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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 9, 2009
HI!!! okay i shall blog about OBS! :D day 1: reached pulau ubin! introduced ourselves lor. thennn. started off by distributing the food. LOL. damn lot. okay then went to do some activities. trust fall! must fall backwards while our team mates hold you. is damn fun. and you must trust your team mates in order to have the courage. hahah. so yep. then went to practice abseiling. hohoho. quite okay. hmmm. i think thats all? slept in the tent. day 2: ABSEILING AT A 90 DEGREE CLIFF. i think. LOL. is omg-ly scary. but I DID IT! without slipping off at all you know. okay thanks the guys in front of me who gave me tips :X hahah. is damn fun. though i got fear for heights! i think i sort of overcame it alr:D hahaha then went to practice kayak. hahah. quite fun. but i hate the part when we need to capsize. it seriously sucks a lot. the salt water went into the eye-.- pain like some shit. so yupp, after that.. i think no more activities. day 3: sea ex! we were suay enough, cos the wind is against us, but i am not sure about the current. so we kept kayak around the same old place. so we finally made it to the destination after 7 long hoursss. but the place kind of pissed me off. i swore at that place for more than a 100 times. like really. i hate the sandflies and mosquitoes to the core. so didnt eat much for dinner. no appetite la. so yep. around 2 plus. THUNDERSTORM-.- wtf la. i alr cant sleep, then suddenly lightning all that come. omg damn freaking scared. so we woke up, then in the end sat in the tent and fell aslp until 5 plus. day4: LAND EX! :D packed our stuffs, then went to built raft. though we didnt make it. but! the instructors allowed us to jump into the quarry! or wdv. omg man the quarry rocks! :D the water is crystal clearrr damn nice. (was wearing my 120th shirt) so went up, changed in the trees and bushes. put inside the plastic bag and stuffed it in the big long camp bag. trekkedddd. is super heavy, and i hate it. but we had fun! cos we were like chewing on prunes on the way. LOLOL. FINALLY reached our campsite. omg la. dumped our bags on the parade and sat down there. cant move. so we faster pitched our tents! and went to bathe. hohoho. sooo. i forgot what happened but i know someone emptied the bagpack. and yes. the bagpack got my clothes my 120th shirt, my orientation, my pe, my undergarments. now, all gone. how great. okay btw, we had a 'feast' that night. the feast is nth but maggi mee again. LOL. though got rice, is chaodar. -.- charles la! omg man forget put water. LOL. but nvm! :D so after a while, jocelyn and i went to the parade and folded the ponchos and life jackets. we were so kind to do so, as it will help everyone to have an early sleep that night:D yupp, after that, sat in a circle and chit chat with charles. love that night. talked about what we learnt and stuffs. went to sleep after thatt. cant really sleep though, so asked steve, hq, kyven, zhe yong to play with us, truth or dare. LOL. came into our tents, is bloody hot, i wonder why of all days, that night no wind at all. so in the end it was damn boring, and they all went out except me and jocelyn. some went to get cards while jocelyn and i fell aslp while waiting. heard someone snoring. but who cares, it put me to sleep. hahah so i think after a while, jing hui and zhou jie came back. LOL. woke me up a little. and i heard the snoring again. it became louder, and seriously is like pig grunting. if you never heard before a pig grunt, go hear, thats how soh liting snores. LOL. is damn true. you can ask ppl in my tent:D LOLOL. and funniest thing is, jinghui thought there was wild boars coming. LOL. AHAHHAHA. damn funny la. day 5: packed our stuffs again. then got ready to go home! ate a little, then yupp took boat and went hme. so happy to see my friends again. but i still miss my group ppl:( nvm ahha. okay reached home told my parents abt obs heh. today, packed my stuffs, NOW THEN I REALISE THE BAG OF CLOTHES IS MISSING. like wtf manxz. forget it man adeline. chickennnnnn. damnn. lolol. and yes. i dunno who took it, or where did i left it. so nvm-.- it sort of brought me back to the past when you talk to me like how you always did last time. telling me everything you were doing. i wondered if what i am doing is right. i dont want to be in that maze again. i dont want to go through the same pain all over again. i hate those feelings. though there's still like a piece of glass between us, it felt alright while chatting. is this a dream? if it is, please dont wake me up. tagss- lyanne- ahha sorry but yes i had alr got better:D thanks ahah. AHHAHA my brothers are the jokers. LOL. and yes carissa did perm her hair. diick- LOL DICK DICK. you are damn dicky LOL. yoo jerm- hahaha YES! stupid la they all. charis- HI CHARIS. CANNOT! why you want me unprivate? hahaha. :D thanks, and tuesday will be getting our results alr! (: carissa- LOL yes emo-ing. LOL and dont deny la! you permed your hair! self denial is badddd. ahha DREAM HOUSE ROCKS! grace- LOL. WAHLAO! dont push the blame to me leh. is you lor! you want number right! i took it just for you, you must thank me. i will give you the number another day alright! (: wahlao eh dont assume you are my friend. HAHAAH. okay okay kidding. :D i am here too. yutong- AHHA I AM BACK YOOOOS. (: |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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