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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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August 30, 2009
i very excited for tmr!! :D finally can see like p6 friends AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA. yes. finally.:D August 29, 2009
thanks ah, thanks for dashing the confidence in myself. thanks. training was alright. tiring, but felt quite accomplished. but dunno whats wrong with me today, cant serve the bloody jump float. damn sad. zzz. then coach dont want me serve that alr. ZZZ. omg. teacher's day coming leh! LOL. i realised the gravity of the situation. HAHA. haven prepare anything for them. good luck. -.- tags- thailand- LOL. hahah. blogger very bad to me la. hahaha that pic very nice right! AHAH. ya on year already. sad sad sad. grace- AHHA hi!!!! you then love botak la!!! charis- LOL what self created word???? August 28, 2009
damn tired today. alright, post another time byebye. August 26, 2009
one year has passed. saw kirsten this morning. haha. didnt change at all. oh ya. saw benjamin ytd. he is like omg-.- lame. we took the same bus, but suddenly he msged me and asked if i were on bus 302 at that time. omg-.- LOL. he says he want to make sure. wow. anyway. today wasssssss fine. 4 periods of chong. goner. somemore ytd is what, 5 periods of chong. so if dont have the night that separate the days. we will be having 9 periods of chong which is... crazy pe was alright boring actually. maths....... science. LOL. damn funny. the mr tan come and teach us. HAHAHAH. damn hell funny. seriously he is the joker! LOL. design was-.- HAHA laughed like crap though. talk to sheree the sick partner. LOL. HAHAHAHAH. slack in the library for 4 periods. LOL. gay. ya training-.- bye. August 25, 2009
HI HAHAHA. school was alright today. HAHA. ya. IT was....... chapel was boring la. then history-.- goodness. recessss!!!:D:D chi also damn boring. did the paper. then... science. LOL electricity! okay gay. then 5 periods of madam chong. yes 5. 5 times 25 is 125min of her. which is.... 2 hours 5 min of her. i dunno how i survived. ah. HAHA i think cos i kept going to the toilet. HAHAHA went to eat with simin, ashley and jocelyn. LOL some ppl rushed for the extra value meal which ends at.. 3 pm. HAHA and we were on the bus at 2.50! oh my. but in the end, we cant make it. so nvm la. cabbed to JE library. did a bit of work there. HAHA. and there's this... mad person who kept scribbling at my paper eh. i dont know why. somemore throw my eraser until it bounced until i dunno where. HAHA. but i found it. i am smart. okok kidding. then went home! some ass took my favourite pouch AHAHAHHA. no actually not favourite. anyway, reached home, bathed, MASKED:D AHAH. then slept a while. ~ woke up, eat dinner, then watched the tv. :D :D:D:D:D photos? should i post? no. August 24, 2009
YO. hi. LOL. boring. okay not say boring. i forgot what really happened-.- ZZZZZZZ. anyway, i think my maths test screwed up badly. ya, i mean it. badly. -.- i think i should start studying now. soon eoys are coming. and my september hols are packed! zzz. hope that bro's leg can faster recover! though it is still swollen like i dunno what. LOL. August 21, 2009
omg hi. so long never post. and i feel a bit uncomfortable with this blogger. LOL. okay crapping. was busy these few days. or can i say, past 2 weeks. tests tests and tests. -.- tue went to watch the where got ghost? HAHA is hilarious alright. should watch. but i dunno if the movie is only funny to me la. but i know i laughed like crap. ya, sheree also okay. LOL then went for CIP after that. tiring._. wed was fine i guess. training... then ya. went home after that. ytd.... i forgot what happened. went to eat lunch with simin, sarah, ashley and esther. LOL volleyballers and netballers. ya, kept laughing at sarah omg. LOL. she keep on want to fart eh! i dunno why! plus i sat damn near her butt, and she come and tell me she felt like farting omg. LOL. went home and studied history. cant seemed to get anything into the brains. but until like 10 plus... finally memorizing.. today was fine. this morning continued studying a bit. ya. chinese was... boring. then sci prac. LOL. not very fun. cos like damn stress about history test. didnt eat for recess as i had to confirm the facts of history-.