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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 31, 2009
yoyoyo. yesterday was tiring. went east coast for cip early in the morning. it was damn slack. plus it rained, so we didnt really do anything.. jia hui and i were so bored that we climbed a small tree. short one, but the tree trunk was damn big. ahahah. fun(: then went to eat macs, and took lum's car and went home. slept for like one hour, then went to meet grace to give out flyers-.- LOL so yep. quite okay la. grace went to put flyers into one tuition centre and child care centre. LOL. damn gay. HAHA. this morning.. woke up. did my mathes. left the graph-.- zz. later than do. then. watch bof. hehe. bored ma. okay nothing much alr. byeee tags- grace-hahaha you very irritating! LOL. you also be happy! simin- LOL i know in real life also! but very lousy la. in nitendo wii also damn cmi :X May 30, 2009
you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may loved again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect- you arent either. and the two of you may never be perfect together. but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break --- her heart. so dont hurt her, dont change her, dont analyze her and dont expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. May 29, 2009
ZZ I AM DAMN ANGRY LA. ZZZ. school was fine? damn slack. okay so went to eat lor. then come back and slacked a while. then went for the hell training. zzz. fucked up. asked me to like throw the ball damn fast, like setting, for 1000 times. zz. and the freaking wh is like shaking his freaking balding head at me. and after a while, he asked me to sit down and set the wall. the space between the freaking location map, and the lines on the wall. if exceeds that part, starts from zero, and throw medicine ball for 20 times. obviously I CANT-.- i mean. 100 balls, cannot touch the location map and the line. wtf? okay, maybe is possible. but hello, i cant freaking even see the line and map properly, how to aim there la. zz. fucked up. then yg asked me drink water. so drink. then the freaking wh again, go ask simin why i go drink. ccb. i cant take it alr lor. then after i drank, i continued, then he says, you finished how many sets alr, i say none. he freaking shook his head and went off. ccb la. knn. i damn angry. then yg asked me to go join the rest. so ya. not that bad. but still sucked like mad. zz. cb. finally until 430, i freaking wanna zao alr. i cant take it alr. i seriously CANT TAKE IT ALR. so yes, went home with jocelyn, oh ya, i even nearly fall asleep while setting the bloody wall. i am that tired. yes-.- anyway. the time when we stepped into the sports hall was 1.17 40seconds pm. thats the time when we commit suicide. zz. anyway, tmr got some cip thing. and i feel that it will be more fun that training obviously. so yes. i am freaking angry now. i think i can kill someone or sth. f-u-c-k-e-d u-p l-i-f-e May 28, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN HAN! omg freak la. my eyes very pain now:( pain until i want to cry. omg. and i think glenn thinks i am crazy as i keep looking into the mirror and look at my eye. LOL. i cant bloody see properly. is damn irritating ahhhh. anw, results were alright:D my position in class is like. 12. :D not bad alr. but can be improved. thennn. all a1s, except 2 a2s, which is science and eng-.- LOL. yupp. sooo. not bad right. and rosalind ho kept talking about my science. ... so. after that, met charis and sheree, ate at anchorpoint, then go to sheree's house. OH ya. when my mother and i were taking bus to school, saw yufan. LOL. mom: he sec 1 ah? *stare at him as he sits beside me* me: *damn scared* huh. no la. sec 2. mom: orh.. i saw him before leh...* continue looking at him* me: mm. *damn damn scared* mom: what's his name? me: *pretend nvr hear* huh. LOL omg i tell you. somemore she last time read my messages, so she should know who is he if i tell her the name. LOL. wah DAMN SCARED. lol. orh ya. so went sheree's house. :D May 27, 2009
i have a fucked up life. May 26, 2009
