lo LOL. went to macs have ice cream-.- at first lyanne and i didnt want to eat. but.. we got tempted somehow. so went to buy. and, kns eating ice cream = unglam. we went to squash the ice cream on our lips. LOL making the whole lip white colour. and they described the chocolate coating and non chocolate as tom robinson and atticus-.- LOL damn funny. so.. i forgot why carissa is retarded enough to put her ice cream on the table, on her laptop. so i went to shake the laptop a little. LOL. while sheree accidentally kicked the table. and there the ice cream went. plop, on her bag? LOL. AHHAHA. and she didnt even know her hair was full of ice cream when she eating, until charis, sheree and i told her. HAHAHA. so we made loads of noise at macs again. is freaking cold. and everyone needed to pee urgently. so we finished our cones, and rushed to the toilet, now not only charis, is all of us. LOL. i am the first one to run. HAHA. in the toilet, everyone rushed in, closed the door, then suddenly carissa was like, 'i got a question, where you all put your laptop?' then i, ' YA OMG where!!!' LOL everyone thinking the same question. finally found a.. white thingy, put on it and thennnnn released everything out LOL. went home after that. then cut hair. elearning day 2, training, like what i said, sucked. so yea skipped. elearning day 3, training, not bad.. quite alright, we chu sheng and coach was pretty satisfied. er forgot the rest, went homeeeeeee. today, training, alright also, jermaine didnt come, so yea.. went to eat with simin, cass and esther after that. simin went off, and we started slacking there, playing truth or dare. hahaha. went home! slept till five plus.. woke up, watched bollywood-.- cos dad watching, and i realise, not bad afterall! LOL. really la. not bad. HAHA sian i go liao. byeeee tags- jermaine- hahaha sure! LOL. ya omg just finished nats, then lost. nice timing though yutong! LOL grace- LOL who are you to give me a lecture!!! HAHA. yes, you dont want go out! how to buy you kit kat la. LOL. and i haven get back all my results! you wait and see!!! lyanne- YEA HAPPY ALRIGHT. (: gay lyanne simin- HAHA. oh yes i believe. great job! and is like once in a blue moon you tagged me. March 12, 2009
yo. today is a bad day, went anchorpoint meet simin, jerm and cass. ate subbbway. then walked around. found a frog book. and found out sth.. heh. heh... LOL went around holding that book to scare cass. LOL. and she ran all the way outside! LOLOL. funny, then found out that loads of ppl not going training. so is like.... nth to train. then called coach, asked how. so in the end, still went for trng, cabbed to school. warmed up, trained. cboys were there too. and we didnt play very good today. is a bad bad training. so coach was sort of pissed off, so talked to us, then when he talking, he thought no one wants to listen, so pissed off again, and walked away. asked us to fall out and dismiss, so we sat down for a while, then he asked coach to service, but cos we sitting down there, then balls going to hit us-.- so we go lo. then went opp buy drinks with simin and cass. then we like, nth to do la. so we dont know where to go, COS IS 2.30 only-.- then we stood for a moment, decided to go home. yea, so simin gave me a lift to clementi. lolol. then went home. very very very tired. though trng didnt do anything. but just DAMN TIRED. tmr got trng again, 1 to 6. hope jia le jia hui will go. so we can train... oh and saw okky tok today. LOL hahah okay thats all. byeee March 10, 2009
yo ppl. term one ended. is it fast? or is it slow? i can say theres a lot of things happened, but the most impt thing is, term one ended. LOL i know i am crapping. lolol. anw, today was fine watched shallow hal. and is nice:D and then went opp eat with 2/3 kns. fun, went back sch cos i am urgent. LOL. then went back home. slept-.- then did my maths. then, ya online, now going off, BYE March 9, 2009