- so ya. busy memorizing and stuff. finally! ms wee came in, started our test. goodness-.- didnt stop writing until she said so. zzz. but finished in time. design was omg, damn hell boring. after school, went to eat fried rice with ree and charis. LOL at first wanted to buy 4.50 one. then suddenly, me and charis decided to buy the 6 dollars one. HAHAHAHA. but not a lot though. then went back school. sheree and charis send to the indoor sports hall as they had nothing to do. AHHAHA. nice of them ah. training was alright....... not very bad, not very good. tmr got training again. ah. oh ya, just now i helped glenn with the dinner!!! not bad right me. i felt that i did a good deed. and i felt as if i am older than him eh!! like taking care of a younger brother. AHHAHA. okay nvm bye. 生日快乐!许镕_ dont have such word. AHHAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! August 17, 2009
OMG this is quite ancient HAHA. yutong! does this pic rings a bell????? LOL LOL. okay hi! i am going to post the pics bit by bit. since stupid blogger hates me. ahaha. today was fine. oh wait. went to do lit project at charis house there. omg. i was made to wear the sarong. damn gay. and i walked around with it while passers-by stared at me like what. esp the abunehs. LOL. zzz. then ah, ya we managed to do it quite fast. it was quite hilarious while taking the part when dara and jantu had to part. HAHHAA who is me and charis. omg. imagine our constipated face, trying to laugh but yet had to pose the camera. AHHAHA. omg LOL. okay school was fine today. no more china buddies. felt a little bit weird. but yea. maths was super super boring. okay not that bad. but eng was-.- i fell asleep accidentally. zz. recess. errrr. chi was quite funny omg. with xzw being the joker. LOLOL. cos like some of us were quite cold, so... xzw was like, 'aiya! 2 of you all go sit there, 2 of you all come sit here la! then bu jiu wan dan le ma?!' LOL then lungs was like, ' Whats with the wan dan LOLOL' omg hilarious. dunno why she today a bit sot. HAHA. history was.... worst. super super super boring. can die. and i dont understand anything ah. -.- i wonder how i will die for eoys! ls, changed sitting arrangement. AHHA now sarah sit in front of me:D:D:D HAHA. fun. paste our photos into the 'coffee book' ya for the lit proj. stayed back to eat lunch and do the lit. then went homeee. :D doing the shui hu zhuan cover now. zz. oh ya, daizhuo gave me a letter like that. and the contents are... touching. ‘不是迟到的心意’ August 15, 2009
hi. LOL shit la blogger is screwed-.- i got a lot of things to say. but zzz this blogger is pissing me off ah. August 14, 2009
okay shit blogger. is screwed again. zzz. china buddies left. felt a little sad. i mean if you are human, you will feel sad. yes thats right. went for trng today. is okok. quite tiring. but everyone put in effort so (: the water is white upstairs, and we had to went down and retrieve water! LOL. after trng went opp drink. and home. i was super tired. omg._. tags - pearlyn- heyyy. take care too! grace- LOL shutup ah. you wrapping ribbons gift or whatever. LOL. charis- LOL see i knew it. you everytime never come my blog! so sad never go outing:( nvm end of year laaa ree- LOL HI! what la LOL. yingning- HELLO.:D August 11, 2009
OKAY i am super hell bored now. school was fine today. chapel was super funny. LOL tan chee wan scolded the china ppl, and realised they were not fairsian. HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA. i nearly died laughing. the rest was FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. tmr got lit and eng test-.- i am going to die yozx. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. OH YA. talking about x. HAHAHA i was behind him during recess. and i was beside him while eating HAHHAHAHAHHAHA. COOL OR NOT. :D OKAY BYE. i need to study. i'm finding me out i'm having my doubts i'm losing the best of me. August 9, 2009