hi yos. LOL. doesnt feel like tuesday today. anyway... school was OKAY?! sian leh. WHY FRIDAY GOT TRAINING OMG. -.- zzz. nth much to say la. zzz. sian. May 25, 2009
so sian. training today was okay, but the running part is horror-.- 10 rounds up and down O: simin and i nearly died. LOL. but i'm quite contented that we dont need do the physical part, (: anyway, underhand with cgirls a while, then fall out alr. LOL cos damn lot of ppl needa leave early. so coach just dismiss-.- and OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. friday got training-.- 10 to 3. wth la. dont need eat lunch liao la. zzz. anyway. school today was damn sian. damn damn sian. i just feel like sleeping the whole day, but i cant :( sian. oh, pe was fun. LOL played cap's ball. heheheh. (: i am damn sleepy now. zz. tags- cassandra- HAHA YO:D charis- :D NO! LOL. yes madness. like some. zzz. mad dog. sheree- LOL YA LOR. sianxzx. LOL dont steal my lyrics. LOL. i am the real flower fading. lyanne- HAHA. yes crazy i know! grace- YAAAAA. my holidays are damn screwed already:( and celest asked if wanna go out on.. 11june... yutong- HAHAHA what!!! s2e! cannot! LOL FRY YOUR BRAINS. then your brains will be damn delicious:D hehehe carissa- HI DUDE. May 24, 2009
You've got me drawing conclusions. You've got me escaping within the saddest music. Why is it so hard for me to trust you? I hate the way we are, but what are we to do? did all my maths olympiad till the last 2 worksheets as i seriously cant take it anymore-.- omg. then did my... filing-.- cos mdm chong says she wanna check mine on monday zz. anyway. i wanna this freaking week to faster be over. the saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you. May 23, 2009
sianxzx. got a lot of work to do-.- English: 1. Book review 6 2. Reader's digest worksheets, April 3. Compre practice "Distinctiom in EL" - (Till end of chapter 5) Literature: 1. Read Clay marble 2. Answer discussion questions 3. Literature Purple Book Math: 1. Congruency & Similarity IT ws 2. Math Olympiad Science: 1. Science worksheet History: 1. Postcard writeup (For Both & print) 2. Finalise Skit script. Design: 1. Finish up art poster Chinese: zuo ye May 22, 2009
june hols training-.- every MON, WED, THURS, SAT. omg. except.. second week. monday - 12-4pm omg-.- wed- 12-4pm=.= thurs- 3- 7.30pm. this is crazy. sat - 8 to 12 i am going mad. or maybe i am mad. i am really mad. i dunno whether to laugh or cry. and i feel as if my brains are hollow. omg and tmr theres no training. LOL=.= hi. LOL. school was alright? i got a2 for history-.- zzz. and is 74.8. damn idiot eh. LOL. okay so... i dunno what to say about school. training was OKAY OKAY. OH YA. before training, went to eat with the peepo. LOL MAN. then laughed like some shit. and A FLY WENT TO LYANNE'S MOUTH. OMG AHAHHAHHAHA. cant take it. and the way she wipe off, and her reaction is hilarious. damn funny. HAHAHA. then that time only lyanne and i, charis and sheree were behind laughing at pearls too. LOL funny funny. HAHAHA. then i slacked a while there. went training at around 2.40-.- sianxz. at first training was horrible. coordinations, running, pt. wow-.- then got better. but omg my setting today was damn weird. LOL. seriously, keep hitting the palm, and dont have the nice feeling-.- anyway. is quite tiring setting. zzz. LOL after training was the best. omgggg. i miss cgirls so much:( AHHAHA. kept talking about fats, i have no idea why. i think is cos of jiahui. HAHAH. jiahui the mac chicken. okay, so we went to buy drink and jiahui bought slurpy. and jiale took a sip. and her reaction was SUPER FUNNY. jia le: OMG JIAHUI! jiahui: what? everyone look at them jia le: WHY IS IT SO NICE?! OMG la. LOL. why is it NOT nice. and on the bus we laughed like mad. we like drunkards la. then the jiahui go imitate dunno who, and she laughed a damn gay laugh. LOL. laughed my ass off. so at mrt, jocelyn and i were being typical singaporeans, we squeezed in the mrt and took the priority or wdv seats. AHHAHA. lol. cos we were too tired. reached home. nth much. LOL got whole list of things to do-.- bye. for a moment, i ask myself. who am i? tags- jermaine- HAHAHA YA! :D no! is very nice!(: yutong- HAHA no acceptable lor! so boring:( ahahha no fun grace- oh no. relax. but yes. f life upside down. zzz. sheree- AHAHAH YOYOYO. charis- yes ahhaha!:D HELLO lyanne- OH YEA. good idea. but no.(: HAHA diigadick or wdv- LOL YO. May 20, 2009
