Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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February 28, 2010
First thing, happy birthday simin! (: I typed this long post just now. And was so satisfied, just then, blogger shut down and return to my home page. Fml. Zzz so now I don't have the mood to type! So main point is, I HAVE SPENT MY WEEKENDS HAPPILY. not. Bye ppl. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone February 13, 2010
Suddenly, I feel so sad for the class. Is not that we can't be united, is just.. Some of us don't want to. And I don't understand why, I mean like, I know most of us are missing our sec2 friends, but come on la. Not like we can't move on and make new friends right. There's no harm doing that, is there? Not saying that you all should don't care your old friends, but at least, put in an effort to understand new classmates, and know them better. Arghhhh, hope 3e can get better. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone February 12, 2010
Thanks Cassandra for the card as well(: heeeheeeee - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone hello!!! hehe i am like 15 alr!! haha old already.. sigh. having backaches these few days. a signal to me huh! haha anyway. to all that wished me happy birthday, celebrated with me, and even gave me a surprise. THANK YOU KK. i know i was really dead today. like what sheree said, i guess i am too stunned/ too happy/ too tired to respond! haha. probably i am lagging. i am really sorry for that. tears have been rolling in my eyes since the morning. when carissa, sheree, lyanne, venessa and sarah showed me the video, i was very touched even though i haven watched finish. really a big thank you to you all.. :D went fusion with charis, sheree, venessa, lyanne, jocelyn, jia le and hui. hahah. ate!! and then went back sch for competition. vb team sang a birthday song for me. i was quite shocked, and dunno what to do!!! omg. so i just erm.. wave and smile smile. HAHA :X thennnn. played match. was off today. and sth happened. i wont say it here la. cos i dont really care also... ya.. so went to buy drinks, then supports bboys. after like... awhile, they said they need to goooo. so.. yep. i really thought we were going home. i swear. omg. they said they want go toilet, so yea followed. then theres this restaurant beside the sport hall.. so they were looking! THEN, they went in. omg. haha so thats where the surprise begins. :D simin presented me the gift. alright. I AM REALLY HAPPY OK. PPL. I APPRECIATE IT. AND I WILL DEFINITELY USE IT! :D thank you!!!! omg. haha. AHHH I AM JUST SPEECHLESS OK! THANK YOU PPL. after eating, went to jp. then walk walk walk. jermaine bought me this small piece of cake. is not small. is quite big. HAHAHA. thanks!!! (: a million. went home after a lonnnngggg day. :D ahhh. JUST A GREAT DAY OK. thanks grace ang, jermaine, simin, jinghui, jia le, jia hui, okky, jocelyn, yufan, yutong, charis, jeremy teo, sheree, isaac, yingmin, sheree's mom, esther, shawn lim, jinhan and vballers for wishing me a happy bday!:D thanks kns and sarah and venessa for the video surprise/ cards. :D thanks sec3 vballers for the treat to sushi! and the present! the cake! thanks vb team for the birthday song. BIG BIG BEAR HUG FOR EVERYONE! February 10, 2010
I thought it was rather disappointing that we didn't get into the finals. Sigh.. It's okay... Let's try again in the nats! I hope we really can do it man. We trained so much, and we spent so much time on this, we really cannot give up!!! Haisssss. Sorry, I probably played like shit for second and third set. I'm very very sorry. To be honest, I was very scared. Just that my face didn't turn pale. I thought we would be able to make a come back for the third set, but I guess our mentalities are not strong enough. Hmm. It's okay, let's learn from our mistakes and don't let them repeat again!! Friday vs queensway. I really hope can win man. It will probably be the best present. If not... Omg. A bad bd. ): Somehow, I finally feel the determination to win every match. Not like I didn't feel this way when Im playing reserved. Just that not as much.. Okay I'm sleeping soon. Gd night - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone February 6, 2010
Heyhey! Have been reeeeally busy this week): oh well, what can you expect. Is test week! Haha anyway, results are.. Average I guess. Can do better la. But. Before I can work even harder, I would have to put volleyball aside, which is quite hard... Cos after zonals are nats. Then after nats still have to train for 2011... Ahh. So.. I will just have to juggle between these two. And I hope I can do it. (: anyway.. I guess first term results suck ttm. I think I failed my physics. As well as bio. And my chem result isn't good either. ): my sciences are like weak... My maths.. Average. And my chi haven't test yet. But my gong Han pulled me down a lot already. Soooo. I can expect myself to be bottom in this class. Boo. Training today was alright. Tiring as usual. And we had friendly against acjc(: quite ok la. And night training was great heh. Not as fun, but still. Not bad! Monday vs cedar. Go bgirls!!!! Give in the best! And I think we can do it(: jiayou! Next week got chi test.. And also chi new year celebrations. Need to prepare all the peranakan stuffs! Roar. Busy week once again. Oh oh! And I really hate lht for catching my shoes. She sucks. Oh well. Fri had attire check, and the main check was on boys who tapered their pants. So... Checked class by class. Until my class I stood up and walked. And since my attire was SO perfect, I was like damn relax la. Then from the corner of my eye, I saw this woman running towards tcw and our class. And I turned. Lht was pointing to my shoes and said it was not proper shoes. Wtf. Firstly, she not even my form teacher la. Wth. Fucking busybody. Secondly, tcw didn't say anything. Too bad. Z. So angry after that yknow. Dunno how to teach still say so much. Fucker. Sorry, I'm just angry. |
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