HAHAH YO. yesterday's training was fine! quite fun actually. HAHA. but tiring. cos at the end of the training need to carry weights. and now my arms are aching! :( anyway, after training, went to eat with simin, yingning, sharmin and brenda. at first simin and i wanted to eat kfc, but yingning, sharmin and brenda wanted to eat uncle sam or something like that. then we thought of mr prata, but in the end we went uncle sam. but no student meal, so we went kfc. but we walked past sumo house, LOL and we dunnno which one to choose. soooo. in the end! we finally settled down at kfc. AHHAHA. funny there. used straws to suck up mayo and cheese. and tried to blow it out. BUT I FAILED TERRIBLY. but yingning made it LOL. HAHA. went home after that. SLEPT. omg thank goodness. that morning, i 'sleep-walk'ed to school. and my dream was super omg. LOL. i dreamt of training. but thats not an ordinary training!!! we were not playing balls like what we usually do, but we were throwing eggs!!! OMG thats what happened in my dream. and i only can rmb simin and yingning appearing there. and a big guy who seemed to be jinhan. and we were all attacking jinhan. aiming the eggs at him. HAHAHA I WONDER WHY. then OMG DAMN FUNNY. i dunno i threw the egg at who. but it bounced off her chest, and dropped on the ground without cracking. LOL DAMN FUNNY. then in the dream, there are a lot of kinds of eggs. got one very special, when you throw it on the floor, it explodes, then the... contents inside will spill out like merlion. LOL. SERIOUS. COS in the dream, i threw it. then the contents inside spill out, and splashed on a lot of ppl. HAHAHAHA so ya, then after training, simin, yingning and i went home. i dunno why, but training supposed to end at 830pm. but that time was alr 905. simin: oh shit! i am late for my tuition adeline: nvm ah relax. a bit only simin: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO RELAX WHEN I AM ALR LATE?! OMG she scolded me in my dream AHHAHAHAHAH.then i was speechless. then the dream ended. then when i woke up. I KEPT LAUGHING. COS OF THE EGG. OMG DAMN FUNNY HAHAHA. then in the dream ah, simin said this right, 'HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO RELAX WHEN I AM ALR LATE?!', i realised, kimbum said something like that in the BOF show too. LOL. i was like omg. LOL. AHAHH. today was boring. did my sci. yupp. then my mom suddenly crazy. she go say, EH my hair style same as JIN SI CAO. (geum jandi) same length somemore eh! then i ya... then she I AM JIN SICAO! OMG LOL i BURST OUT LAUGHING. then she continue, SHE VERY STUPID EH. first time i see such a stupid person. LOL she was being random. HAHAHAH. LOL. anyway, glenn is at some hotel looking at the fireworks:( celebrating baoyue's bday at the same time. i only can see fireworks from the tv. how unfair. zz LOL. sian okay byebye. blogger is screwed up, cant post pics. BYE August 7, 2009
CLASS OUTING WAS SUPER FUN. ohmy. LOL. okay firstly, met simin go school, fetch my buddy, and then went to class. boring la damn boring. LOL. NDP parade was... then realise need to bring the stupid maths paper. and i didnt. so had to went back home and take and do and put inside pigeon hole-.- how stupid. so ya. i was late for class outing. LOL 1 hour late. HAHAHAHA. sorry ppl. it was super fun. at first quite boring. cos guys were playing soccer. but after a while, THEY WERE BURYING ME. and okky._. ah ya. thennn, you guess what happened? they ran away. omg-.- but i managed to get out okay. so we took a group photo on the rocks. HAHAHA and we stoned there a while. omg. then we played volleyball:D:D:D:D:D:D HAHAHA it's hilarious to see them play. seriously:D sorry no offence. HAHAHA. and i was eating sand all the way la. basket. fun omg. is damn cool. almost every guy are interested in vb. O: LOL. and they hit very far. damn funny. then we played a while of frisbeeeeee. then sat down in a circle for a chat. :D played truth, dare or double dare. they asked me what colour my underwear is-.- LOl. but i really forgot. HAHAHA. then we go wash up. and went back to vivo. oh before that, puayhon's leg injured. so okky had to lend him his slippers. and omg okky walked barefooted to vivo. LOL crazy. so we bought him a slipper. and lyanne and i left after that. tiring but fun day:D tags- ree- LOL die simi die. charis- YOOO! :D thailand- HAHAHAH WHAT really sound like!!! HAHA he never msg me! is he msg others, then others all spam me. LOL. grace- you ugly. i want to chop you. August 6, 2009