holidays. one more week.. i cant wait for holidays, yet i hate holidays. holidays = piles of hw = revisions = packed training schedules holidays=/= REST. is damn gay. okay school was fine. overslept today. until 6 am=.= lucky dad woke up. so i chionged everything in like 15 min. LOL. and rushed out of the house at 6.17. cant meet simin cos i will be super late. sorry. yupp. then reached school. zz. today passed DAMN HELL SLOW. i tell you. i nearly died. but lit was actually fun. cos mdm chong told us about her love story and how she and her husband met and stuffs. LOl is damn LOL. HAHA. thenn. nothing much la. damn boring. after school went eat with simin, then yea, home. i got shocked when i saw 3 cartons of chocolates outside my house. CARTONS.  yes all chocolates-.- is crazy. and the sweet-person is sick, so no one is going to clear these chocolates.. LOL and i feel like shutting bro up when he coughs without covering his mouth. omg-.- simple things lahh. lols. anyway yes bye. life is screwed. f it upside down, inside out. May 18, 2009
omg fuck life. May 16, 2009
 HI JERMAINE! :DHAPPY BIRTHDAY! anyway, ran... then trained a bit. train jump set omg-.- LOL. at first dunno how. so tried a few times. got the rhythm. ya. but till then, my whole shirt was wet la. like really wet-.-so ya. then rested. then rest all the way alr. LOL. coach didnt put me to play ma. hah. then after training, went opp with jing hui, jia le and hui. bought mashed potato and went home. saw eunice at dover mrt, so went home tgt. yupp. damn tired. wanted to celebrate jermaine's birthday. but thennn. i needa see doctor. so sorry:( went to sleep at like 550. wanted to wake up at 610 yknow. how stupid is that. LOL. in the end, i sleep until like 7 plus. O: still quite sleepy. and headache-y. zzz. okay i need do my persuasive speech. AH fug. lol. bye May 15, 2009
HOHO. happy 500th post:D ahah okay anyway. today was good and bad. so.. went school with simin again. haha. then... lit. got 19/25. okay la hor. -.- so.. did the stupid lit booklet. ohoh, then the elearning also got back. yupp. then.. science, went to do lab work. LOL. then. chi omg. i cant stand xzw anymore. we went to the last classroom on level 4. is like. split, and is damn damn small. so only got 4 tables. so 6 ppl per table. then we joined amos that group. ya, got space ma. so suddenly, quite a few guys came that table also. ya, but still got 2 more seats. so i threw my books to a seat, beside okky(cos no more seats) ya. and cos amos go snatched my seat, i had to move. then amos was like SORRY. then xzw took my books and pencil case, and threw it to another table yknow. and said sorry in that cheena accent. like wtf la. whats her problem. just cos that matthias tan wants to sit there, then she threw my books to another table to let him sit. unreasonable at all lor. so nvm. i was damn angry. then, i saw my results. wah piang. 78.9 like damnit. i seriously hate her to the core. my chi dropped like from 80 plus to 78.9. i mean, i blame myself. as well as that cheena. she cant bloody teach. and the highest is like her fav student. omg la. the whole chi lesson i was swearing like some dog. then carissa said sth like, one two three. then xzw was like, tHHHHree la. what TREE. then i was like trying to control my laughter la. a freaking cheena trying to correct a student, whose pronunciation is above the average. is like OMG. hilarious, 不自量力. nvm. talking about her makes my blood boils. recess. ate a bit, then went up, saw mdm chong. LOL. so we were like SHIT. chiong up before her. then she pretended to like race with us. OMG damn hell funny i tell you. then reached the classroom, mdm chong was like, if i dont have these 2 bags, i will race with you all. OMG. HAHA. then she forgot to bring her purple booklet. so she RAN out again. damn lol. okay then we went to slack at the chess table. laughed like some crap i tell you. AHHAHA then went to collect chi compo prize with charis. :D i got a trophy! happy. ahahha okay so i went back school with charis. walked around. then then went home. damn tired. okay tmr got training. BYE tags- lyanne- OH WHATEVER LYANNE. LOL i am more awesome than you! cassandra- okok i try to link as soon as possible. hahaha jermaine- LOL. WTH. ahhaha! cos the tent i built one! wont fall easily. HAHA yingning- HELLOOOO:D May 14, 2009
