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December 20, 2009
okay! so here i am:D back in sg. hmm msia trip wasnt that fantastic. cos it kept raining, and we had to walk with the umbrellas, which is damn troublesome. my converse is wet cos of it :( so went to look for cheap slippers to like wear for a while, and we found crocs LOL. so we bought. less than 10 bucks. LOLOL. so... yea. the hotel we lived in was... quite scary. mm. for the first night, i had to sleep alone in the room. wth manzx. seriously. O: shopped..... and bought quite a lot of food. haha. then.. keep eating omg. ate desserts... blah. cos it kept raining, we were stuck at this place where we keep eating. ya. LOL and we ate chicken rice balls. HAHAHA. quite nice la. not bad. and we went st paul's church. it was cool! damn old alr. eh.. then sat, yongyi and his family came. AHHA damn cute omg. :D he is very veyr very talkative i tell you. but ahaha, too cute alr. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. nothing much la. seriouslyyyy. and i got this ulcer :( shit man. HAHA oh ya, before the trip, dad and i were watching hot shot. OMG eh, watched until 1 plus, and he continue watching until 4am-.- LOL. i went to sleep at 2, and nearly died the next day. ahhaha. dreamt about sth, first dream was the whole school became like amusement park.. LOL but the main location was indoor sports hall there. suddenly have many levels, and some doors were locked. then every level got horrifying things LOL. like human sized spiders all that la. THEN I KEPT RUNNING AND SCREAMING OMFG. then sth like, saw my pri sch friends, they were the creator of these whole thing. then laughing at me-.- LOL. the end. so i was linking this dream back to the real life. and i concluded that the indoor sports hall has became a nightmare for me. cos of volleyball, running up and down. LOL cos in the dream i ran like MAD also, escaping from the scary things. HAHA. second dream was about school reopen. it was CRAZYYY. AHAH. so.. is like this. first day of school, I OVERSLEPT-.- wth. nvm, plus i didnt pack my bag all that, no pencil case blah. AND THERE'S THIS CHINESE COMPO TEST ON THE FIRST DAY (?!!!) LOL. ya, and i didnt study for it. was panicking. so when i reached school, went to find friends and borrow stationeries all that. and omg. damn funny, i cant find them. cos like, they change the classroom loaction, and i was quite late, cant find them. so was like walking around, trying to find them. SUDDENLY A LOT OF PPL RAN IN ONE DIRECTION, like RUNNING TOWARDS ME. then of cos, DAMN SHOCKED RIGHT. so i walked to the place they came from. AND I FOUND MY CLASS. AHHA. but, owyong is inside. LOL. HAVING BAG CHECK. AHHA AND HE WAS CHECKING ON LYANNE. omfg. he found her ipod and her hp, and confiscated them. and i still rmb, lyanne was like reading her jodi picoult book when owyong checking, trying to be innocent. AHAHHA. okay, so i went inside the classroom, and tried to act as normal as possible, cos i got itouch and hp inside my bag. then i damn scared. so lyanne came and helped me to stuff my bag under the table. okay this dream is hilarious i tell you. LOL. very hard to express here... OKAY BYE |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
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