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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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November 30, 2009
OMG I AM LEAVING TMR!!! mann.... LOL. sian. so many days eh! and omfg. today is DAMN HELL EMBARRASSING FOR ME. LIKE SERIOUSLLLLYYYYYY. oh my god. LOL. okay i go sleep LOL BYE November 28, 2009
HI. haha. training today. oh btw, ytd went 'shopping' with sheree charis and lyanne. LOL. shop for clothes as well as books. HAHAHA. they bought some clothes, and we went page one after that. SAW LOADS OF NICE NICE BOOKS! O: and we were like engrossed in them. HAHAHA. then we went san bookshop. lyanne and charis bought books too. so... ya. went home after everything. training today... was okok. no kneepads, and everyone like.. funny funny one. but ya. still ok la. went home after trng. slept._. woke up... eat. then dinner. yes. and i am supposed to do my reflection. LOL but i dont care alr. LAZY DO LEH HOW. LOL. okok bye. November 26, 2009
       November 25, 2009
ah after riding horse, went to have our breakfast, then go hot spring!!! oh my it was damnit hot-.- LOL. seriously i dipped in for like 5 secs, jumped out. LOL. HAHA. but after a while okay le. so like soaked in it for a while. then... yea. auntied wanted to have a massage. so.. yea an old man helped her. then.. i also felt like :X HAHA. so i asked my mom if i could. like anything la. cos my shoulders were aching real badly. yea. then... i think 25 000 for head and shoulders? i think. so... yea. it was totally... painful. madness. he pressed my thumb there until i nearly cried! wtf._. then my shoulders and arms. he said they were super stiff. the muscles very tensed... then next was head. omg. THATS THAT WORST. LOL. HE WAS LIKE SQUEEZING ALL MY BRAIN JUICE OUT!!! my god. it was hell pain as well. yea. even after the massage, it was still damn painful. zzz. but felt a lot better. then, he told uncle that i have a lot of stress and my muscles super tensed. yea. i guess all the stress accumulated from p6. :( after that, went back. it was raining. so we decided not to bathe again. LOL okay is dirty, but we sort of bathe inside the hot spring alr! AHHA. so well. we just changed lor. then headed to the volcano!!! oh my. awesome sight. WHOOO! super cool i tell you. and it was freezing cold, maybe cos of the rain. but oh my, the sulphorous smell was .... smelly.. yea. then my neighbour and i cant take the coldness anymore, so we went back to the car a while! haha. then we got out again. this time round, it was COLDER. teeth were chattering and we were all laughing like crap up there. AHHAHA damn hell funny. seriously. hahaha. then we went a bit further down. so... not as cold. after that, went to... eat? yea i think eat. HAHA the place was cool as well. it's called the kampung daun. best place ever.:D then went back shopping, then back to jakarta again. then.. next day, went to shop a bit more! then go back to spore alr:D so glad to be back. cos can talk to friends! i felt so lonely there:( haha today trng. nearly died somehow. running the 20 rounds like.... omg alr. hope i can recover faster!:D tmr friendly. dont feel like playing somehow. cos i suck._. dont feel like going. and is freaking till 6! :( oh well nvm-.- bye November 24, 2009
okay so.. we packed our things and went to bandung! took like around 2 hours to get there. and we went to shop. :D shop and shop. bought clothes. then... yea. we went to a forest to have our lunch!!! it was freaking cool. and cold. damn shiok :D food were great as well. fabulous. then we went walk around... then we wanted to go find our villa!!! the place we gonna stay for that night. uncle said that there was private swimming pool blah. sounded so nice. LOL so i was super excited about it. unfortunately, we took almost 5 hours to get there. or maybe even more. we got lost half way. but i was sleep :P too tired la. sleep, wake up, it was total darkness outside. damnit scary. then fell aslp again. as the driver has never been to bandung, we had a hard time finding the place. so yea... FINALLY!!! we reached. and it was like... 11 plus? and when we stepped out of the car. it was freezing cold man. wth. wanted to bathe. but the water is EVEN colder. so we decided to just wash our faces and sleep :X had room service, ordered food, then brush teeth, SLEEP. it was horrendous. so cold. and got cockroach, ants. wth. so much for the excitement.-.- but nvm good experience anyway. next day. a BUNCH OF GEESE CAME OUTSIDE OUR VILLA. LOL. i was sleeping. awaken by the noise though. dung. haha. took a few pics, then horses came along!!!! i went for a ride:D 60 000rp. not that bad. it's a white horse. awesome. :D HI! ahha back:D the trip was fine. fun, terrifying, madness. LOL first day. excited about it:D msged like mad yknow. heh. then finally board the plane to indonesia. reached there. and we got a chauffeur!! woots. went to my neighbour's apartment. high class! totally mad. 5 star i think. then omg. put our stufffs. then went to shop? i forgot :X ya i think shop. LOL. is it? eh no.. not shop... we went to the high class shopping centre. my god. LOL. damn it. is like more ex than s'pore. went to eat. then went back hotel i think. then i went gym LOL. cos nothing to do. and we ran ran ran. do a bit of weights HAHA. then we wanted to swim. but cos damn cold. so didnt. then went to eat dinner. next day, went BANDUNG! okay i think i continue tmr:D haha. bye. November 19, 2009