I AM HAIRPEE TODAY. ahahah. LOL. haha hmm. first, went to meet lyanne for some reason. then went school tgt. went for ccitp, quite fun, last lesson for term one, fast or fast. then.. lit. oh boring._. she was like asking us questions, but apparently, half of the class dont know what she talking, so, she ended up telling us to stand up one by one. so after a while, the ppl from the back part of the classroom stood. LOL. except the girls la. i dont know why she nvr call the girls, except lyanne, sheree, max and sarah. hahah. muahaha. LOL. so she like damn pissed off la, then finally ask thomas. LOL. ya, went for recess after that. ate... rice, went up. english was.. slack? i forgot. maths was funny. did quiz, it was alright, then.. went through the.. graph thingy. then ms lee came and talked to us, then suddenly shout zhou zhi and sean's name, so carissa was like, eh he really look like.. * turns and looks at ms lee* then she faster turns back. LOL.then ms lee was like, tell me what?! orhh.. you like him right... i shall announce to the class now ah.. tell me! then sheree, 'i know, he looks like g-dragon right..' then ms lee was like, g... drag?? drag? LOL. then 4 of us started laughing like crap. then shamsiah was like, SHH! LOL. then ms lee go punch carissa. LOL funny funny! science was alright. a bit demoralising. hais, charis! work harder! (: then went for compt. won xinmin 2-0, 25-17, 25-14. muahaha. i feel so satisfied okay. today coach very happy with our performance, cos we got team spirit, but can be improved. so jiayou cgirls! we can do it man. bought ice cream, made our way back to school. went home after that. ya. reached home.. then bathed, filed, then do maths olympiad, and great, is damn hard._. so decided to do ltr. okayy. byeee if thats the only thing i can do, i will do it. tags- grace- LOL eh i not racist okay. i am equal to everyone. HAHA. LOL you then racist, you kit kat! and yes, you have been mia-ing! >:( LOL. so long nvr meet okay, is you still living in the past. AHHAHA. eh what i lousy... hahah. eh i no life, you dead liao. LOL everday study eh you. :P sheree- LOL yea pudding is cute. ahhaha yo. LOL esplanade, really look like eh! especially thomas's hahha carissa- LOL YO. ahhaha gayshit. LOL you lagging, we that time laughed dao siao, you still ask us dont laugh. LOL. now you ownself laughing. LAGGER. HAHA. chongy sucks la. zzz! rawr. yutong- hahaha ya, busy with work, and nothing much to post about. hahah. OMG you lost it? O.O jermaine- LOL dont want la.. i not so bad. HAHA. :X lungs- LOL. REALLY WHAT, you go mirror see la. LOL will suddenly see esplanade at your house. March 7, 2009
I AM SO BORED. anw, today's training was alright. zzz-.- offf to do maths-.- bye March 6, 2009
YO. today is a a quite bad day. LOL. went sch early today. supposed to rreach at 645-.- in the end leh, i reached at 650, thought everyone there liao, in the end, only charis. lols. so yea did a bit of sitcom proj, went down to the side to collect the medal. erm. eng was fine. she wanted to show us the debate, but in the end, the volume dont work. LOL. so spent time ajusting the thingy, while we talked. yea. then sci. omg demoralising-.- i got so damn low for sci. but still an a1 though. BUT OMG. ahh. whole class did so well!!! sian. really really sian. then chi. wah worst i tell you. that xuzhiwei give me a frigging C for jian bao. I NEVER GET A C FOR CHI BEFORE OKAY. wth la. then still say me, what, didnt do as well. zzz. fucked up. then ah, listening compre, so freaking soft can, then carissa so nice, go tell her what to do, she says, ni guo lai bang mang la. ZZZ like she owes her one or what. zzz! then is she ownself nvr turn on the laptop volume to the MAX.-.- gayshit. i slept during listening. and missed quite a few parts. but who cares-.- is sec 4 listening. zzz. and then, she wanted to show us ppl's works on the panda thing on the screen. she like no brains, the paper cant even see a word, only got light, so just turn off the light la. then can liao what, zz then we tell her, she says, ni men zhi hui zuo zai na li, pi gu tu shang jiang hu le shi ma? ( we only know how to sit there, butt got glue is it,) wth la. ZZZ. then carissa so nice, repeat again, then she, ni guo lai kan la.-.- then i, DONT CARE HER LA, SHE DONT WANT LISTEN, NOT OUR PROB. LOL. dont know how to use dont use la, gei kiang, just read out can alr what, save time, save your energy. LOL. zzz. so pekcek, went recess after that, ate, then went up for lit. tried to watch the debate again, but cant-.- LOL. so spend the periods by sitting in front, talking to okky they all. LOL and playing with his collar pins. LOLOL. funny. free period! changed and slacked. lol trng was fine. ya fine. fine fine. tmr got trng again. zzz monday and tue in camp. zzzzzzzzzz. March 4, 2009
