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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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March 17, 2009
yoooo. i am finally back from camp. it seems as if like so many days, but actually only 2 days, 1 night-.-.. day one: woke up at 5 plus, then reached school around 720. uhhh. then, we went to our classrooms, slacked a while, and then went shuqun for friendly match with their bgirls, while their cgirls played friendly with our bgirls. not that bad.. we won 3-2. so yep, we took yk's car there. came back, ate lunch, then... waited for afternoon's training. i think we slept a while, not sure. forgot what we did. but i know i was whacked by balls. and the space between nose and eyes bled a little, cos of the specs-.-, and i shall share my feelings after being whacked by the ball real hard on the face, with full contact-.- LOL. the whole face, felt damn hot. the lips like swollen, straight numb. and the whole head like going faint. LOL. yes. went back, i think we slept again? no.. we slacked. then went for night's training. much better. but i forgot what we did. day two: woke up at like... 5 plus! 630 went down for morning run. is damn tiring, after morning run, chiong dunno how many times, then, did jumping jacks, push ups, crunches. omg. then went to eat breakfast. not really hungry though, plus the wanton mee is spicy so didnt eat much, but drank the whole packet of soyabean. went back room, SLEPT. omg really slept. the whole cgirls slept, damn cool. then we suddenly woke up at 845. 9am started training. ahh and we literally dragged ourselves there. trained......... and trained....... and jia hui got to eat 'panadol' like me, i totally understand how it felt la, like really dunno what to do alr, and dont want to continue, that kind of feeling. and omg seeing other ppl cry, i felt damn damn damn sad, until i also want cry. omg. then jia le claimed that her eyes sensitive, so keep tearing, in the end, is cos she got affected too. the scene is damn saddening. ahh.. so we went to eat lunch. went back, half an hour to next training-.- so like. ahhhhhhhhh. tired. but the last part of training was okay, played game at first. funny, but i dont like-.- carry here and there. lols. but is funny la. LOL. then ah.. da dui with lum they all. okay la. but just dont want play anymore! o.o until coach says, we win the last set, then can go home. omg and we ping like mad. ahh. finally, IN CAMP IS OVER. packed our stuffs, and went opp to have bbt. went home. cant bloody walk properly. -.-reached home. say the outside lock is unlocked, in the end, the main gate locked. omg-.- i thougt no one at home, and i nvr bring my keys, and needs to go toilet urgently-.- LOL. so like wth, call mom. in the end she inside cooking-.- lols. slacked on the sofa. omg-.- bathed ate, now online. going slp soon. i think 10 sharp. tmr need start work. and need write reflection on the in camp! anyway, i felt that this in camp is so much better than last year's one, though is more tiring. but at least we put in our effort. until the last day, everyone were so so tired. and i really hope i can improve more. i want to play the finals again, that same feeling. i really want it back. at first, after we lost our zonals finals, everyone felt quite demoralised, feeling that we wont come so far. but now since we made it, i really hope we can endure until the last match of cgirl09. tags- cassandra- hahaha YO. (: charis- HAHA you also lo please!! carissa also! LOL! carissa- LOL. YA YA. damn funny omg. ahhahaa YOYOYOYO grace- MUAHHA. SURE. kitkat date. LOL. oh oh! and i think i can meet you on fri! provided you are not tired(: |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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