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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Adeline!, 12021995I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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June 21, 2010
wtf. my tablet like spoil-.- no sound eh. how how ppl help. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i guess its time for repair and reboot. zz June 3, 2010
HAAHAA OKAY IM BORED NOW, SO I'VE DECIDED TO THANK KOHLUNGKUANG FOR HIS SHIRT/KEYCHAIN... ER still got what? DURIAN SWEET WHICH I DIDNT EAT?! LOL er. no more. HAHAHA. okay THANK YOU for being so late. :D but still, IS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. so i appreciate!(: and thanks so much for bluffing me that you bought 2 N.U.M sandals la... make me happy for like, how many days?! but i was like half suspecting also. so nvm expected. you cant be that good. HAHA. okay thanks thanks. great time sitting with you for term 2. and i think we talked a lot LOL AND LAUGHED A LOT. so.. term 3 gonna change seat!!! sad or not! nvm, its time for us to pay attention in class! YEP. and not to forget all the OIs we did to sheree. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH. and imagining... ______ being a street ah lian. oi-ing at ppl who stare at her! O: AHAH shit damn funny. OKAY. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND AH. (: and also thanks CLYDE for talking to me lately, when i am so bored. when i am in need of help!:D thank youuuuuu. AHAH AND I FORGOT TO THANK YOU FOR THE STARBUCKS. dont rot during the holidays! i know you are almost done with all your work. even though is only 3 JUNE. ._. HAHA bestest!(: June 2, 2010
OKAY HI WUSS UP. hahah. okay training today.. nearly died. yea thats all i can say for the first part. hmmm.. i was like panicking like mad when i was still at dover at 750am. COS I MISSED MY BUS. AND I CANNOT BE LATE!!! roar. so i called almost everyone. LOL. i called jia hui/jiale. THEN THEY JUST WOKE UP. wow. and jia le dont need go trng! so jiahui was like so late. THEN jinghui was like somewhere near school. and jocelyn reached! SO I WAS LIKE oh man. so i kept asking jocelyn if that bear coach reached! then until like what, ACS(I)?! SHE TOLD ME HE REACHED OMFG. i totally shock like mad. sososo, i ran up like mad. ZZZ. late by like 3 min+++. HEH but lucky nth happened. then we went downstairs after stretching. and cos it was raining, we were like damn hell happy!!! COS DONT NEED RUN 2.4 HAHAHA. but we went down bb court and run 10 rounds. it wasnt that bad until the chionging part. seriously i hate chionging in retarded circles, esp when you cant see the ends, and it feels never ending. and you know need change directions?! zz so chiong like mad. and i was with jinghui in front. BUT UNTIL LIKE LAST FEW TIMES. i really really cant take it, so i slacked until the last. with sharmin LOL. AND I DUNNO WHY, wh also want say me?! I MEAN at least i still run right. not like nvr run. just ppl overtake me, or rather, i slowly lagged behind, but i still run right? aiya whatever. so chiong like mad, did some weird thing, then wheel barrow? dunno how spell. AND AT FIRST I TOT I CANT DOOOO. cos that time when yg asked us to do the width of bb court, we all nearly died and cheat like mad!!! but now, omg i can do the length!!!! SRSLY i dunno how. miracle(: hehe then do do do. gathered and talked about jerseys. ah same old brand. kind of... sian. and we decided! 2 jerseys? black and red? i dunno eh. but i know got black. mmm went up, and did spike and save... eh some basic stuffs. then formation. omg damn funny. laughed like crazy!!! LOL. but when we gathered, wh was like telling us he is trying to see who is the most suitable person to play that position etc. mm. cos end of year, only 10/12 ppl going korea!!! so ya.. sad. then after that.. omg service. YAY. HAHA learnt jump serve. i dunno why, suddenly i like training service. mm then dismissed. did a bit of proposal, and then off to anchorpoint to eat subwayyyyyy. :D before that, went to talk/see charis and carissa. yupp. then go off. saw lyanne too AHHA. ate, and then we were like still hungry!!! so we went to buy kfc LOL. damn joke. went back school, and i saw charis, carissa, sheree, lyanne, deborah. ALL IN THE FOYER. COOL OR NOT. hahahah. all gathered there!! hehe went the.. carpark there and do work, since the foyer was like damn noisy. so did a bit of work.. ya and physics KILLED ME. thanks jocelyn for your GREAT HELP. srsly i asked her all the questions LOL. IM SORRY. im stupid. damn. then went home!!! went to buy my itouch cover(: GREEN. lime green. I LOVE IT damn nice. it looks so sleeeeek now, (: After today's training, i started to wonder what will happen if i got sub by some other ppl, for my position. so means im not in the team, and i probably will not go overseas with them, and i will not play with the same team mates for my last time. what will happen? Will i be disappointed? Will they do better without me? ah all these questions are like stuck in my head.. and they will never be answered until that REALLY happens. today's training has made me reflect a lot a lot. i have to work harder to sustain my position. i have to improve on my physical. but i need time, is not a day or two. all these take time. but i'm really lacking of time. if i concentrate much on this, how about my studies, my life? i still need my life, and my academics. my life doesnt JUST revolves around volley. soooooooooo. i really dunno what to do. THANKS KOHLUNGKUANG FOR HIS 4MONTHS LATE BIRTHDAY PRESENT! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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