hihi. okay my com is revived. (: thank God. hahah. was super frustrated ytd cos my com cant work! :( told my mom and she said. NEXT TIME. she strictly dont allow games to be played on this com! :D HAHA. okay enough of this thing. that night. i dreamt about something. it was quite freaky. cos if the dream really come true, i would vanish from this world forever. i woke up, and thought that i was dead. i was really really scared. In my dream, someone died as well. it was a friend, but i cant remember who was it. but i can remember, i cried, cried before i died, and said all my last words. i regretted a lot of things. and when i woke up, i thought everything was over. i cant do anything anymore. But lucky, it was just a dream, or rather, it was a nightmare. had training and it was okok. talked with coach for quite a while. and we were dismissed. went back home, and my com was... yea. frustrated. today went school and find LYM with lyanne. THANKS LYANNE! THANKS LYM TOO:D oh my. i am damn happy. hahaha tmr flying to indonesia alr. :D see you ppl! BYE November 12, 2009
OKAY. today, woke up early to give out flyers. and less than 2 hours. i have 21 bucks:D COOL. HAHAHA sorry jermaine, i finished everything. LOL. didnt know you want to do. hahaha. so.. i went to bathe when i reached hom at around.. 1130. cos 1 supposed to meet the girls. but.... charis called and said the whole thing cancelled-.- zzz and i wore my contacts. got so excited for nth. nah nvm. so i slacked like mad. went to on com. and chatted with ree for a while before going out and meet mom for lunch. ate some dimsum, then.. LOL eat freaking lot of things, then go shop awhile, take mrt from cck to yew tee-.- LOL. then go yew tee point eat the snowflakes thingy. then saw richelle there. eat the dessert, then eat long john silver's fries. LOL. HAHAHA. then went home. :D ahhaha. then slept for a while, while reading sec 3 geog-.- okay la. QUITE interesting. just hope i wont fail. hahah. then yea. LOL omg jermaine you flooded my cbox HAHAH. AND LOL. what about the COKE!!! i just damn nice, buy for simin dua dua one. AHHAHA. :X and i suddenly love this blogskin. maybe not changing it HAHAHAHHA. :D:D November 11, 2009
alright. whatever. i go sleep damn tired. November 10, 2009
 HI LOL I HAO BU RONG YI LOAD THIS PAGE UNTIL NOW-.- zzzanyway, i dunno why my com cant load-.- zzz training training and training zz. bye. November 4, 2009
OMG hi. i very tired now. tmr need give out flyers again! oh noooo! :( bye. and i really really. feel like giving upppppp. :( November 3, 2009
hiihihhi. ytd had training. quite offff._. zzz so quite sian also. went to meet simin before training. she went to bought macs. anddddddddddddddd. before she could even sit down and enjoy, her beloved coke spilled. AHHAHA. omg. she was very sad. AHHA. so we changed another table, she still kept thinking about her coke. so i offered to buy one and share with her. since i dunno the size of the cup, i bought the large one. and omfg. LOL is damn freaking big. like what the hell. LOL. and she kept laughing at it once she saw me put on the table. AHHAHAHA. but really. damn. big. the diameter was like wth. but, COS GOT ME, we managed to finish it. simin only wants the ice. AHAHHA. okok kidding. i didnt drink a lot. i dunno how she managed to drink almost 3/4 of it and dont burp at all. i drink a few mouthfuls and i burped like hell. HAHA. ssooooooo yes. thats it. ytd cant sleep yknow-.- even though i kept yawning during training. today! went to give out flyers. with my neighbour. omg. walked from 9am to 11 like that. my poor legs. then.. wanted to go watch my sis keeper with ree and charis, but charis cant make it? so i ended up sleeping omg. until my mom comes back. then she asked me to go give out flyers again. then go eattt:D hah. so we set off!!! letterbox one was alright. but omfg. door to door flyers was SCARY I TELL YOUUUUUUU. LOL even thought is sth like the CIP one, but what the hell. is super scary, like aiya dunno how to describe. HAHA. anyway, went home after that. oh wait, went to find yong yi:D he is damn damn damn cute omg. HAHA. ya thats it.... |
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