YOO. today was okayyy. ya fine la. went out a bit later as i was packing my home econs stuffs-.- got a feeling i will see grace! LOL in the end i was right:D just when the train comes, i saw a damn white person, with red bag chionged up the escalator. the scene is damn hell funny. LOL then the chuan face LOL. :X so yes. SHE DAOED ME. O: no la kidding. so until jurong east the we started chatting as we cant move on the train. saw a lot of chocolatey friends of ours! damn happy la someone. i bet she attempted to get some of their numbers. LOL. so yes, reached school, then went kitchen put my chicken and stuffs. mathssss. i got like. 33/40-.- is disappointing okay. but anyway. i should be contented. but.. nvm. lol. all minus marks cos never simplify further, or forget to find sth when i got the answer alr-.- wth. then did proj. history was slack-.- zz. then recess. then... science. acids and alkaline. argh. then. cooking! LOL. super funny. okky nearly burnt down the whole kitchen. like seriously. LOL suddenly got fire. like, the stove there la. then the kitchen started to be smokey. then some of us ran out of the kitchen to get some fresh air. LOL. so yes, he screwed his dish up. HAHA. anyway. mine was alright, though i burnt mine too. but that teacher said it was nice!:D 4/5 eh. not bad right. HAHA. lifeskills was wth. lame. then dismissed. saw yutong they all at level 3. so joined them. not fun lor. LOL. ya. then then then. went home-.- damn boring. ZZ. May 13, 2009
nah ppl. i wasnt the one getting 49/50. is another girl who got it. so yea. i forgot to say in the previous post. i got 43/50. so is like-.- okay nvm. today was fine i guess? yi lun wen pulled my chi grades up as i got like 55/70? i mean i didnt expect it to be that high. so quite contented alr. then.. history was slack. argh. then recess. design was kind of stupidddd. slacked most of time, chatting. LOL. then tasted the other ppl's food. not bad. nice! :D went back class for eng and lit. bor-ing. then chi again. LOL filing time. so we were like eating chewing gum. all got caught except me:D AHHA. LOLOL. jamie's reaction was super funny. oh yea, chinese newspaper got acjc volleyball girls. haha they lost to vjc O: anyway yes. my mom went crazy again. i was like: me- oh today's newspaper? in my bag eh. mom- in your bag got what use, you dont even want to read me- HUH?! what thing. i haven start reading, and i never say i dont want read! mom- i am saying, you tell me in your bag, got what use? me- (totally dont understand what she was saying) ??? mom- must read more. dont use the com alr.. me- i am not using! LOL. (i was eating that time, and i didnt plan to use com) mom- i am not saying now! i mean everyday. me- oh nvm. (continue to eat my dinner) omg i nearly died talking to her. i didnt even say i dont want read newspaper manxzz. whats with her. and she was like asking me to study the olevels stuffs. like wtf. i will IF i got the time lah. but do i look like i got time?-.- anywayyy. tmr will get back our maths paper. i hope it is like up to my standard though. i really dont want to disappoint my mother. and myself. LOL. i want to do well. tagss- carissa- LOL yea she rocks! i missed her:( charis- YOOOOO lyanne- LOL ahhaha your mom is the champion. jermaine- HAHA no! is not so easy to collapse! grace- HAHAHA you missed the fun yos. (: you should be jealous when you read! HAHA kidding. chocolatey friends are funner(: yutong- hah. no.. i wasnt the one who got 49/50 simin- dunno.. she's crazy. May 12, 2009
