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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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December 31, 2009
HEY, i am finally posting again. all thanks to my bros, who koped my com every single day. zz. okay so that day, dunno when la, but that day. went out with lungs and ree. HAHA went arcade. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. then play like mad. LOL saw some of the cboys there. anyway, damn funny, we went to play ddr. LOLOLOL. damn funny, and omfg. i suck at it seriously. LOL. HAHAHAHA. sheree, stop laughing la. LOL. okay so after that, go eat dinner at ljs, then wanted go marina, but in the end went vivo LOL. went the skypark and started talking. talk talk talk and then, talk about prom night. and we kinda wrote sth there. HAHAHAHHA. DAMN FUNNY. okay then went home after that(: next day, went movies with class ppl. avatar!! rocks man. ahaha. but sth doesnt rock-.- so anyway, we decided to draw lots to choose the seats we gonna sit. and is damn gay okay. cos is a small theatre.. so is like 5 ppl infront, and 3 behind. so i got g5.. for the first 2 times, f1 for the last 2 times. LOL. and guess what, he sits beside me for 3 draw lots. lol! okay anyway, the movie was fantastic. :D OKAY. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. HAHAHAHA. shit, the above post is supposed to be 31 dec. oh well nvm AHHAHA. HAPPY NEW YEAR December 26, 2009
haha okay hi! went to cut hair today. after that, went downstairs, and saw cheryl and weiting! O: hahah, i was like eh, familiar... and cheryl was like, did i see the wrong person? LOL. kay anyway, went to the bukit timah market and eat dinner. ate satay bee hoon!! rocks :D haha. then this couple came and join my mom and i, since no more seats already. then she was like, what's so great about satay bee hoon? wah feel like giving her one tight slap-.- wtf. seriously, i just finished my food and she said that, as if is not nice, insulting what i have just ate. zzz. went home after buying satays for my dad. haha, damn bored. just created one event on fb, class outing! hohoho. oh anyway, i saw this shop selling converse at 43 bucks. haha probably going back and buy the red one(: sigh. bored December 25, 2009
hey! merry christmas everyone (: ytd, went out watched sherlock holmes which we didnt really understand. LOL. anyway, supposed to go for steamboat, but it was rather late and i had to leave :( so sorry. went home. and i was like half awake. reached home and bathed. watched hot shot with the whole family LOL. watched until 2am! and slept. today, went to meet lincoln at jurong point. we took the same train and we didnt know! LOL. damn funny. so.. decided to eat macs. yes. macs LOL. and went there. bought coke as i already had brunch. he is a weirdo, who doesnt eat seaweed shaker fries HAHA. seriously! he says not nice. and i dunno why. so.. after he eat finished, went to walk around the whole jurong point. saw matthew woo, benedict the sec one volleyball guy. we walked the whole jurong point LOL. then.. er. he went to buy this disgusting green apple icecream HAHAHA. and we went home. thanks for the gift eh! sigh. no more hopes. December 20, 2009
okay! so here i am:D back in sg. hmm msia trip wasnt that fantastic. cos it kept raining, and we had to walk with the umbrellas, which is damn troublesome. my converse is wet cos of it :( so went to look for cheap slippers to like wear for a while, and we found crocs LOL. so we bought. less than 10 bucks. LOLOL. so... yea. the hotel we lived in was... quite scary. mm. for the first night, i had to sleep alone in the room. wth manzx. seriously. O: shopped..... and bought quite a lot of food. haha. then.. keep eating omg. ate desserts... blah. cos it kept raining, we were stuck at this place where we keep eating. ya. LOL and we ate chicken rice balls. HAHAHA. quite nice la. not bad. and we went st paul's church. it was cool! damn old alr. eh.. then sat, yongyi and his family came. AHHA damn cute omg. :D he is very veyr very talkative i tell you. but ahaha, too cute alr. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. nothing much la. seriouslyyyy. and i got this ulcer :( shit man. HAHA oh ya, before the trip, dad and i were watching hot shot. OMG eh, watched until 1 plus, and he continue watching until 4am-.- LOL. i went to sleep at 2, and nearly died the next day. ahhaha. dreamt about sth, first dream was the whole school became like amusement park.. LOL but the main location was indoor sports hall there. suddenly have many levels, and some doors were locked. then every level got horrifying things LOL. like human sized spiders all that la. THEN I KEPT RUNNING AND SCREAMING OMFG. then sth like, saw my pri sch friends, they were the creator of these whole thing. then laughing at me-.- LOL. the end. so i was linking this dream back to the real life. and i concluded that the indoor sports hall has became a nightmare for me. cos of volleyball, running up and down. LOL cos in the dream i ran like MAD also, escaping from the scary things. HAHA. second dream was about school reopen. it was CRAZYYY. AHAH. so.. is like this. first day of school, I OVERSLEPT-.