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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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May 28, 2010
OKAY YAY I DAMN HAPPY. I FINISHED EMATHS. OMGGGG. YAY. okay, need do some chi? or amaths la. or physics. whatever. LOL. KK BYE HAHAHA May 26, 2010
OKAY SO SORRY, previously i gave the wrong url for my tumblr. my tumblr is... bombthe-apples.tumblr.com. without the www. yep! hmmm. so today got back ourrrrr report books. ): no good at all man. srsly. sian ttm!!! alright. it was atrocious. and i am so determined to study like mad during the june holidays, i dunno how am i supposed to do it when i got 4 days of training per week. damn.. zzz. anyway, haha the raising of class fund was alright today. IT WAS HILARIOUS AT FIRST OMG. ahahha firstly, i overcooked the hotdogs, AND SOME OF THEM SPLITTED LOL. DAMN FUNNY. SRSLY HAHAHAHA. LOLOL. then... venessa and i rushed down the canteen. with our hotdogs. BUT WE MISSED OUT SOMETHING.. THE MONEY!!! LOL srsly. it was so omg at first. like everything gone wrong yknow. but it was srsly damn funny. and when shawn bit off his first bite. you can hear the plastic-ky sound LOL. BUT IS NICE OK. :D then a bit hard to sell, cos the food was quite costly. but anyway. still not that bad. ahhaha OKAY ANYWAY, this morning got the what, one seven thingy. talk to ms tan one. ah ya. quite scary at first, but.. still ok. like not as bad as i thought. lessons were boring... like wow. second last day, and is like so damn boring. finally chi watch movie!! AHAHA. DAMN FUNNY AH THE MOVIE LOL. heeeeeeeeeeh. anyway, i am still very depressedf with my results. sigh. looks like i really need to stop procrastinating, stop complaining, and start doing my work and start studying like a nerd. yesh yesh. thats my plan. erm. okay trng was alright? i was like picking the balls when i reached-.- until quite a while. DO WEIGHTS. argh irritating. but after that trained with balls.. played game then dismissed. kind of mis the session when we talked to the coach after training. srsly missed it. when we sat in a circle, and yg talk to us nicely.. oh man. ): sigh. anyway, gtg.. before my dark rings are even more obvious. BYE May 22, 2010
OKAY SO THE SIKKIM TRIP IS ON MY TUMBLR. go and read if you want. hahaha. i lazy post it here! (: anyway, left less than a week of school, YAY!!!! hahaha finally. but during that one month of holidays... i've got a lot to do... study.. and trng. and concert, picnic, and the ecp thingy. and out with grace. O: haha, today gave back all of the results... not very bad. but still. SIGH. disappointing.. eng-b4 chi-a2 amaths-a1 emaths-a1 bio-a1 chem-b4 physics-b3 geog-b3 eh i think is like that. LOL. i dunno. YES. 4 Bs. thats quite bad-.- so im like so determined to study like mad during the june hols. probably do a lot of maths questions, do chi tys, study my sciences, buck up my chem and physics, maintain my bio, memorize my geog. almost everything. and when sch reopen that week, we are going to have O's oral!!! omfg. damn hell fast, i cant take it!!! zzzzzz. school has been very tiring these few days... have been sleeping at 12am, waking up at 530. and that day i woke up at like 615. -.- NEARLY late. gay. i was like rushing out of the house. i am so tired.. but i still managed to wake up early today, and went school quite early. BUT, in the end the bus broke down at broadway. clap clap man... so had to walk to school from there. with lyanne as well. hahaha. so walk, supposed to meet mr lum at 7. but i started walking at 7! and i reached sch at 710. LOL. so he briefed me about the proposal thing.. and i was kind of shocked. cos 4 of us have to plan the.. family thing. and is a big proj. quite scary. and the 2 guys dont seem to like. care abt it. jocelyn dont really know how. i got a rough idea. but i cant possibly do the whole thing right... and is RUSH. oh man. so next week got compo test. how great. spoiler of the week. zzz. but i think when term 3 starts, we will be grateful for it. haha. SOOOOOO. I AM SO TIRED NOW. TRNG TMR AT 1. hais. When it was me by Paul DeAnda Ooh, no Yeah, yeah She's got green eyes and she's 5'5" Long brown hair all down her back Cadilliac truck So the hell what What's so special about that She used to model, she's done some acting So she weighs buck of 5 So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that way Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me) What makes her just everything that I can never be What makes her your every dream and fantasy Because I can't remember when it was me And now you don't feel the same I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes Now you don't care I'm alive How did we let the fire die Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got [ When It Was Me lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that way What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me) What makes her just everything that I can never be What makes her your every dream and fantasy Because I can't remember when it was me That made you smile That made you laugh Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me That was your world (me) Your kind of girl Nothing about me has changed That's why I'm here wondering What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me) What makes her just everything that I can never be What makes her your every dream and fantasy Because I can't remember when it was me What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me) What makes her just everything that I can never be What makes her your every dream and fantasy Because I can't remember when it was me When it was me When it was me When it was me great song. ahha kind of cool, and true. like i mean, have you ever feel that way before? probably a yes right... so oh ya, trng today was fine. LOL so long nvr run! i totally KO-ed. and i was like so damn high during the trng, so long didnt feel that way alr. so actually, the real soul within me haven't disappeared yet, only when the ppl around me find it, i will then be myself again. somehow, somewhat, i cant find it in the class. May 12, 2010
I MISS SIKKIMMMMMMM): I MISS THE KIDSSSSSSSSS. I MISS THE FUNNNNNNN. I MISS BEING PEACEFUL. I MISS THE WEATHER. I MISS THE SCENERY. i miss almost every single small thing i did there. be it the freezing bath we took, the daidi game we played while waiting for weili to bathe finish, the bus we took everyday, the devotions we had every morning, the countless practices we had before the closing ceremony, the games we played with the kids, the most mad and untidy room i ever seen, the TAUPOKING GAME WHICH I DIDNT TOOK PART and yet i missed it soo much more than anyone would. i really regretted not taking care of my body, letting my body system ran wild and not able to have fun with the rest of them! ): well, on the brighter side, at least i got to witness them.. sighhhhhhhhhh. i miss how i forget about every thing that happened in singapore, every miserable and sadness events, and the homework stress i had. i let go of everything in sikkim, but unfortunately it was temporary and i have to retrieve all of them back now. all at a go. HOMEWORK IS KILLING ME. elearning srsly is the worst thing ever. plus had fever, cough, sore throat, and DIARRHEA. what the hell. totally no energy nor strength to do anything. half of the elearning lesson, i will be in the toilet. either that, i will be coughing my lungs out. gah. better get going and finish my amaths before ms lee kills me tmr. May 10, 2010
wanted to post about sikkim! but.. too bad im busy with elearning. and having fever and sore throat! ): wanna faster get well! and be myself again! yea man. hope to blog soon. and there's this person who reads my blog but dont tag, and is super mysterious. YOU KNOW IM TALKING ABT YOU!!!! (: |
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