today is the worst day ever. though i anticipate today very much since obs. i hate today. firsttt. science screwed me upside down. okay forget it. nono. chinese first. it wasnt up to my target. so yea. kind of disappointed? then no chapel, so was class contact then maths olympiad-.- is like boring until can rot. so i nearly slept. plus i was like super hungry. is damn damn boring. then ate, science-.- gave back our freaking papers. so yes, forget it. then eng, mdm chong was kind enough to gave us some chocolate thingo. anyway, after that was some speech. is damn freaked up. i wasnt prepared, and i need to present tmr to the whole class. how great. wtf. nvm. history was shit. is super boring, and i dont know what the hell that joel loke was talking about. i want mrs wong to come back. so yes, oral. after that, went home. told my mom about results, first about sci. then talked about chi. at first i thought she would be quite happy. in the end, when she heard abt the 49. FORTY NINE UPON FIFTY. her face changed straight away i tell you. she was like, ask you read dont want read, everyday in front of the computer, do you think got use? ppl read a lot more than you, you dont think your chi standard very high. i was like ?! when did i say my chi standard was good, when did i sit in front of the computer whole day and not read anything. you know how much effort i put in to chinese? dont understand, then dont say any shit like i never read. yes, maybe i didnt read as much. i dont deny that. but i did put in effort. and like what the hell can i do if that cheena hates me? you tell me what the hell can i do lah. i ask you. 49/50, for chinese paper you know. how the hell can you get that. ppl use your brains. i wont believe the paper is so well written until i read it with my own eyes. some kind of bitches. i kept asking myself, how the hell can i push my grades up. HOW? and why is it that the effort i put in is ALWAYS not enough, be it volleyball or studies. i am always the one, getting scolded, punished, being the lousiest. what is this? i am so sick of this. May 11, 2009
slept till 12pm today-.- omg la. lolol. anyway. woke up, went out to cut hair, then came back home. read out loud many many times. so as not to be tongue tied tmr. zz. doing dnt board now. wth. and dad is insane. i dunno whats wrong with him. but he is banging the things he touched. -.- asking me ridiculous questions when i alr had enough homework to do. damn fugged up. argh. damnit. how i wish i stayed in ubin for more days. i am currently hating everything now. May 10, 2009
 why so blurr):the only scene that keep replying in my mind was when the tent was going to collapse. LOL. seriously is like nightmare. LOL okay nvmmmm. anyway, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D went to eat pizza hut with dad and elder bro and mom. so yep, came home.. slacked.. okay byeee. May 9, 2009
HI!!! okay i shall blog about OBS! :D day 1: reached pulau ubin! introduced ourselves lor. thennn. started off by distributing the food. LOL. damn lot. okay then went to do some activities. trust fall! must fall backwards while our team mates hold you. is damn fun. and you must trust your team mates in order to have the courage. hahah. so yep. then went to practice abseiling. hohoho. quite okay. hmmm. i think thats all? slept in the tent. day 2: ABSEILING AT A 90 DEGREE CLIFF. i think. LOL. is omg-ly scary. but I DID IT! without slipping off at all you know. okay thanks the guys in front of me who gave me tips :X hahah. is damn fun. though i got fear for heights! i think i sort of overcame it alr:D hahaha then went to practice kayak. hahah. quite fun. but i hate the part when we need to capsize. it seriously sucks a lot. the salt water went into the eye-.- pain like some shit. so yupp, after that.. i think no more activities. day 3: sea ex! we were suay enough, cos the wind is against us, but i am not sure about the current. so we kept kayak around the same old place. so we finally made it to the destination after 7 long hoursss. but the place kind of pissed me off. i swore at that place for more than a 100 times. like really. i hate the sandflies and mosquitoes to the core. so didnt eat much for dinner. no appetite la. so yep. around 2 plus. THUNDERSTORM-.