- wth. nvm, plus i didnt pack my bag all that, no pencil case blah. AND THERE'S THIS CHINESE COMPO TEST ON THE FIRST DAY (?!!!) LOL. ya, and i didnt study for it. was panicking. so when i reached school, went to find friends and borrow stationeries all that. and omg. damn funny, i cant find them. cos like, they change the classroom loaction, and i was quite late, cant find them. so was like walking around, trying to find them. SUDDENLY A LOT OF PPL RAN IN ONE DIRECTION, like RUNNING TOWARDS ME. then of cos, DAMN SHOCKED RIGHT. so i walked to the place they came from. AND I FOUND MY CLASS. AHHA. but, owyong is inside. LOL. HAVING BAG CHECK. AHHA AND HE WAS CHECKING ON LYANNE. omfg. he found her ipod and her hp, and confiscated them. and i still rmb, lyanne was like reading her jodi picoult book when owyong checking, trying to be innocent. AHAHHA. okay, so i went inside the classroom, and tried to act as normal as possible, cos i got itouch and hp inside my bag. then i damn scared. so lyanne came and helped me to stuff my bag under the table. okay this dream is hilarious i tell you. LOL. very hard to express here... OKAY BYE December 17, 2009
OKAY HI. short post yea? went out today. then like nothing much la. went converse. and saw shoes that i like:D so.. ya probably buying that. anyway, went home and watch hot shot. LOL. k la, now trying to do some work, but cant. omg la. die. anyway, tmr going msia!!! HOOOOOOHOOOOO. so... i probably coming back on mon. so.. ya. if i dont go trng on mon! means, i am not back yet k:D BYEBYE!!! tags- shihui- HI!!! haha thanks for the tag:D venessa- HAHA yea:D hey! is i choose one! LOL just ask lyanne if is nice or not! and yea. no joy no joy. ): December 16, 2009
HI! lol! okay so..... training today was fine. and simin is back from japan!! (: good ahha. anyway, woke up quite late today. manzxzx. then went to meet simin and jermaine for lunch. haha. ate kfc. went training after that. training was... alright. ahha quite fun actually. eh like somehow the first training i enjoyed so much okay. zzz. haha maybe cos i feel on form, and maybe because, coach never scold me. so yupp. haha anyway, thanks simin for the sweets and chocolate:D hohoho. they took aeroplane back to singapore one okay. ahha anyway, i wanted to post about sth, but i forgot. oh ya, ytd. went to meet charis and sheree at fusion. ate 18 chefs. LOL. then did our work with koh lung kuang. mmhmm. stayed there quite long AND WE FINISHED OUR DAMN SS. LOL. cool? :D haha like finally. but i still got.. chi zzz. damnit. i no time alr leh. shit la zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. fri going msia alr! SO HAPPY I TELL YOU. :D ahhaha. omg eh. and i going buy presents for ppl!!! haha but maybe not much la, cos quite broke? :( anyway, i thought of 2, but i think i buying the... okay nvm, cant say it here. haha. byezx December 14, 2009
oh hey. training was a shit today. really. pissed me off like crap. met HM and eunice at jurong east. then we were like quite late LOL. saw jianping outside toilet, so went up tgt. then... wh was punishing the boys, dunno what, but very ke lian eh they all. nvm, after than, 10 rounds in 4 min. wtf. LOL. at first i thought a lot of time eh. then i run like going half a round, i was like OH SHIT. 4 min only?! then i chiong chiong chiong. zzz. we finished at 3.50 sth LOL. hahaha. then we went down to netball court wtf.-.- thats the hell alright. supposed to like chiong the vb court. one min each time, then whistle again then can jog. oh my god. is like. wtf. nearly faint. DAMN HELL HOT SOMEMORE omg. -.- then keep chionging, water break, chiong water break. omg. can seriously go and die. then after that, wtf, fan gun left and right. knn-.- do finished, water break, then go up sports hall. do what? 300 hops each leg, then finally 300 hops on both legs. so total, 900 hops. ZZZZZZZZZ. enough manzx, enough-.- then train ball. yg freaking used marker and drew on my face. damn hell pissed off. and i am seriously angry. but i didnt show la. zzz. seriously shit. and shit wh alright. control my head like wtf. fuck off la. then yg ask me go wash my face after that, then we watched bboys play. play finished, cool down and went home. went opposite. then home. zzz. such a waste of time in training. hate trainings. i dislike vb. i dont want to go!!!! grr. tags- cassandra- ahhaa thanks(: HAD a safe trip charis- LOL changed le la! and whats with the random IM TALKING! LOL grace- hi babe. yes i am back:D hahaha. sorry so many days cant go out with you! O: jodie- hihi! thanks for tagging. pearlyn- hihi! thanks for tagging also:D venessa- ahhaha i changed blogskin alr!!! Jianping- hahaha! what nth! if you didnt help me, i might have vomitted from eating bananas. haha yes yes had fun, i'm sure you had fun also! sorry grace, for my super tight schedule.... :( December 12, 2009