omg why blogger like that ah. stupid-.- okay china ppl came..... they feel like a burden.. so my buddy's name is DAI ZHUO. cool name. but LOL. okay la she not bad. but talkative and clumsy LOL AHHAHA. okay thank god my buddy and jaime's are good friends, so.... we can leave them alone. sort of la. LOL first day, and i am dying. hahah. oh AND THEY SAY I LOOK LIKE INDIAN OMFG-.- LOL. they say my features. LOL. my god. and okky's buddy DAMN FUNNY. joker. LOL. he go introduce himself. then he says, you can call me 'PHIL' then at first we thought is spelt like this. but then, is FIELD!!! then LOL. i told my mom. she was like, AIYA THEN YOU CALL SOCCER LOR. then soccer field-.- LOL damn lame HAHAHA but damn funny. where got ppl's name field one! LOL. HAHAHAH okay and iw as really tired today. fell aslp while doing listening compre-.- omg. August 5, 2009
OMG today is a great day actually. just that is super super super tiring-.- met simin ahhhh. went school. i forgot what really happened. but nvm. eng and lit were boring. seriously-.- pe was fine. played captain's ball. first time i was in a different group as sarah! AHHA. keep wanting to throw the ball to her. recessssss. maths was LOL. cos i was somehow comparing height with lcp. AHHAHA. almost okay almost. then she suddenly LOL pull my strap-.- wth pain la. shamsiah is a failure. seriously. LOL. i dunno what she explaining. =.= science practical was OMG. hilarious. AHHAHAHAHAH cos we were practicing on the... connecting wires. HAHAHA. then got spare wire, so sarah went to tie it around my wrist. tie finish, got quite a lot left. so she put her arm beside mine, and tie with my wrist. LOL. omg and we were like stuck tgt yknow. DAMN FUNNY omg. so theres this guy teacher in the class. then he kept walking to us. cos we kept laughing omg. LOL. hahah is just very funny. design was OMFG-.- LOL. damn boring. zzz. at first i listening eh! until behind. cannot take it--.- LOL training was FINEEEEE. quite tiring la. LOL. but fun? okay i am very tired. bye. August 4, 2009
today was a great day:D but tiring. ahahah. went school quite early. then, lessons... then then. class 'party' LOL is like eating session-.- but nvm quite fun. cos damn slack. released at 12 plus. went fusion with., charis, lyanne, sheree, jinhan, lungs, yiyuan. HAHAHA damn funny. laughed like crap. LOL. racist. then we slacked a while. went vivo with ree, jinhan and yiyuan. decided to watch movie. so... we watched harry potter :D:D:D so.. the movie only starting at 525. and the time we bought the tickets was... 3 plus. LOL so we went outside and did our work. wah madness. did a bit of history. then finally 5pm:D went inside vivo, then go buy popcorn all that. movie was not bad. but yea, draggy. but damn funny. LOLOLOL. and the movie was damn long O: kept yawning. then took train home. -.- zzzzz. sianzx. reached home. thought no one at home. saw glenn on the bed alr O: and my dad bathing. sooo. faster wash up. and i realised, my bro just woke up from his afternoon nap-.- LOL. so yes. 3 of us ate our dinner at 930. cool or not. ahhaa did my jianbao. yea. okay i damn tired. bye. tags replying tmr or sth. :D oh btw, yiyuan's laughter is hilarious. August 3, 2009
okay. grace asked me to increase my font size. but i dunno how. AHHA. okay i am lazy also la.-.- met simin then took bus. saw jinhan out of the blue. then.. ya. assembleeee. maths was alright. LOL shamsiah was a joker. she was like doing some weird hand signal. so i imitated her. and she caught me doing. HAHAHAHA. eng was boring-.- then recess. heh. chi LOL. xzw was super late. she came and left about 15 min. AHHAHAHA loser. before she came, we were like strolling around. very shiok. er history and lit was boring-.- slept a while during hist and lit got back our papers. got 19/25. NOT BAD. after school ahhhhhhh wanted go fusion. but jinhan needed to take test. so me ree and charis went opp instead. ate prawn mee, went homeee. while they went dance. did my maths. and i am done:D later maybe packing my file. cos is damn messy, damn heavy. LOL. ah, damn idiot dad-.- zzz fuck August 2, 2009
hey hey hey! its august eh:D so fast. okay not really, but still. ya. LOL. yesterday, no training cos coach was sick? i dunno. but my phone was spammed with 'no training tmr!' messages. LOL. hahaha. so did my work.. ya, and my house nearly turned upside down ytd night-.- i cant wait to go school, not because school is interesting, but because this house is driving me mad. i cant wait to get out of here this minute. -.- still left chi work zzz. theory book nearly killed me just now, but its okay, i will continue the work tmr. i am so bored. very bored. super bored-.- |
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