- wtf la. i alr cant sleep, then suddenly lightning all that come. omg damn freaking scared. so we woke up, then in the end sat in the tent and fell aslp until 5 plus. day4: LAND EX! :D packed our stuffs, then went to built raft. though we didnt make it. but! the instructors allowed us to jump into the quarry! or wdv. omg man the quarry rocks! :D the water is crystal clearrr damn nice. (was wearing my 120th shirt) so went up, changed in the trees and bushes. put inside the plastic bag and stuffed it in the big long camp bag. trekkedddd. is super heavy, and i hate it. but we had fun! cos we were like chewing on prunes on the way. LOLOL. FINALLY reached our campsite. omg la. dumped our bags on the parade and sat down there. cant move. so we faster pitched our tents! and went to bathe. hohoho. sooo. i forgot what happened but i know someone emptied the bagpack. and yes. the bagpack got my clothes my 120th shirt, my orientation, my pe, my undergarments. now, all gone. how great. okay btw, we had a 'feast' that night. the feast is nth but maggi mee again. LOL. though got rice, is chaodar. -.- charles la! omg man forget put water. LOL. but nvm! :D so after a while, jocelyn and i went to the parade and folded the ponchos and life jackets. we were so kind to do so, as it will help everyone to have an early sleep that night:D yupp, after that, sat in a circle and chit chat with charles. love that night. talked about what we learnt and stuffs. went to sleep after thatt. cant really sleep though, so asked steve, hq, kyven, zhe yong to play with us, truth or dare. LOL. came into our tents, is bloody hot, i wonder why of all days, that night no wind at all. so in the end it was damn boring, and they all went out except me and jocelyn. some went to get cards while jocelyn and i fell aslp while waiting. heard someone snoring. but who cares, it put me to sleep. hahah so i think after a while, jing hui and zhou jie came back. LOL. woke me up a little. and i heard the snoring again. it became louder, and seriously is like pig grunting. if you never heard before a pig grunt, go hear, thats how soh liting snores. LOL. is damn true. you can ask ppl in my tent:D LOLOL. and funniest thing is, jinghui thought there was wild boars coming. LOL. AHAHHAHA. damn funny la. day 5: packed our stuffs again. then got ready to go home! ate a little, then yupp took boat and went hme. so happy to see my friends again. but i still miss my group ppl:( nvm ahha. okay reached home told my parents abt obs heh. today, packed my stuffs, NOW THEN I REALISE THE BAG OF CLOTHES IS MISSING. like wtf manxz. forget it man adeline. chickennnnnn. damnn. lolol. and yes. i dunno who took it, or where did i left it. so nvm-.- it sort of brought me back to the past when you talk to me like how you always did last time. telling me everything you were doing. i wondered if what i am doing is right. i dont want to be in that maze again. i dont want to go through the same pain all over again. i hate those feelings. though there's still like a piece of glass between us, it felt alright while chatting. is this a dream? if it is, please dont wake me up. tagss- lyanne- ahha sorry but yes i had alr got better:D thanks ahah. AHHAHA my brothers are the jokers. LOL. and yes carissa did perm her hair. diick- LOL DICK DICK. you are damn dicky LOL. yoo jerm- hahaha YES! stupid la they all. charis- HI CHARIS. CANNOT! why you want me unprivate? hahaha. :D thanks, and tuesday will be getting our results alr! (: carissa- LOL yes emo-ing. LOL and dont deny la! you permed your hair! self denial is badddd. ahha DREAM HOUSE ROCKS! grace- LOL. WAHLAO! dont push the blame to me leh. is you lor! you want number right! i took it just for you, you must thank me. i will give you the number another day alright! (: wahlao eh dont assume you are my friend. HAHAAH. okay okay kidding. :D i am here too. yutong- AHHA I AM BACK YOOOOS. (: May 8, 2009