HAHA getting funnier. LOL LOL. anyway, today had training. and i am like KO-ed. haha. first part was tiring. hop and hop with one leg. stinging pain :( then played with coach? cos very little ppl came. then like acjc came and used our court. so like nothing much. then after that had 'friendly' mmhmm. then lunch break. SAW LUNGS omg. he cut his hair and he looks funny. LOL. i am serious. so... after that, went back school and rest. okay i continue tmr need off-.- below is the convo between me and my cher LOL. ms lim- hi adeline, thanks for your b'day wishes;) hope u r doing well too ... me- hi ms lim(: welcome. haha. yep doing quite fine.. ms lim-...really miss having such a good student like you ... u making ur trs happy as well now:) me- hahah thank you thank you. :D ms lim- Continue to make more trs stay in the teaching profession k ...;) which sch r u in now? doing well in the so many subjects u hv to take? me- hahah. yes sure.. erm fairfield methodist sec. yupp.. sort of. next year taking triple sci! ms lim- well done! ya, u r def a maths and sc person... all the best! hv a great year... gotta to sign off now ... in hk actually; enjoying my hols... Yo! Was talking to charis and Sheree just now. We talked about 2e and the teachers. Oh well, I have to admit that those were the times. I browsed through my photo album and saw a lot of funny pictures we took tgt. The times we laughed at teachers... Especially beady tan. When he first came, all of us laughed at every single thing that came out from his mouth. Be it funny or not. It was just so hilarious. The kettle, the coffee, and the number of okays he said!! And of cos, the best was the bobo incident. Hahahah. I can't believe we even laughed at him and thought he and ros ho had sth between them. Omg thinking abt these makes me laugh my ass off. Another was Susan lim. The Dalmatian, barcode, ' I am talking' lady. Hahah hilarious. And the funniest was when charis, Sheree and I were watching this funny video during her class. That was the best HAHA. Oh well.. All are memories now. And they won't happen again. Man... 2010 will be a new beginning for many of us. New friends, and everything. 2009 is coming to an end, soon. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone December 7, 2009
malaysia trip OKAY HI I AM BACK FROM MALAYSIA TRIP!:D overall it was rather fun. :D hahah. bgirls are closer to each other now. and i am really happy:D HAHA. hope that we can work hard tgt!:D first three days, spent our days at KL. had friendly matches in Klang stadium. the team was good. mad. at first we managed to win them, but that's cos they didnt have their main players, however, the next day, 2 of their main players came back and we had a hard time struggling :( oh btw, first day was just shopping! haha. :D thats all at KL. then, headed to JB for the U15 competition, we got second(: yay! haha. saw a lot of singapore teams. and my juniors and friends as well. lol! quite cool. breakfast, competition, lunch, back to hotel, rest, dinner, watch video, sleep- our daily routine. it was boring. until... saturday. we got to have team bonding! and it was great! :D played blind mice at first, but we ended up taupok-ing dione. HAHA. damn funny. then we played a few times of blind mice again. and we concluded that dione is the worst blind mice player! HAHA. no offence though. then we played a hand tapping game. dunno whats that called, but it was hilarious. jiahui had to a forfeit- turn 10 rounds and walk in a straight line! at first we didnt want her to close her eyes, but SHE ENDED UP CLOSING HER EYES AND WALKED. BANGING INTO A LOT OF THINGS. HAHAHAHA. then we found this 'punishment' fun, so each of us had to do once and video it! HAHAHA. omg had a great time laughing. and finally it was my turn. OH MY. nightmare is a word i describe it as! even though it was not as bad. but yea. it was hell funny. after turning 7 rounds, i was deadly dizzy alr. HAHA. SO I CANT EVEN STAND UP AND WALK. SO LIKE WALKING 50 cm, I FELL. OMG. HAHAHA. AND ALL I COULD HEAR WAS LAUGHTER. even i was laughing like crap. so i gave up. and thought that it was the end. but i have to do again cos i failed walking to the door. LOL. gay. HAHA. so i tried again. AND I FELL AGAIN. oh man. i suck at it. HAHAHAHAH. HILARIOUS. then we played murderer. funny funny. then TOOK PICS!:D:D:D sunday was our semi final, and finals. they were great:D even though we got second in the end, we fought hard! and sorry if i have made the ppl heart attack when i served. LOL. and sorry that i stepped on the line that lost the last point. sorry! :( but anyway, i am sure we had fun right? the position doesn't really matter, what matters is the bond we have created among ourselves during the trip!:D and thanks jianping for helping me to eat banana when there's a need to. teaching me the way to dry our jerseys faster BEING MY ROOMMATE!:D thanks bgirls for everything happened during the trip. and the fun we had there will not be forgotten! :D |
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