omg today was mad. totally. MAD. ahahhaha! okay, first, went sch with simin, then, chi. yea. it was fine i guess. then, history? wbt didnt come, so some relief cher cam in, did work, the started rehearsing the.. lit thing. then went for recess! ate, then went up, went to print my design proposal with carissa, and we were jumping ard like mad women. LOL. then WE LITERALLY JUMPED AROUND, finding papers. LOL. cos not enough, so we ump here and there. laughed dao siao, after that, i went first, cos scared mdm lim scold. uhh. so i left. LOL. found rest of them, then immediately went toilet. farney. so soon after, carissa came. LOLOL. did my clay. nth much from last week's cos mine went out of shape T-T. sadded. oh well. now also. so after design. went for our roleplay!!! it was fun. seriously. ahahha our group did pretty well!:D great job uh. (: then... okay is damn funny there, cos thomas. LOL his lines are, 'you felt sorry for her? you felt sorry for her?!' he felt sorry for her!! LOL he say until~~~ then me and sheree. cant stop laughing. after that, we saw sth funneir, cos vsim, went out, toilet i think, so yea, when she came back, she wore her shoes in, sommeore nvr wear properly one, just put the feet inside, LOL. so johnathan was like, eh, why you wear your shoes in!! then she ka lang ka bo. LOL. faster zao out. DAMN FUNNY. me and sheree. omg vibrate vibrate. HAHAHHAH. then went for chi again. it was LOL. funny. cos lungs and the guys in front were thinking sick-.- lol. and thomas and him keep talking in front of us damn irritating. LOL so me and carissa were like, eh, they all the 2 heads. damn round. then i say, ya, look like esplanade eh. LOL. AHHAHAHA. so ya. went to eat with 2/3 kns opp after that. we talked abt, how we met. LOL. funny funny!!!. AHHAHAHA. then then, went back sch to 'do sitcom' LOL. ended up, taking photos, watching videos! and discussing abt loads of stuffs. LOL. DAMN HELL FNNNY. laughed like mad. we made our attire until damn hell perfect yknow!!! AHAHHAHA. then we sang like someone, and we did the bagua advertisement. OMG AHHAHAHHAHA. i just looked the vid. FUNNY. AHHAHAHAHHA. laughed until cry. then discuss abit, went home. LOL. yupp. reached hom, do the hist. now slacking. ahhahahahahha okay laughing off now! LOL AHHAHAHA March 3, 2009
hi people. i am here. LOL. okay crapping. anw, today was a piece of shit. erm. start off with chi. got 40-.- out of 50. highest dunno how much. but i know i deproved. zzz. and xzw is still speaking eng in class. cant stand her. then chapel. slept. maths olympiad was fine, same as the last year's instructor, i wonder how come mr lim nvr teach. lucky my group the cher same, not like carissa's one. LOL. change into some old hag. recess. ate, then went up. sci? okay i screwed it up. seriously. i cant even concentrate. so prepare to die adeline seah. then, eng-.- laughed like crap actually. cos of one retard called chong quek keow, cos ytd, we did our lit role play, didnt know why so fast, yea we did it anw, so. carissa didnt manage to memorise all the lines, and had sort of.. TALKED, to mdm chong abt it. LOL. today mdm chong was like, ' i went home, and typed out what i want to say to carissa, and venessa' cos venessa was angry ytd too. after hearing that, sheree, charis and me burst out laughing. LOL. HAHA. she went off with venessa. then carissa, she was like, carissa did what myella and bob ewell did. LOL. AHHAHA cant stop laughing. then say what, make her as the scapegoat *points to herself*-.- LOL. funny funny. she went off lecturing us. sort of la, say what 2e, also must follow the rules and regulations. blah blah. if that is the case, how come 2e cant be like other class, have free periods, lesser hw? use your frigging brains and think mdm chong. maybe you dont have one, i dont blame you for that. sooo. she wrote down on the board, who she wants to talk to privately, first one kena was carissa. so erm ya. i only heard her saying, ' i am not against you carissa.' yea right man-.- frigging asshole. enough of that ass. so history was fine. LOL. quite fun actually. did comparison. then our group compared guys. HAHA. funny. sch ended. went canteen eat with carissa, charis and lyanne. wanted to go home, but went up do work first. did sci.. okky's group was doing the aeroplane. sian. went home with lyanne after that. no one at home when i reached. so.. slacked, bathed, did my design. ltr maybe doing my history. so sian. bored. bored. bored. headache. oh well bye. |
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