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January 31, 2010
HEY HEY HEY! long time no see. haha. have been really busy to on the com/lazy to post/dunno what to post. yea. anyway, mostly is busy la. training like 3 times a week, sat full day training. no time:( but now better. fri and sat trng only muahha:D okay. school has been. OKAY! haha 3e is really great:D fun. but really. TOO QUIET omfg. i rmb we went to physics lab that friday. AND NO ONE TALKED OMFG. is crazy. really damn crazy. is like having exam yknow. my gosh. then the stupid teacher keep talking and talking omg. she is really hypnotizing me or wdv! haha but still is quite fun. HAHA. kokkin is damn funny. we had physics lessons on dunno what day in the class. suddenly he just turned and asked weilun: are you listening? weilun nods his head. kokkin O: you can tahan?! SHE LIKE CHANTING EH. omg HAHA damn hell funny omg. she seriously DUNNO HOW TO TEACH. i am very worried for my physics!! anyway. HAHA. my beep test is level9:D hohoho. hmm... nothing much alr. i forgot a lot. so anyway. competition on thurs. hope we can win ok! :D go bgirls(: next mon vs cedar. jiayouuuzx. trying very hard. and i hope i can succeed. January 16, 2010
Fuck off. I think I came to the wrong school. January 15, 2010
HEY! okay... i will TRY to rmb all the things that happened. kk. this week was kind of shit for me. i think like monday to wed... my contacts had some problems and is super painful when i put them on! so, my eyes were like kind of swollen. until wed trng i cant take it and took them out. thanks jiahui for lending me her case and solution:D hahah. so what now. i read sheree's blog. and reminded me of many times when we laughed like crazy behind. LOL chem. HAHAH. both of us were totally critisizing her like MAD. AND SHE REALLY CANT SPEAK FOR NUTS. O: HAHA anyway. yea. really dont really like her. but still not very very bad la. that day our corner kept laughing like crap, sheree and i, venessa and shi min, caljus and weilun. WE KEPT LAUGHING. but at different things. AHHAHA. so funny la. physics classses are kind of shit. yknow. omfg. is HELL BORING. like seriously OMFG. can sleep one eh. omg. today's one was wtf. LOL. cos they gave us handbooks alr, and behind got 3 cards, red green and yellow. it is to show the teachers.. like red = stop, green= move on, yellow= not sure. SO OMG. sheree and i decided to show the GREEN card. so we put on our tables. then nigel saw. LOL. after a while, we changed the colour. kept changing. HAHA. damn fun. anyway. is really super super super super boring. like ONE THING, for example, oscillation. SHE EXPLAIN FOR LIKE 1 and a half periods?! like omfg. roar. enough. haha erm......... eng is QUITE fun. HAHA. did quite a no. of grp works. then.. ya kk and yr are.. quite funny. anyway. that day, thad they all were like, ms cai.. ms cai.. ms cai.. kiam cai. ms cai, kiam cai. omfg. IT WENT ON AND ON. until ms cai turn and say, yes? LOL. and they laughed like crap. AHHAHA. chi is.. ok la. quite slack actually. ya. lijing doesnt teach much. sigh. i have to study extra hard this year alr.. then what. LOL i shall talk about today:D MS NG IS TOTALLY CRAZY TODAY! AHHAHAHAHA. she is really MAD EH. AHAHHA. now that i think about it. I CANT STOP LAUGHING. omfg. she came in.. then like veyr very very happy. HAHAHA. then she told us about her BEIJING trip. AND IS REALLY DAMN FUNNY. omg LOLOLOLOL. cant really express it here. well nvm. so... she asked venessa to anser this question.. like nano, micro all these la. so she gave her this question. and she was like 'damnit!' HAHAHA. omfg. and is quite loud, so ms ng heard it. AND SHE WAS LIKE, shocked O: then dunno what happened, venessa was made to say sorry or sth like that. so.. venessa did this action like bai bai one. HAHAHA then MS NG DAMN FUNNY. she was like, 'i'm not dead! dont like that!' AHHAHA omfg. then both of them were like sort of 'arguing' HAHA. then HALF WAY, ms ng was like ok faster answer! anyway, whats the question? HAHAHA. omg. I NEARLY DIED. LAUGHING. STILL GOT MORE! cos she came in.. then found one band badge on the teacher's table. so she asked around. no one claimed it. SO SHE PINNED ON HER SHIRT OMG LOL. AHAHAH. then she tell us A LOT OF THINGS. omg. she say.. ' i am a strange person. i have a lot of strange thinkings. really sometimes i do feel that i am weird.' AHHAHA OMG. then she told us about ng may gay fund. AHHAHAHAHAHAHA. omg. then she says she will be a MILLIONAIRE! and weilun spitted out his water. AHHAHAHA. seriously OMG. there are more. but i think i cant continue. is too funny alr. AHHAA. wait last thing. SHE ASKED LUNGS TO BE AS ENTHU AS VENESSA. omg. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. ok enough AHAHHAH then had emaths test after alll the funny things. LOL i am screwed.. LOL anyway.. trng today was. kk. 2.4 for warm up. AND I NEARLY DIED! i cant run for nuts. ): sigh. nvm... tmr trng again 1 to 6. sigh again. anyway. saw charis when we were about to board the bus. AHHA. cool. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and this year sec 1 vballers are goood(: heh. okay enough for today:D GOODBYE. January 13, 2010