OMG HI. LOL i am back. okay first day, brought everything to school. thought my bag was quite heavy, in the end, a lot of ppl's bags are actually heavier. LOL. thennn, didnt bring thermometer, so i actually faked temperature(: and the teacher. omg la. duno how to spell THERMOMETER you know. DAMN FUNNY. then she took the box of thermometer then after that then go write LOL damn funny. so yep, set off to pulau ubin! realised i was in group 2! :D different from kns, duh. but same as mark:D so yupp. and jocelyn and jing hui. AND SOH LITING. is quite fun actually. went through a lot of stuffs. learnt a lot of things. esp sea and land exp. i really learnt a lot from that. after that experience, we went back to the campsite and lie on the grass! like omg la. we really learnt to appreciate the things we have and not take things for granted. omg i seriously wont complain so much alr! and i miss my home so much. :( now missing my teammates even more!! RAFFLESSSSSSSSS. :D hengquan, zhe yong, kyven, mark, steve, sean, 'MEDIC', chengen, guan jie, zhou jie, jing hui, jocelyn, naomi and liting! you guys rocks man. thought i hope there sint any fat ppl. but still YEA. we managed to ignore them :D and cooperate with them. and laughed! :D you guys rockkkk. i cant wait to get to school man.. HIII!!!! i am back. i am burnt too!. ORH KE LENG LIAOOO. ahahahahha. omg obs was alright la. shall elaborate ltr or tmr. i am ing to spam food and everything else later on. omg la. so long never eat proper meals. O: see youu May 3, 2009
anyway, this post is like for tmr eh. (: 4th may (okok. this shall be my last post before i go for obs. ) HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! HI GRACE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D is sucha pity i cant celebrate with you. but when i am back, i will okay! (try to). enjoy your day! and really hope you will stop growing so tall. LOL nah, kidding. grow very very very tall! and pretty:D enjoyed the times outside dlss, where we found all our chocolates friends(: heh. so sorry haven bought you a present! will do so when i am back k! 8 years of friendship and counting! WRbff:D so sad, tmr obs and grace's bday. :( okok. i go sleep alr. BYE PPL. 5th may  HI SUEMAE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. give me some of your muscles yo! :D ahhaha. anyway, sorry that i cant celebrate your bday! i thinkkkk... when i'm back, we 3 go celebrate okay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH! :D see youuu. (: May 2, 2009
 is found on the ceiling there! HAHAHA COOL RIGHThohoh. went to have a chat with grace :D happy happy! talked abt ghosts and stuffs. damn funny. and gave her MY card. i've got no idea why that person got 3 fingers and legs. sorry! AHAH. anyway, had fun chatting:D saw a lot of our chocolate friends! and found a new one, called time-out. LOL HAHAHAHAHHA. farnaye. so yep.(: went home after that. heh heh suddenly, i wished that i would celebrate my birthday every year like this year. i really enjoyed 12 feb 2009. i really really hope that i can celebrate like that again. but i think is kind of impossible? cos everything will change, you wont know what would happen tmr, or the next minute, or even the next second. i really really want to stay with my friends, who made me understand what true happiness is. May 1, 2009
用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心 有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽 許多眼睛 看的太淺太近 錯過我沒被看見 那個自己 用簡單的言語 解開超載的心 有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽 你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜 我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣 等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎 有些積雪會自己融化 你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂 等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎 我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮 和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光 時間可以磨去我的稜角 有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉 請容許我 小小的驕傲 因為有你這樣的依靠 i am so addicted to this song. hahaha. so sad:( this song is so so sad. anyway, haven pack for obs. argh. lazy :( okayyy i think i better goo. byebye |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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