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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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May 29, 2009
ZZ I AM DAMN ANGRY LA. ZZZ. school was fine? damn slack. okay so went to eat lor. then come back and slacked a while. then went for the hell training. zzz. fucked up. asked me to like throw the ball damn fast, like setting, for 1000 times. zz. and the freaking wh is like shaking his freaking balding head at me. and after a while, he asked me to sit down and set the wall. the space between the freaking location map, and the lines on the wall. if exceeds that part, starts from zero, and throw medicine ball for 20 times. obviously I CANT-.- i mean. 100 balls, cannot touch the location map and the line. wtf? okay, maybe is possible. but hello, i cant freaking even see the line and map properly, how to aim there la. zz. fucked up. then yg asked me drink water. so drink. then the freaking wh again, go ask simin why i go drink. ccb. i cant take it alr lor. then after i drank, i continued, then he says, you finished how many sets alr, i say none. he freaking shook his head and went off. ccb la. knn. i damn angry. then yg asked me to go join the rest. so ya. not that bad. but still sucked like mad. zz. cb. finally until 430, i freaking wanna zao alr. i cant take it alr. i seriously CANT TAKE IT ALR. so yes, went home with jocelyn, oh ya, i even nearly fall asleep while setting the bloody wall. i am that tired. yes-.- anyway. the time when we stepped into the sports hall was 1.17 40seconds pm. thats the time when we commit suicide. zz. anyway, tmr got some cip thing. and i feel that it will be more fun that training obviously. so yes. i am freaking angry now. i think i can kill someone or sth. f-u-c-k-e-d u-p l-i-f-e |
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