have been really busy these few days. and i got a lot to blogged i rmb! but i forgot. ZZZ okay anyway. really got a lot of homework! sigh. OKAY, anyway....... damn. i really dunno what i want to blog alr. class is okay. i find it... like a not bad. (: starting to like it. AHHAHA. anyway. group work is quite fun. HAHAH yirong is a joker. okay but i have to agree he is irritating at times. BUT he is still quite funny. AHHA. okay gtg bye January 10, 2010
HEY YO! haven been really busy. sooo. yupp. anyway, first week of sch has passed! and tmr is the second week alr(: i'm quite fine with the class. sat with sheree behind, AND HAVEN BEEN LAUGHING LIKE CRAP AT EVERYTHING. okay anyway, i am really dying. dying you know. -.- anywya, trng ytd was FULL day. nearly died. butttt. night's trng was awesome. hahaha damn fun! we played soccer. and ram ppl's legs or whatever like crap. air kicked the ball as well!! LOL damn funny! had a great great time. like the best time ever. (: anyway, woke up at 12 today. i was really tired ok! then did emaths, amaths, emaths, bio, chi, then the envelope thingy. by the time i finished, it was at night alr ): sigh okay i better go slp alr, update again tmr. probably.. January 8, 2010
first week of school has passed. and i am really dying. really seriously. amaths is sort of KILLING me badly. i know maybe i need time to get used to it. but indices is confusing as well): bio is kind of fun.. okay probably cos i learnt a bit before.. physics is BORING omg. -.- chem is AS BORING. omfg. chi is OKAY. i mean... Li jing like 360 degree change... HAHA. but as long as she is nice, i am fine. :D COMBINED HUMANS IS OKAY, kind of interesting.. but.. i dunno if i would be able to do well. LOL. thats another thing you see.. erm.. so far so gd. But, our form teacher is like quite. zz-.- anyway, today had attire check. Sheree and I sat at the back.. so we were like the first to check. AND WE PASSED LOL. then when both teachers walked back... xzw ask ms tan to ask me to stand up-.- to check my skirt. zzz wtf? MY SKIRT IS LIKE CONSIDERED LONG EH. damn ass. zz. anyway. malvin chan is DAMN FUNNY. omg he is like an egg! okay HAHA. anyway.. lessons were OKAY today. maths lessons are. like NIGHTMARES. REALLY. HHA and damn shit. next week starts competition alr!!! AND I WILL MISS LESSONS LIKE MAD. I HATE IT): January 5, 2010
HAHA okay short post yea.:D today was a great day. HAHAHAHA. damn. i cant write it here. so anyway. ms ng was kind of mad today. LOL. AND MS KAUR IS OUR BIO TEACHER. OH MY. and she purposely choose me as bio rep!! walao HAHA. and i'm a temporary class cap. oh well. i rather be clas cap:D ahha. anyway. tmr will be a short day, yet long trng. wonder if i am going... okay thats all BYE! January 2, 2010
okay so today is kind of a bad start for 2010.. :( anyway, training is kind of shit ya. oh and i cant even wake up this morning, i hope i can on monday! omg. 7am already killed me. SIGH. good luck everyone. anyway, went for lunch break, and then....... went back. was watching some video with jermaine and simin was going mad at the side! LOL. okay anyway, went downstairs and we played dog and bone. LOL. damn fun. (: after that take weights, and thennnnnnn serve with netball. then went up. omg damn funny. didnt know need to go track there. then i go drink a lot of water, THEN GO WASH MY HANDS FACE ALL THAT LOL. DAMN FUNNY OMG. then we rannnnnn. like madddddddd. 4 rounds with 6.30, then... chiong omfg. can die. we ran 15 rounds of track today. ._. HAHA and my speed increased, by ONE SECOND. :D 1.02. but the second time was CMI LOL. seriously omfg. then... do some leg raise thing. and thats when my leg cramp came ): first time got it on thighs. damn. freaking. pain. is like no words can describe! anyway, had a hard time walking back home. and until cck. IT CAME BACK-.- but not as painful. so i stopped half way. zzz. finally reached home. and now my calf muscles are going to have cramps too. zzz. damn shit. oh well, i really hope 2010 will be good year. seriously. sigh. I know we wont be like before already, cos everything is gonna change. all the promises and the wishes, they wont come true. and that's it. i dont think we will have so much fun again. thanks for making my lower sec life so wonderful, and filled with joy. I really appreciate the moments tgt(: January 1, 2010
well, today did nth. BUT MOST IMPTLY. I FINISHED MY CHI COMPO HAHAHAHHAH. MUHAHAHAH. (: anyway, x is terrible. horrible. :( |
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